MNK99
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-Later, time permitting and costs of TEI permitting:
-@Barbaar
-Reading your first post (mine kept changing, except the really good ones -- on my log I mean), I remember I was worried to try ella and ru and everything else... my normal state is fearlessness for the most part (not 100% of the time, but I am pretty fearless mostly).
-The thing is after PFS-Crash and certainly on the SNRI while in a very bad mental (and everything) state, and later (PSSD)... my state was very bad.
-I was so scared to try anything, I had no doctor at least 2 yrs (other connections sure, but not helpful for psyche nor PSSD really).
- Fasting and 2mo of working out (getting 2016 fitness again nearly... but stronger... less lean, leaner later tho)... made me fearless again.
- It took time, but that allowed me to try Ella, Ru486, Progesterone, R-Androsterone, 4-Androsterone, and supplements, soon Trace elements.
-Also trialling different diets, more IF (intermittent fasting), and ADF (Alt Day fasting), and Electrolytes [Simplified Version* I stuck too] was a million x easier after that.
-No longer destroyed insides, and digestion... and life... Eating or taking a drug or workout prohormone, and family actually seeing me getting better ---
made it way easier.
-IF I had PSSD today, I'd do it like I did PFS but maybe a bit less hardcore... just fast refeed tei and workout... and clean diet.
- SO maybe, that can be done for you, when you get the chance... maybe during a school break, then trying TEI again... Quickl returned personality and all th.... minstate was only possible due to fasting for me. If you want to start working out and have say 10lb extra to lose or so, may as well fast.
-I'm definitely not normal but much of school and work was done with no breakfast, lunch, etc... eating at 11pm-3am or so. Definitely nearly no breakfast since 16-17 (so I was on time, got distracted A LOT, and I never liked breakfast).
-You're a smart guy, and I think if in decent health (despite PSSD's fuckery), you could do it at school... as long as you take emergency precautions. Not 20-50 days of course (better to be at home if super long, or even a clinic).
-ELLA is something I'll take more of maybe between tei cycles if needed... one of few things. I'm sure more R-Andro etc won't hurt me, but probably pushes balance out further... --> And being natural and near as strong (and maybe stronger sustainably, long-term) is ideal.
-Seriously, I had some very critical clarity during the time I fasted, and that made this whole process actually seem achievable.
-Not everyone can get by with a "shotgun approach", and maybe I am lucky it worked for PSSD.
-It actually was pretty damn hard esp. with Mania. And money issues, friend issues, family not believing/trusting nor knowing till it was too late.
-It was horrible, I basically restarted university... from a horrible position of Mania and ADHD and that being scared to try things/ slowed down treatment at least 3yrs or so.
-The school kept telling me to get accomodations/ get counselling but in my mind, I felt I knew it would end up like it did before *but that was a clear misdiagnosis. AND if anything knowing it wasn't just anxiety... and later not just ADHD, probably saved my life... like Running before, or Hackstasis later (in very different ways - similar though). Probably Lithium Orotate could have prevented severe mania and also anxiety "spiralling out of control" --> hypomania and dysphoria... it wasn't just anxiety, it doesn't account for anger, habits, etc... insomnia and the rest. Trading then too.
-ALSO ditch those guys, that lab and doctor.
-AFTER PSSD, I told them all to fuck off (body language, demeanor, leaving, etc). I literally only get personal referrals from my main doc or 1-2 other docs, and can live with no family doctor (this is obviously not possible for everyone, and I kind of take it for granted)... but* those docs mostly know I have no patience and have a completely erratic medical history.
-I was scared to take cialis back then after PSSD... tests, scans, everything... I could fight literally a ton of things, but that skill was killed by PFS and for a time Effexor and partially PSSD too... FASTING and I believe TEI quickly can bring it back.
-We've both mentioned and talked about it a lot... but don't give up and don't feel bad over a stupid lab nor lost money...
-you're young... only way to go is up man.
-@Barbaar
-Reading your first post (mine kept changing, except the really good ones -- on my log I mean), I remember I was worried to try ella and ru and everything else... my normal state is fearlessness for the most part (not 100% of the time, but I am pretty fearless mostly).
-The thing is after PFS-Crash and certainly on the SNRI while in a very bad mental (and everything) state, and later (PSSD)... my state was very bad.
-I was so scared to try anything, I had no doctor at least 2 yrs (other connections sure, but not helpful for psyche nor PSSD really).
- Fasting and 2mo of working out (getting 2016 fitness again nearly... but stronger... less lean, leaner later tho)... made me fearless again.
- It took time, but that allowed me to try Ella, Ru486, Progesterone, R-Androsterone, 4-Androsterone, and supplements, soon Trace elements.
-Also trialling different diets, more IF (intermittent fasting), and ADF (Alt Day fasting), and Electrolytes [Simplified Version* I stuck too] was a million x easier after that.
-No longer destroyed insides, and digestion... and life... Eating or taking a drug or workout prohormone, and family actually seeing me getting better ---
made it way easier.
-IF I had PSSD today, I'd do it like I did PFS but maybe a bit less hardcore... just fast refeed tei and workout... and clean diet.
- SO maybe, that can be done for you, when you get the chance... maybe during a school break, then trying TEI again... Quickl returned personality and all th.... minstate was only possible due to fasting for me. If you want to start working out and have say 10lb extra to lose or so, may as well fast.
-I'm definitely not normal but much of school and work was done with no breakfast, lunch, etc... eating at 11pm-3am or so. Definitely nearly no breakfast since 16-17 (so I was on time, got distracted A LOT, and I never liked breakfast).
-You're a smart guy, and I think if in decent health (despite PSSD's fuckery), you could do it at school... as long as you take emergency precautions. Not 20-50 days of course (better to be at home if super long, or even a clinic).
-ELLA is something I'll take more of maybe between tei cycles if needed... one of few things. I'm sure more R-Andro etc won't hurt me, but probably pushes balance out further... --> And being natural and near as strong (and maybe stronger sustainably, long-term) is ideal.
-Seriously, I had some very critical clarity during the time I fasted, and that made this whole process actually seem achievable.
-Not everyone can get by with a "shotgun approach", and maybe I am lucky it worked for PSSD.
-It actually was pretty damn hard esp. with Mania. And money issues, friend issues, family not believing/trusting nor knowing till it was too late.
-It was horrible, I basically restarted university... from a horrible position of Mania and ADHD and that being scared to try things/ slowed down treatment at least 3yrs or so.
-The school kept telling me to get accomodations/ get counselling but in my mind, I felt I knew it would end up like it did before *but that was a clear misdiagnosis. AND if anything knowing it wasn't just anxiety... and later not just ADHD, probably saved my life... like Running before, or Hackstasis later (in very different ways - similar though). Probably Lithium Orotate could have prevented severe mania and also anxiety "spiralling out of control" --> hypomania and dysphoria... it wasn't just anxiety, it doesn't account for anger, habits, etc... insomnia and the rest. Trading then too.
-ALSO ditch those guys, that lab and doctor.
-AFTER PSSD, I told them all to fuck off (body language, demeanor, leaving, etc). I literally only get personal referrals from my main doc or 1-2 other docs, and can live with no family doctor (this is obviously not possible for everyone, and I kind of take it for granted)... but* those docs mostly know I have no patience and have a completely erratic medical history.
-I was scared to take cialis back then after PSSD... tests, scans, everything... I could fight literally a ton of things, but that skill was killed by PFS and for a time Effexor and partially PSSD too... FASTING and I believe TEI quickly can bring it back.
-We've both mentioned and talked about it a lot... but don't give up and don't feel bad over a stupid lab nor lost money...
-you're young... only way to go is up man.