Search results

  1. barbaar

    RWAC's PFS log (on the TEI train)

    My last week on ARL (only did a month) was pretty bad too. Full blown depersonalization/derealization came back. It took a while for it to go away but I was fine (relatively speaking) after. I couldn't tell you why it happened but maybe you're going through something similar. I'd stick it out as...
  2. barbaar

    RWAC's PFS log (on the TEI train)

    Par for the course to feel shitty the first ~2 cycles if you look at other people's logs.
  3. barbaar

    Shadow Log

    Are you taking/doing anything? If you can, try fasting or TEI.
  4. barbaar

    PSSD latest thoughts

    Citalopram
  5. barbaar

    Sonic Hedgehog PFS Log

    Vitamin B3 (Nicotinamide)
  6. barbaar

    Sonic Hedgehog PFS Log

    No I'm not taking anything at the moment, getting some more tests done soon.
  7. barbaar

    Sonic Hedgehog PFS Log

    Ok. Keep tapering off the ssri then, go as slow as you need to. Just take it one step at a time.
  8. barbaar

    Sonic Hedgehog PFS Log

    Exactly
  9. barbaar

    Sonic Hedgehog PFS Log

    Didn't @Cdsnuts get himself off of a bunch of nasty meds by fasting at a clinic? That might be a good option for you @Go_faster_Sonic if you feel like you can't do it alone.
  10. barbaar

    **HS Approved Protocols**

    Post SSRI is definitely more mentally stable than before. Besides fatigue/brainfog issues I can mostly function ok in day to day life, everything is just really bland. At my worst pre-SSRI, depression so bad my brain wouldn't stop screaming at me to go jump off a building and crippling social...
  11. barbaar

    Need New Gaming Laptop (not so much for games):

    Brutal doom is awesome. I like the new one too
  12. barbaar

    Experimental Scar Tissue Protocol

    Cool. I haven't tried thyroid or prog but it would be interesting to see if I react to them the same way. I'm getting some more tests done first, not gonna mess with anything until that is out of the way.
  13. barbaar

    PSSD Log (TEI)

    Yeah you're a fast oxidizer and differ from me in a few ways. I have high prog and DHT, yours are pretty low. Also your b2 doesn't seem to be super low. Weird that your prog is low together with low urine potassium. Is your diet low in potassium?
  14. barbaar

    Ihatefin log

    There's a link in the forum list too
  15. barbaar

    hopeforrecovery RUSSIAN TITAN 50% DHT log

    Maybe it's different for people completely out of PFS/PSSD. I'm also not really going bald (yet?) as far as I can tell
  16. barbaar

    hopeforrecovery RUSSIAN TITAN 50% DHT log

    Fwiw my dht is a good bit above the reference range and estrogen is normal and I'm the opposite of confident and driven.
  17. barbaar

    Barbaar, PSSD log

    For the sake of completeness, this is the b complex I'm taking right now (Etos vitamine b100 complex) B1 thiaminemononitrate - 100 mg B2 riboflavine - 100 mg B3 nicotinamide - 100 mg B5 calcium-D-pantothenate - 100mg B6 pyroxidinehydrochloride - 10mg B8 D-biotin - 100 ug folic acid - 100 ug B12...
  18. barbaar

    Jaxx Ella log for PSSD

    If you can, go for it. I couldn't find a doctor willing to give me tests that would be paid for by insurance
  19. barbaar

    Jaxx Ella log for PSSD

    You can get a lot of things from bloedwaardentest.nl, although they don't have everything. They send you a kit which you bring to a hospital where they'll draw the blood samples for you. Then you can put those in the mail and you get the results within 2 weeks.
  20. barbaar

    Barbaar, PSSD log

    Thank you man