MNK99
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I had this crazy dream.
First when falling asleep I had this other dream. I was supine position which is really comfy but I try and avoid because of sleep paralysis and hypnogogia (and "sleep demons"). I was on hackstasis, laughing at something. I was scrolling with my hand but it looked like netflix and the comments or the stories/posts were just like netflix. I was touching my computer screen (macbook air - not a touchscreen). Anyways, there was an imprinted lifelike shadowy hand and arm (mine basically). It was non movable. It looked like an alien hand. I was kind of freaked out but realized if I get up it can't hurt me. I was trying to move and twist myself on to my side then leap off the bed, so I can wake up (in the dream, or in real life?). Anyways, so I woke up... realized it was just a dream. I keep having messed up dreams when I sleep on my back so I'll avoid that. I may be slightly disturbed.
Then at 8.23am I was waking up (someone called the damn house). I was in this mansion... with a lot of people that were in my life - family, friends. Mostly people I didn't really want to see, but I have become accustomed to seeing. I saw an old friend I hadn't in a year+. We were best friends for several years in real life. In real life we had fought several times (same with most my good friends).They were on a couch with some other people. I said hi to them a while ago, but was avoiding them. I saw them again, and they blamed me for making them drop their wine on the couch. I realized they were bald. They had been bald since our early 20's though.. They looked good anyways, It always suited him but I never saw him without a hat before (J*). Anyways, I don't know why but I had only ever seen them with a bandana/hat so it seemed strange to me. I was hiding their wine glass for some reason. To avoid explaining that it was dropped by mistake and to avoid talking to them/ appeasing them for their blaming of me and also not seeing them in a year or so. ANd I stumbled upon this staircase, a massive staircase that kept going further and further into a labyrinth upstairs (really really upstairs). I was going to hide the glass outside of a bedroom (mostly the bedrooms were fake and just for show). I worried about bugs, so I opened a door and put the glass inside. I recognized the room... it was someone's I know, a close friend. The house was their father's. Eventually I was in a threesome (a revenge threesome) with two women. I wasn't completely hard, but it was pretty good and bad. I was trying to hide one of them, take them to a different room, but the other one caught us. I was carrying the main girl through the labyrinth... but yeah I ran into the other one. She was pissed off about her or about me, I couldn't tell I was confused. It was good. Then the phone rang (in real life).
I forgot to mention with the first girl, between trying to hide her in a room in the upstairs maze of stairs and rooms, I kept checking out my hair. It looked really good, then kind of bad. Then good again. I figured it was good enough.
Continuing ellaone.
Perhaps the staircase was in my mind. Or maybe it was in my heart. Was the pissed off girl representing a "bad hair day" and the girl that was down representing "a good hair day"? Am I only capable of loving/loathing myself?
I fell in love several times in real life, after starting to lose hair -- and realized I was good enough (had pretty nice hair still, and no one except me could tell I was losing hair). Good enough to attract women short-term at least. LTR's - I don't know -- pretty hard to do. Need money and stability and all that bs.
Maybe the dream was about hair. Or maybe it was about fleeting relationships and avoiding feelings (and all that bs). I was avoiding my close friend and someone else I called my best friend. No it was about hair. The women had really long hair.
First when falling asleep I had this other dream. I was supine position which is really comfy but I try and avoid because of sleep paralysis and hypnogogia (and "sleep demons"). I was on hackstasis, laughing at something. I was scrolling with my hand but it looked like netflix and the comments or the stories/posts were just like netflix. I was touching my computer screen (macbook air - not a touchscreen). Anyways, there was an imprinted lifelike shadowy hand and arm (mine basically). It was non movable. It looked like an alien hand. I was kind of freaked out but realized if I get up it can't hurt me. I was trying to move and twist myself on to my side then leap off the bed, so I can wake up (in the dream, or in real life?). Anyways, so I woke up... realized it was just a dream. I keep having messed up dreams when I sleep on my back so I'll avoid that. I may be slightly disturbed.
Then at 8.23am I was waking up (someone called the damn house). I was in this mansion... with a lot of people that were in my life - family, friends. Mostly people I didn't really want to see, but I have become accustomed to seeing. I saw an old friend I hadn't in a year+. We were best friends for several years in real life. In real life we had fought several times (same with most my good friends).They were on a couch with some other people. I said hi to them a while ago, but was avoiding them. I saw them again, and they blamed me for making them drop their wine on the couch. I realized they were bald. They had been bald since our early 20's though.. They looked good anyways, It always suited him but I never saw him without a hat before (J*). Anyways, I don't know why but I had only ever seen them with a bandana/hat so it seemed strange to me. I was hiding their wine glass for some reason. To avoid explaining that it was dropped by mistake and to avoid talking to them/ appeasing them for their blaming of me and also not seeing them in a year or so. ANd I stumbled upon this staircase, a massive staircase that kept going further and further into a labyrinth upstairs (really really upstairs). I was going to hide the glass outside of a bedroom (mostly the bedrooms were fake and just for show). I worried about bugs, so I opened a door and put the glass inside. I recognized the room... it was someone's I know, a close friend. The house was their father's. Eventually I was in a threesome (a revenge threesome) with two women. I wasn't completely hard, but it was pretty good and bad. I was trying to hide one of them, take them to a different room, but the other one caught us. I was carrying the main girl through the labyrinth... but yeah I ran into the other one. She was pissed off about her or about me, I couldn't tell I was confused. It was good. Then the phone rang (in real life).
I forgot to mention with the first girl, between trying to hide her in a room in the upstairs maze of stairs and rooms, I kept checking out my hair. It looked really good, then kind of bad. Then good again. I figured it was good enough.
Continuing ellaone.
Perhaps the staircase was in my mind. Or maybe it was in my heart. Was the pissed off girl representing a "bad hair day" and the girl that was down representing "a good hair day"? Am I only capable of loving/loathing myself?
I fell in love several times in real life, after starting to lose hair -- and realized I was good enough (had pretty nice hair still, and no one except me could tell I was losing hair). Good enough to attract women short-term at least. LTR's - I don't know -- pretty hard to do. Need money and stability and all that bs.
Maybe the dream was about hair. Or maybe it was about fleeting relationships and avoiding feelings (and all that bs). I was avoiding my close friend and someone else I called my best friend. No it was about hair. The women had really long hair.
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