Hack Stasis Forum

Ya... it's either MMJ for me (2 months, slept better than youth--> adulthood). and lith. OR: TEI... and later... exercise, fasted.. and the stimulant too. Can't do another degree with no coffee no stims. MYB I can... but I'll hate it so much. I mean ya possible... but good marks?? I don't know.......
AND WORK? Shit.

I did sleep 5.5 hrs last nite, woke 5am. ANd avg for 14 days is 1.75hrs or so. Avg 30days also low, maybe 3-5hrs.
Same in end of degrees, maybe (not that bad!) high school finals... mostly can't sleep pre exam, pre flight, pre date.... or even doing nothing. on a plane, can't sleep. My dad has anxiety and used to have insomnia (better somehow/ fears sleep meds.) and mother also mood and stuff (no treatment any of them).

Maybe I'm fast naturally or since becoming skinny and then lean, and then ten yrs + fasting, + insomnia + hyper etc... and fasted training = super fast, catabolizing.
Maybe that's why I gain LBM fast, and also possibly lose it or gain fat and lose over a yr or 2 no training. 6mo, look the same zero gym, or near... not quite the same.
BUT there is no natural... bc 16 250lb. 17 180lb. And since... so isn't 180 natural for me? See what I'm trying to say?