Cyber34 PFS Log

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Decided to create a log to record my pfs recovery.

Been struggling with PFS for nearly 2 years at this point after taking fin for 4 months. Had all the classic pfs symptoms which started a week after coming off, including insomnia, anhedonia, anxiety, depression, ears ringing, muscle loss, brain fog, gut issues, ED, etc.

After a year of natural recovery and a year of hcg, I had some improvements to my symptoms: I sleep about 6-7 hours per night however I never feel rested, my ears ring a little less, less anxiety, my mood has slightly improved and I no longer have suicidal thoughts although still have anhedonia and depression. I'm currently in a livable state but life is not great and I don't want to live this way. I can't even have a job due to my fatigue and brain fog. I'm in a better state than I was at the beginning of pfs hell but I am not anywhere close to where I was before. Id say i'm about 30% recovered.

For me it seems like I have low dht and testosterone symptoms even though they are in range since I have 0 acne anymore, my sweat doesn't smell, no mpb scalp itch, and I lack aggression like I used to. Sometimes I feel libido and aggression but it comes in waves and only lasting for a short time. This points to me having overexpressed AR and low 5AR.
 
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Currently I am doing cdnuts protocol. I started herb cycling a month ago with tongkat, pine pollen, royal jelly, horny goat weed. I didnt notice much of an improvement from them though, it just felt like a weaker version of hcg. I just started ultrahard prohormone yesterday and will be logging my results with it.
 
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Update on my ultrahard cycle: Currently on 2 pumps daily. First couple days I had some low gaba symptoms and wasn't getting enough sleep which is likely due to the epi but these have calmed down and now i'm feeling much more relaxed after taking it. It seems like my body is desensitizing to it since i'm not getting as much of an effect as I was at first but this is probably a good thing since my body is adjusting to having dht again. For the first time I feel like i'm getting enough sleep and waking up feeling rested. This is probably the most normal I've felt during pfs. I also notice that my eyes are less sunken in and my digestion is better, I feel less robotic and like my real personality is coming back too. I just hope these improvements stick after I come off the cycle.