stud's titan dht experience

[Stud]

I didn't read his posts...but High Serotonin typically = Passive, Unamused, Irritable, Hostile and Sensitive to Sounds.

I know but taking as much gear as he does he shouldn't have serotonin issues

 

[Stud]

you don't make a few ebooks and 2 different blogs with high serotonin

 

[Helen]

@Stud

High serotonin will always go with high adrenaline LOL

Since serotonin will try to slow down sympathetic nervous system.

Like Area has high adrenaline and high serotonin with the warrior gene.

It is not like he does not blog LOL

High serotonin people are fine and not hostile. Low serotonin are lot more hostile, irritable impatient, and ready to snap off and explode.

I have low serotonin with low prolactin. High dopamine

When you have low serotonin body has to compensate with acetylcholine. You dont want to find out what high acetylcholine feels like ))

Acetylcholine gives you good memory , amazing memory actually, but it has bad bad sides. I wish I had higher serotonin.

 

[MNK99]

Exactly about all those... I feel at times... I change my mind a lot tho. I feel that it can all be true... Not sure tho. may change my mind.
Agreed about acetylcholine, should have had nicotine as a kid (not smoking... vaping... or patches or something)... or some other agents that help it.
Possibly prevents parkinson's a bit, in case stims raise chance (I don't think they do really increase that chance, but I do have some tremors, but have for years). They go if I quit 4+ months. My "normal" fidgeting, shakiness however does not.

 

[RebelWithACause]

I think I am more low serotonin too. Sometimes I want to grab someone at the throat when they are talking to me. Or I cut them off in the middle of conversation. I have no patience a lot of time. I do not even use caffeine atm.

I also had manic feeling a lot of time before finasteride. I thought they were normal. You get high confidence, high sex drive, low concentration (can't concentrate on work for example), just not giving a fuck. I would forget a lot of things. Bad short term memory. Like keys. Or lose my bank card. Shit like that.

I remember one time (4-5 years ago) I stared down Alistair Overeem (MMA fighter from The Netherlands) at station while I was waiting on bus he lives close where I live. No joke. I think he probably thought why is this skinny twig trying to stare me down? Is he on drugs?

Then few days after I get crash and feel depressed for a few days. And I look back how I acted I am like "wtf?". Then concentration also comes back again.

 

[MNK99]

True mania you can have GODLIKE concentration at times (not always), but usually on the wrong thing... Like drugs, sex... or having fun... or writing a paper about a question, no one asked. Or going to the sketchiest places just for a thrill. Easily falling in love too... and placing that above other things that should be higher priority. And looking back rationally, yeah that was fkd.

Oh and that's a whole debate... but HYPOMANIA ---> probably preffered in high level jobs around the world... and crushing competition (not necessarily dysphoric but euphoric and controlled at times). AND also: Hey if you work with others up 40hrs in a row or 72h... but unlike them you feel zero tiredness... and actually like it....
you're golden.

 

[Area-1255]

True mania you can have GODLIKE concentration at times (not always), but usually on the wrong thing... Like drugs, sex... or having fun... or writing a paper about a question, no one asked. Or going to the sketchiest places just for a thrill. Easily falling in love too... and placing that above other things that should be higher priority. And looking back rationally, yeah that was fkd.

Oh and that's a whole debate... but HYPOMANIA ---> probably preffered in high level jobs around the world... and crushing competition (not necessarily dysphoric but euphoric and controlled at times). AND also: Hey if you work with others up 40hrs in a row or 72h... but unlike them you feel zero tiredness... and actually like it....
you're golden.

You go by that logic then I'm ALWAYS Manic.

 

[MNK99]

TRUE... me too at times, but I forget... then realize "oh yeah..." lol, yeah can make it anyways... despite whatever label they try and box me into.
Do you, cuz everyone else is already taken. All of us should. And I do most the time.

 

[Stud]

@Stud

High serotonin will always go with high adrenaline LOL

Since serotonin will try to slow down sympathetic nervous system.

Like Area has high adrenaline and high serotonin with the warrior gene.

It is not like he does not blog LOL

High serotonin people are fine and not hostile. Low serotonin are lot more hostile, irritable impatient, and ready to snap off and explode.

I have low serotonin with low prolactin. High dopamine

When you have low serotonin body has to compensate with acetylcholine. You dont want to find out what high acetylcholine feels like ))

Acetylcholine gives you good memory , amazing memory actually, but it has bad bad sides. I wish I had higher serotonin.

well scientific studies prove that serotonin lowers aquisition. with high serotonin you're a incompetent dummy.
i do think i agree with the last thing serotonin people seem to passive to be to hostile and agressive. i mean somethimes they are but it's like a lower energy and overly defensive agression as opossed to an offensive agression seen with androgens.

 

[MNK99]

WHAT ABOUT MDMA?? Not passive on that, and excess doses can cause serotonin syndrome. Sex interest + focus to 99th power... isn't passive.
Obviously MDMA affects a hell of a lot more than Serotonin, as does 2FA, 4FA, Crystal Meth etc.
Then again MDMA interest is on enjoyment and music, sex, ... and I guess lying down, or dancing... so ... not a "useful focus", really. Fine, if already done work and goals...
which has nearly never happened to me.

 

[Stud]

WHAT ABOUT MDMA?? Not passive on that, and excess doses can cause serotonin syndrome. Sex interest + focus to 99th power... isn't passive.

serotonin deffenitly makes you passive. it's probably the big dopamine boost that prevents passivity. also increases oxytocine. i've done it myself when I was 16. I was such an Idiot when i was on it no consiousness at all. and picking fights with everyone. almost broke a mirror from a police car lol. somebody luckely hold me back. never again that.

 

[MNK99]

Blacked out?
Oh... no self-awareness, so you were there but definitely not yourself? Close to mania I guess for someone who gets that strong of a reaction.
I liked it... MDMA crystals, but I preferred coke and amps... but amps are less euphoric (unless meth, or some insane dosage). I can't abuse those (only really abused alcohol and coke), cannot abuse amps, bc then my prescription would be pointless. I need it to work!!

 

[jacknap]

@Stud

High serotonin will always go with high adrenaline LOL

Since serotonin will try to slow down sympathetic nervous system.

Like Area has high adrenaline and high serotonin with the warrior gene.

It is not like he does not blog LOL

High serotonin people are fine and not hostile. Low serotonin are lot more hostile, irritable impatient, and ready to snap off and explode.

I have low serotonin with low prolactin. High dopamine

When you have low serotonin body has to compensate with acetylcholine. You dont want to find out what high acetylcholine feels like ))

Acetylcholine gives you good memory , amazing memory actually, but it has bad bad sides. I wish I had higher serotonin.

I think i'm the same as you. I did a piss test. I had double the highest range dopamine. low seratonin. and people are always shocked by my memory. I tried st johns wart and although the seratonin made me happier (in like 2015). I preferred my normal neurochemistry.

 

[Stud]

Blacked out?
Oh... no self-awareness, so you were there but definitely not yourself? Close to mania I guess for someone who gets that strong of a reaction.
I liked it... MDMA crystals, but I preferred coke and amps... but amps are less euphoric (unless meth, or some insane dosage). I can't abuse those (only really abused alcohol and coke), cannot abuse amps, bc then my prescription would be pointless. I need it to work!!

no just tunnel vision. normally i see everything 180 degrees horizontal and 90 degrees vertical withhout focussing on a person/ object. i see everything but i look at nothing. that's how you look at the world with low serotonin. also serotonin fuckes up HD vision and dopamine makes it more HD.

 

[MNK99]

I see... Like hyperfocus (I call it that at least, people have said : "he gets tunnel vision a lot" about me)... I see....
I think my exp's are a bit different bc I mostly used drugs to still get things done. I did have fun with MDMA but I kept a 2 g's at least 4-6months.
Parachuted some with some Russian Vodka. It was NIIIICCCCE!!!!!!!!!!

-actually colors don't change for me unless with substances... OR something crazy happens (usually involves substances tho).
-I need "Black Beauties", "Yellow Ferarris", and "Qualludes", just to see...

 

[Stud]

I see... Like hyperfocus (I call it that at least, people have said : "he gets tunnel vision a lot" about me)... I see....
I think my exp's are a bit different bc I mostly used drugs to still get things done. I did have fun with MDMA but I kept a few g's at least 4-6months.

something else to see of you have high serotonin is traumatic memory. in my case there is a complete barrier between past and now+future. so like this
past // now+future. I never ever think back who i was only 5 years ago, 1 year ago, or even months ago.LSD derivatives are known to place a barrier.

 

[MNK99]

I can't remember who I was 2 weeks ago, and what I did 2h ago.

 

[Area-1255]

I can't remember who I was 2 weeks ago, and what I did 2h ago.

Simple, you were MNK99 2 weeks ago and you were BEING MNK99 2 hours ago.

 

[MNK99]

One Ideal Male Phenotype : Norwegian Forest cat
-A.K.A: Norsk skogkatt or; Norsk skaukatt or Norsk granskogskatte (obviously).

https://imgur.com/HSGJhvW

Why? Majestic, flowing hair, HIGH FWHR., slayer eyes, mysterious, decent LBM, fit, and agile... quick thinking, and ominous. Norwood 0 too.
Super sleek, looks glistening when wet. Doesn't even need to groom. RUgged handsomeness. Amazing Jaw too. Very Sharp Teeth. Pointy ears give it a certain panache.

EDIT: Can buy these in CANADA -- but I need to work on other things before taking up such a responsibility. @bruschi11

 

[brix]

@brix Brix --> Why do you'ze hates Wellbutrinz?
Must have me on ignore... or dislike me. Well... I'm one of the only ppl here who used accutane snri and fin... so ... i got some advice, but take it or leave it...
[No not all issues are post drug disorders, accutane --_> near perfect skin the next decade]. Minus some flareups. Spiro Cream too.

Lol. Wellbutrin fucked me up. Didn’t help me quit smoking and one beer had me belligerent. I like to drink more than occasionally, so it wasn’t for me. Didn’t make me feel less depressed either, but I feel my “depression” is more situational than chemical.