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MNK99

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Something copied and pasted from Swole Source, related to improving and being stuck at 80% as per one member mentioned.
May be mildly interesting. In short, things are improving overall, and other issues -- that are normal in life are more apparent. Because now I can actually deal with them (better-equipped at least)

Something I posted on Swole Source:
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Originally Posted by Cdsnuts

"I've been saying this for awhile now. I always said the last 20% or so is the most stubborn, not because it takes any longer really, but because you're feeling better and realizing how bad you were, and you just want to be done with it already. It makes the last chunk seem to really hold on. In reality, you feel just good enough that the last hangers on really piss you off, more so then when you were worst off, it seems"

I said:

Because motivation increases and you can feel (most your emotions now) and you want to do something about it, so things that would make you mad/annoyed in normal life, piss you off again. I had way too many issues to care about things like facial hair coming back, or sex drive, until major things were resolved or on their way to being resolved. Same kind of thing, once I get to 80% if sex drive is only 60-80% I'll be more pissed off about it. But at my worst, it wasn't really on my mind except for testicular shrinkage (which freaked me the fuck out).

-BasementDweller said:
"Couldn't agree more. The more my brain improves the more I think about dating again and the more pissed off I get about my lifeless dick. This wasn't as much of a concern a few months ago when my brain was telling me to jump off a roof."​
-I said:

Same when I had PSSD (but other confounding issues - which were even worse than that). 80% sex drive, or a bad track record with dating, was nothing compared to being crazy and on the run (so to speak, and also actually). Same with life, -- it's hard to cry over (something minor), bc you've seen worse. Price = MC, marginal cost d.n.e. Marginal Benefit.
Also "The Law Of Diminishing Returns".

Emotion and motivation are (of course) intrinsically tied. So sexual drive coming back full force, means motivation in all other aspects of life is there too.