RebelWithACause
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Have had a lot of emotions just coming up randomly. Not sure if it is estrogen. I feel very depressed on certain days. Complete apathy towards life. Like today I feel no motivation for anything. Feels very similar to NoFap flatline that I experienced for months before.
On other days I am happy and feel motivated for life.
Hairloss is pretty stable if I eat clean focus on magnesium and potassium intake. Like potatoes and spinach. I also eat sardines. I am also trying the salt scrubs and onion juice - I apply onion juice every night. Let's see if I can fix my crown area a bit. It took a hit from anabolics. Rest of anti-hairloss remedies seems to be just anti-androgens. Which I do not ever use again.
I feel something is changing in my psyche. Not sure if it is good or bad. The deep sadness on certain days is a bit fucked up. I do feel my personality returning to full. Just with a bout of sadness.
Erections are 50/50. Especially on depression days it is like dead dick. Just like flatline. A lot of these things look exactly like when I recovered from porn addiction.
On other days I am happy and feel motivated for life.
Hairloss is pretty stable if I eat clean focus on magnesium and potassium intake. Like potatoes and spinach. I also eat sardines. I am also trying the salt scrubs and onion juice - I apply onion juice every night. Let's see if I can fix my crown area a bit. It took a hit from anabolics. Rest of anti-hairloss remedies seems to be just anti-androgens. Which I do not ever use again.
I feel something is changing in my psyche. Not sure if it is good or bad. The deep sadness on certain days is a bit fucked up. I do feel my personality returning to full. Just with a bout of sadness.
Erections are 50/50. Especially on depression days it is like dead dick. Just like flatline. A lot of these things look exactly like when I recovered from porn addiction.