MNK99
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If I was still in school, or I began a new degree, or I just started a new job -I'd be on the Rx stimulant at least on and off... but I think I can wait a bit on the ARL, even though I'm highly skeptical of it. I'm doing several things for pfs, so it shouldn't ruin or make that... but like I said pfs or not, I have other stresses to deal with, maybe it's just shitty people and situations that caused my disorders, I don't know... but I know they're extremely difficult to fully treat/control, and impossible to treat without some side effects -- If I ever want stability and a solid ground and to make up for lost time, and stay on the right track.
Money, credentials, and a lot of other stuff will help the above... but not really that much. Accepting a terrible life also won't help... so something must be done, and maybe I can find a workable solution. Probably it was impaired judgment from those issues and the lies out there in the medical system and literature that led me to erroneously temporarily accepting finasteride as a part of my life. If it was treated better without hair loss sides and people actually knew that every single thing.
Also if others around me acknowledged all the hard work/ progress I made on my own, I'd be happier (throughout 20's). I'm still angry about that and my first doctor, from 9 years ago, who wrote "Manic SX" on my notes... I didn't know that till 9 years later (suspected it). It was Effexor, you clown! Completely useless system.
Giving Effexor XR to someone that has ADHD let alone close to or actual hypomanic symptoms, should not have a medical license period. And those fuckers that made most of these drugs should be ashamed of themselves and dealt with the same way Trump wants to deal with violent, deranged, cartel murderers (not all dealers/gangsters are that bad, but some are).
Someone should punch Shrkeli in his little smug face, too, the punk ass bitch.
Pharma owes me like $20,000,000 + perfect hair density + time, for opportunity costs and no amount of money will heal my mind and all the damage of lost relationships and time, and difficulty. Even after I heal PFS, I'll still hate them.
Money, credentials, and a lot of other stuff will help the above... but not really that much. Accepting a terrible life also won't help... so something must be done, and maybe I can find a workable solution. Probably it was impaired judgment from those issues and the lies out there in the medical system and literature that led me to erroneously temporarily accepting finasteride as a part of my life. If it was treated better without hair loss sides and people actually knew that every single thing.
Also if others around me acknowledged all the hard work/ progress I made on my own, I'd be happier (throughout 20's). I'm still angry about that and my first doctor, from 9 years ago, who wrote "Manic SX" on my notes... I didn't know that till 9 years later (suspected it). It was Effexor, you clown! Completely useless system.
Giving Effexor XR to someone that has ADHD let alone close to or actual hypomanic symptoms, should not have a medical license period. And those fuckers that made most of these drugs should be ashamed of themselves and dealt with the same way Trump wants to deal with violent, deranged, cartel murderers (not all dealers/gangsters are that bad, but some are).
Someone should punch Shrkeli in his little smug face, too, the punk ass bitch.
Pharma owes me like $20,000,000 + perfect hair density + time, for opportunity costs and no amount of money will heal my mind and all the damage of lost relationships and time, and difficulty. Even after I heal PFS, I'll still hate them.
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