Recent content by Dhair

It's so hard doing it alone. Over the past year I have basically begged my mom to let me live with her. I explain the situation to her on the phone and she sits in silence. At the end she always says the same thing: "I don't think it would be a good idea." No explanation, no questions, nothing...

Get labs done ASAP

"Anyone who charges for help with PFS you should be weary of, especially when their protocol has been duplicated 1000X with not one instance of success ever." Is he referring to CDNuts here? I agree that there are serious questions that have been raised about if/how he might be profiting, but I...

It's depersonalization, severe brain fog, feels like total insanity really. There is a lack of flow to everything in my vision. At best, everything has kind of a pastel painting look to it. It's been over 2 years of this since I crashed. T3 on the testicles was the only thing that made it go...

I am definitely not married to the idea that testosterone will fix this. I think cortisol signalling/dysregulation is at the heart of this problem and all of the metabolic derangement that occurs as a result. So there are things that make more sense than something like testosterone. I just want...

I appreciate all of the responses guys. Regarding TRT, yeah, it's a roller coaster, PFS or not. Like I mentioned before, I did use testosterone from January - March of this year, but it was UGL stuff and I'm thinking it might have been underdosed. Not sure though. I woke up one morning with a...

I think there's a chance that testosterone could be tremendously helpful. Obviously I'm not counting on it, or I wouldn't be preparing for it to fail. I haven't been able to work in so long. I'll come off testosterone in a month or so if I don't notice anything, then I may try fasting...

I'm trying to motivate myself to get back to work, but the brain fog is still horrendous. I'm 2 weeks into testosterone and I haven't noticed anything yet, but I understand that it's too early in treatment to really notice anything. I want to make enough money to buy some Anavar and RU486...

It's interesting to see guys talk about wet dreams on here. I haven't had a wet dream since the beginning of puberty when I was 13. Is this normal? I have no idea.

Yeah, it's really interesting when something works and some very specific thoughts and feelings come flooding back. Definitely a roller coaster ride. In PFS, everything is dulled and suppressed.

Wish I had your problems, lol. I think it was worth experimenting with anavar. Just keep in mind that we all have bad days. To be honest, I don't even know what 100% is, but maybe I would know it if I felt it.

What are your remaining symptoms at this point? It seems like you are able to have a sexual relationship and live a normal life and you have a positive attitude and all that good stuff, so what's currently bothering you?

I know the standard "Peat stuff" wasn't the silver bullet for a lot of people here, but here is what he had to say about the permanence of PFS. It might be a boost for some people feeling desperate. Me: Dr. Peat, > I'm wondering if you could imagine a situation in which a person could be...

I'm past the point of desperately searching for one thing to fix this. It's a shame others are viewing it this way, just because I'm choosing to use testosterone. You would have to carefully consider my past experiences in order to understand why I'm trying this now.

RU486/Ella and R-andro are still on the list. I may do these immediately after TRT if that doesn't work. Problem is going to be getting money to buy all this stuff, and of course the time commitment. If this next experiment fails, I'll be 26 years old and still basically fully in PFS. Hard to...