MNK99
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Dude, if I had a water fasting clinic not only would I have done it earlier, but my parents wouldn't think I was completely mental and hence I'd heal sooner... (instead of arguing a ton). rather than a lot of stress. A clinic would be great (not at crazy american rates... ) europe may... I think you're working @Go_sonic so that may not be ideal.
Also meant to say: Arguing with people that cannot reason... and do not listen to logic, and pent up anger... and what some would say is "manic rage" or similar (maybe IED), that is shut down, as is anxiety... feel so calm most the day as long as keeping other things in check, it's crazy. --Pre TEI dose might have racing thoughts/ anxiety (Still have), and anger --- anger and rage and severe anxiety shut down. BUT* It will still be tough to stick out 6-9mo for me, but I'll try.
My issues are like insomnia + anxiety + rage + depression +4-5 other things simultaneously. Imagine feeling 8 emotions within moments of each other.
That's fucked up.
AND still, I can't complain, bc It could always be way worse. Like brain cancer, or a war injury... or being homeless and mentally unstable, etc.
INSOMNIA, ya probably had 200 d this yr and whatever I slept last year wasn't restorative. I'm kind of used to it. By the way... 7-8hrs 28 days straight nearly on TEI.
This has not happened in the 5 years before taking fin, nor in the 7-8 years before that (so teens on, had sleep issues). TONS of insomnia. Also stayed awake several days in a row for studying, trading, even just over active thinking even for easy tasks like interviews - if I have something important usually cannot sleep night before. Can now.
Also meant to say: Arguing with people that cannot reason... and do not listen to logic, and pent up anger... and what some would say is "manic rage" or similar (maybe IED), that is shut down, as is anxiety... feel so calm most the day as long as keeping other things in check, it's crazy. --Pre TEI dose might have racing thoughts/ anxiety (Still have), and anger --- anger and rage and severe anxiety shut down. BUT* It will still be tough to stick out 6-9mo for me, but I'll try.
My issues are like insomnia + anxiety + rage + depression +4-5 other things simultaneously. Imagine feeling 8 emotions within moments of each other.
That's fucked up.
AND still, I can't complain, bc It could always be way worse. Like brain cancer, or a war injury... or being homeless and mentally unstable, etc.
INSOMNIA, ya probably had 200 d this yr and whatever I slept last year wasn't restorative. I'm kind of used to it. By the way... 7-8hrs 28 days straight nearly on TEI.
This has not happened in the 5 years before taking fin, nor in the 7-8 years before that (so teens on, had sleep issues). TONS of insomnia. Also stayed awake several days in a row for studying, trading, even just over active thinking even for easy tasks like interviews - if I have something important usually cannot sleep night before. Can now.