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I've noticed improvement in my baseline. Balls are hanging lower and penis seems to be fuller with blood. Added Wobenzym before meal #1. My Progestene has arrived. I'm getting prepared to 1st RU cycle. Deciding if I should include 4-Andro to my R-Andro run...
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Yesterday, at 3 am, I woke up shivering, extremely tired and cold. To my surprise, there was not so much anxiety, so I was able to talk myself into relaxing as many muscles as I could and to upregulate temperature + drink something as I was feeling super dehydrated.
Possible causes:
1. I had a talk with my "friend" who is a 100% psychopath. I finally realized that it's exhausting and he's unconsciously (or maybe not?) fucking with my head. I felt exploited and amazed that it took me so long to realize that. What's funny is that we talked about it and he admitted that he's I'm probably right - he is a psychopath and he used to enjoy others' suffering as a teenager.
2. I've decided to start hard, long and expensive psychotherapy - starting from the next day. It's going to be lifechanging. Had 1. session yesterday.
3. I took 2 new supplements before bed:
- CoQ10 --- 100 mg
- P-5-P --- 50 mg
Code:
Wobenzym --- 3 capsules --- before meal # 1
Digestive Enzymes --- 1 capsule --- before meal # 1, 3
Creatine HCl --- 1600 mg --- after meal # 1
Taurine --- 200 mg --- after meal # 1
KCl --- 500 mg --- after meal # 1, 3
NaCl --- 1500 mg --- after meal # 1, 3
Betaine HCl --- 1 g --- after meal # 1, 3
Inositol --- 5 g --- after meal # 3
Choline --- 500 mg --- after meal # 3
MgCl2 --- 20 g --- before bed (feet bath)
mood : 3-6/10
libido : 0-3/10 fading morning wood, single sexual thoughts
energy : 2-4/10 not much - especially after meals
digestion : 4/10 not so watery stool
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Lifting weights 6x/week
Dry sauna 6x/week
Meditation >10 minutes every day
Somatic exercises 2x every day
Not fasting, but as dr Rhonda Patrick advised, I'm generally keeping my eating window in 12 hours span.