MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

[MNK99]

RE: Update hEDS/HSD Feb. 19 2025:
Best I can do is train strength overtime and cut.. and mostly work on joint stability. being a machine for longevity and strength overall not peak size immediately and peak cutting rather, ill get there who cares. gonna mk mny and work on mental health and physical health.. and ive been doing that but slow up. it is a legit disability for sure. I don't want to get really hurt.

--ya i prolly drank 1-2x during xmas, this must be first time in yr, bc I don't drink due to anxiety, former depression times, and also ADHD. And also nofap reasons many yrs ago I quit, and it was a hard addiction to beat, but I can take or leave it. 10 plus yrs ago, living solo in a condo, for 2.5 yrs I had alcohol barely ever, outside of PFS crash a bit later. Same since then, aoften 6mo-11mo no alcohol well 30-40% of the time. Sometimes I drink 4-5x a yr, but I never said i was perfect forever, all the time. ---I will meditate ev day and rest as long as I need to. Carniv/ omad maybe 30-50%, helps... other stuff like this shyt, test helps too. and ostarine. but i don't want to rely on anything... cannabis helps too but rest is most critical and avoiding damaging activities. Same with taping and bracing, it helps like 30-40% but I mean sometimes, I just need to lie down. Daily actually... maybe semi daily once I'm stronger. But i get work done lying down too, tho some time is wasted. Also, I don't want to get heart disease nor stroke out, so no trash meds ever... and very minimal doses of androgens. This is for hEDS/HSD --chronic pain basically. SO I could have wrkd out 7 8 x last last wk did 5 and zero last week and 2x this wk but now weds so 2 more sup to happen but if i can't then fk it, no use racing.. for what 10-15lbs fat loss, so 25-28 overall and water... i mean, eventually that will go away agn anyways. I'll keep activity levels up and train smartly and safely and rest a lot. Did 17 exs mon, 5 wrkts last last wk, zero wk before ish, and 2-6 or so wrkts this week. Maybe. I will keep activity levels up but train joint stability. low and med weights. i did 17 or so exercises incl like 45 chinups straight and like 4-5 light weight squat variations, and weight vest, and shoulder machines overhead press.. chest press and bench, back 110-150lbs, shoulders 60-130lbs etc. and like a lot on monday. core upper back mid back lower back etc etc. ill do light legs but ill expect injuries daily, so minimize the severity of them and wait it out. less is more/ logged.

--awk mvmts more vulnerable when neck instability and joint and muscle and soft tissue pain is worse.. any combo. and when adhd and neck stability is worse, so weed, highs etc gotta be careful (and i am but only so m u can do. never smoking and only vaping.. and going slow. and tinctures/sprays is way to go). but so is aspirin at times ya. aspirin and dex long term probably... when not using ketamine or cannabis.

Just workout a little ev day that I can and be clear, no weed for 4-6hrs or 20-24hrs pre workout, at lst the intense ones 12-16hrs or so, at lst 5-6, maybe i take weed 12 or 1am and dex 3am and wrkt 4 and 6am or whatever. surely less of an issue 5-6 yrs ago and 8-10 yrs ago but sure joint instability many yrs.

Up 10.30 or so my mom woke me up... i had like 2 strips bacon. anyways 4.30 now was up and ready ish pre pre mkt, nboiw pre mkt ends 3hrs well less now.
--took aspirin finally one baby dose. shd help muscle and soft tissue pain a lot. cannabis, turmeric.. rest wasn't cutting it. lied down face fwd watching stuff, pain.
--shoulders tissue.. back neck.. and xtiffness and awkward mvmts that can lead to more pain and more injury and even worsened pain. If i move wrong way.
-so taped a bit more and bracing but may eat then wrkt here when i can.
--i will make sure i have a good life regardless of disability and women and male frds i can trust not only the few i have but new ones for life ya.


--4.50am

--took cannabis, supps, and whatever. some choline.. and then drank a bit. then later one baby aspirin. i think despite 38hrs or so ill wait on wrkt and eat first. if i can't train bc of injuries and needing time to heal
connective tissue/joints/muscle... then that is fine., buy dip on this cyngn and wait fo better dip, premkt wasn't wrking is it now? --> yes. buy some of this dip, and buy more when 70-80% down if need be.
--well soft tissue, joints, muscle, stability stuff.. pain there.
--many 99.99% down, ill be back iup 50-99-200% in days. 5-10d or less i feel. i hope so. i hope 300-400% in 2 weeks or less ideally but who knows.
--time is immaterial to price, and price action. You want price action WITH VOLUME to nmove the price sustainably, for multiple exit opportunities, and sustained like 10-20day opps.
--ill do well on this stock, TSLA, TSLL, and more shares at one x of TSLL. I am doing well but yes it is hard., not being able to move the right way, getting hurt all the time, eyes not focusing,
--needin ADHD medicine, orthotics, a few braces, tape... pain control. All that. meditating and getting some work done. Doing mkt research for now.
--supps check, anxillaries for HRT check, HRT+ and ostarine and epi andro check, 20mg dex check, one dose of weed chk, one maybe two small baby aspirins and more weed now, maybe eat, then wrkt.
--or wait.. but fuck it five it 40-48hrs pre workout or at lst 45-48hrs btwn gym workouts. I shall see. Have a good day all, I love the nice ppl here. ANd I love me. And the universe fills me with love and light.
--Peace and love.
--Srarting a cult, on substack. Need mny. Byezies !! (waing telepathically).
--taking the shape of a bear.
--now back to the essence...
--my form is no longer physical.
--i shall return.
--IN your imagination.

--update:
5.01am im hungry, i must eat. ribeye and cheese and tiny bit of bacon. half ribeye till no longer hungry. maybe weed now... so not hungry later. whatever fk it ya lets go. w or wout more weed. eat first.

-- This is a pretty crazy condition. Hard tp blv how disabling it is, and how m pain can be disabling. and how im fking superhero strong half the time... but ya im not there yet but vs the normals ya i am. but of c no pro bodybuilder (fk that anyways for me). jacked lawyer/ trader. is good enuff/ actor. / interdimensional being/ megalodon. --also paragraphs?? for the hate i got on discord by little bitches, i sure helped ppl for many yrs. -i just helped some random women with EDS. im not some angel. i got work to do. byes.
-i mean those ppl are against literacy and are morons. so anyways have fun others.
--stay safe, avoid the upcoming planned plagues, human depopulation, end of the USD (maybe, prolly not anytime soon -- too much backing it), and financial ruin (easy as fuck to get to with options, crypto, stupid things, career, 9-5 etc).
--anyways, be your best vsn of yourself.
--become who you were meant to be. carve out your destiny.
--live in reality.
--live well.
--and get your lives together and keep em together.
--take the risks, build the loving relationships you need, so you never take the wrong meds again and don't make impulsive medical decisions and get sick and or destroyed.
--TO IMPROVE THE WORLD AND LEAVE YOUR MARK BUT FILL YOUR WORLD WITH LOVE AND LIGHT, and also make ppl happy. TO SAVE SOME PPL in the world, maybe even the human race.
--MOSTLY TO SAVE OURSELVES.
--"WHOOOOO WILL SAVE ME??? I've been running all my life... WHOOO will saavvve me? CAN YOU SAVE ME TONIGHT???"**
--overcome your fears.
--the obstacle is the way.
--be prepared at all times.
--maintain inner state... game wise... meditation wise.. trance wise... life wise.
--enter flow state, thru meditation.
--become present, no fear of the past nor the future, not hope... just perform.
--but not in a "high masking" manner.
--perform and win. and relax.
--get more wins in everything.
--reach for the stars.
--fear is what holds us back.
--why are you afraid of winning?
--we all lose. u try more with dates with trades with business, u fail some but trying 1000-2000x ul l get like 200 20,.. etc. and ya it is easier next time
--and u don't discard nor push away endless opportunities.
--if ev1 does this, just imagine how much better world and ppl and we will be.
--we need to catchup 20-30yrs to get 100 yrs of tech that we missed that can revolutionize healthcare, pharma, and food, and everyything, medical advances.
--the alien tech has been hidden 100 plus yrs. using it for false flag and wars ... nukes and shyt now. and scaring and abducting their own ppl. and other countries they abduct as well.
--the alien technology could fix my hEDS/HSD and my trauma and give me peak sexual performance and fertility.
--I neeed that technology.
--also for steel iron joints. and perfect fitness and leanness and optimal hair.
--and to regrow and perfect my eyelashes and eyebrows.
--anyways i must go now.
--"Could it be could it be... That ALL I EVER WANTED.... TO BE FREE. With you by MY SIDE!!!" <3.
-- WE MUST MERGE WITH THE AI AND EVOLVE FASTER.
--I WILL NOT DIE A SLAVE TO THE ALIENS NOR THE govT NOR TAX AUThORITIES
--nOR UNELECTED NOR elected "LEADERS".
--I WILL NOT LET THE DEEPSTATE GET ME.
--NOR THE ALIENS nor demons...
--nor the CAMPY COVID QUEER FASCISTS.
--I WILL NOT BE ELIMINATED.
--I CAN NEITHER BE CREATED NOR DEsTROYED.
--I WILL BECOME PERFECT.
--NO MATTER WHAT.
--im pretty good now, and even amazing as fuck and well liked and even loved.
--but i will become near perfect.
--but i won't let toxic perfectionism ruin my life.
--no one is perfect.
--we all feel sad and lonely sometimes.
--we all get high or use drugs or projects or whatever to escape.
--LETS STAy IN EXISTENCE.
--but not just survive... but thrive.
--He has RISEN!!!
Aside:

Alien technology has been hidden for 100 yrs acc to Dr. Stevphen Greer.. seemingly legit UFO whistleblower (Black ops murdered some of his employees and friends and almost him. He isn't like Luis Elizondo. Watch his alien specials on youtube and wherever. seen em free, 2 of em i think on some youtube channel. look him up. seen the DOD the tapes the ancietnt side the hisotorian side joe rogan old new a while ago.. and also a lot. read stuff. but ya i mean govt has alien tech they just use it for war and to fuck us. and they fuck over their own frds and family... it is a dark pedo elite that uses the tech for now. basically it is the dark pedo elite... we dont need oil for fuel nor anything. space in a coffee cup can blow up the world. we just need space technology like solar sails.. all that shyt is old. we shd have been on mars 100 yrs ago. even 2000 yrs ago. 5000 yrs ago. humans had bigger brains or an ancestor did. we didn't need em i guess, or it was not sexual market value enhancing. anyways this is an aside.

Afterward:

--noobs if u care to read ud see 99% of my log is disinfo. told u what to do on that imgur, and here 7yrs ago. i have adhd and im crippled and i still make 20x what u make. im busy. im more handsome also. but trust me mylife has been harder.

 

[MNK99]

--alien tech. we dont need fuel. and all ppl could eat instead of 3bn in abject poverty at lst, maybe more. 3bn can't cook food. it is the oil comps, lobbyists, and black ops (black budget military stuff, rogue elements especially). we had 250 000 mega tons of energy possible from 0.3milliwatts like 60-80yrs ago. also when Nikola Tesla died, FBI stole all his documents. PATENT offices are also a huge cause of inequality. ALL tech of star wars star trek.. etc. look, the us govt has had that 60-70yrs ago. oil not needed 120 yrs ago but the researchers are murdered. not joking. we could regrow limbs. humanity is in the dark ages, 120 yrs + of false progress. lots of progress sure, but the world is controled by cartels, rather than royals these days. like the 4 banks in canada, jp morgan in the usa, goldman, senate, and lobbyists. oligarchs as well (i mean british, saudi, HK, china, america, etc. lots of em). humanity will never become truly interstellar. we had the rockets from the nazis..


V2. that was remade in America, for Mars. same shyt. tesla.. electric cars lol we dont need any. there's enuff energy in the space of a coffee cup supposedly to boil all the oceans on Earth. THE US GOVT IS USING UFO technology, back engineered from ALIENS, since roswell. THE GREYS r in cave paintings n the bible. They abduct ppl and mutliate cows for the same reason they hire patent agents to fuck over propulsion technology/ enery efficient technologies. CARTELS. EXXON. JP MORGAN etc. same time... 2/900 of world weatlh is in BTC, it was 1/3000 1/10000 1/100 k or something 1/1mn 5-6yrs ago. NO more in 2150 ALIENS CAN HEAL US. many will destroy us. but they watch over us and our nukes? why? BC we are aa project of some... and some want us to succeed and bc they evolved with tech 10000 - 1bn 10bn yrs maybe. they've seen other intelligent / advanced lifeforms genocide themselves. other aliens have no problems raping our skulls, telepathically. THE US GOVT IS HIDING ALIENS AND UFO's and had them 80 yrs ago, whenever rosewell was 78yrs ago maybe, 1947? Anyways... UFO was patented. OPEN SOURCE YOUR ALIEN AND ENERGY TECHNOLOGIES, bEFORE YOU ARE MURDERED. the govt can cut you out of banking or social media for unsavory views. It's over. 1984, animal farm... brave new world... other shyt weren't guidebooks... the globalists and the pedo elite domestic terrorists, the rogue black budget operations... will fk us all over. even then, we could drown or get killed by an asteroid anyways. homosexuality wiped out the dinosaurs... or did it? SOME EVOLVED UNDERGROUND. Maybe... possibly. aliens and black budget shyt is in the ocean. the NIMITZ incident, TIC TAC.... GOFAST,, NIMBLE... all that shyt was LOCKHEED martin and the like... but where'd they get the original shyt from? ALIENS ... out waves crashed em and also we have EMP's and shyt (the govt, military and shyt, not me). ANyways, vatican also hiding aliens. and angels may be good aliens. demons bad aliens. there are interdimensional beings, aliens, maybe even spirits... ghosts??? SASQUATCH? who knows. THERE are many deep rabit holes. check out steven greer, and avi loeb.. physics harvar chair.


chk em out on shawn ryan and watch greer's docs. interesting. im skeptical and am looking dumber than i actually am here. but trust me i looked into aliens a lot. they must exist. either the nearby planets and solar system and beyond.. is too far for us to reach, and or they're all dead. but they're out there. they've disabled nukes in america and russia and also started a countdown. shyt is crazy. rock apes in vietnam and giants in afghanistan? outpost 51 or 47 or something? anyways this guy has amazing stories also. to haters: "i don't get your log". trust me 170 iq, 500k-3mn a yr ppl don't really care what u think. im busy and crippled and i deserve to be happy. so im hi and watching some alien shyt. is that ok? up n down, soon up perma a lot. so im good. i ate some nice food today. w some carbs. i shall lift. pain. aspirin. but that and osta and test and epiandro and dex bad for liver? not really. not that bad at all. rad140? ya that is y i switch to ostarine. tiny bit of drinks bad but whatever. this is all just random stuff. this log is disinformation now. i do not trust where the world is going, and where the west is... humanity ruined itself. but im doing well and ill continue to. i will achieve much of what i set out to do. but i must be cautious. hypervigilant, but im learning to relax, and with others. i know who i am, do you know who you are? who am i?? where am i going??? everywhere you go, there you are. am i just wasting ppl's time now? [alternate ending].

-Mr Ballen has good stories. BUT check out GREER and also his docus and Shawn Ryan.

--so to the fucking cucks that called me schitzo. go fuck yourself. im not saving u. me? i saved me. agn and agn. and im getting more resilient.
you'll never stop me
so stay out of my way.

i am no longer a dog of war...
just an instrument of peace.

This is just a thought experiment.
Signed today's date [REDACTED].
Initial [Redacted].


--this is a video game fanfic. i run a discord with a bunch of fat nerds. and they requested this.
--MNK is on sabbatical.

 

[MNK99]

--getting rdy. tripping a little.
--took b1 b6 mg enz+hcl turmeric
--taurine
--prog
--coffee and cannabis (w the prog as well).
--test cream 150mg (1.5x my dose but my dose can go to 150-200 but ya I have no recent bloodwork, and they'll trip at me maybe... the doc prolly not too much, ill be high and or on dex anyways when i see em).
--and epiandro gel 6 drops that's a lot, and 20 later 30-40mg ostarine total.
--20mg dex.
--like 100-150mg caffiene maybe, having barely any when i have weed.. sometimes.
--anyways... that is all. doiing well., mkts go up n down. we give back 100k 150k 160-200k profit, well half was like 2-3hrs in a day pre market and banks brokerages were not working for me.
--and i mean the other is tsla, surely ill pull 300k or so this yr, but ya dont give back weeks or mo's of work.
--these ARE SICK ENTRIES but VOLATILE ASSETS and ya if u up 200-300% in a day or in a few weeks take it.
--people WOULD KILL FOR THOSE RETURNS.
--what blocking me?
--NO precise exits bc nearly no TA used... but I see others and i draw trend lines, but ya im doing more advanced shyt than that now, but I mean I have to take the time to learn it.
--motivation etc is hurting, so keep up working out.
--and don't get discouraged if i have to lie down or be inside 12hrs 20hrs and can only walk a little on patio sometimes.
--and try with weed no weed. ketamine later.
--anyways, ill be back up 50-60k soon and take it but then 50 more ill be somehwat happy but then oi can moibilize 20k here n there 50 here n there.. more easily and have even more stocks and win my reversals on penny stocks.. and get the fuck out never bag hold but also have excess capital.
--anyways, take insane gains,.. i mean 700-800 even 1500-1600% if got in all on rigetti then this other shyt cyngin then got out 3000% or smthing fuck me. but long run ill have that.
--generating more inflow.
--took 27-30k cad profit a couple weeks ago, shd have taken 80k+ 100k maybe but 80k showed.. 20)% from 41k on cyngin... last tues... but it was higher price
--but all this is clear downward long term trend down so keep mny to spare.

-buy dip if tsla goes back 450 500 in a few weeks 600 700, then buy dip cyngin
--so over 1.5-2.5 or 3mo ill make sick insane trade 300% there and 400-500% tsll but i could have taken more than all of that and utilized put to work more mny in more things, earlier.
--glad i got 8 stocks well 7 one is trash and going to zero.
--but ya ill get more TSLA and TSLL. and stick to the plan... over time.
--so maybe i exit 3-5x in a year or 8-10x and like... over 2 yrs 12-14x max, with other stocks i mean. i dk basically buy stuff not often. at all.
--but master ta ull know clearly this can't sustain it will get shorted so sell.. and buy major dips,.. easily could have done 240-500k on cynin recently, with current dip
--instead well dont be perfect day or weekly trader and get 2/3 of shyt, over a yr or 2 in major moves and wont get 500%-2000% in 2yrs or whatever but ill get 900-1200% or something and still
--destroy the market and retail and most of wall street return percentage wise. so fuck it but ya less worries more certainty will certainly help.
--so ill master the stuff, study the stuff i have access to for TA.

--down insane unrealized gains like 60k from dec like 80k from last tues, etc, but i took some... cd have done 120k in 2 weeks, but i took 27k, cad.. nways ill make mny and succeed. id say lots of ADHD stuff, stomach issues, etc... taking forever to do some things, ya it was literally bc im crippled and was as a kid. retards surely could have dxd something useful. but ur on your own. anyways taping, dex, brace if need be... nice sneakers... dressing nice. being lean... meditating etc, nice hair etc calms me down but ya it isn't enuff. anyways ill keep winning and insulate myself from danger and harm, and authoritarian govts etc... with success. and being precise with words. Law, trading... etc a lot of this stuff relates to my life. It is hard to expln what I'm going through, but basically, I mean i am athletic and smart and hard working but 30-40hrs a week maybe 50 i can't do anything or i get by but at some cost. like pain, or like not being able to do certain things, needing to rest... and like searing injuries... so i try to prevent further injury, bc that will harm focus, and therefore mood, and therefore stress resilience, and hence, my ability to make and keep "a bright future". This was completely differnet, and I said many real things and removed it, then removed info.. then wrote this. i can't expln what is happening. but feelings are too intense or numbed... and i mean i need some numbing rite otherwise im gonna freak out, i dont want to be crippled in minus 50 alberta... and i dont want to get more disabled... and i was catching up in life,, it isn't fair. ill tk time to study and like work on "the art of living." i.e. philosophy &mindset. If I can lift 8x a week great but i mean if i need to drink bc of pain, or take like various additional meds, iDK. Less is more. i mean im working out like 5-x, doing like 40-50 chinups straight, like ya and i mean if i move wrong way ill get more messed up and more injured. so ill tk it slow. life= not a race.

kkeep changing wat im saying there's so m on my mind and i dont want to talk abt it. but i just want better joint stability and conn tissues... and like some other stuff.
regrow all my hair and i want something else... and im closer but i had literally everything except like perfect luck health wise... i mean after curing pfs.

now i have to go make frds again and stuff?? fuck me.

ill let others in. ill work on being vulnerable. ill get ketamine soon as i can.
plumbers working on house like i dont know like 40-50hrs this week the fuck, i take meds drugs 2am -4am then work, then like 9-11am i shd be done second workout but i dont half the time bc i dont want to have to get a ride from parents, and like i mean my dad wakes up and leaves like 530 6tam-7.30, then my mom wakes and works from home and like im up 12hrs-14hrs by then and ya i can't deal w ppl.

ill make tons of mny and get my own place agn. but i mean if u make 300-400k takehome and live off 10-15k 20 or something.. (more when on own, way way more if in Toronto/Vancouver).

but i mean whatever u make wasting half on tax and a place or wasting all of it on a mortgage i mean fuck that. takes mny to mk mny.


--i have to rem it is a legit disability. i mean partially why i left science and i blamed myself.. for a time but later thought ADHD, terrible former friends, effexor. sure but a lot of stuff the neuro stuff incl autism adhd.. etc and literally feeling/sensing how i move around in space, that was physical disability.
--i shd do law and sue a lot of motherfuckers,
--anyways ill post a sick update later.


---This is just random notes. Not, that update. THat will happen later.

--habits and discipline come first, outside of over training or moving or walking all over downtown (used to do that, uptown downtown, all over Toronto like 12-16 yrs ago, then less 7-8yrs ago and less walking in here... but still. less now). it isn't progressive, for ev1. Lots worsen once. I don't know..HSD seems likely, but could be JHS... and HSD and hEDS are likely the same thing, and I am not flexible everywhere, nor do I score high on Beighton test or Brighton criteria's beighton score (whichever it is). I do have neck instability, had loose skin surgery, have some hyperextensible skin but nothing crazy, and sure excema, asthma, and allergies.. stomach issues that a lot seem to have, alongside the ADHD and probable at least slight if not moderate autism. Neurologically, it comes with that. Spine issues are common in ASD, ADHD... hypermobility. Whether I fit or am truly hEDS doesn't matter that much, outside of acute times.

I won't need spinal and brain surgery, but a tight diet, and exercise and lifestyle to focus on mobility, strength, and fluidity/ rehabbing for balance. Anyways, I gotta make a move soon or ignore, and wait, wait till TSLL is 345 400 percent, so higher than highest ever tho half the shares, and buy down cyngin at 5-6 .00, and quickly sell half that, get like... 20k cash, 20k into cyngin more, and sell for quick 220-299% later. so it is like 1/2 of 1/2 of tsll at 60k returns, 27k or so earlier so 90k, and part of that, reinvest. some was reinvested only at 120 and 150-170%, but 100-200% here n there and a medium term 200-300% trade in cyngin, shd get me back on track to 100-200% a yr for stocks, if not higher, far higher. but better ta will make it 250-300% and stressless, so I won't need a normal job, and I happen to know 2 master traders, and am learning but ya I mean I act first, but I knew cyngn would fall further, it is just instead of a one or two day or a week or 2 trade, most of it is 2mo and some 3mo, but ill get 300% + there, but ill check weekly or daily.

Last note:
MNK99. Happy New Year: I'm leaning up and physio. Master 1st TA, 2nd Ls. T SL’s 2-3% max, -meditate. wrkt at home. get fresh air. Wkt mn gym.. 192lbs.
--STUDY TA. and ls. Strength, stability, mobility, peace of mind. career, focus, studies. I'm GTD. mdn too. Either take 100-120% in this x, or wait till 340-400%,
-- Get 60k prof, take 20k into cash, 20k into cyn, and get like a fast 180k-220k, that and other shyt 300k, wrk on crypto (in short), then 550k end of yr or early next bull, and more crypto.. shyt. but ya i mean execute great trades in bear too.
--interesting those oil serv sector stocks/ usd trade... that ill take later, but something far better than TSLA and all elec cars shd exist, we shd have life saving tech and cures to tons of things by now.... it was fucked over by blackops. Not joking, last posts were schizo posts and fucking around.
--but probably it is true, looking at patents.

--and sell half, put 20k into cash, 20k into like... this y. And go from there, for a far faster 250-350%+ on mny, then accum TSLA and TSLL more. Gotta go peace out.

 

[MNK99]

regulators will constantly fk me out of a lot more than whatever i take home, minus tax shelters and oversea funds). i think abt this after i narrowly escape permanent worsened disability and or depression, post workout. being crippled and traumatized for 30 yrs defs fx my health for ppl with their bitchy qs. doing relatively well sometimes lots of pain back to 40-45 chinups straight, but barely can do 70-200 pushups in a day, a few x a week not doing much at all there, just lifting 4-8x a week. half or 1/3 light but ya i mean i just did leg press last like 240-380lbs 40-50x, and back like a lot... but ya my shoulders, neck... stuff can seperate, cramp, sublux, and or dislocate. not everything everywhere, then i guess tmro soft tissue pain. weed has its uses. so will ketmn. over/ whatever, short vsn rant there; long here:

possibly hernias.

--had great thing abt tax n shelters but wahtever this is just an exercise, so i can think straight.

--adhd , crippled or not, ya im smarter than 99% of ppl easily, dont worry my life is worse than a lot of ppl's also but still pretty good. ill get better and better and won't get caught up in what's gn on rite this second. don't be a prisoner of the moment, nor fear the future, nor feel hopeless due to the past.

have fun. relax. peace out gn.

-dif vsn i wrote many things edited it ev couple d bc it is just wahats on my mind. perhaps u have the lux of thinking slow and having a peaceful non chaotic life. well i mean i don't have that so.

regulators will constantly fk me out of a lot more than whatever i take home, minus tax shelters and oversea funds). i think abt this after i narrowly escape permanent worsened disability and or depression, post workout. being crippled and traumatized for 30 yrs defs fx my health for ppl with their bitchy qs. doing relatively well sometimes lots of pain back to 40-45 chinups straight, but barely can do 70-200 pushups in a day, a few x a week not doing much at all there, just lifting 4-8x a week. half or 1/3 light but ya i mean i just did leg press last like 240-380lbs 40-50x, and back like a lot... but ya my shoulders, neck... stuff can seperate, cramp, sublux, and or dislocate. not everything everywhere, then i guess tmro soft tissue pain. weed has its uses. so will ketmn. over/ whatever, short vsn rant there; long vsn gone. missing. anyways pain some is skin, excema, see that n asthma etc is comorbid for hEDS and JHS and HSD prolly and HSD and hEDS r likely same thing, on a spectrum.... Im not some free medical advice. just know ev that ever hap to me i diagnosed it correctly before retarded healthcare and it's agst the law for my elite highest in the world MCAT brother to help me. this country's a joke. 200k 500k 3mn a yr tax later? how about fuck you instead. . --joint stability for sure. HSD bad... sure, heds bad in many ways, mostly neuro and pain wise... nerve/ joint, soft tissue pain. as bad as ppl who need spine n brain surgery concurrently? NO. what am i talking about? heds. what is that?? gibberish. im smarter than u and only act retarded bc ppl piss me off. i dont have time to waste it on "proper writing", you're not some fucking law scl dean.

--"oh he was killed by a drunk driver, mark it down as covid." "he was stabbed to death." " he's ukrainian or trans or an actual terrorist, here's a mansion and 20k a mo free/ and benefits." --> retards in govt, and banking, etc. woke losers.

Survive in India, Asia, or Africa, or fk off. or mid east (the poor, countries ruined by Israel and Saudi, USA, UK, Aus, CDA,, EU etc).

-- "oh our ugly incel ER doc killed him. he must have been difficult. have u seen his chart?"

-- "oh he's crippled kick him off the plane and discard and throw around his wheelchair"

-im a good guy, but i mean ppl really piss me off. world's ruined. ill still win tho and ill be happy. take my joys where i can but also work on relnships. just get things done. excel but dont be so hardened make time for mofos. like 3-4 ppl i cd have talked to friended ill talk to this ripped guy later, but ya ill hit trendy gym and yoga and stuff and meet women there but best are i mean u meet randomly in a nice bldg,

anyways ill make sure i print. and do well.

--oh donair, 99 dollars 2-3d of food, plus throw or give rice away and some samosas. 99 dollars for one guy 2-3 d of food or 900 a mo carnivore not sure. was literally semi rich 8d ago and like 90-100d ago but ill be back up soon. aint lose shyt just profit. zero lost trades minus biorq well sure a few liqdns in crypto but nothing in months. keeping it that way.

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99 dollars donair ill donate the rice or throw it away and some 6 chkn samosas. donair one guy who barely eats. 2.5-3d of food there or 500-900 a mo or 2, for carniv, idk but im hungry. 99 dollars for some meat that sounds reasonable. but ya wendy was like 18i-25 bucks. and like 2d of food. fk. whatever. 200 dollars for bread... minus 50 at times. do i live in russia wtf is this??? also the sunniest city in canada, supposedly only minus 4-minus 5 temp avg in jan.. idk about that, i mean 1/3 of the days are like minus 40-50. was minus 33 2-3d ago and a week and a half ago max. but plus 5 now. minus 26 w windchill 33 or so 2d ago. kinesio tape 900-2000 a yr. that makes sense. good. used dex some 5mg IR from 8-9 yrs ago or so. but 20mg earlier brand new ish. no wonder i did coke in early 20s, i mean costs less than food basically (u eat less at lst and i fast all the time so, and it helped me focus, seemingly helped trauma and depression and anxiety... but ya that's a hard drug addn). mayor ford was worth 50mn he smoked crack (and was a damned good mayor, despite the leftist media). so ya u can succeed here but ull hate your life. 14000 plumbing / water pipe replacement. that makes sense, not like there's oil or beef or water in ALBERTA CANADA. 0--just did 50 chinups and will do tiny bit more so maybe 13-14exs today and like... 18 monday many many back, light legs... core this n that.

had rreally good stuff writ about hEDS/HSD JHS etc and my exp but ya i mean ppl just hate and are too slow for me. so anyways ill chillout
typos are bc i can't read this, not wearing glasses. and i mean im working on some stuff.

Full vsn is in log. have ur immed family and u pay 500k-1mn plus tax and get fkd out of 900k gains * like that*, and see if it fx your health (it does, we weren't all born rich or lazy, unambitious). 14000 plumbing / water pipe replacement. that makes sense, not like there's oil or beef or water in ALBERTA CANADA. 0--just did 50 chinups and will do tiny bit more so maybe 13-14exs today and like... 18 monday many many back, light legs... core this n that. canada is trash, cost me 82000 last tuesday.ill workout tiny nbit more and have coffee w weed maybe vape some mid cbd/ thc strain... and lie down. watch something. oh good plumbers put like wrap all over a guest bedroom and my 18yr old hugo boss hoodie and more importantly my 700 or so (rewtail like 1200-1500, i got screwed on exchange rate tho), spinal brace. anyways lots to complain abt. real complaints. but ya i get shyt done. pssd check. pfs check. dealing w heds check. extortion check. 2 degrees chk. doctorateand 500-600k tkhome, plus crypto, and other shyt upcoming so fk it. but ya it is a pain in the ass. think fast and can't relax but will. ill meditate. like to meditate n workout n shower early well i did shower early but ya i mean disability prevents a lot of stuff. i can articulate it well now tho.

--kept changing things so ya.. i gotta work on editing/ rough drafts, just use voice notes but not often. ill have hella content and did 10-12 yrs ago. let alone now.

 

[MNK99]

ill do well despite hella stress. financial and work... and life. trauma etc. ill workout tiny bit more. hoard food i won't eat for a time, and like... meditate/ cannabis. anyways peace out have fun good luck. did 50 chinups or so after working out at gym ( a hell of a lot. luckily not too clinically clumsy but still feels scary, so not doing heavy squats ever, nor deadlifts, nor other stuff. not worth it with hEDS/HSD/JHS/EDS/most likely Marfans). compound lifts but fixed mvmts for things that are too dangerous for me.and there's no shame in rest, sure i could be ripped in 6-8 weeks or maybe 4-5 weeks but why who cares.. slow and steady wins the race. financial and skill aqsn/learning, and fitness/ heatlh optmzn goals for a mo from now, my bday. anyways life is hard at times. -i mean it is scary at times for sure.idon't want to gethurt nor worsen disability nor miss out on a lot, bc i can't do things like ev1 else. but that's ok, ill manage. ill find ways. ill keep the faith and stay positive and ill try my best. but it is scary at times esp when neck instability is there and anxiety is bad (like with cannabis at times) but that protects mood and makes dht/ test better/ safer... less agitating perhaps.. but also makes ADHD/ hypermob. more dangerous. anyways i have real neuro / spinal ADHD, and if not hEDS, i mean then HSD or JHS are pretty bad too... many invisible things related to either, without the most severe parts of hEDS, however comorbidity wise... I mean I had severe nut allergies, asthma, and meds nearly killed me a couple times, maybe 3x. or well made me very sick, depressed... each time. i don't want to get hurt or make a mistake and get into an accident. and i mean ppl don't get it, but you can tell ppl that actually care about you and just keep it simple/ pleasentries only with other ppl, you're forced to deal with. ppl tried getting me in trouble, made fun of me and stuff (even tho i can realistically fk up 90% of north americans, outside of fking huge guys, or retards with guns... etc). but i can intimidate most ppl which is good and i can also save myself with words (I have before, not particularly recently). ill get more strong so ppl cant fuck w me and so i vcan earn and meet more hoes basically. and make a life. anyways whatever, i mean healthcare school etc could have killed me younger so fuck them. im a good person, i dont deserve all the shyt they did to me. so of i was scared after TEI etc of getting sick agn, i mean after treating pfs. no q's i don't have the stamina, and im busy, you go make back fucking 200ok profit like in q1. take home profit as in non taxed bc i live off other mny for now.


teachers others kids stupid whores (tens many like me and even loved me so... fuck those dumb bitches that hated on me bc of awkward gait, i also look younger than u and your hotter frds like me so fuck u).
that was yrs ago tho basically no one has fkd w me outside of when really hurt a retarded doctor and cunt nurse (fuck u ill sue you till you're homeless if u fuck w me).

ill do well despite hella stress. financial and work... and life. trauma etc. ill workout tiny bit more. hoard food i won't eat for a time, and like... meditate/ cannabis. anyways peace out have fun good luck. did 50 chinups or so after working out at gym ( a hell of a lot. luckily not too clinically clumsy but still feels scary, so not doing heavy squats ever, nor deadlifts, nor other stuff. not worth it with hEDS/HSD/JHS/EDS/most likely Marfans). compound lifts but fixed mvmts for things that are too dangerous for me.and there's no shame in rest, sure i could be ripped in 6-8 weeks or maybe 4-5 weeks but why who cares.. slow and steady wins the race. financial and skill aqsn/learning, and fitness/ heatlh optmzn goals for a mo from now, my bday. anyways life is hard at times. -i mean it is scary at times for sure.idon't want to gethurt nor worsen disability nor miss out on a lot, bc i can't do things like ev1 else. but that's ok, ill manage. ill find ways. ill keep the faith and stay positive and ill try my best. but it is scary at times esp when neck instability is there and anxiety is bad (like with cannabis at times) but that protects mood and makes dht/ test better/ safer... less agitating perhaps.. but also makes ADHD/ hypermob. more dangerous. anyways i have real neuro / spinal ADHD, and if not hEDS, i mean then HSD or JHS are pretty bad too... many invisible things related to either, without the most severe parts of hEDS, however comorbidity wise... I mean I had severe nut allergies, asthma, and meds nearly killed me a couple times, maybe 3x. or well made me very sick, depressed... each time. i don't want to get hurt or make a mistake and get into an accident. and i mean ppl don't get it, but you can tell ppl that actually care about you and just keep it simple/ pleasentries only with other ppl, you're forced to deal with. ppl tried getting me in trouble, made fun of me and stuff (even tho i can realistically fk up 90% of north americans, outside of fking huge guys, or retards with guns... etc). but i can intimidate most ppl which is good and i can also save myself with words (I have before, not particularly recently). ill get more strong so ppl cant fuck w me and so i vcan earn and meet more hoes basically. and make a life. anyways whatever, i mean healthcare school etc could have killed me younger so fuck them. im a good person, i dont deserve all the shyt they did to me. so of i was scared after TEI etc of getting sick agn, i mean after treating pfs. no q's i don't have the stamina, and im busy, you go make back fucking 200ok profit like in q1. take home profit as in non taxed bc i live off other mny for now.

ppl treated me badly at 19.5-21 or so so i gave up on ppl mostly and ignored em from there on. friends, women, whatever.

but i fixed so much. but ya i mean, heatlhcare misdiganosis, accidents etc. i mean it is a lot to deal with.
and what i have to tell new friends or women like fuck it.

 

[MNK99]

--Feb. 22 2025: 11.47am.

slept 3-4hrs 3d in a row.

--make back 25-30k usd, stat for lev trades going back 4-5 yrs or so.
--make back 160k lost profit potential instocks then i can chil. fast 40k a few times or an 80k and 120k fucking take it.
--ppl would kill u could take a 200k us a yr job in wall st or in bay strett toronto a hi finance job w my skills, w ero TA and only the stuff i use, let alone after studying TA (soon) with my associate.

ill do well despite hella stress. financial and work... and life. trauma etc. ill workout tiny bit more. hoard food i won't eat for a time, and like... meditate/ cannabis. anyways peace out have fun good luck. did 50 chinups or so after working out at gym ( a hell of a lot. luckily not too clinically clumsy but still feels scary, so not doing heavy squats ever, nor deadlifts, nor other stuff. not worth it with hEDS/HSD/JHS/EDS/most likely Marfans). compound lifts but fixed mvmts for things that are too dangerous for me.and there's no shame in rest, sure i could be ripped in 6-8 weeks or maybe 4-5 weeks but why who cares.. slow and steady wins the race. financial and skill aqsn/learning, and fitness/ heatlh optmzn goals for a mo from now, my bday. anyways life is hard at times.

--perhaps 5-8 wrkts is good enuff... you shouldn't need to workout 10-15x a week, I mean with a disability... ADHD, mood, etc... You shouldn't have to risk injury and like do all that... to focus/ work and chill a bit. Strictest carnivore even 2 hard workouts a week, full body lift to maintain would be fine, I like working out more frequently, and I don't mess with heavy deadlifts nor squats bc I can't do it. Like max squats, were less than I could literally do but it isn't worth the risk. I need to learn how to tape my ankles properly, so I don't have enhanced protection of joints, with upper body, but then like legs are still clumsy as fk. Swaying, moving around all fkd up since a little kid mostly likely. Definitely back pain etc in teens...

--cannot tell if some pain is hernias, muscle spasms, subluxations. Not sure. SOme of each of those are there. I think muscle spasming is there. So I was wrong in callng that cramps, but maybe some are like charlie horse or whatever. Salt. Maybe I can reduce acute instability (relatively speaking, not nearly as bad as people who need like a constant neck brace, cannot lift, need a wheelchair half the week or all the time), with zero weed and taping and bracing, and HRT and some dex, like 60-70% or so, maybe I can reduce it with weed to 50-60%, but I feel like I'm taking care of 80-90% of health. Definitely, I'd try living near a school if I continued, or when I have money saved up, If ever taking a normal job:

--I'd uber it or live near by like walking distance or a quick ish subway ride. I paid my dues, I am not commuting 4hrs a day in a city of 6mn people, with like the worst traffic in N America, ever again. 45mins-70mins non rush hr is ok in Toronto. Here, maybe 20-30mins away. I guess if I really work on sports rehab and physio, maybe I'd get over fear of driving... and maybe "trauma medication", i.e. psychedelics is fine for helping that fear. For 18mo-2yrs I got rid of moderate-severe anxiety, and like fear of failure. I do hard things though and want a lot out of life. If everything gets ruined, I should amass at least 200-300k in good yr Canadian. maybe if hospitalized or worst market ever, a few yrs from now 200-300k. Doing nothing, later TSLA and TSLL would be 5mn-15mn Cad, but I mean I had to reallocate and I can't wait on dead money 5-6yrs.

--apparently i cant wait 5 weeks of red, tho i waited like 2 yrs+ for that trade to go to near 400%. ADHD but ya anyways, i hope to and aim to at lst do well on my exam, and maintain 100% alpha or more (nothing insane not 500% over it), over TSLA, in a 1-2yr period. So fifth and sixth wrkt r now soon. meditated off memory a few... on my patio. I think sometimes I need to go to the doc or say a therapist with a friend, bc that commitment forces you to go. not only the commitment w the doc, but also my friend.--some aptmts ill go to, to appease others, but I know I'm smarter than and more capable than the doc. But not all of em.


so i do like idk 10x 3 and 14x 40-60..like 600-700reps 4-5 maybe 6 d a week. pretty good. im older now. and that competitive test/ trading, etc.. other pursuits, creative, and relational take time. good., wrkt 5 done, 6 soon tiny bit, just space things out to avoid injury, and too m hypermobility. for sure weed increases, that even playing wii like 10-12 yrs ago w friends, with weed, or like at 20 19 smoking it,

ya it was hard walking, i couldn't articulate why. I get it now. Like buying groceries even without moderate neck pain, It is hard to carry certain things, easy to carry others. /end. logged some stuff. it is for me, obviously and no im not super sick and no im not doing some retarded things for eds that didn't work. i do smart things instead. and no im not gonna spend 80hrs making my log 3 pages or 10 lines of text... for your complete PSSD pfs recov, it's up to you. No one helped me w ADHD nor a phys disability as a kid... so what you tripping about? misdiagnosis of bipolar is like one tiny bad event in my life.


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Slept 3-4hrs 3-4d in a row, govt / banking stealing a 100k in a day payday will do that to you, also a tragedy or so, and also a birth in the family. Mostly market and ADHD and hEDS/HSD stuff tho tbh. But ya the other stuff as well. Ill do well doing well, 5-7 maybe i8 wrkts can force 10... with weed less, bc for sure worsens hypermobility, place on log lots of notes. don't want to offend new crackheads here. whatever fuck it.
--outlift ev1, 100 perc of workouts since my 1.5-2yr hiatus, since adding my home gym 4-5mo ago and carnivore.. and an external gym 3-4weeks ago. but im careful not trying to fk around maybe taping bracing this n that hrt+ dex, like 60% 50% 45% better if no weed or not awake a day and a half but ya i can work hard and exist and keep mental speed and intellect high, despite zero or 3hrs of sleep tho ya i always sleep pre exercise these days, didn't in early 20s or even like 4-5 yrs ago and beyond. i mean i do what i can, safely and do high volume and lift heavy a bit but like back i can lift heavy. squats and deadlifts etc i keep it low. chest is weaker compared to legs and back and arms...so ya i don't lift a lot there, and also neck/ shoulder, possibly ribcage dislocations and hypermobility, I mean i can't fk with that stuff. tho ya i did like back chest shoulders core etc, total body fitness any workout basically unless just walking or calisthenics a tiny bit . perhaps 24hr 48hrs even 72hrs rest btwn workouts is good and great. i remember ppl seeing me training at 29 31 etc or even 25-27 and like ya i mean i overtrained like hell but also worked hard when i could and lay down when i am conserving energy. same with school, university, or my work. but ya probably you're sup to protect joints with bracing and tape, and build LBM, to stave off worsened disability. To keep mobility, energy, mood, outlook, focus strong. For neuro parts incl. ADHD, and the anxiety, and the joint instability (they are probably all related for me). I likely just have a 1/5000 or 1/3500 conn. tissue disorder. hEDS or HSD. AS I said like 200x and deleted like 180 of those times. anyways over. have a nice wknd everyone. --i mean sure someone who is 6'2 6'3 and 260lbs and on hella gear or just insane genetics sure they'll outlift me but ya i mean, this means i was doing like 800-1000 reps 1200 within 2 days in summer and fall 2018 tho stopped lifting as heavy, after only natty and to study.
MNK99 — Today at 12:02 PM
--maybe 500-800 reps some days,, 200-300 for calisthenics sometimes 400-500 going back to mid 20s. and like less and less strength in early 20s... esp after effexor/ rebuilding. i think i can cut and gain lbm back with carniv or ketovore and with or without androgens... with that kind of training. probably test helps lower dex dose. and carniv lowers them.. and it would fix other issues many parts of it and even fertility, if i want to skip marek's / hcg, etc. but ya

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ill make more friends and dates... and socialize more. empathy. mdma. and also carniv. and also slow down i can more w less dex and more weed. soon ketamine. hcg / marek's first perhaps or maybe ketamine first. trauma and autism are before androgen stuff. anyways ill keep at it. i have game naturally im funny and smart and charming but ya i don't let 99.99% of ppl see it, yet im ultraconfident at times. i will be agn yrs straight soon. and ill never get depressed agn. keeping lithium, cannabis, later ketamine on hand.

just be lean and do drugs or drink with women when at new place, and there u go instant dates and bangs. as far as frds lifelong are concerned, new ones i mean, ya career and stuff.
i make em in school here n there but ya i am shy and could have used more frds, and def iwll need em in future. but im not a loser. im a lone wolf and like i mean groups of 5-10 20 ppl ya ev1 staring if u can tell im shy, despite being big and looking serious/ intimidating like wtf.

ill work on being less offstandish. anyways like i mean, there's nothing wrong w ev1 else... only me ? wouldn't u have trust issues?

u think law school ull be frds w ev1 or all the morons in crypto and other markets? i will be less competitive finish stage 2 of wrkt this is light. some calisthenics. anyways peace out, i hope ev1 is doing well.

 

[MNK99]

 

[MNK99]

-_Feb. 26 2025: Revamping Trading Strategy. Better Entries and Exits, with TA:
--systemtically take profits.
--8 ppl here plmbing fixing drywall cleaning floor, painting soon, cleaning vents.. 2 days 2hrs each, then that 5-6 d nitemare over good. well days were good but hectic hiding my work and career from 10 randoms in house.
One loss this yr, in leverage crypto like maybe 4-5 bad ones but 40-50 wins whatever a lot more wins, but cash in always... and trade less, better TA entries n exits.
--sell 80% when fast up 30% or 100-200% and cash in trust nothing.
--time to study -TA. 2.26.2025on't throw away life changing financial opportunities:
--run on sentence of ADHD stress.
--planning (ya that is hard, fine for a case, fine for a petition, prolly fine for litigation, fine enuff for day to day life, easier when living downtown and close to gyms tho and babes).
--but this shyt will work.


Easily 5x-10x stocks over 2-3yrs if not way sooner.. 10x this yr, with better TA. and 10-30x the 5-6k into crypto... easily. instead i gotta make back a bit of losses but ill have 500k cad, later 1.5-3mn and later 20-30mn in 4-5yrs... maybe 6-7 but if things get fucked up only 7-8mn in 4-5yrs and ill be sad bc so m opportunity cost and time lost. but ill take time and learn wont trade ... only small posns in lev crypto and nice bags.

--not bad not bad... market's hectic. all of em. but if i do nothing.. should get 250-300k cad gains this yr, but need to make back like 18k usd, for all leverage going back 3-4yrs, then ill be chilling once that is in offramp, and equal amount is offline, in cold storage. Then make sure I have 2 six fig accts this yr. Shd have a seven or 8 figure and multi 5-6 figs, but I will take time and study TA. It is good, but also pressure, an older guy and a younger guy just yday and week before are asking me and actually others about investments and trades. I mean offline. So I gave em macro, where to look a list... and some advice on Investing vs Trading. Anyways, I lose crypto leverage trading like 4-5x a yr, but it'd be 3 or 2x a yr, prolly zero ish actually with more liquidity, but even without that liquidity right now (increasing it, as I take 80-100k gains, in stocks, just pay the tax, have some writeoffs, and like put it in offramp say i have 300-400k and i take 100k... well 30k write off, and well, clawback 19k.. so i shd have 60k, minus tax 30k... (im not taking all the mny i have, im keeping liquidity high and taxes low), then put 20k in offramp, get 1-2k from parents, and then ill never lose basically, even with some fuckups, but I need to 1. Cash in frequently, 2. Enter less frequently, only in write movements along a curve/ along price movement, so when SOL is in clear leg down, don't long memecoins/alts for instance. Anyways, I will study this shyt 60-90d, I fucking hope less. but I am learning a bit from a mentor, a friend of my uncle's,... that nasdaq futre trades. Anyways that will save hella time, maybe I save 60-80% now, soon 90% of time... and less stress. Lifting 6x a week recent weeks, when I can. Lots of instability, at times... weed makes hypermob. worse, but also helps pain, helps sleep, helps mood, helps slow down to talk to some women and also reluctantly new male friends, but also it helps take the time to explain to friends what's up or like my old classic ADHD doc. Anyways, lots to meditate and study... I am 210-212 from 220 but was 200 like 10 weeks ago, just in a week of carniv, probably I lost 15lbs of fat and water and gained 3-5lbs muscle and hydration around the muscle. I will try being 203 200 198lbs or so by my bday, but that is March 19. Yeah I don't know.. 14-15lbs pretty hard to lose in 3 weeks. I will try being 200 solidly, and I will fast a few extra days. For sure there's a dif look on androgens, tho I am not using much. Pretty sure HRT+/Dex, and a good schedule sort of, with ADHD.. that helps 40-50%, add taping and bracing and str training... like 70-80%< with dex.. and weed, more. But for sure I need time to rest. I was depressed as fuck 2022 summer or end.. end i guess, when I got the vax, and realized more sick again, and disability, i realized. But doing pretty well. Some more fucking clarity, id be up 200k already take home and like 25-30k usd.. so like 500-800k. I still think I can do 400-500k cad, and 20k usd.. if not 50k usd, but I mean I don't want it to be like school, where sure I am really really smart, but between disability and ADHD, and needing to sleep I mean I can get 99's on finals... and skip class.. or just work on school, and not earn. I want this to be fun, otherwise it is exhausting. SO instead of trading daily and watching vids... and trying and staring at screen 20-24hrs a day, it is like 8-10, 2hrs meditating 2hrs getting fkd up, and days of not m work... but then 15-18hrs, studying working working out a bit... but ill have way more time to study, gonna meditate and practice, well take notes... and learn from this dude, the mentor. Just learning TA. Better TA instead of 95-99% accurate, til direction changes, and excess margin, and some fuckups.. there will be none 8-12mo.. or barely any. like lose 20 bucks out of 4000 usd margin, who cares. sure careless maybe but really u slept. Got fkd in a coin, just needed some liquidity.. my house 14000 plumbing/ fixing/ preventing leaks. anyways fuck i shall start studyingfor this shyt. Issue is i'm so smart and im really good, beyond 95th-99th percentile for a lot of shyt, but the things im not great at , ya iu mean why would i spend time learning it. 75% of classic lsat i can beat 98% of the world... then memory probs maybe more like 94-95% some v great students out there, the 25% that im on;ly gonna get 50-70% in i mean sure i want to do better, but im not gonna spent 150hrs/200hrs studying there, prolly way more 500-600hrs, but i did like half yrs ago. SO charting/ technical analysis.. this is like theory classes vs math, it isn't even that m math but I truly hate charting, excel... drawing shyt, etc etc. It is hard, but i mean instead of 3x-5x, in stocks... and like losing out on easy 10x-20x.. ill get better. Instead of murdering most leverage trades in crypto futures, and getting screwed once in 2.5-3mo or so... and weeks of fucking up schedule, mental health will be better... so TA it is. Only wr this all to you, to articulate to myself, why I need to study. I eman... ya it is my income and it would be a shame to be this smart and have 150-200k yrs and 2k crypto and down like 30k usd.. over yrs, and sure that will still turn into lots, but u wanna start the bear market, with 300k-400k cad, and 100k usd... in offramps and offline... then u can murder it easily, at one x, and be patient.. and sell .. shd have 5k in sui and 10k usd in sol etc.. but ill do well. even with these fuck ups surely ill have more 70-100k mo's and days and take it. 2 100k plus days, or near it 820000+ last last week. So december and there. if sell 80% not trusting shyt, well instantly there.. 200 250 290-300k. from like 20k 25-30k last yr start, even less bc i was down so shyt is down a lot,. i had minutes or a couple hrs to sell CYNGN for 122k from 41k, cad... last last tues... but things will come back up. see when u make 40-80k in a day or week or 2, u can ask your prarents for 2k-3k and not care about some losses, bc u can give em way more... but ya when all down, feels bad. need a lot more weed, but gotta be pateint,.. considering i lost one stock maybe 2.. but one for real, like in 5 even 10-4yrs. so that is slower... but u dont wanna ignore that and waste time on crypto... but i mean 80-90-% is practice... having systematic profit taking... so I shall learn. hope u r well. and i mean this is for my work, the other shyt i mean i like logic reasoning. so that is like for fun kinda... the LSAT. but there is no funa nd no time and no dating if in a failed business. so i will turn around and already made more than every dollar invested, however every BTC lost profit... no. all involvement in crpyto positive ? no. see memcoins, alsts.. bags of coins i did well.. but i used most in lev trades. -- so stop loss im 40% better.. better ta 100-200% betetr combined.. even better, which means living. i can trade mjuti market, or specialize in one asset.. and have 300-400k yrs, minus bear market maybe 50-100k or short before that for way more, then more. so it is aite.. but ya it is crazy having 100k-200k mo or 2-3mo turn into barelyy 30-50k gain. but ya u gotta sell... fast. or have auto sells. my stocks are barely 50-60k.. they'll be 100-150k soon and 200-250k but ya better TA and knowing with 100% conviction it is time to sell or this shyt will crash agn, fucking 1.5-2mn last few mo.. with TSLL and RIGETTI and CYNGN. but there's random chaos and tho im very smart, i eman there's info that is impossible to predict, know, guess.. understand. SO what shd i do? eliminate all news and all bs, and study. that guy is polish american, smart.. sure, but his broken english.. the mentor.. i mean ya ill be fine lol law school admission test masters econ in canada is harder, hthan TA. i guess since i work on words and price action... and feeling thatis good but even then 97T% win rate.. i meean.. 30d of good profits, dont take 12-15.. and sure u beat 95-98% of ppl butnu have 2-3x stres. so better learn TA> take 25-30mg dex whatever.. workout at niteor am... sometimes both, within 2d. i need more tape got kinseio tape.. got fkd with price.. 150 or so. for 6 small ones ffs.. need bulk.. like 3x as much for 120-150 bucks was 80-100 a few yrs ago. aint buy any. anyways helps a lot.... helps pain and recov maybe 2d with it.. and that and osta and test and the like.. like 1.5 1 day. good. soon enuff one day or less 12-18hrs i can workout hard, hard and rehba joints, and medium next am at home. so 3x but ya ill workout twice if i can but dont force it. keep cutting getting fresh air learning this shyt, sucks bc my comp and 2 screens has meditation, news... some random bs.. hella crypto stuff, some stock stuff, some other related stuff.. and i mean learning/ studying, i dk may use ipad and discord... i mean i dont want 20 screens with nofap.. but i mean i make my mny online... and u gotta even in law old school plus niche law u need automation anyways gonna study.. fuck me... it isnt that bad itll help me take my 50-100k mo's 4-5x a yr, later yrs, 10x a yr... not in bear tho. but eventually ya. 3-5yrs, ubt lets not barely make 200k a yr and slit our writsts.. let make a lot... and get some funds ask my bro... and fucking use 3% tight stop loss so instead of 80/90 trades iwns.. and over 4-5mo, use 5-10 trades over 4-5mo period in crypto.. leverage.. and like.. i mean have barely any losses at all bought more sui. SUI 2 or 1.40 1.20 -10-20.. sol 135 85--300 500 600 maybe 1000 later this yr eth 5kp-8k maybe, btc 140k-160k maybe 200 250k. but ya u see how volatile shyt is. 3% stop loss and 200 stop outs a yr.. and like 10 sick wins is still insanely good, but yaall i need is more margin, even fuckups like longing melania coin.. when sol is about to crash... well, i mean 43.33 would easilybe 2 or 1.5 or 1.2 avg price if held off 2 weeks, 4 weeks.. 6 weeks at a time.. and then just focus on and close stocks early. anyways working on shyt. gotta do well, my family thinks im successful mostly now.. and i was yrs ago, but not always, and randoms in real lif e hi school uni students

 

[MNK99]

--Feb. 27th 2025:

Kind of joking.
Lot more to life than looks and money.11am slept there, dreamt dinosaurs/ aliens were in this hotel and getting me and there was this chick, i slept 3.30amto 11am.. maybe even closer to 3.20 3.15...
keep leaning up. Kep nofapping. Keep up work ethic, and be able to take breaks.

--bracing taping 30%, ketamine 40% of trauma anxiety, weed.. 20-30% and test/dex 40%, and str training and meditating 40% and nofap 30% so there u go that's lots. Career, hobbies a bit more, passions, a pet, LTR's there that's all, and make a family.

--nice no gym yday, and a shot or 2 of vodka, beef burgers 2.2 and cheese tiny bit, and forced a day old tenderloin steak. And down 5lbs. Cool. Keep it up. SO down 13-14lbs or so, and up 3-4lbs lean mass, but will be down 20lbs then 25-28, and up 5-7lbs lean mass, maybe 4-5lbs lean mass, but later ill crank gear (a tiny bit. everything is for health and discipline and habits, so that i can do well in work and make funds, and take time off, and study law... and also, meet more whores). --thankfully im cute. ow id kill myself, down 200k of profit in days, i shd have closed 100k cad a mo, and im crippled and like ill finish my third stupid degree late, and could have married various 10/10s, so if u think im bragging, go trade leverage crypto (i mean like a smart person, under 3-4x). and ya see how long it takes till u lose 45 mo of rent or a mortgage. anyways, my stocks will pick up later, tsla is a pos, i was 340% i took 175 110 for part, ill sell cyngn later 300%, 2-3mo ideally less, and go from there. nice. peace out bye.

There's trauma - ketamine, ketovore, anx, depresn same, + weed, and ketmn later... and ADHD - dex, and hormones/endo -- HR and that for str training, which also helps all that. Drop 5lbs more perma cool.
--1500 1400cal deficit,.. 1000 a day easy then fast a lot and workout a lot 1400.. ow it is 900-1000 a day, walk run around in the house at lst more a bit nice.

--you know what if LG is hard for me (and I get 90-99 on 2/3 to 3/4 of LSAT) and if market conditions are hard for me and I get liquidated 2d/ 150, or 4d/ 360, 6d/ 800-1000d, ya it's hard for ev1, same w stocks dipping, ill recoup later with MSTR, and also my biotechs, AI/ quantum stocks a tiny bit, and later... cash/ oil stocks, later only cash for peak despair, murder more crypto trades, cash in frequently. if hard for me, it is for nearly everyone so that's good. I can rest... and just workout, till my bday, and ignore this, do 2-3k gains , slowly, then 9k-12k usd... from 1k-2k, and cash in every small amt. good. ill go get a pet later, and ill go out more. Some tiny bit of vodka or a lot of weed to keep dexedrine dose low, work on sleep, and meditate (weed, or psychadelics), will help a lot.

Test keeps dex dose low too, as in im taking less than what I was taking 6mo and 1-2yrs into ADHD treatment. As in I take less than what many kids take, and the safest med. Test and ostarine is good, but ya I want to be superphysiological, I do look like I have a bit of hypotonia, but despite neck stuff... definitely stronger lifts and like 600-800 reps... stronger than most at gym. not trying to lift 900lbs squat and I couldn't anyways. 400-500.. 300 is hard. 300 may damage me, but later on rite gear i could, but i wouldn't because, i am in it for longevity. defs strong v strong. shoulders 2-3 exercises like 10 sets... to 150-160lbs, back same but 4-5 exercises and like 20-30 sets maybe more.. and 120-200lbs. good. leg press 400lbs got to ... but doing it light. 2wrkts a day... 400lb leg press 200lbs back 4-5 exercises at lesast 120 80-90 if hurt, shoulders 3 exs like 120-160lbs. good. i am in it for longevity. mental health, confidence (aesthetics and literal mobility and youthfulness). I am defs strong v strong. shoulders 2-3 exercises like 10 sets... to 150-160lbs, back same but 4-5 exercises and like 20-30 sets maybe more.. and 120-200lbs. good. leg press 400lbs got to ... but doing it light. 2wrkts a day... 400lb leg press 200lbs back 4-5 exercises at lesast 120 80-90 if hurt, shoulders 3 exs like 120-160lbs. good.

--anxiety depression mood adhd --> DEX/HRT+.
--hEDS/HSD -- Test, dex.. taping/ bracing/ physio/ strength training.
--mental .. trauma long term: ketamine.
--fertility, maximum load size and sensation -- HCG, Marek's. Fertility drugs. And test, dht maxing, then ashwa and 2more herbs, to remain jacked cut and lean.. and piqued. Or just low dose test cream.
--relationally: a cat, and a good gf, and a small group of frds here, there... in toronto, in law.. w trading. and also some at gym, elite/ nice cool gym... w some elite lifters, and young fyne ppl soon too.
--already kind of have that, but ya i was well liked and noticed all the time i mean i clearly am.
-- ppl trying to get trading/ investment and other info from me and hangout, get me a beer etc. good.
--ill make time more for ppl, ill get more tape -- the tape from JUZO in Suprememed is good, and Kinesiotape the glue isn't great on this batch first in yrs, and i got 2 new sneakers, get saxx V necks black.
--and it is hard to find em and get
--vegm: vits later got good amt, earphns cheap seinheissers or shures, and gear: hcg var test e, and meds: more test cream 100-200mg a dose per day 150-200mg, and like: more dex scripts.
--LFG. workout, come back to mkt later, set some murderous longs in this shyt, lev in crypto. And ride out, sell cyngn at lst 30k cad up but shd be 80-90k++ if not 120-160-200k, then
--get 200-300 shares tsla one x... and buy it in lots, lowest prices per 3-4mo... and per 2-3yrs... and ideally 4-5yrs, later next yr and this yr super crash, and in and out of TSLL.
--and maybe use TSLY and MSTY or whatever bear shares... anyways... for now ride it out.
--lets get fucking rich and podcast/ substack for fun, trade for fun once critical mass, 2-3accts 6 figs,.. and get 6-7 offline, and 5-6 in defi... and ya get TFSA (stock acct 2) to 20k cad stat. lets go.
--take killer lev trades to TFSA get taxed later in withdrawal, take gains out next yr or yr after, put into crypto. Get some from dad and brother, and give em a good amt later, this yr or later.
--and never lose, and never waste 90-120d and 10h + at times way more hrs of work.
--and master the TA and learn this shyt now.
--switching gears... better take supps, medicine and study.. and wrkt.

--STUDY TA. and ls. Strength, stability, mobility, peace of mind. career, focus, studies. I'm GTD. mdn too. Take 340-400%, Get 60k prof, take 20k into cash, 20k into cyn, and get like a fast 180k-220k, that and other --tight sl, 80% unused. exs mgn. DCA, better TA ex and entry.
--so wrkt 5x, 0x, 6x, and 2-3.. then 6-7x or so this wk. strength training helps anx, depresn ,trauma, ADHD, and hormone optmzn, and heds.. so does ketovore, so would tei, but hrt+/dex, ketmn are faster, --make back 170k profit stat, TSLL 140k, and this shyt cyngin 80k, 20kusd lev.
--that is actually 240k but ya i mean 170k and 20k usd will help me make way more esp in bear, esp w pharmaceutical stocks and ya close 80-90% immediately when u up 45% after waking or 100-200% and it is 3am fucking sell pre market, TD fucked me over anyways peace out.

 

[MNK99]

1. --watch Bluemountain State (really stupid old show) or Reacher (pretty stupid too but fun at times), with Alan Ritchinson for workout motivation. Obviously I won't grow 100lbs and be 6'4 6'5 but whatever, he went thru a lot too. He almost killed himself this one time, and he is on HRT... but was def on gear and def has the genes. I mean look at him "skinny" in blue mountain state. he claimed he just works out till he can't... 2-3hrs a day. ok. he was ripped af in blue mountain state, now he is like 100lbs bigger, and he was huge then. he is like that super jacked NFL player that was like skinny af in hi school but insane frame now he is 120lbs bigger lol. looks like a monster.

--i guess i need extremes for fat and water to melt off, easily 1000 cal deficit per day, easily 1400-1500, with extended fasts... and like lifting, idk 300-500cals x 3-4d. at lst 9000 cal deficit, probably more like 7000 + 1800, plus 1200... 10k, but i drop more than 2.5lbs... or i drop none or gain back. but this will quickly take waist down, ill just chill lie down, keep rooms open, when I can. So either I lose 5-6lbs or even 10lbs earlier per week, or i lose none, and i gain some muscle, and even on nothing, at the very least maintain strength, while cutting bodyfat. If im vascular at 210 212 , well ill be very vascular with near all fat gone. 200 195. good. 192 earlier... after pfs.. the next 2.5-3yrs n ripped, but quickly fell to 179 178 bc of trading then 185 188 190 195 but less strong some fat, then 220 fuck.

ANYWAYS this is stress, not the fat loss per se... but ya sure. The other stuff, the mental, physical, market, studies there, and elsewhere. Better meditate and slowly add half an hr then 1-2hrs each thing im studying.
Then 3-4 for one and 1-2 for the other, but 30mins adds up.. 1hr here 1 hr there. k better o, take meds, stest cream, ostarine, dex... and shower in 3-4hrs or shower soon and then take em then wrkt twice to save time. ow wrk out soon and also later. market is fkd as thought... and ya i may as well study ta. go meditate and chill outside. i feel safer w androgens and dex... maybe take dex and ostarine, take test cream post shower. I don't want to mess up my day, but ill workout anyways. twice.

All in timely fashion and all chilled? I don't know, id like to... seems unlikely. As per the ADHD/ hEDS (or HSD). But ill try my best, bc you get more perfect... ya. ANd then life is easier and u take opps more, so when women hit on me or want to hangout, i notice, and i have some time... eventually in the week or a few d later. nice. or a week late.r whatever. All day and nite ideally. day date. day game.. then from there.

own place agn id be slaying agn more.


2.--nice no gym yday, and a shot or 2 of vodka, beef burgers 2.2 and cheese tiny bit, and forced a day old tenderloin steak. And down 5lbs. Cool. Keep it up. SO down 13-14lbs or so, and up 3-4lbs lean mass, but will be down 20lbs then 25-28, and up 5-7lbs lean mass, maybe 4-5lbs lean mass, but later ill crank gear. doing well good fuck it. more 100k mo's coming, ill take it, sell 80% immediately, bc, then... ill be up 200k by feb 5 or 8 and that can be 800k a yr cad plus crypto, and i mean i live off other mny for now. ill study work be lean and handsome. have fun, don't kill yourself anyone. im busy. bye. --lots is water obvsly and digestion. but ya also 1000, even 1400-1500cal deficit and fasting 27-30-33hrs automatically at times nice. cutting and recomping, soon down 25-28lbs and like 23-24 on scale and up 5lbs lean mass back, and then more superphysiological (bc people are vain af, i guess me namely but still). I already prolly gained 5-6lbs lean mass back but also some water... i mean back exercises are near bodyweight or above agn. legs like 2.3x (i have lots of injuries), im going slow. chinups 0 back up to 50-55 straight at times 3x a week. pushups crunches back up to 100-150 or so... but ya that is all half or so well leg press is like 20-30% less than max but whatver, im in it to win it, longevity. i wish u all well, just follow what i said 6-7 yrs ago and other and use trial and error, and if u wait on pharma, i mean are you stupid? for ED?? or PFS or PSSD (and ya it was a lot more than that). I'd say pron is ruining more of your lives than any "permanent castration". (edited)

MNK99 — Today at 11:35 AM
i am in it for longevity. mental health, confidence (aesthetics and literal mobility and youthfulness). I am defs strong v strong. shoulders 2-3 exercises like 10 sets... to 150-160lbs, back same but 4-5 exercises and like 20-30 sets maybe more.. and 120-200lbs. good. leg press 400lbs got to ... but doing it light. 2wrkts a day... 400lb leg press 200lbs back 4-5 exercises at lesast 120 80-90 if hurt, shoulders 3 exs like 120-160lbs. good. Now im done. --it is fking crazy tho, how I can be so skilled at the verbal logic, and like I mean I get 200-400 perc a yr in stocks w zero of my own TA, so lets step it up. Crypto is harder. They both are hard tho, most ppl would get rekt even in nvda or tesla. let alone hard things. --either btc to 64 52 68 76k... and then later 120-160, even 200... this cycle. or bear market sooner than we think. later for sure bear market, need 50k here, 100k there, 20k there, deploy. ill be 70-80% cash soon as i can, if i wait too long or get distracted, at least 30-40% that, 20-30% btc and tsla/ nvda.. and ya some other stuff. (edited)



MNK99 — Today at 11:50 AM
--ya i hate all that shyt. TA, logic games, excel... drawing... etc. but ya ill force myself to learn it. did before, not TA, but obvsly diagrammed in biosci, and like in econ... charted some macro, micro stuff. it is impaired proprioception, and like spatial awareness. Been there forever. Ya i better workout before I get sad over disability. --meditate, workout, journal/plan... study. and treat these "off days" like work days. The 3 trolls who called me spam recently will never amt to anything. I've lost 10x your life's worth at 30 lol. (in profits, or the amt that is worth in btc now). Beat your PSSD w no forums, no help whatsoever, and PFS, despite all the haterade (not on hackstasis, but u know those other places were definitely depressing af). I mean that kid that called me schitzo, and that kid here crying about 200 random symptoms, and someone else I barely remember. --id only do law, bc im a g. same with VC. --acting/ other stuff. writing, bc I'm an artist. defs fx health, srry you're not doing 3-4 v hard things. (edited)

MNK99 — Today at 01.30pm

---self mastery over everything. Work, Studying, Working out/ fitness, and remaining hormone optmzn, Dating, making friends, dealing with loss in business, and not reupping too soon, not being destroyed.. same with exams..like 1/5 exams bad, you can't go on a bender or feel like life is over (and I do at times and did in uni... maybe till 25-26). Anyways. doing well. Logged all that stuff, 2 line summary here. done. - 1.31pm GMT, 2.27.2025. You can start 2-3 businesses, fail one, and date 4-5 women, and only succeed with 3, with self mastery. Over time. Habits and perfectionism. nofap 45days, i meet like 10 women, issue is ya im addiction prone, but even then... I mean... ya u can date and fk up nofap also but ideally, that goes way of drinking. Drank tiny bit yday but long gone. Ah prolly i wont be able to copy and paste what i wrote ffs. i wrote a lot on my ph re: trading/ stgy, gonna read some stoic works. Had three drinking days maybe last 3mo, usually it is zero for 6mo but ya i have chronic pain and need to chillout.


U don't want to haphazardly make 150-200k, and easily could have been 600k. i mean that is demoralizing af. u dont want an b to b minus avg in law scl (or however it is scored), when u can get an a- to a. more like 3mn-4mn usd, 200-300k tsla or tsll, if not depressed af 2 yr. --zero TA of my own nearly zero at lst, like 10 perc of most analysts... with size lots, ya id be up 300-500k usd, then popcat 1.5-3mn.. and then other stuff, sui.. easily last yr and 200k tsll if not 250-300k w better sells.... or buying major dip even more. but depressed af 2 yrs, and lots is due to disability, and not letting others in.... need to allow self to be vulnerable. chicks were literally offering me rides, PRE looking more disabled. I mean it is mostly invisible but physical activity, awkward gait... injuries etc, all that taping/bracing, i guess also lying down a lot or standing.. then it is less invisible. so the shaking in cold, head moving with lith or dex (less, i can focus how to move muscles, or contract/ etc better, and proprioception is better). but ya my 30th bday, my frd walked me to my condo in toronto... i mean, ya i could barely walk. and sure i drank... but. 26, fell ... 25 24.. here n there, injuries well always injuries.. 21 fell badly. stupid teachers asking me if i was on drugs at 14 (i make 2 yrs of their salary in a day, and do it risk mgmt wise, and will keep it all now as i get better so fk them. im better looking too). so there u go that shd motivate u. more like 3mn-4mn usd, 200-300k tsla or tsll, if not depressed af 2 yr, but ill do well and i mean main thing is staying active and meditating, and then slowly adding whatever i need, supps, meds... changing course as needed, via health. But also via work and like switching gears, tasks from work --> studying for work --> studying for school --> creative pursuits --> socialization. easier to do with weed + 20mg dex, vs 20-40mg dex.. and easier to do, taking care of disability.


3.
HYPE, MELANIA, POpcat, and sui hopefully bottoms are in or near it, I have limit orders lower. At spot... and mostly leverage, but 10% stop losses in effect, and like... some excess margin. Keep that up, never not have 40-50% to spare, if not 70-80%, in other accts (not exchange, not that exchange at least).

I mean 30-%50% lower, but starting some posns now, 1-3x.

You could long btc at 80k or even better 64k 70k 56k... etc, or in bear market for a 2yr or so trade at 45 48k 52k or whatever, maybe 39k who knows.
u can get MSTR too. BETTER TA, or knowing 4-5ppl's or 2-3 ppl's TA or one... you can set bids there... anyways gotta go meditate n workout. peace and love.

--use CHATGPT4.. pro or whatever summarize what im saying via text, and audio msg to be easily marketable and to relate to ppl. And to sum thoughts, so I can work.
--see i bujo ev day here, and also ideally offline hard to keep that ill try... and also meditating more but gotta do more r now. pain more bc of increased hypermobility/ decreased motor control,
--worsened ligament laxity. But took weed in coffee with prog a tiny bit but ran out of prog... gotta get tape,... and more bracing attachement, and test e, var, hcg stat.
--could have bought 10-15k usd worth i mean more like 1500 dollars or 1000 dollars worth dec to now, ill never make mistakes like that agn. one loss / 200k or 3400 or so usd/200-300kusd is not too bad.
--but my mentor and my uncle who trade nasdaq futures lose like 0-3x a yr... or 0 at times, they have more mny tho, i will too in near future. Tk care, gotta go.

--i hope 2 yr law scls that are online and ivy league or at lst UOFT/osgoode quality are coming, and specialized masters econ/law... or like 3 yr phd's. edun must be revamped. id say ignoring ADHD, and like CPTSD, 10 yrs etc was school's fault. also the misdx of bpii.. a lot was school's fault. getting millions only next couple yrs, or recent yrs realizable... ya it'd happen 10yrs earlier w better guidance. easily could have done 3-4mn usd last yr, but that is ok but ya if ur minus 35 percent then up 200 percent after the weekend and that is 80-110k cad, or a btc, or whatever, or 50k-100k usd, fucking take it wtf. 3-5x that, a yr... ya you're golden. you'll see far more opps, countless, with trading the way im starting to learn about better, but i only know like 20-25% of it, plus my stuff, but ya it'll improve, bc ill make it improve, just like LR in LS test... and RC, and well LG... like charting, technical analysis, various graphing in econ/business, that isn't my best area at all. worst if anything... but it'll imrpove drastically. TA isn't that hard, school is harder for sure.... but ya, i should visualize and not need to draw it and instantly be able to draw on phn, like my uncle did for TSLA and others.. and like my mentor of sorts does.

80k-100k in a day fucking take it call bank.. use weed and dex. call em or go to brokerage.. or bank get em to sell. bc crash after. ya. bc u buy the major dips and then instant 50-100k more. so ya. then u can pay tax on some.. wdraw 50-80k, write off 30k 35k.. and like put 45k in offramp and boom 200k-300k usd yrs in crypto too lol nice. and way more w blow off tops nice.
needed guidance and more open honesty w dad and brother but they see im doing well and know im super smart and always did so that's good. never getting depressed 6mo 1yr 2 yr s whatever datye and make more female frds let em drag me to therapist, gp, etc.. and change course, a week or so.. or a few days, then new medical regimen if need be i mean long term.

cool now i meditate get sunlight fresh air wrkt once then wait.. get work done, then second time ideally i do it 230 but i gotta shower .. had to use washroom and i showered 9pm yday or so.
but wll shwoer agn but cannot let the cream and andro gel get fkd.. let osta test epi and dex kick in... lets meditate n go. nice. 2.10pm 20mins of work 10 was waiting around, put test cream on cock etc, and then... like wait. and like 2hrs aritculating what im saying 3hrs but it was a good exercise. maybe 3-4hrs work 2hrs today, but 6-8 and 10-12when hectic or 14-15.. 5 staring at screen.. and ya less is more.

20x 200x better soon. i dont mean gains i mean in terms of life being easy and livable. 10x already w dex... just like as a 20 something... and 100x w a ltr and love. and better gains..
so ill make time for bishes more but ya i mean im not gonna date some garbage woman... and lose out on 200-300k quarters. and 10-20k usd mo's at lst 3 if not 4-5 or so times... lets go.

NOT greed it is impulse ctrl and risk mgmt, for me. For someone v skilled, with hi fning ADHD. So im working on that.


--weed more, medically would have made ADHD + ASD or whatever... probably that and CPTSD easier for sure.. and hanging out in masters. and like... 2000-3000 word papers, (more like 10-20k word papers), easier to shorten for that weekly 900 word assignments. fk. anyways, dex improves life like 200%, some tape/bracing, psychedelics, 400-500%, long run 200-300%, better social support... 5-10x that. sm w trading, 10x better, but easily shd be 100x better, and one yr after studyin this shyt, i will be. so if that isn't motivational or helpful to anyone, or doesn't have anything to do with health IDK what does. Untreated ADHD and being highly intelligent = suicide, same with losing 2-10mn usd, same with CPTSD, same with moderate - severe ASD (mine is probably low to moderate). I was depressed over more than "just pfs", but i get rid of depression 5-8yrs, anxiety maybe 6mo-18mo sometimes. not all anxiety, but the ... 20-30hrs a week of worrying... i mean i do worry a lot lately, but ya there are positive and there are negative stresses.


--no improvement ill 4x-5x every 2-3 yrs max , for stocks at times, sometimes 5-8x.. but ill miss hella opps, and maybe 10-20x in crypto in 2yrs, but ya i could have 100x'd 1000xd already. 10000xd w tesla or btc... 10-15yrs ago anyways maintain habits and discipline and don't just rely on intelligence and being fast and overall risk management, but more precise, consistent not over a year or 2 or 3, but every trade nearly, (crypto is kind of different), per trade... i mean u can't have 3 percent stop losses all the time in crypto. 10-20% at times, but excess margin, but the 2-4% of times u don't have excess margin, or market crashes/ corrections occur... or u impulsively buy say trump or melania... or u are in 15 popcat trades, and u win 11-12, i mean just dont trade at times. i won all spot. and all... memecoins well like 9/11 or 12/15 or so meme trades this yr. and spot going back a couple yrs. i win 90-99% of leverage trades but have to add more money. u can't buy dips forever... so better risk mgmt/ logged.

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1am 27hrs 33 at 7am damn well may fast 22-24hrstoday whatever.... or like eat tmro. means 4-5lbs in a couple days...or 4-5lbs a week solidly.. vs like 1-2lbs and sure being strong but needing to cut later. if in doubt, ill chillout. some vodka and cannabis in coffee, vodka over ice, or with carbonated water, but not often. could have worked out twice last nite but it was kinda late didn't want to ask for a ride... and im down like 160k plus in profits... but i mean, itll come back but more importantly, staying inside, fasting but not continuing it that long, u lose more. and i can think straight, was pretty irritated/ stressed for a couple d, ill own it. i hope bear market not soon but worst case fake rally.. then major crash. q1 bad for tsla anyways, but ya if u up a ton and u know 99% of ppl will never have those trades or gains. fucking sell. i was and didn't know for tsla, and did eventually but could have sold it 3 huge highs earlier... jan last yr june and dec... and like wever ill still do well but rate of rtn hi if u do 100-200k and r working on liquidity, then ur good , end of yr, mid yr, and take time to do crypto only and ull be great. march april ill be back up a lot. but im taking 100k gains soon fuck this ya.
SO now i make more than associates in alaw and i banking soon consistently make more than 90% of lawyers. ater 95-98%, add law good. we good bye. add creative stff, or just do soaps overseas and date 26-31 yr olds we good.
---ill consistently outearn all jr ibankers, lawyers soon. already made associate income but ya now only 1/3 or so, but ill take it, later 3-4mn usd yrs will happen but 400-500k cad, and 100-200kusd is good... u can turn it into far more. with not enuff clarity, on selling just sell. is 100k gonna help ur life? ya. is 20k 10k 5k? ya. can u buy it 3x cheaper and make 6-10x in a short time? ya. so fucking sell. if i join law scl tmro, ill graduate at least 3-4mn... cad, plus some crypto. but shd be a lot more. it will be cuz i earned it. graduating late, fking 3 degree programs, no diagnosis a physical disability and ADHD till 26 and then 30 something (still undiagnosed actually for hEDS/HSD but i mean same same basically my dx and those). and the PSSD, PFS. u better make 500k-600k post tax. or at least 100-200k and appreciate 400-500k 1/2 yrs, if u lost time due to illness. and u need it. i can do other things and or wait till accelerated/online/ distance/credible education works. untreated ADHD was worse than PSSD by the way, so was mania, and depression, and having to leave the country. and career/ academia destroyed. but i fixed whatever nearly life has thrown at me (pfizer/ fda, etc mostly).

 

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To haters:
--not ev is about u. doing law in your 30s is risky. tech stocks is risky. crypto is risky. creative pursuits are risky. fixing all health stuff solo is risky. i did it anyways or will do whatever is missing from this list. thx to me and info i found. and ya hackstasis helped me a lot. im thankful for that. im pretty fking calm and non schizo for someone that made like 200k in 2mo and gave back like 120-140k of that and had easily 300-400k usd trades from 6k cad go to zero, but they were at 20k-25kusd... and easily missed out on 600k-3mn usd, in shyt i got at lowest prices (Ilike 4 yr lows or all time lows) avax sui sol.. etc. 8 yr lows 10 yr lows for sol. all time lows nearly for sui. so ya... it does weigh heavy on my mind. 2 six fig accts i cd have had easily in recent 2-3mo and shd have taken all gains but i will now..whenever up a lot. or a good amt even up barely. dont be stupid.


to me:
--203k at lst, and like... 20-30k maybe more w cyngn. goddamnit. 2 six fig accts newly minted and 20k-30k in offramp, easily 500-700k yrs to follow, in bulls.. and then beyond. ill still do well but that is crazy. ill be back up later but ya i may only make 200-300k and 2-3k usd this yr, fk me. but nah itll be far more and there's countless opps. good. stress.
--in last 2-3mo more like no to feb 8 or 15 or 16 or 13 whatever. fk me. anyways i can fund that shyt 8k and take some and wait for this to go to 190k from 50k... and go from there, but ill do better than that.
--and it is fine ignore workout look goood. and meditate meditate meditate lift lift walk sleep eat workout meditate exercise take 40k and 90k gains and exit those, buy some shyt down, take 20k and 10k
--and later ull have some sicck 70-200k wins, and that is better than 203k but 200k early in yr is sick.
--gotta make back 200k profit from last two mo canadian @RebelWithACause -- will . studying tA now, when not working out and meditating. tsll 122k, cyngn 81-100 maybe 110k . but ya soon
--2 fully above 100k stock accts, and 20-30k in offarmp, it wd been nice pre taxes,.. and pre all this market chaos, but i aint worried. sometimes u gotta go down 40-50% or 80% to go up 20x. which is 400 percent and shd be 800-1200 or even 3000 4000 5000% or 20000% if in shyt earlier at low prices i got for sol sui etc... but that is ok, ill have liquidity and can support own and technically do have some liquidity and can support self now a bit, but end of yr or so, shd have 20-30 yrs rent, and 2-3 yrs exps, later.. 50-100 yrs, and 8-10 yrs exps later more.
i shall improve.

hope u r well bro. i know this is a lot. just read that line lol. this is thoughts, strategy, planning, bullet journalling and cutting my posts from discord, as i let weed kick in and test and dex.
--fuck man full cost law scl times 2-3x ill have yr end and some crypto but could be 6-8x and even 20-30x that from jan last yr to now but i didn't have liquidity but i will now. i aint losing 1x/3mo or 4x a yr anymore w crypto tho ya i did once, it is only lev trades.
--later yrs, 2yrs or one yr from now ideally 6mo or 2mo, fund defi and offline, so later 4 six fig accts and later some 7figs and 8. we good.

 

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THIS IS KEY --> EASILY had 600-900k even 2-3mn yr or over 2yrs in reach... so ya take my 100k mo's. sell. u can think and look at other stuff, but just sell.
NO ONE GOT POOR By TAKING PROFIT. SELL 80% when in doubt and get it. CRYPTO insane last 2 yrs and forever really... but, ya i mean usually something moves.. while others r down.

MNK: FEB 27th 2025 MKT CORRECTION: GLOBAL CASH IN REMINDERS. DAILY.
*NEVER GIVE BACK 200k .. 100k 80k agn. if u down 20k 15k and next day u up 100k or well after the wknd, fucking cash in. CALL em and get it done, bc sketchy as fuck all of it.
actually 250k.. w tsll and this shyt, recent last year. and most of that well... 15d ago and dec 18 or so. maybe dec 8 10 12 whatever. SELL 80 percent ya.
MAKE 2 six fig accts and add 20k to offramp and murder lev trades even if i fuck up cuz 2k 1k 500 2k 4k 5k 8k i mean u can't get rekt with 2.5x that, elsewhere.
but instead of working 120-140hrs, now 80-90, well... 40-50 and study 10-15.. and fk off 10-20 but wake early (some say 8-10h fucking off, and 10h waiting for jt stability, and like freaking out or thinking and staring into space, maybe 30hrs of that and anxiety attacks, but replace 1/3 of that with studying then half total. still need 10-15hrs to freak out or be away from ppl.. a week well 50-75hrs 90hrs 110 hrs to be away from ppl maybe 130-140hrs... but ya. anyways, the pt is fucking cash in daily habit... weekly at lst.. monthly reminders up the ass.

trust nothing. 200-500 100 40 80% trades 90-99% of the time, ya take it. even eli lilly i had 10k or 18k worth at 233 263, easily 4x. wait on stocks, ill murder it .. doing nothing 300-400k but lafar ore w sells n buys. rigetti and soundhound wait 30-40% even 50-80% down.. in this correction and 95-99% down in bear mkt. have 50-200k cad to deploy and 20k usd at lst. good.

--STUDY TA. and ls. Strength, stability, mobility, peace of mind. career, focus, studies. I'm GTD. mdn too. Take 340-400%, Get 60k prof, take 20k into cash, 20k into cyn, and get like a fast 180k-220k, that and other --tight sl, 80% unused. exs mgn. DCA, better TA ex and entry.

--close close close.. easily 200k 220k yr, tsll and cyngn on feb 10th. so sell, when up a shit ton sell 80% same w crypto like 18kusd and more... so ya i gave back quarter miln profit. never agn. cash in daily reminders. I will do 300-500k cad, and 100kusd plus this yr. Master ta.

-2 100k mo's and hella mny like 18kusd profit, maybe 15k 14k usd profit at least 12-13k, cuz i did lose 1-2k cad at some pt. that is from yrs on phemex, this acct tho. but ya soon ill have 50-100k takehome and take it mo's in stocks 4-6x a yr, and crypto 5k 5-6x and 10-20k usd, 3-4x... or so. but not all the time. and defs not as mkt turns bearish.. be out. and go peak bear... at or rite after euphoric moves.

psychology game is tight. focus is hurt.. by weed and life stuff... at times.

so careful.

mentoring an 18yr old and a 52 yr old in investments, despite all that lost profit. but doing well. ill be back up soon but not for a week or 2.. maybe 5-6 i hope not, that would be 13 red weeks for TSLA ina row.
that is like bearish as fuck.. I mean going 340-250 220 200 34% up is super bearish. but ya ill have some 200-300 perc trades there more, over 2-3 yrs 1200-2000% 6 yrs or 5, 20000 40000 600000% at 2x.

Not joking. I mean unless ELON fks it all up, and talks shyt all day. GET A NEW CEO u clown what the fuck.

anyways, rich later. semi rich 8-10 weeks ago and 10-15 days ago, actually rich, solid 500k gains, and 200k usd... gains.. and say 200-300k takehome taxable income... plus that, in next 2-3yrs, could have last 4mo and even had 2 7 fig accts but not perfect sells and entries, tho pretty near perfect entries for 90% 9 maybe most trades. not that melania coin. so make exits match that 99th percentile entry.

and cash in like a rockstar too.
look like one, mostly lift like one but my younger friend ya he corrected squats and initially shoulder shrugs. tight joints and i mean long as fuck arms. good size legs but maybe short waisted a bit, look great lean tho. fuck me.. that and weakened... maybe ain't cut so aggressively (recomp so aggressively), but i get gains. just keep some weight on bar.

HELLA weaker today, but fasted like 28-30hrs or so yday, was planning on doing 33hrs or so maybe 36 today, but sure I gotta eat. Good kid, ill perfect my TA and mentor him... and also this 52 yr old.

BUT ya i feel imposter syndrome since i just gave back a half a house or a mortgage in many places, a half a nice condo here, a quarter or so of one in Toronto fuck me.
AND I lost out on easy as fuck money 400-600k usd in sol alone, as i said six mo and 9mo ago, and like... millions. so graduate law with 20-30mn usd vs like 5-8mn cad and like... 300k usd.
ill do better than that in 3yrs for sure,, but if u never sell but only do whale lot sells... sort of (not really those are like 165 mn 18mn 200mn 500mn sells). ... well.... ya i mean it will be slow and steady, and 7figs then 8 5-7yrs. but ya perfect ta. get seven figs this yr if im super lucky and fortunate and work hard, other wise... high six figs at least 250-300k cad saved up that is a lot more than beginning of last yr...

and like 281k more than starting, and 294k more than initial investment but easily 4000k 600k w cyngn and rigetti n selling tsll. it is dead mny. don't be loyal. like hoes, noit a perfect or near it woman.
sell, get in and out... like my bro and like ya my uncle says, and like i want to. podd id trigger and get shyt done ADHD wise.. fast. im fast minde literally. hyperactive... but i guess dex slows u dwn a lot and weed.. but force self talk to self meditate 2hrs 1hr and get rdy... and then make sure.. or sell pre gertting rdy get rdy later, u up 80-100k that mo sell what the fuck r u doing glad i took some profits... but ill take hell amore. anywas my boys here remind me to sell... at times. watch TSLL and tsla and SUI and stuff but ya doing nada, 10k 20k into sol and this shyt just sell 3x and 1-2x cyngn like 3-4mn usd not joking.

plus other shyt like popcat. rigetti other shyt in there. ignore, cut down 80-90% of youtube subs... even tho i watch em when solidly up as fuck.. or like down and nada to do. or just ignore em but it is bad energy desubscribe. keep fav 7 trading channels.. keep some macro, hedge fund , mathematical analysis channel, one fitness channel, and some personal finance channel, and like one or two cool ppl. delete the rest of the subs.

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--mentoring some 18 yr old kid and also... some 52 yr old man later, investing and trading. but ya ill close. cannot ever give back quarter million in 2-3mo of profit. i didn't lose, shyt just went mad bearish. but mini correction. helped some kid w lsat a bit too, i have a sick one on record. im busy but ya mofos and some old frds can tell me to sell. also ill get some female frds to tell meto sell also. and also, next gf ill teach her this shyt at lst psyche, macro ( i mean 300-400% a yr with that or even 400% over 2 yrs is way better than most ppl) but ya i shd be 800-1200-2000% . but ya more mny it is easier. u can deploy 20k 50k 100k. and i shd have that mns in solana and mns cad in stocks, rigetti tsla. also i gave back like 100 shares of tsla fk.

i need 1000 shares at peak bear price or close to it, best 5-6 yr price, and TSLL and also... sometimes bear shares TSLY .. ya. tesla in and out, fuck man... and peak bullish to bear get inverse etf's there, and like half mill there, later 10-15mn instead of 3.5-5mn. agn tsla can go to zero. 60 30 but ya itll mk ppl rich. dont get caught bag holding n have to work regular job for a time. just get some funds 2-3k from dad and bro here n there... and like murder it. shd be funding tfsa 20k even 100k rite now and have 30-40k usd if not 200k in offramp and 100k in play, and 1-10k in defi. but ya im building. i got the psyche work ethic returns, now just make sure i sell the peaks. relative 3mo 6mo 12mo 20mo 30mo peaks 40mo peaks that was prolly for tsla and 5-7 yr even lows in april. better ta.

cashing in discipline, as a habit first... and reminding myself to do so... and ya ill do well. but ain't giving back generational wealth nor losing out on 500k usd in sol and 3mn 5mn in popcat etc ever agn i mean w new shyt in next cycle need to be rich ish this yr, then well off after bear, then wealthyish next ccle. less indecision and just not knowing when to sell or what price rather. TIME VALUE OF MNY. 200k 20k 500k 3mn 1k is better now than a yr or ten yrs or 6mo or minus 50k or minus 400k unrealized... obvsly. anyways sell when i can.


down down down, then a few hundred gains in crypto then some 2k an 5k 10 cash in 2k 5k 10k.. and down but later up 50-100k ideally 200-300k sell half.. and sell 3/4 of the rest for cyngn. and tsll well either gain support at 230 200 or it is fkd for now, and get out 4-5k gains on half (that was 61k at lst... for 122k gains in Dec, around the 8th or 10th or 16th 18th maybe also). Ev1 will get fkd. Patience is a virtue.

READ more stoicism books. finish second part of my workout now.. and go study.. and lie down, maybe eat 3-4am... or maybe eat soon, should still be shredding. leftover 2d old 40% wendys double beef patties i had 4... so 1.6 remain, some tuna .. nice.. and like idk i have bison and beef but ya that's enuff. weaker at gym for sure. gonna practive lite as fuck squats get form rite and shoulder shrugs perhaps. ya.

 

[MNK99]

--the real crash, after this correction, and new all time highs at lst for crypto (leading indicator perhaps this last yr or so. not sure). is when hang sang goes down 9-15k pts and nasdaq goes down 8-10k or so pts. i mean i like the new FBI director, love the new VP, like many of Don's picks... and also DOGE, and he is securing 500bn usd mineral rights from Ukraine, and giving like 5k usd to elligible tax payers (likely, as per Vivek and some other guy's idea)... I mean shyt shd be mad bullish. AND conservative pm here soon, we can use our number five in the world beef, and insane amts of oil. BUT Tarrif wars, disinformation, random walks of assets... and yeah I mean it is third yr of a bull mkt. Maybe 120-180yrs of us stock markets... show that it must go down. BUT the true bear in FEB?? early q1? I don't think so. But ya i mean 95-99% of newish tesla investors (minus options, hedge funds... like shorting and longing people), for 2-3yrs are negative, like go down another 100 pts, and like most are negative for 4-5yrs... so ya id rather sell measly 20-30% then have it go down... 20-30 percent but whatever. ill get more fiat and use for crypto.. and channel that into TFSA more liquid stock acct and contribute to rdsp . prolly down more tmro. i mean surely. but my pharmaceuticals/ biotechs aren't even down that much. i mean relatively, they also are like 500-2400 dollars so small portion of acct anyways, ill build those posns over time. over 3-6mo wordt case 9mo worst case buying only in bull n hold in bear 18-20mo down but i doubt it. but ya i mean being all tsla and fucked up alt coins is fucked up.


but i mean sub one dollar nasdq stocks r also fkd up. reallocating later. 7 stocks.. 5-8 is good, at times 3, at times zero... at times mostly oil sector,. gold.., have 20-30% gold pre bear mkt.. and like 10% uranium and nuclear stocks... maybe that is better to buy in bear actually and 40-50% cash if not more like 80-100% cash. sucks seeing something u wait for materialize and be an amazing gain ppl would be envious of.. but 80k 10k 100k etc is a lot of mny. so ya sell. keep selling peaks and it is 8-10mn in tsll and tsla later, 12-14mn.. and ya it is 20k-40k in leverage wins from 4-5k cad... usd tho, and in sui or link etc, that is 100k link maybe 40-50k gains. later.. after next bear even more.. but u shd short pre bear. anyways ill fking relax. workout tiny bit more. learn to squat agn properly, hypermobility sorness... just clinical clumsiness and long arms.. normal size legs mostly im pretty sure and abdomen i mean good but ya i mean i cd easily be 6'3 '4 carnivore youth would have been ideal. but whatever. i look good tho but ya i mean certain mvmts aren't safe. i did 120 140 165lb squats today but ya ill keep it 100lbs or less. and work on form. in front of mirror and follow vids n confirm w my friend. anyways better unsub 40-60 maybe 80 youtubes... i had like 3-4 in 2019 2020 and blocked all. still block color. it was all for law scl. make 500k realized and 100k usd... i mean... sell and hold as cash, keep some in offramp and offline... and add to stacks... and like ya i succeeded and will cont to. take small trades, i was gonna tell my uncle 80k there, and back up 120 150 k tsla and shyt but ya it has been days. weeks for tsla. shyt will go back up way up but one trade 550 600 for 200k vs 5-6 insane trades u miss for 200k.. and peak bearish in short term future... like 5400-500k plus 20k in cgtx and 20k riding in cyngn after selling 120k from 41k 2x. ya u have way more mny, u can fund a killer tfsa.. and u can fund a killer offramp and u have liquid cash, fund 10k-20-k offline.. and fund a few grand into defi. never fking up like that agn. tell me ill be ok!!

 

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Could be married to a ten and have kids and a JD and like 500k-1mn usd crypto old holdings 3-5mn 6mn easily now.. and like.. 300-400k stocks. w better tA or just knowing where to look... and better TA, my source.

IF I had ketamine and test cream the whole time. Maybe u learn certain lessons later than u want to.
I'll be aite. I still attract and ya I will use it more. WEED helps me slow down and talk to ppl tho I get distracted. It also worsens hypermobility but helps pain and resting. And mood.

Ketamine will rock. It will be really strong for me. As will Marek's and VAR soon.

I will cash in always. frequently. anyways I will relax, after a tiny bit more exercise here at home. Way weaker than 2days ago... and ya i gotta eat. Even if it is only 18hrs or something fasted or 20 i mean who cares. i still fasted a lot, when on randro/4andro but ate tons but ya ill eat soon. should help pain and all. just got attachement and more tape, not kinesio but Juzo tape ordered.

-I should have reached out asked for help... and like not taken the vax, and taken dex the 2yrs I didn't and hormones like rite after 2019.. or in 2019. and mastered this 2-3yrs ago. at lst in bear market, then millions last yr usd and cad. and this yr. but ill do well..already make more than junior lawyers and ibankers but ya i mean i gave up a yr salary rite there feb 11. shd have taken ketamine yrs ago. but ill study this.. then some for the other test. I will be back up sooner or later. Was telling my parents, one of these days ill be up 50k maybe 100k..and ya i was like days later. All will rise agn tho. And ill perfect it pre bear mkt and easily print.. in bear mkt rallies. and accumulate more, for bull times. and long run. shd have taken test cream last 2 yrs and tried Marek's like 3-4 yrs ago maybe 5-6y ago, if I wasn't likely to continue TEI. I'd be ahead for sure. And I should have held all btc, basically easily... 2-3mn usd, and gains last yr to now, easily like 10mn usd then but ill make it and have made it. i'm not getting a nrml job, it is creative stuff, law, or trading.. and writing... and investing. a

 

[MNK99]

my uncle and mentor and literally me ... i saw it and did it... showed the ta to show tsla being fkd at 410 400 390 380.. and ya i mean wtf. some is random bs tho. lots of market fear. ill master the ta. my uncle said cyngn has more to fall. indeed, after reverse split falls further, was gonna tell him took 80k there.. + but i mean it was 1.7x 200% up shd be like 340% minus 1/3 my bad price... 110, oh fk so i was max up 113 percent no that's not rite bc i was 200% i saw that and that wasn't even max price. that day... anyways ill have ample opps. hold that and tsll till up 150-200k and 50-60k cad..

and ya deploy murder my small cap ones for fast 100-200k and develop posns in those 6 stocks, and also rigetti and soundhound. buy one bs share maybe, and like remember to add those, tho i got watchlists... anyways we up major later. crypto is bonus. law is bonus. second stock acct is needed. and this shyt is too. win. and close. close close. close. close. close. close.close. close. close. get more models and close. close same day same nite. get cialis var, hcg.. whatever, fk em first date. or after 3 or on 3 maybe four if someone is like near perfect. but ya that's a waste of time.

just lie there and let them do all the work sometimes. blame on drugs and soreness (I mean ya but also it is hEDS/HSD, lifting like a psycho). k chest can't be insanely strong, can get way stronger tho im sure over time. work on legs, back and core. i mean do 40-50lbs perfect then 70-80lbs then 120-130.. then 145. 150 i was just seeing what i could do bc i do 60-120 or so at home for squats.. but ya.. and also 20-35 with light bars. but ya i mean i was bending too much. ur sup to act like ur sitting down?using your ass? what the fuck??? i sit down all fkd up tho but ya i mean i am sure i could do 160-180 later 200 210 220 and maybe even max more but why. dont need to. fuck deadlifts too. gonna get a trainer that works w ppl with heds/hsd. nice. that kid is really nice ill help him where i can. same if in L3 or LY3 whatever and some kid asks or an ugrad. but ya ill work on credentials too so i don't regret it and never have that. that and crypto and stocks, just do utube. and philosophize lol ya.

but need to make 500-600k cad this yr. i mean this is bs. easy as fuck even in bear. or downturns if u make 200k initially. close close close. it is great money. u win. fucking realize all those wins. same with babes. ok i will watch some mkt stuff. done workout 2 like instead of 18 exercises i did like 8 and ya i mean the squatting incorrectly was humiliating a bit but glad my friend is looking out for me. and ill have some vodka and coffee and cannabis or just coffee and cannabis, maybe after eating I was thinking, BUT maybe before eating, then eat. Or a bit of both, then have more weed. maybe weed lowered strength like 20-30% i don't think so. well ya it does a bit.. i meant maybe vodka. i don't think so. i write this as one line in a search and it is fkd up bc i was always so precise w speech. ill learn and make sure im pro for law scl (i am a great writer and would be one of the best lawyers ever but ya i mean, im tired and there's too much going on for me to indent, paragraph, capitalize, and edit for proper punctuation). Tho all that is natural as fuck to me.

Easy enuff to fast when u see 100-200k gains in days.. to a month or so evaporate. but ya ill be cool. took all week all day down to 10-15hrs a day, 2-3hrs getting high... 2hrs thinking and meditating, like 4-6hrs work, 2-3hrs thinking.. later down to 8hrs and 3hrs studying.. this week half the week 2-3hrs of work, 2hrs thinking.meditating, 1hr tripping. i will get rich tho. and i mean im already rich in terms of other shyt i have (not money, intangibles and charisma mostly). but ya ill get tangibly rich this yr. and then more in bear.. then more in bull.

--made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 , hang sand down 10-15k points, nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 220 22 24 26k. hang sang down 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. Meanwhile even 500k tkhome this yr and 100kusd... i mean i gave back 5-6btc and like 20 40 eth who knows... so all dollars invested green profited. never lost spot trades in crypto in 3-4 yrs... barely lost memecoins but ya lost hella profit. 3% 10% 20% stop losses, and having half or 80% of capital not used.. in lev trades.. and 2.5-10x maybe even 30 times that later, in offramp will prevent that. sickening winning 20d or 5-6 in a row and losing once like in 3-4mo or so. one major loss. this other stuff i mention was just profit not realized... not "lost" but ya. anyways crash, ppl max despair relatively, then up... then way up, then down down down. Helped some ppl w lsat, but gotta rewrite but have 93rd percentile on record. helped ppl w health also but ya i gotta fix something about executive function/ impulse control disorder (that makes me not take action, when it is there. when timing is rite). I mean minus 30% --> plus 340% in a couple mo or 10-20 percent 80-120-340 that's a lot... this is all super volatile. ill meditate and prepare 1-2hrs a day. 1hr meditate 1hr or 2 chilling pre work often, 1-3am... 4am meditate, take meds 5-6am, work a bit,... then go from there. literal vacation... mny. but ya ill get it agn for sure. i know ppl that have lost a bn dollars. or 400k usd or 12mn usd. and then made more. so ya. hard tho.

--alternate version of last section:
--made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 . It is not a true bear. Hang Sang down, so Nasdaq will be down. Bear when? Hang sang down 10-15k points, Nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 24k-28k. Hang sang crashed from 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. Down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. (more on log, later substack). defs fx my health i mean 400k vs 600k vs measly 150-200k a yr (here, i have other goods and or assets, and or services). Minus 10% weeks coming, then up 2-3 then 10,at times... then up to final top, then down for 18-20-24mo or so. Not yet tho. BTC will go to 200k, at least 160k. Or this cycle is "different". Who knows tho really. It is all a scam take ur money and run, if u win 95-98% of leverage trades and 99.9% of stock trades like me... well fking take ur money and run when up a lot. that shd help someone's health. I mean better advice, 6mo studying, no trading 2-3yrs, prolly id be married and done jd and also rich. but ill get rich and do all that stuff anyways. well at least the marriage part. law prolly but i mean have some 3-4mn yrs consistently and who needs it. 200k isn't a lot tho but in feb it is.. bc u can make 400-500k easily end of yr or end of bull mkt, i.e. 3-6mo or so... 2mo... 7mo from now maybe. 800-1200-3000% stocks is a lot better than 400-600%. and 30-60x or even ten x or 5x in crypto is a lot better than zero x or 20-30%.

--go have a drink and some cannabis coffee.. and eat food... if i want to. don't i want to get ripped? ya. does it help pain (prolly 5g-20g carbs and strict 0g carbs carnivore do, maybe even 25-30g carbs once a week .. still ketosis i mean im broad as fuck and the lifts im good at .. do really well in).

it sucks im athletic i have to relearn certain lifts. like math. some of this is ADHD I mean a lot is... but also the neuro manifestations and systemic connective tissue disorder stuff.
Proprioception, stress tolerance, ADHD, and ligament laxity. And sure weed.. but ya I am not fucking around. Not getting hurt. Light weight for shoulder shrugs and also work neck 5-10lbs tiny bit.
And also... squats perfect 40lbs and 30lbs and 60-80.. or switch to Smith Machine maybe (likely crap maybe it helps ppl some). but ya work with strength coach. my boy Jason B.

 

[MNK99]

--made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 . It is not a true bear. Hang Sang down, so Nasdaq will be down. Bear when? Hang sang down 10-15k points, Nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 24k-28k. Hang sang crashed from 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. Down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. (more on log, later substack). defs fx my health i mean 400k vs 600k vs measly 150-200k a yr (here, i have other goods and or assets, and or services). Minus 10% weeks coming, then up 2-3 then 10,at times... then up to final top, then down for 18-20-24mo or so. Not yet tho. BTC will go to 200k, at least 160k. Or this cycle is "different". Who knows tho really. It is all a scam take ur money and run, if u win 95-98% of leverage trades and 99.9% of stock trades like me... well fking take ur money and run when up a lot. that shd help someone's health. I mean better advice, 6mo studying, no trading 2-3yrs, prolly id be married and done jd and also rich. but ill get rich and do all that stuff anyways. well at least the marriage part. law prolly but i mean have some 3-4mn yrs consistently and who needs it. 200k isn't a lot tho but in feb it is.. bc u can make 400-500k easily end of yr or end of bull mkt, i.e. 3-6mo or so... 2mo... 7mo from now maybe. 800-1200-3000% stocks is a lot better than 400-600%. and 30-60x or even ten x or 5x in crypto is a lot better than zero x or 20-30%.

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--back up tiny bit but that is horseshit, ill close 200k up later, then 100k, then more, ill split and have liquidity for crypto and other stocks, so later this yr, 200k a yr cad, and 200k a yr usd shd be possible most the time minus brutal bear mkts if i don't have liquidity, and sometimes 400k. for cad, and then far more. so ya i can still make half a mil this yr but easily could have made 200-250 and did, but cd have rinsed it and repeated it in dif stocks, being nimble, or other countroies stocks... for 800k-1.5mn, ill get rigetti and other garbage 20-40k worth later. ill get rich fuck these cucks. well prolly back up 5000 cad but ya still down a lot. 900bn usd wiped off nasdq yday or maybe day before actually. minor corrn but bad for most ppl. and later at 9trillion in a week or day or mo, ya then things r fkd u need to be out before that. be nimble. most ppl will get rekt nvda tsla etc tsll.. etc. btc etc. 99 perc retail willbuy the top. ain't no buying vol rite now. but ya ill be back up bc my prices are 99.99$% down or at lst 60-80% down for TSLL tho ya i mean 100 rather than 183 long at 2x, obvsly the former is better. fx my health 200k in a week or 100k rather than minus 30-40k ya. eventually 10-40 k takehome a week, then way more, sometimes just 4k 2k minus 20k minus 40-50k a mo., but up later. hi iq, macro explns on my log. im out.

4.30pm today slept 7hrs..

andi fasted 24.. and 205.. ill just fast n take it easy and work on really light squats bc im mentoring some 18 yr old and some 52 yr old a bit on investing, trading.. mostly investing.
even tho im mostly a trader, ya if no clarity, or have to wait, and hold, then i do, and ya my tsla unless elon is totally retarded and only a liar, will be 40-60x later, and tsll is a lot of that.

ill just fast 2-3d, take it easy, lightly workout (which means 4- v hard workouts and 2 or so light ones). then down 18-20lbs prolly actually 22.. w water, plus 4-5lbs muscle, later minus 30-33 w water, and up 6-7, in 3-4mo. at over 30, despite being cri[ppled, and ya no gear, id also be up that much, actually prolly weigh less,but eating perfectly 90%-95% of the time, and everything else is fine enuff, long run only test cream, hcg, and dex a low dose, but weed helps, i mean it cuts dex dose down 30%< add carnivore, and test, 50%, one med helps xyz others help abc, etc.

-prolly stand slouched, and can't mv properly bc of pain, ya so ill lift really light at home... i couldn't do leg press a couple x bc of lack of electrolytes or cramping... but did do it 2-3x a week, back 4-5 x a week,, usually i train whatever i can (all or near it), 3 times a wk or more, maybe 6x a week now.. with home wrkt and external gym. 15-18x early 20s, 8-12x later, later 8-10, later 6-8... so ya im hurt.

had whole spiel and was gonna post here but ya .. normal marfans, for me heds/hsd, height to wingspan differential. anyways ill be careful, msgs got ruined ok bye.

 

[MNK99]

Said var things, wanted to copy and paste good stuff about heds and androgens and my former calories... over 120 yrs, but ya i know.. 1200 600 800 1500 up n down to cut and recomp, on stuff 2k, on prohormones 2500-4500 5000, then 4000 consistently, then cut back 2700-3000 ashwagandha etc only, then 192 ripped as fuck.. and vascular as fuck for 2yrs then down bc of work n stress 179, 172 may noit see and dont wanna 1820192 v ripped 179-195 that range now damn ripped, 195-200 ripped soon but before that 192-195, before that im under 205. gotta go k thx bye.

--my Linkendin basically says "GFYS, f you pay me." But it is usually hidden, ill unhide it with 2 more solidly above six fig accts, or a mid moderate 400-500k acct. soon enuff, later this yr for sure, or 2 200-250k accts. not bragging, this has been a nitemare esp first cycle, way way better now. more size trades genl bottoms easy 800k-3mn usd last yr, so that is why it is bad to lose insanely easy gains on rigetti, cyngn, etc, but ya ill buy 3-4 more stocks w size, and develop my healtcare/biotech positions (not defensive stocks, tho yes it is smart to be defensive, take out mag seven, and nasdaq dow still up 3 perc for this yr so far), but in doubt, BRICS and other deving countries, are outperforming the american stocks (esp mag seven). anyways, i got 40% etsy, would have 400% eli lilly if i kept that 10900 or so from 2020, and had 340% TSLL and 240% cyngn with zero TA near zero ta, i look at a few others and never draw mostly. but i will see it better, and systematically take profits, more often. I have reminders everywhere, fking up is 20k-50k a yr vs 200-300k or 600-mn plus at times, and mns more. so ya it fx my health and ill mention it, cuz i cured pssd, pfs ... and ill say what i want. If this is gibberish, you're likely not very bright.



MNK99 — Today at 4:18 PM
mkt def fx my health 200k in a week or 100k rather than minus 30-40k ya. eventually 10-40 k takehome a week, then way more, sometimes just 4k 2k minus 20k minus 40-50k a mo., but up later. hi iq, macro explns on my log. im out. ill keep it dumb and short here.
MNK99 — Today at 4:33 PM
Said various things, they're on my log, so crybabies don't waste my time with idiotic complaints while I go up and down their life's worth day to day. --while learning how to move properly, ta, and this other test eventually agn, without dislocating shoulders, possibly neck and cramps legs, spasms in abdomen I guess. Spasms in legs at times, ya this is kinda normal with workout drugs for me... but in general,, they help a lot, you gotta train differently, when you are on a cycle 3mo-6mo out of 2-3 yrs. i have done androgens maybe 6-9mo, herbs etc 4-5mo/ 20+ yrs, so i mean im mentoring this kid in stocks and crypto, and he's like "so you're not natty", I'm like: "Look, natty 5500/6200 workouts or so". I mean no coffee, never natty then. No dex, natty 2800-3000 workouts, no gear of sorts, ya 90-95% of workouts easily I was natty. No fake food, is better. Either carnivore only, will remove dex, and androgens and need for HCG, or Ill take the risk expand lifespan 30-40 yrs, down it 2-3. or be perfect, expand it 100-200yrs.
MNK99 — Today at 4:48 PM
Total body fitness ripped 172-192lbs, 205 now 192-195 soon, maintaining, down 15lbs maybe 18 up 4-5lbs muscle soon down 30, up 7, light gear usage, ostarine, test cream mostly. some epiandro ill get dht cream, more test cream, and also hcg/test e/ var.
MNK99 — Today at 5:12 PM
--as an overrep minority, and a non trans male, and a non communist leftist, too bad, i can't fake a problem (despite having very real challenges). instant ivy league phd and law and 200k a yr govt job. but that's ok, ive given back 5.5-6btc and 20-40 maybe more eth, and like 200k cad gains more recently. ill still make 400-500k takehome, money not using, soon, plus crypto, then plus law. then way more. then 3-4mn usd yrs, but ya i shd have had that last, yr... considering i had generational bottoms for TSLA and also ETH SOL SUI popcat at times etc. but not with "size" too depressed then, after vax injury/ and dictatorship, and realizing disability and not knowing what to do, and the movement disorder. Whereas now that my fam sees i make 100k a mo a few x a yr, ya i don't feel bad asking for 1k 2k here n there, cuz that liquidity i 10-30x in crypto (at leverage, but in next bull 200-300x, in size, with spot, getting things in peak despair). defs fx my health, im not doing loser normal jobs. im too handsome and smart for that. TSLA later will 20-40x, so 2x, 40-60x, but 4-5yrs of chaos. And also it can go to zero, but yeah. you gotta speculate to have crazy rtns. Critical mass 500k 100k here there, ya it is easy to make mny then relatively, and keep it, bc u don't deploy most. later at mns, u keep same amt unused. and have safe things like bonds etc. trust nothing, mkts are mostly a scam. even so btc to 200k - 2mn then later 10mn 16mn... and then later ... we will all be dead, but before that... perhaps zero. but prolly not.
(note not easy don't follow me... 99% of ppl rekt later this yr if not now, in nvda, tesla, btc etc. but ya they are impatient and mostly liquidity providers, tho ive provided like 10s of millions of dollars of volume, of liquidity, but instead of rekt all day, it is 0.5-1% of trades, but cashing in more freq means not wasting 20-40k usd gains from 4k cad). SO ya i still gotta improve and am, studying that w a master, will free up time for health, and relationships, and studying other things. and hobbies, a pet and other stuff. smiling at mofos etc.
MNK99 — Today at 5:22 PM
--my Linkendin basically says "GFYS, f you pay me." But it is usually hidden, ill unhide it with 2 more solidly above six fig accts, or a mid moderate 400-500k acct. soon enuff, later this yr for sure, rest is logged. good day. have fun whatever.--made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 . It is not a true bear. Hang Sang down, so Nasdaq will be down. Bear when? Hang sang down 10-15k points, Nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 24k-28k. Hang sang crashed from 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. Down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. (more on log, later substack). defs fx my health i mean 400k vs 600k vs measly 150-200k a yr (plus other assets, plus other services later).

 

[MNK99]

I need to remove like 30-40pgs, but ya i think fast and it is hard to stop.. but ya im living life and will live it better. this shyt is serious 100-200k in 2mo. i have to mk those profits n more back, close.
can't have 300k saved up when it shd be 500-800k fuck me. it is hard. ill get better, better study ta.

--made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 . It is not a true bear. Hang Sang down, so Nasdaq will be down. Bear when? Hang sang down 10-15k points, Nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 24k-28k. Hang sang crashed from 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. Down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. (more on log, later substack). defs fx my health i mean 400k vs 600k vs measly 150-200k a yr (plus other assets, plus other services later).
MNK99 — Today at 4:18 PM
mkt def fx my health 200k in a week or 100k rather than minus 30-40k ya. eventually 10-40 k takehome a week, then way more, sometimes just 4k 2k minus 20k minus 40-50k a mo., but up later. hi iq, macro explns on my log. im out. ill keep it dumb and short here.
MNK99 — Today at 4:33 PM
Said various things, they're on my log.
MNK99 — Today at 4:48 PM
Total body fitness ripped 172-192lbs, 205 now 192-195 soon, maintaining, down 15lbs maybe 18 up 4-5lbs muscle soon down 30, up 7, light gear usage, ostarine, test cream mostly. some epiandro ill get dht cream, more test cream, and also hcg/test e/ var.
MNK99 — Today at 5:29 PM
Ill be super ripped 5-10yrs at a time.. w var soon. var and osta. 2.5-5mg var i can run 1-2 yrs prolly if i wanted, say 5-6mo bc of caution, i can run 10mg say 20mg or so... 2-3 cycles a yr. may keep ostarine around at least 15-20 wks a yr, maybe forever, not sure. Prolly off and on. Minor corrn now told u agn bottom of sol, sui etc etc.. later all time highs nasdq hang seng maybe not all time highs there, prolly not bc that was 38k pts, in 2008... then later bear market that will ruin most of retail for 2-3yrs, maybe forever. some will be ruined, some rich... blackrock, saylor (who i like, unlike blackrock) , jpm, goldman etc will get richer. your govt friends at FDA and lobbyists too. Anyways, I will enrich myself actually with credibility, skills, and capital, and not DEI, tho ya i could use some dei money, maybe i can go be a pilot, despite not knowing my directions (im really excellent at many other things, so come at me, idgaf).
MNK99 — Today at 5:38 PM
--smoke some weed, vape pyrex tip broke, cannabis in coffee, supps, meds a tiny bit, and study.. and meditate/ patio, sunglasses cool air, vocal trance, first. be lean and glorious. no one likes a sad poor fatty. you need to be rich and pretty. otherwise, i mean what are you even doing??
--shd have just fasted .. 16-1.8k caloric deficit / this week, vs like 12-14.5k whatever. I may get milkshakes and such.. iced coffee, but nah. only cheat i need is raw dairy, heavy cream over icelandic yogurt, salt.. or a shot of vodka. fk i like ice cream and ice coffee and affogatos and the like. candy, nuts, seeds, sauce, fk all that. i am eating hot sauce, garlic, ginger, and red meat. some fish. tuna. had some celery yday fk me. i guess that was today but for ydays 2 workouts. so fasting 28-33 hrs or so and working out hard i drop 4-5lbs even 7-8lbs a week at times, that is good. but fasting 22-23hrs i lose like 2lbs a week, if i cheat once. that is bs.
but later, ill lose 10lbs a weekend just by fasting, once ripped agn, like 2019-2022 beginning. --more muslce, LBM so burns more calories, and also some is water weight, and some flush effect. Lean mobile fit fast strong... longevity. minimize total drug burden. maximize efficiency, optimize for quick effective gains, but more so for long term gains, and long term ability to stay active, and out of bone surgery, and or a wheelchair etc. I don't know how bad my hEDS/HSD is but yeah I think about stuff like that.
MNK99 — Today at 5:46 PM
it isn't so bad tho, like a lot of ppl have it worse, many women... but ya I have probs many others don't or do have with HSD, mostly neuro/ ADHD, asd, cptsd related. But doing well there, i mean, i have had 100k in a day agn, like old school btc cycles (in stocks tho, i have more capital there rite now, tho spent way more time on crypto yrs ago, and now i guess too).
--i guess with low time fasting, androgens add water and fat, with a bit longer fasts.. ya i can eat 2500-3000 cals a couple x a week and still lose 2-3lbs... but i mean, fasting and diet of 700-1200 cals or so... i lose 5-7lbs. im in motion now. /over. have a nice wknd. gonna take some supps, dex, and weed. and get out here. i wish u well if this is spam, your voodoo work yet?? how about medical solutions? FDA <--> pfizer is like SEC or FED <--> Goldman Sachs. I only care about career advancement, looks, and money... so must have cured pssd and pfs enuff. yrs ago. pssd like 15-16 yrs ago.

 

[MNK99]

REM THIS and chip away TA and lst. and fking murder it get 20k usd back and also 200k cad. stat. but wait. itll happen one day when sleeping close pre market bc all a scam.
then make quick 100k but get medical aptmt at least 60-709k up and maybe broekrage to move to tangerine. AND fund TFSA there too fuck me. FUND 20k-30k usd in offramp then murder 100% of lev trades always.
--soon. all that. soon 2 100k-300k accts and 20k in offramp if not more, then get more offline, and into defi over time, shd have 100k in 5-6 places, start with 2 then 3. then more. lets go.

1. MNK99 — Today at 12:05 AM
   --made law scl tuition + in canada, maybe even us many schools nov to early feb. didn't keep all... but will be up later, mkt corrn rite now. hang sang, nasdaq. crypto. later snp 6500, then down 4500 3500 . It is not a true bear. Hang Sang down, so Nasdaq will be down. Bear when? Hang sang down 10-15k points, Nasdaq to 12-15k. but first down to 18-19k 19.5k... then up to 24k-28k. Hang sang crashed from 38k pts to 12k in 2008 crash. Down 2.5 perc now, nasdaq will be down 2.5% tmro. or so. mini corrn--> peak euphoria, blow off tops --> crash. (more on log, later substack). defs fx my health i mean 400k vs 600k vs measly 150-200k a yr (plus other assets, plus other services later). (edited)
   
   MNK99 — Today at 4:18 PM
   mkt def fx my health 200k in a week or 100k rather than minus 30-40k ya. eventually 10-40 k takehome a week, then way more, sometimes just 4k 2k minus 20k minus 40-50k a mo., but up later. hi iq, macro explns on my log. im out. ill keep it dumb and short here. (edited)
   
   
   MNK99 — Today at 4:48 PM
   Total body fitness ripped 172-192lbs, 205 now 192-195 soon, maintaining, down 15lbs maybe 18 up 4-5lbs muscle soon down 30, up 7, light gear usage, ostarine, test cream mostly. some epiandro ill get dht cream, more test cream, and also hcg/test e/ var. (edited)
   
   
   MNK99 — Today at 5:38 PM
   --smoke some weed, vape pyrex tip broke, cannabis in coffee, supps, meds a tiny bit, and study.. and meditate/ patio, sunglasses cool air, vocal trance, first. be lean and glorious. no one likes a sad poor fatty. you need to be rich and pretty. otherwise, i mean what are you even doing??
   
   
   
   MNK99 — Today at 5:48 PM
   --14-17k cal deficit to 16-17k if really push self to workout, and maybe weekends no anything just weed, then total supp and med/ androgen, stim dose is low... but i want to close 140k+ or so, pre stupid medical apptmt to get more test cream and im using 1.5x the dose... maybe off on weekends, ill use it straight for marek's altho ya i guess ive been using it straight near 5-6mo. hmm.. maybe test and dex v low dose, and then coffee and weed, some coco water w sugar - cramps, and some celery, otherwise just herbs n spices, hot sauce so ketovore not carnivore. good enuff. weed stat. have a nice wknd ev1. getting ripped. missing context? ya and i dont remember it i think and write fast/ and stop cuz i don't care to expln, and it's on my log or in my head. (edited)
   
   MNK99 — Today at 6:23 PM
   --oh ya i have to study.. for that test and beat 93... and also study this ta shyt, so if it takes really smart ppl 90d each or 180d.. more like 270-300d , i need both done 120-150d, 45deach plus fuckery and coming back to pictures/ graphs i find hard... i.e. technical analysis and logic games (psyche, price volume, logical reasoning, reading comp w practice (which is also hard), i can be 97-99th percentile), but the other stuff is hard for sure, really hard, so i gotta improve. So may take stim and test fk. i don't like taking meds but i mean they have results like 3 degrees despite disliking a lot about school. like actually working thru the pain, and ensuring 300-500k yrs, despite disliking a lot about markets. so ya... fuck. --it is ok to chill a day or 2, but need to chip away material also. (edited)
   
   [6:29 PM]
   guess i need some dex..black coffee. o/w im like a cat.. so. ya.