MNK's Pfs Log. I was cured 2019 early on. Now 98% (myb 90-95%). V Fast recov. Fixing this now: hEDS -ASD/ADHD/C-PTSD.

[MNK99]

THIS kid has balls I gave him a summary of what I did and told him come here ignore the last 40-45 pages but I went crazy a little when my neck got injured, movement disorder, but I was cured a couple yrs. AND If I stuck to TEI cured that and near all other issues. SAID follow IHATEFIN, TUBZY, RWAC, and ME my first 12 pages. BUT if u want it simple: FASTING--> bodybuilding --> TEI.
OR CD's after fasting, some of the stuff here (ru, ellaone, electrolyte protocol then more and more of CD's), then TEI.

OR TEI the whole time. Possibly Carnivore.

 

[MNK99]

Moving discussion on electrolyte protocol to here:
This is about me.
That stuff there was more general to everyone.
I still feel electrolyte protocol and fasting brought me the best gains but I didn't ride out TEI as long as I should have.
And I was having great gains there too. Probably raising metabolism I am sure I was and giving me more wakefulness.
I just tried my own minerals and supplements and did well with that and dex, and then not so well and i gave em all up.
So I needed to continue it - electrolye protocol for general health improvement or the TEI. Either can use hair tests.
Maybe my issue is lack of faith.

Maybe ASD + ADHD made me veer off the path and of course isolation and trading too much to the point of diminishing my other goals (back then in 2020-2021 specifically. parts of 2019 too).
Lots in recent months, lots of time spent there but they say do it... and sacrifice for the future, and there was lots of gains on the line. And I mean health is worse, and I am no longer in a chill place downtown
with people you can befriend or date everywhere. I need to fix ASD and social anxiety and also get a good clean routine again and a new lease on life... if that means strict carniv long run good.
If it means that and minerals stat then fine.

I don't think the meds are bad though, but sure I need to take some minerals with them or at least some food ideally. I was having some pain after test/dht cream. I think maybe just tight skin and stuff and larger e.q. and so some pain. I don't know. could just be dry skin and irritation too. Of course I want to produce my own hormones but I mean I am not crashing and nothing bad's happening.
I think test cream 6 weeks 12 weeks 18weeks and HCG say at week 10 or whenever for a few mo, will speed up recovery... then do TEI.

BUT I can forgo it all but it makes it harder to stick to carnivore, but I am sure that is just mental.

True, yes, they are the sparkplugs of life. C, H, O, N. I will learn more and I may only be on minerals soon enough. I just think in the meantime some meds are ok... but maybe I will just switch to diet only and then the minerals I need (TEI), then my own. I was cured of PFS or felt like it, and only had some minerals. I stopped TEI too soon perhaps, but I think that some medicines keep those minerals and hormones better for a long time. Same with fasting, maybe not forever... but it keeps certain toxic metals and heavy metals depleted a long time. Some hormonal medicines keep minerals fixed for a long time.

They've always been important for sure, but in either some sort of "balanced diet", with vegs, some other carbs, some meat. OR meat only (fatty red meat, salt and water), we should get all minerals.
Most people's diet they won't get all -- and we need superphysiological amounts to drive certain processes (to detox, replace minerals, make other hormones work or whatever).

Even so, pushing hormones with some meds could be worth it. I think I was sticking to my longest carnivore run with dex and with test cream. I messed up one day, and I am trying to beat that record.
I am going down in weight and libido and function is better with test cream though not perfect.

I feel that 8 or 9 days of carnivore isn't enough.
Nor is 7-8days of test cream. More like 90days, if not a lot longer... like a year or 2 of strict carnivore.

And at least 3-4mo of Test cream (or DHT cream) and then HCG for 3-4mo, maybe 6mo... then only that and carnivore, then only carnivore and TEI. THen later at 2-3 years, maybe stop carnivore bc all foods that I would eat (not bad ones) would be fine PFS wise, permanently. And With TEI and after, that time will come faster. Maybe I should just skip the hormones and do TEI only, but I wanted to try them for years.

Also Randro lowered copper a lot in my first hairtests. AS did fasting.
Natural is good (minerals, fasting), but medicines can speed things up.
They also have the risk of keeping oneself in "autopilot" and band aiding the problem but not fixing it permanently.
And yet, some people will still need medicines, not even talking about PFS but other things.

Ozeph did carnivore for 5.5-6 years, strictly and had a host of minerals, supplements, and maybe one prescribed medicine for sleep. I am sure removing half, then all he'd be fine eventually. Or if he did that and
TEI or mineral balancing with a practitioner. And yet, who is actually balanced? I feel you though. I don't think I am damaging myself, but perhaps I am calmer/ more chilled without ADHD medicine. Perhaps I can make better long run decisions. Perhaps I should just suffer with low libido and some shrinkage, E.Q. problems without test cream. BUT I wanted test cream, and I may as well add HCG, bc that is the PCT...
or PCT drugs + HCG.

Maybe I shut myself down with a small stint on a sarm, RAD140. AND maybe, to fix that I need HCG. So take test cream for now feel decent. later good. lock in the gains with electrolyte protocol or minerals, some HCG... and then same thing, then discontinue all medicine (test cream short use, dex long long term use but can forgo it like Coffee), and then just use TEI. Get used to diet and TEI only... and later, with cleaner hairtests, maybe 3-4 runs of it, then quit it. And then only take a few minerals.

I can do the Oligoscan we talked about and the Hair tests soon enough, but I want to actually be getting somewhere. Like I am 21lbs down, and had I not cheated on carnivore I'd be 30-33lbs down and stronger.

Autophagy takes days, and weeks, months, years... of continual effort. Though it may start in mere days. And Mitophagy days or longer not sure, but complete mitochondrial reset takes like 2 years.

I am not taking nicotine, caffeine (mostly 2.5-3 yrs, most of 10 or 11 days). I mean I can take nothing and feel really depressed and get no work done. OR take nothing and take some minerals.

For now, I am trying this way, but I may very well take nothing maybe on day 10-day 15-day 20 or day 40 and beyond of carnivore, who knows.
I obviously want to heal as quickly as possible from any remaining androgen deprivation. I realize minerals are important, but besides depleted ones, I should be getting them all from diet.

Other ones I may add now, are ones I know that dex depletes, test cream likely depletes, and maybe later that HCG depletes (if and when I take that). This will make me healthier and make HTMA/Oligoscan look better. I can take nada though too. It is possible withdrawal and depression and anxiety over quitting medicine will go away in a few days or several... or weeks at least. people find it easier to quit substances and destructive behavior on carniv.

 

[MNK99]

I don't fear minerals
test.. dht
hcg etc.
nor carniv nor a dif diet
nor anything. el-protocol.

fear a few yrs for getting sick or 2 yrs.. again and recov failing ? sure.

fear of failure/ wasting time? sure.
not living to potl? sure.

 

[MNK99]

Agree with lots he says, may get some work done and listen to this. BUT for sure I had very intense ADHD when skinny and ripped. But also as an overweight kid. Maybe as an adult life is harder so you need to focus more. Anyways, taking dex and test cream now... I am late. I will add HCG in coming weeks or so... and I will add minerals.. like I said a lot.. and later just carniv + TEI. I want this stuff to work now tho.

STIMS always worked when I added em.. like they worked incredibly well after randro/4andro, on it too... and coffee after herb cycling. IT was fasting, then ru that fixed a lot for me. Ev added up but to make those work.

"Same here. Prem baby in 1957. Was given rosehip syrup from a bottle to go to sleep with. That set me up for a sweet tooth. I’ve now been carnivore for 9 months. Different person now. Mood improved, A1c down, liver function improved, kidney function improved and just one bp med to lose and I’m back to how I should always have been."

 

[MNK99]

Routine and taking a med + vitamins help even if they're wrong.
a cup of coffee, nicotine vaping --> go get ready.
in depression tho ya that isn't enough.

Took test cream and dex, taking some minerals i don't have much.

I am sure mostly it is keto/ carnivore doing the work. I ADD TEI SOON.
But I keep this up as much as I can. Maybe minerals and Carnivore you improve so fast, you just stick to it...
but minerals should be strong enuff to counter if you have vodka rite once or twice. So a med you may need or think you need, it should too. These aren't mood stabiliziers or antipsychotics.

It is biodentical test ... and dex. Wanted to try the combo anyways.

I am sure I will go further with Carnivore and maybe farthest with just that and mineral balancing, on my own + with Bruschi's help (later on my own again but I will reach out till I understand properly for sure).
And TEI will help too.

 

[MNK99]

--once you've done everything Me Q 3 2018: just ignore ev1 and make or buy DHT cream, test cream... and TAKE HCG. u can balance with PFS cured, go mineral balance after that like I did but add HCG. -- carnivore -- for life, and TEI for a yr or 2 but fix with HCG/DHT basically.
-- Test cream, dex, HCG soon, minerals soon with hair test (and Bruschi), and later just more of the carniv and then tei. Can i lose dex? yes. Can i lose test cream? yes.. easier on day 21 or 200 of carniv bc mood, stability, ketosis, and and antidepressant fx are better. AND ketosis so focus and less wandering with ASD and better ADHD... so i mean lose those deep into carniv, then do minerals with bruschi's rec's and or tei. faster the better of course, but i feel it is easier to go to docs aptmt with carniv at day 15 day 20.. rather than fucking up at day 8 or day 9 or so.
wont fuck up anymore.. it isnt hopeless. did pretty well untreated adhd but sort of terrible at times... good for a kid bad for a 20 22 yrs old, great when on illegal stims excellent later with lots of exercise and dietand some stims, and then for sure on proper prescribed stim. to cure it would be nice not sure possible. is for some ppl. same with autism. but lets get rid of depression, boost mood with carniv first, and lose those meds as soon as i can. and take minerals... but see if i can take the rite mins with it too

 

[MNK99]

--Unmet social needs, and love. 2018-2022+ and beyond. I just needed to keep doing TEI and such and just study for my exam.
--and not do dangerous things for money.
--probably desperation and isolation and not wanting to explain things, more isolation, n all the trauma fucked me over.
--i will try fixing with carnivore then doing this TEI and similar.
--and not letting people in.
--isolation.
-and unknown autism...hiding that or something (I thought BPII at times but no).
--and hiding physical disability tho minor...
--and hiding pfs, recov and what i did.. and then getting a bit worse.
--some toxic people.
--the oppressive lockdowns, more isolation, and trading addiction made a toxic storm...
--so mitochondria got worse, less healthy. and so did other things... and so I needed help.
--needed more mineral balancing or strict strict diet.
--then again people fuck around forever and get on some meds and it helps em.
--needed to try it... TRT and or HCG. but yeah I am sure that minerals are stronger but trying em in worse health prolly helpful, better health they'd probably be helpful too.
--you can't say you water fasted for severe pfs if it is 3 days, nor can u say u tried carnivore for my issues and any remaining pfs if it isn't a long trial (unless you admit, you failed. Just move on then).
--worse cell health. Covid and lockdowns were nightmares (vax, medical injuries) for people with ASD, ADHD, etc, and chronic illness, let alone PFS or PSSD (something most don't understand).
--probably less stigma for PSSD, among mature people. Maybe dumbass kids.. but for a "hair pill", most will never "get".
--anyways improve mitochondria, the cell, and all... and get way way better.
--MOOD better, health better.. and get rid of meds sooner than later.
--INT FASTING is strong too but that and OMAD and less and dry fasting even... and water fasting are built into strict keto, which can be carnivore (the strictest).

 

[MNK99]

 

[MNK99]

--With neck injury and vax and working out a tiny bit, despite neck pain, and also this with alcohol after the vax...
--around my bday maybe or a bit before that, gave me a movement disorder. I think so.. and yeah u shouldn't drink with gaba drugs probably, but I barely drink and barely took supps 3-4 yrs.
--i took mg 2nd time this yr, and some other stuff.. and digestion issues... but I am not that regular, as I am cutting and getting used to carnivore.

--anyways, this thing really hurt me along with the metals in the Pfizer vax.
-I did a lot for others, I am not wasting time, energy on family...
-I will get better, go make fuck tons in Advertizing or go to law school poor whatever..
--have my own funds all...
--and get some explosive blow off tops.. i have some longs today but too hi lev may get out at least of one as soon as i can/ been in them and shorts for a week or so, and exited some good gains yday.
--keep trade size or contract size same size all the time.. still, asking for help, trading with a GF, being happy, not having "Androgen deprivation"."chemical castration" come back, yeah I'd have made infinitely more, kept things, had stuff to do at night and wouldn't have been so isolated.
--if you are addicted to heroin bc of a disease healthcare doesn't believe, in, that is caused by healthcare, and your fucking family is literally healthcare...
--you'd understand the stress of losing out on doctorate, perfect tens... who wanted me and others at least to be friends with me (multiple girls cried over me when seeing how hurt I was and how hard it was for me to talk... and like that I was hiding some disease or some horrible trauma most likely).
--and then.. yeah anyways, I needed help before.
--random supps aren't it.
--pretty sure TEI is all vegetable based or some shyt, so that will probably fuck my stomach up too.
--maybe just carnivore long run.
--Helen's wrong about a LOT of things, including what cured people, how they got cured, what works and what doesn't and carnivore ... and well he was wrong on my "substance status", when I had the cleanest
hair tests on the site... pre using any of em.
--I have extreme discipline... it is wasted in a traumatic life and in Canada.
--I needed help before this shyt.
--I am not trying to make complaining posts but you can see how good I was end of 2018 and even summer and all of 2019..
--you can see how fkd I was 2021 a bit on discord.
--It was like mania/ hypomania, and yet I beat all my addictions except workaholism, I guess and music. EVEN COFFEE and stims ffs.
--nicotine.

--but I guess trading addiction, was comfortable when I didn't have the skills for difficult conversations and there were too many idiots around.
--AND lots of women and men thought I hated them, I look serious and like I could fuck people up... but I mean I am a good guy.
--I intimidate people, HENCE LAW but healthcare ruined my life.
--I hope the vax kills all my enemies. And that I get rich but really the good years of life are gone... you can have good yrs at any time.. but I mean
--I am not sure I am gonna spend 3-4mo trying out HCG, getting bloodwork 3-4x a year..and this and that, hair tests 5-6x.
--IDK.

I will try but it sounds pretty annoying especially when I adhered to things 99% well.. I mean chelation like 150-200d in a row, working out like 600d in a row, OMAD or intermittent fasting like 900 days in a row more like a decade or 15 yrs minus the yr I was sick as hell.

If HCG is a cure to shrunken penis I am going to be pissed off. ALSO the fact that worked well 2 nites ago, 4nites ago.. and like 1nite ago (minus pain* that wasn't good), is odd.

Honestly, trauma, ASD are the main issues... and Like I mean IDK... Most the hair testing cucks out there online, I mean I already look healthier than them and am far stronger, that doesn't mean I am "balanced" or even "mentally healthy". BUT I mean I bet half or more string patients/clients along... and solve nothing after 5-10 yrs.

Carnivore - Fasting seems more legit. The small electrolyte protocol the simplified one seems legit too.

I will do TEI, I am just venting. I mean I did near all of the electrolyte protocol with actual electrolytes and then just salt and spinach and all that, whey instead of 16 eggs... lots of other shyt maybe 9-10/13 points not sure... and then yeah I did do TEI for a time, but maybe I am so stressed/ and I was making like 4000 5000 dollars a day at times, and I just didn't know how to balance that and mental balance and mineral balance. Probably first time I lev traded and won a lot was a huge mistake.
I USED like 9x, 16x for a day or like barely at all... 3d here and there this last 5-6mo.. and i didn't leve trade mostly since march 2021.

BUT even less than 4 x can fuck u.. that is a lot of money.. if u r position is 2k or 5k usd, u are borrowing 15k instantly.. so yeah, treat it even more carefully than say 1k or 5k in spot.
I guess... treat it more responsibly than 5k in spot rather. I am!! some days it just gets fkd but yes 2 bad trading days/ without cashing in can fuck u.

I can make a living doing this and combining other shyt or writing or doing ads/ and copy for crypto companies, but outside of ACTING, I was meant to do LAW at least for me.. there are better paying jobs for sure, especially for the very tech savvy (I am savvy but I am not really a techie.. or into math nor comp sci at all -- that is ASD/ADHD, neuro memory spatial awareness problem related). LIke math I was good at as a kid but I needed a second or so more and forgot the problem, than say the other smart kids. ISSUES in science and in masters econ classes, but yes stims help that part of ASD and ADHD a lot.
I am certain it helps brain fog a lot too say from carbs. KEEP in mind, brainfog was 1mn times worse or maybe 10000 x worse, with crash of PFS, and pre water fasting. I have like none, on a streak with no dairy no plant material and I had none like ... 2018 Quarter 3 to 2021 end if not longer... It was bad food piling up, and the kind of brain fog ev1 nearly has.

THAT is bad tho compared to someone who was superhuman optimal.
ANYWAYS just optimize and there's lots of shyt I can do.. translate, youtube... advertizing, other shyt too. I was attacking the day and getting out of bed to make my law career and catch up tho...
now and earlier it was to trade. well actually, now it is to heal and because I have more motivation and energy again.

Maybe it is ok, I don't have all the answers rite now... BUT besides PFS, I am in dire straights and at risk of becoming an UNTREATED ADHD STATISTIC and AN ADULT AUTISM STATISTIC AS WELL.

PFS I beat in like 8-9months if not less, I guess I needed to keep taking minerals... however, I fucking did.. and then maybe after a test/dht booster, my urology function slipped...

MEANWHILE I AM CERTAIN RAD140 would give me good androgenicity and anabolic-ness, to help erections. BUT yes you cannot live off a sarm, entitled "RAD140",. It is not bioidentical.

IDK maybe anxiety and mood is better on just strict carnivore, I am sure it is... PALEO and CD's or PALEO and TEI were pretty fucking good but to get that healthy again would take 6mo...
HOping less despite injuries and connective tissue issues, just with carnivore alone.

ANY NEWCOMERS I ATE PERFECTLY LIKE 16-18mo straight and was scared not to, but I did have some takeout/ delivery here and there, even JUGO JUICE sans, but mostly all post workout and it was MEAT/PROTEIN FAT and CARBS. Maybe 30 percent carbs maybe a bit more at times, but lots of fat and protein.

(Now it is not that but I care more about ASD/ADHD and suicide there, and like anxiety and depression, and losing my inability to talk or tell ppl anything, or say hi at times). This is fucked up and has to be trauma/ this and that. I bet if i got into school before moving (long process), I'd have said hi to ppl a ton. But I mean I was like a deaf mute... and still am at times, this has to be trauma/ autism.

Anyways i needed help then and before that, so life's pretty much ruined. I'm trying to fix it but I mean... retards, uglies, losers.. with half my skills and 1/4 my personality have good lives, and they don't need to solve health shyt after already being ripped like 18-20 yrs ago.

 

[MNK99]

Coffee was a pleasure and even had black coffee in alternate day fasting, intermittent fasting going back like 10 yrs and 18-20. Not even taking that....

HAD helped digestion all of 2018 after say.. fasting and refeed and with some herbs.. and later making great coffee again.

NO coffee 10-11 maybe 12 days.

No nothing besides meat/butter/pink sea salt/ water for like 10/11 days or so. Only one small meal o/w.

MEANWHILE people with 20 health issues (Then again, hEDS/HSD is like 10-20 health issues, just that 70-80% of them aren't there if u are lucky, mobile, very fit.. in bad health yeah it'd probably be really hard).
Mine are mostly mental/ cognitive there... for sure there are physical things tho like my fingers, toes, feet, neck, spine... blood, etc. Mostly it is ASD and ADHD.. I am not a freak.
ADHD/BPII felt scary but that is alpha and badass....

AUTISM is like, yeah I don't need to be here anymore.

But maybe I had that, and i thought I had BPII bc I fit criteria for so many different things (Mostly minorly and only like 20-30%, shyness is the biggest thing). Even people waving at me, and trying to get my attn, babes, and ppl... i mean I felt I needed to get into school, then lockdown and I was trading away 0.05 0.2 0.1 btc.. at times/ AND YET AT SPOT*** i had my biggest losses, way more like 1.2 btc 1.5btc.

It is like a video game and it is just... I mean with severe hyperactive ADHD + ASD it is just too addicting...
I am over that now tho, but sometimes I make mistakes.

Anyways I will cash in gains/ at least to bank... and like keep dry powder at least for alts and ai coins and memes... when I can, and at the very least if it is 30k 40k 80k 100k, even if that is in bank and I have to pay 40-50% on it, and I would do way better with it in defi, at least that's a tiny bit of peace of mine... I can make better cash in/ dry powder (funds not on exchange) plans later, when healthier.

I liked law and econ.. i like learning, there are no transferrable skills here... EVEN IF I DID INSANELY WELL or i had someone give me 10k and i ten x it and 20x that nxt yr, I mean...

A business, running a coffee shop, a gym, law (most don't think so but compared to this and lots of other shyt, yeah), has transferrable skills.

AT least when I was 27 in school I looked better than most the 22-23 year olds, yeah I was sadder but still. Things u want young, o/w fuck it. But i mean if u only want something under certain circumstances, you are fucking yourself over, or you don't really want it. I don't want to go to law school feeling castrated, when I felt like I was 25 and super healthy just 3-4 yrs ago.

There's a chance I live to 120 140 150 anyways, if I do red meat only... and like get rich enough.

I can't do any of that shyt, like warehouse, construction jobs (dead... for sure. injured, scared for sure).

Only office or my own office. I will find out some AI programs but the people into it and the people who use it, I find irritating. I am old school, and I prefer lawyers, philosophers. writers etc, to these tech scumbags. Not saying they all are, but you know who I mean.

 

[MNK99]

203 look ripped. mostly inflammation losing.3-4days. 7-10 33-45d i will be shredded. not 7 days but i mean 40 days ill be shredded.
more importantly anxiety, depression will be better. whether taking dex, coffee or not who cares. test cream too if i want but yes, sleeping in less pain... or slept 7 6.5-7hrs really, just had an aptmt. and hate sleeping in mostly but i will have more motivn, less anxiety no toxic anxiety, no depression in weeks. ADHD/ASD will get better.
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hate it... had i done it all straight 185lbs 8-9 percent.. had i done it since... 2019 or 2020.. 7percent-8 percent at like 195lbs.. and probably near invincible.

that and HCG before it... I could have done TEI like candy, do 2 cycles.. 4 and it'd be a fun experiment.. and once in a while just fast. I could have surfed like Saladino except I'm way bigger and actually did more medschool and residency than him (basically.. LOL go cure a cold let alone PSSD/ mania, substance use disorders, misdiagnosis bipolar II).

Here's how useless 99.5% of docs are vs me.
--the correct psyche/mental/neurodevelopmental diagnosis is ASD and ADHD, causing anxiety, isolation. Mostly it is neurodevelopmental.
--THE correct but hidden dx physically is hEDS or HSD (same thing nearly, it is clinical observational diagnosis, it doesn't mean much and the genes aren't revealed outside of one family but whatever).
--PSSD was a thing.. PFS was and a tiny bit still is but I felt/ fitness optimization is what I was doing... "fitness optimization" and some "supplements", now same thing, except just some sexual issues of PFS.
--nofap 100days it would be better.
--bathmate with some androgens it'd be better.
--doing TEI only or similar or carnivore straight, I'm sure it would be better.
-I was in elite fitness and thinking fast as elite people, faster, i've done mental speed tests and I.q. tests. And yeah I was great again.
-AND YET*** self destructive tendencies/ bad coping mechanisms screwed me over. It is not fair.
--I will lose this trauma at some point.
--I am 199lbs and on a new streak barely nite 4 of carnivore and without fuckups easily day 29 or 39 or 45 or so...
--hopefully next yr next months.. more and more docs know about PSSD, PFS, and we get more DEPRESCRIBING PHYSICIANS.
--I honestly hope the next plague and meds wipe out like 80-85% of people (not us and not a lot of hot women, but the usual random everyday pieces of shit out there).

 

[MNK99]

Hope that stuff works for you lol.

Even though I am healthier now my life is still crappy. I deluded myself into thinking life would be much better when you are healthier but it doesn't change much except now you are even more aware of the state of life. It fucking sucks! Yes I had sex again. Yes, I can do stuff. Yes I have more money Etc. No PFS.

But life still a shitty experience. In a way when I was sick my mind was protected from the bullshit of life. I was more busy with surviving and COPING that after I get healthy my life would be better. What a God damn joke! For me at least. I See some guys who got out of PFS and they are doing good. Could just be me.

I now understand why people drink themselves to death. Or cope with other stuff their whole lives.

Start a group or a hangout at your place or friends place... where you and your friends can strategize your lives. And it will be great again. OVER time. Bullet journal.

Also psychedelics maybe... and self-alignment. Read MODELS by Mark Manson.

I know I was pretty negative above but yeah.

 

[MNK99]

Be healthy and fix ASD and addictive tendencies and probably I can make 100-200k usd trading a yr,.. esp with another job, like 250-280k. Get well first.

I mean barely attractive whores make 60mn in a year or 2 yrs to idiots on like Only Fans. So yeah, I don't think "I Need" law but still.

 

[MNK99]

Maybe i get really better and I make it my life's mission to help people with hEDS/HSD and Autism... that kind of thing. Maybe. I need to take time off and go get diagnosed but I am 100% right, or at least I'd convince em. I will try and not be persuasive (not manipulative). I am sure I am right...

Yeah nodding to people, etc.. lack of talking.. forever.. blocking mouth when eating as a kid.. rocking back and forth, stimming, pacing. anyways. whatever.
or do comedy and get rich.. af.. and tell others to fuck off (hey i made way more than u ever wilL!!!) but that should be possible silently ish in trading anyways long run, but most don't.

Anyways I will make better plans, when I am better.. and keep at it.. add TEI maybe. stat. IDK. but carnivore is great it is just do I have 2 weeks.. 3 weeks 10 weeks 20 weeks 100 weeks to get 1mn times better? and won't I still have ASD/etc anyways?

GUARANTEE i felt better than 99% of these ppl.. pre TEI and post it.. i needed to stay on it. just add hcg.. keep carnivore.. and later only carniv.. and later carniv and tei.. and later just diet, TAKE TIME.
just connect it. Keep eating meat, keep fasting, keep not having any plants, keep not drinking anything, add TEI soon. BUT meds are fine.. if I want em.

I will try making my mind and sticking to it. I was cuz I had no time, and needed to succeed.. but I mean my life got ruined anyways from these healthcare jerks...so I can't make plans till better.

I will try. esp if I do it with no stims at all and no nothing. TEI soon.
If test cream, hcg, proviron, etc etc helped ppl.. should help me too.

maybe only physique and strength gains but I am sure fat loss, and I am sure nutrient partitioning and better with enzymes, hcl, mg, b, and I am sure with lifting, labido and sex f'n, drive for life, energy
all improve dramatically. Hard to do when depressed but I am most people's goal or 10lbs away from it, so it is not like I am starting from nowhere. Easier to do if money wasn't an issue, or if I was younger and going to school and supported. Anyways, abuse and more. I will get really strong and never let anyone fuck with me again, but I did already. Get funds no matter what.

--some RPF stuff:
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Cooper said:
Guys, im 2 weeks in with HCG and i don't feel any changes yet? Is this normal? I hope it will work on me... I am a PAS case. My libido was a bit increased but it might be a placebo. I try to stay positive and focus on my art.

I also think of adding HGH to the mix tomorrow. 1IU.

Hey Cooper. It's totally normal not feeling any changes after 2 weeks. hCG will upregulate androgen production in your testicles. Higher androgen concentrations will only be noticeable after a 2-4 months.

Stay strong, and I'd say keep to hCG only for the first 4-6 months. Don't add in the HGH.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Start a group or a hangout at your place or friends place... where you and your friends can strategize your lives. And it will be great again. OVER time. Bullet journal.

Also psychedelics maybe... and self-alignment. Read MODELS by Mark Manson.

I know I was pretty negative above but yeah.

I'm good again. I go through pessimistic episodes from time to time.

 

[MNK99]

--Hi bro.
--just a note in case i decide yes or no to this. it tastes great in eggs, and so does some yogurt.
--homemade goat cheese lasted like 10days bc I barely have dairy...
--had some smokies, pork cheesey sausages (the green farm, regenerative farm... no gmo no hormones no antibiotics) and a couple lamb burgers.
--for sure it is better on stove, and defrosted a bit, rather than the smart oven (tho, that can make great things too if I sear first or reverse sear after).
--tastes like ice cream, keeps me off plants.
--want disaronno and coke zero but not gonna . ain't drink in like 8mo maybe a yr or so. not sure really.
--drank 10-15x in last 3 yrs, and like 5x in the 2 yrs before that and a lot more in pfs crash. but barely at all.. once every 4-5mo not even. often 10-11mo without any.
--could go for some but need to do this straight.
--models is a great book anyways.
--basically yes and no.. too many carbs = no ketosis, and stalls fat loss. 36% fat or something vs 100% in butter.
--more liquid = bad, you want like whole fat yogurt, and no plant foods and no guar, gum, xanthan, pectin bs (why do they need to add this shyt, money obviously . profit maxing).
--hard and soft cheeses. become a cheesemaker.
--i may have some raw cream. may have some disaronno, coffee, raw cream but nah. i won't do that. headache and maybe 12-13 days no coffee. man.

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The main difference between butter and heavy cream is that butter is a solid fat made by churning cream or milk, while heavy cream is a liquid cream made by fermenting milk. Heavy cream has a lower fat content than butter.

Can I add heavy cream to my coffee or tea on the carnivore diet? Yes, heavy cream derived from animal sources can be a suitable addition to your coffee or tea on the carnivore diet. It is important to read the label and avoid any heavy cream products that contain added sugars or other non-carnivorous ingredients.

What dairy is allowed on carnivore diet? - Chef's Resource
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[MNK99]

--I could delete all this except pages till 2018 end maybe 2019 march.
--and i did shorten it and i had a second log.
--diet, exercise, supps or meds.
--no one is balanced forever (barely anyone, and they all change stuff). Saladino is balanced? he is manic among other issues, and remove 3-4hrs exercise a day, his health would suffer a lot.
--if you have a professional career or are busy, you won't be balanced forever.
--i had a three line summary on my second log which is gone: 1. Water Fasting 2. Electrolyte Protocol 3. TEI.
--if you have trauma and other conditions and not much social support, you will need to do other things.
--I am 99.99% sure I know the connective tissue disorder I have, the main minerals that help it... same with ADHD, and same with being on the Autistic spectrum.
--I am also sure I don't need to call it "PFS" and actually called it "androgen deprivation". Just because I am confusing and I use a lot of words (imagine knowing as much as me, your life would be hard).
--doesn't mean I am lost and confused.
--my diet is helping me... I am working in my home office, rather than lying down extremely depressed like months ago.
--and I can take the step to remove ADHD medicine and just use minerals soon (in a program).
--I can find a practitioner as Bruschi says. Maybe online or locally. Carnivore, fasting etc are kind of free (sort of, the info is a lot of it).
--TEI isn't that expensive But I don't want to waste it, I want to use it and get accurate readings.. so a week or 2 or more after taking nothing, but Carnivore.
--it is harder than it may seem, to stay on strict carnivore (with some dairy, bringing me out of ketosis. Gluconeogenesis also does that).
--Ajonus etc, were not real carnivore. Switching diet everyday is not helpful and probably 6-8 weeks it takes to switch biome more and 2 weeks straight to ketosis.

--who cares if it is old?
--Electrolytes/Minerals, Carnivore, Fasting are ancient.
--More trustworthy than new drugs.
--By the way the only drugs I've used since nootropics or prohormones mostly, have been .. pretty old 80-90 year old d-amphetamine.. and Test (40-50 yrs old and also ancient and in us).

I can do nothing but diet and improve a lot. IF That is way better than with meds sure... If I make that mistake/ well I mean what ? get a hairtest every decision I make??
BLOODWORK and hairtests should have been done pre deciding about using finasteride for sure.

The people with the most hairtests have the least results quite often.

You can have instinct and feel.. and know what suits you. What helped digestion for a decade... way before this place, Mg. In cacoa and also in general use. WHat helped me digest food? certain b minerals.

What is an a,i., if you are on test? zinc.

The only sickness I felt yday was maybe a bit too much dairy at nite but more than that, the vegetable stuff in supplements.

Everyone told NINA, hairtest hairtest hairtest She actually had cancer.

And by the way cancer drugs (for harsher ones) often kill people BUT so does doing nothing. What I am saying is some people need meds.

If I take HCG, I fully intend on doing TEI. It would be faster.. bc the question of using it for autism/connective tissue disorder and pfs... just becomes the former mostly.
And that is true if HCG works, removes PFS from my mind... and if it doesn't work --well then just don natural only.

I guarantee 99.99% of the people that tried carnivore didn't give it 3months 6mo, a year etc. And if they did, they still cheated a lot and had too many carbs. It only cheats yourself...
LIKE going off TEI and doing something else.

 

[MNK99]

Pretty simple. Everything I did for PFS worked in 2018. I had some more minerals.. and just treated ADHD. Not treating or having no treatment of Autism/ trauma hurt me a lot.
Not everything is PFS related. I said myself I should have done more mineral balancing... but PCT (possibly) would have worked, then I could have continued that.

What theories do I have?

I am correct about whatever I have, I know. Most people don't, I know i'm confusing. Doesn't mean I am so lost.
What are your theories about PFS? And do they matter?


Does a natural practitioner anywhere besides maybe a few.. maybe a lot more who knows, have any theory?

Minerals are the sparkplugs of life.. ok I get it.

Stopped treating PFS bc I was cured, it didn't last (a few symptoms) bc of some minerals I needed. BUT then you guys would say he isn't cured, he needed minerals. Which is stupid.

I am mad about people's egos and sick people telling someone that literally cured things way faster than them ridiculous "lessons".

Also, people that cured things or nearly did in ways different than GBOLD were told off and made fun of.. and some never returned bc they didn't want people to rain on their parade.
people were told on swole, follow the protocol no matter what, even if it doesn't work for them. I am sure most didn't follow it (the unsuccessful ones).

"PFS" is too varied...

I will do the stupid hairtests soon but you can see why it's hard to trust this.
Also what theories do I have that are wrong?

Things about neurodevelopment and connective tissue disorders and cervical instability.
I am sorry that I am smarter than you but that doesn't mean that I am lost and unable to do anything.

I am trying to keep the faith in things that seem retarded, like hairtesting. I know we are made of elements. Do you think if you got hairtests from 10 different companies, or under different conditons you'd fet the same results? Someone should try that, someone with more time and more money than me. And more faith in their theories.

I will do that soon. IF I take dex + test, I won't regret it, if anything It will help me stay on carnivore. IF I don't take em, well I won't regret that.
DEX helped me a lot for a long time.

YOU don't get it, I lost out on countless opportunities, I'd have a friends group of 20 people and I'd be settled. Most my problem is probably trading addiction back then to be honest, and
the reason why law etc is bc AUTISM/ PTSD.

Doesn't mean AUTISM or ADHD are that bad.. and a huge imbalance. shouldn't someone 188-192lbs of muscle, with zero illness, and can get rid of a cold or cough fast, doesn't use inhalers in like 6-7yrs, can eat anything, but chooses to eat clean... aren't they more balanced than 99% of people? Yeah. That's me most the fucking time.

Carnivore got me out of major depression and will continue to.

What choice do I have? Why would I want to do TEI or similar if I am not getting results from diet. Just like bodybuilding ... 50% diet, 30% exercise maybe and 20% supps or meds.
The supposed ratio can vary, but that's what I think.

The same people hating on me hated on IHATEFIN and JOEKOOL and GBOLD hated on me when I had cleaner tests than everyone.

It was cuz of hard work,.. and theory of PFS changed over time. Mine did. The epigentic studies are more correct than some random theory.
GENES were turned on, many off. AND there are more androgen receptors.. lots of that changed.

IF ppl want to cure, follow what I said those three things or the things I did. I did a lot better than 99.9% of people in the PFS, PSSD, PAS community (total).

I only ever signed up here beside Solve pfs which was short lived and when I was extremely sick. That was "a different person ago". And depression/anxiety... well that and severe was dif person ago too, to who I will be later.

 

[MNK99]

My theories are not wrong.... I was literally posting to show the arguments between gbold and others... to show that yeah you're on your own, you can't trust most people in alternative health.
Also maybe I wrote a lot to bring GBOLD back in.

IF super balanced, he'd have time.

What did I imagine? Me being lost in life and managing with running and lifting and walking and like high energy stuff and coke,
and then amazing with prescription stimulants? Stimulants helping get my life together and cure PSSD/etc? and also later PFS?

There are different types of balance. SOME USE DRUGS and take the minerals with em or barely feel em.
I have a lot of reason and some case reports to believe that HSD/hEDS people "use up testosterone and androgens" quickly, and also stims... help em.

Life's hard if I did stims and tei i'd be fine. Forever. Even trauma/autism aspects. And I can use androgens later to prevent ever getting sick
I believe I can add minerals to them and carnivore or to them and Paleo (or some cooked veg, rice, and meat) and be beyond fine.

To do it only one way or no way makes no sense.

Did I theorize and fall into some big pharma scam with words like scoliosis or degenerative disc disease?

Trust me if you have Marfans or EDS and you think PFS - fixing that will solve all your challenges, you have another thing coming.

ALSO if you have AUTISM

I bet with strict diet my hair test would be.. strict diet and exercise it would still be cleaner than most people's including people who are cured or claim to be.
There's no cure for life. There's no grand theory, I am not that interested in this...

I literally had to stay put and make 5-6 days or 8 days strict carnivore.

There aren't studies on it or pfs or that much on EDS, doesn't mean it is useless. If u had severe asthma as a kid, were fitter than 95-98% of ppl around u even younger people as an adult, were vegetative, then gfitter again than 99% of people if not more, and when you're really sick your motor skills and joint instability makes it hard to shave or walk... or like put on a jacket because of arthritis, you'd look for answers too.

I already figured all that out but I lost my computer documents and was posting here. I am sure TEI minerals all that shyt works, I told a lot of people about it.

IF someone wanted to get cured, they would do a lot worse than following what I said till page 18-20. Find my second thread.. and I delete 80% of posts in recent 2 yrs..

These were just cries out due to trauma !! I'm sorry I'm so traumatized!

There's no grand theory, i just want to make money and move on... I don't want health stuff anymore.

HELEN claims to cure AUTISM and PFS in a day... people believing that are pretty fucking naive. He knows all the brain science, and child development, and neuropsychiatry, and all chemistry, biochemistry, and pharmacology and everything in the world? Are you insane or retarded? No. People have limitations. So do I. But I don't live in a fantasy world.

--i wrote a lot in part
--bc I have a lot on my mind.
--and I am pissed that ppl demonized androgens and TEST and HCG.
--why? why's anavar magical and shitty test and shitty dht --- 4andro and Randro??
--that would make zero fucking sense.

 

[MNK99]

You can see all my posts this yr minus my actual plan... that i copied a couple x...
are just info dumps.

That's my plan...pretty simple @bruschi11 I said it months ago.
--it is diet, tei. and maybe some meds and supps in mean time. i am not in some hopeless situation.
--most my other responses on other threads were joking around.

-_Health plan going forward: 7.19.2024

-CARNIVORE and TEI
--OR CARNIVORE and HCG and TRANSDERMAL TEST (On BALLS) for Higher DHT.
--FOR ME.

--IF it gets messed up well, I will have the perfect human diet to fall back on... so 90% vs 99%. Worst case what? Some dex, some cialis and carnivore for life and still crush everything else.
--IF I need HCG and HRT, well test cream makes the most sense. Docs and lots of patients are switching to it. I NEED my pharmacist or a new one to make it the right strength tho.
--I guess if that fails, there are the Test injections - propionate and also DHT derivatives.
--80-90% health from diet and exercise and better sexual health and alphaness from DHT and test derivs, if that is for life? Who cares. That is a hell of a lot better than doing nothing.

--IF it is slower and makes me better long run, and forever and cures trauma and anxiety and or autism (probably mostly have mild but it is still hard. maybe it isn't so mild, I am not sure).
--then tei and carnivores. Maybe I switch to a different diet and just continue TEI. I don't know. In 2018 2019 I had great solid plans.. and 2020 continuing but I stopped treating in 2021 2022 and I needed to continue either optimizing health and fitness, "post post finasteride syndrome", or for it.
--The simplest would be TEI but, even then... I mean Carnivore, tei, fasting all increase detox pathways. The end point? IDK. I guess a very good diet for life... and If you can let your anabolics work
--without perfection, then fuck it, I will take the anabolic derivs or TEST cream.
--strength training total body workout daily or 5-6d a week... and one meal a day or maybe 2 if really hungry but mostly 10pm -11pm.. and sleep 1-2am one of those times.