RebelWithACause
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CYCLE 3: beginning update
Man I feel weird the last few days after getting the flu. Today I have a lot of fear about the future and my life and stuff. Just random. I never have fear for random stuff. I just feel a lot of fear in my body. Brainfog is also higher again which makes me more frustrated. Kinda feel similar to the first cycle sometimes. I can sleep very easy again. Nap in the middle of the day. Feel tired constantly.
I also had those "fears" come up on the first cycle. It is not "anxiety" or "anxiety based in current situation". I have no social anxiety anymore after the first TEI cycle. It is a fear about the future for example.
Makes me question this program again... it is exactly the same thing. It could be retracing w/e but it happens every fucking cycle. I start questioning everything.
So before the flu I had a few really good days and then BOOM flu, and now I feel worse after I got better from the flu.
I have read that this is a common thing that happens. When your vitality increases your body starts retracing. Sometimes you feel like a nutcase. For real.
Man I feel weird the last few days after getting the flu. Today I have a lot of fear about the future and my life and stuff. Just random. I never have fear for random stuff. I just feel a lot of fear in my body. Brainfog is also higher again which makes me more frustrated. Kinda feel similar to the first cycle sometimes. I can sleep very easy again. Nap in the middle of the day. Feel tired constantly.
I also had those "fears" come up on the first cycle. It is not "anxiety" or "anxiety based in current situation". I have no social anxiety anymore after the first TEI cycle. It is a fear about the future for example.
Makes me question this program again... it is exactly the same thing. It could be retracing w/e but it happens every fucking cycle. I start questioning everything.
So before the flu I had a few really good days and then BOOM flu, and now I feel worse after I got better from the flu.
I have read that this is a common thing that happens. When your vitality increases your body starts retracing. Sometimes you feel like a nutcase. For real.