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[Area-1255]

When I used high dose ritalin I had God Complex for sure. I thought all girls wanted me. And it became kind of reality. I was sitting in bus and all girls there were flirting with me like crazy.

There is something about high dopamine that is attractive to girls.

Also when I was on cocaine a girl would approach me instead of other way around. LOL

Cocaine made me like statue. Calm as fuck but ready to snap.

Yes. Because High-Dopamine creates a "Youthful Energy Drive" it is LITERALLY Extra-Electricity in the Body + Dopamine RELEASES Oxytocin - Oxytocin is a PHEROMONE that causes Others Around You to Trust You, Like You, and be Attracted to YOU.

 

[Helen]

@Area-1255 @RebelWithACause @MNK99 @Stud

guys lets create one thread where we fuck around. Otherwise the hole forum just went into INSANITY))

We had one DHT insane thread before, now it is like 22 of them LOL

Some folks are suffering , and not feeling God like

 

[MNK99]

Mania
Delusions of Grandeur
Possibly Psychosis... and being really high (physically elevated height and mentally high) at Stud's comment.

 

[Area-1255]

someone i know used some ritalin from someone with adhd and he jumed from a roof, not dead and not super high but lol but pretty high because he thought he was invincible true story. this was on school holidays

That 'happens on METH too brother. I knew a Guy who had SO-MUCH-ENERGY after Smoking Meth, that he literally jumped from One-Building to another. It was INSANE! He didn't JUST "think" he Could do it. The Meth actually caused his Brain to BE-ABLE to do it. Dopamine triggers the Mind-Muscle Connection, so MORE Dopamine = Better Performing Muscles = Better Sprinting and Mind > Matter, as we All-Know is powerful Enough to Change the World. As we have seen with Hitler, LOL. Whose beliefs were SO-STRONG that he literally got most of the World to believe in his Perverted Concepts; including his own "Bible".

 

[MNK99]

@Area-1255 @RebelWithACause @MNK99 @Stud

guys lets create one thread where we fuck around. Otherwise the hole forum just went into INSANITY))

We had one DHT insane thread before, now it is like 22 of them LOL

Some folks are suffering , and not feeling God like

I KNOW MAN, it's like I'm the only person who actually focuses. GOD!!!
TRUE!!!

THat's not actually what you're saying tho.

BUT that is true also, it turns others off, I know.

 

[RebelWithACause]

someone i know used some ritalin from someone with adhd and he jumed from a roof, not dead and not super high but lol but pretty high because he thought he was invincible true story. this was on school holidays

LOL crazy. Yea it made me fucking crazy at the end. I am naturally narcissistic but on ritalin I became narcissism personified. Arrogance. Trying to dominate every environment. Funny looking back. I am still like that but ritalin brought it out in extremes. Some weird things happened.

Like I stared down Alistair Overeem at the place where I live.

Girls approaching me.

Guys approaching me and wanting to talk.

STRANGE SHIT. At least for me.

 

[barbaar]

Ritalin made me super antisocial, almost autistic. Completely forgot how social interaction worked.

 

[Helen]

Yes. Because High-Dopamine creates a "Youthful Energy Drive" it is LITERALLY Extra-Electricity in the Body + Dopamine RELEASES Oxytocin - Oxytocin is a PHEROMONE that causes Others Around You to Trust You, Like You, and be Attracted to YOU.

but it is balance. since if you are too much on the dopamine side. you will act God like and people will call 911))

I had a dude with double dopamine levels crash the whole apartment and his neighbours apartment a month ago. And then called me to ask to get him out of jail. I have his bloods ))

 

[MNK99]

Yeah.... that is quite possible, trashing a place or two.
Also that @barbaar. Same with amps. Made my friend look hi as fuck at work, made my other friend like it more than coke, made me do several of these and also antisocial, and just gtd now rather than 20 hrs late.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Ritalin made me super antisocial, almost autistic. Completely forgot how social interaction worked.

Yea it just makes you high. So conversation/social things does not release enough dopamine for you to stimulate you.

Dopamine is to motivate you to do things that make you succeed in life. If you rape your dopamine 24/7 nothing will stimulate you.

 

[MNK99]

-WAIT!!... the insanity started on @Stud's DHT thread?! No insanity pre-thread??

 

[Area-1255]

but it is balance. since if you are too much on the dopamine side. you will act God like and people will call 911))

I had a dude with double dopamine levels crash the whole apartment and his neighbours apartment a month ago. And then called me to ask to get him out of jail. I have his bloods ))

True. But it depends on Adrenaline levels, as well. If you High-Dopamine and NO Adrenaline, you will not have ANY Energy AT-ALL. You will be "Dysautonomic", having Low-Blood Pressure, Constant Fatigue - and you won't get as Much Oxytocin-Release, because NorAdrenaline/Norepinephrine is *REQUIRED* for Personality/AFFECT.

 

[MNK99]

For sure NE plays a role, Some Can Feel and articulate clear differences between MPH, METH, COKE, RITALIN, and DEX.
Also the reuptakes vs agonizing drugs here.
EFFEXOR XR was super GOD LIKE... but it was fucked... ADHD X1000 became x 100-1000x more + blackouts and a ton of other shyt. It was fucked!!! Also MANIA...

 

[SwaZ]

LOL @Helen Just having everyones blood tests

 

[Helen]

LOL @Helen Just having everyones blood tests

yeah, when I meet people I need a blood test, I need to know what to expect from my friends LOL

 

[MNK99]

Reads a bad blood test: "This concludes our relationship, goodbye."

 

[Area-1255]

yeah, when I meet people I need a blood test, I need to know what to expect from my friends LOL

Let me 'know when you find a person with a NATURAL level of Testosterone > 2000 ng/dl - then we will have to Kidnap him and put him in Our Private Laboratory for tests...to see why his Balls produce so damn much Testosterone at Steroid Levels! Then, maybe we can work on a New bull-semen cure to TREAT those with "Low-T". LOL. @Helen

 

[Helen]

Let me 'know when you find a person with a NATURAL level of Testosterone > 2000 ng/dl - then we will have to Kidnap him and put him in Our Private Laboratory for tests...to see why his Balls produce so damn much Testosterone at Steroid Levels! Then, maybe we can work on a New bull-semen cure to TREAT those with "Low-T". LOL. @Helen

dude, the guy with 500 test can be a lot more androgenic than 2000

it has to be all balanced to have that constant nitric oxide release, otherwise the dude, with 2000 would be just tired bald impotent, and depressive aggressive.

Like I had DHT 5000, test 1300. never took steroids in my life then This was really really bad situation I was in .

High steroids, low serotonin, high DHT. hypokalemia. DEATH close like situation.

normal PTH, TSH 1. low prolactin. LOL RAY Peat Ideal))

 

[Area-1255]

On ritalin I tried to dominate my old boss. I did not listen to him. Flirted with his girlfriend in front of him. Talked shit to him. Etc. This is what extreme high dopamine will do I think. I was pure asshole personified. Now I am asshole but that was God mode asshole. He was the guy paying my bills LOL.

Yeah Dopamine will do that. But then again, so will Adrenaline and Modafanil. Dopamine makes you FEARLESS/BOLD, whereas Noradrenaline makes you have Common-Sense, Caution & Carefulness. I've had 'People come to me via E-mail, where they say "only Modafanil turns me into an Alpha-Male, whereas Testosterone shots do nothing".
This shows proof, definitively, especially considering studies like this one - where the activation of Noradrenergic Limbic Structures/Striatum, as with Modafanil - are necessary to expressing "masculine" Personality.

 

[MNK99]

What we need are designer drugs per each individual.