MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

[MNK99]

--random notes of recent days:

--it's so fking hard to study, meanwhile i replaced like 2yrs of uni while doing masters, and writing off 20 classes. jesus christ. and 93 on lsat... and some pretty good masters econ courses. and a lot of 99s on exams and stuff but it isso fking hard to switch from work to studying... and anyways i gotta and am. i know how to learn in all things that id do.. for that test,for when in school. i also learned how to get cybersec and info sec etc careers and the certs, but ya that isn't me. i can't do it. only normal jobs are like advertizing, writing, podcast, trading, law.. and that's for niche shyt, not big law. that is for internet/trolling law. basically. that way i can fk off and make mny in other shyt. anyways, ill succeed and already did but ya i mean i can think of three trades alone that is 500k profits erased. but ya 2 recently. but that is ok... im sure ill have 7figs stocks and crypto in future.. but ya i needed this shyt a while ago and could have 10-12, instead ill have low 8 or decent 7 in 4-5ys, ideally sooner, but if all maxxing one or two assets. but of c asset rotation and even market rotation, let alone sector rotation... is good. anyways good luck all , shyt is srs, ill finish the mo down 40-60k unrealized or barely up 10-18k or something. but that's ok. --makes zero sense, 150k month became 30k in feb. cyngn, but bear mkt rallies will occur, and ill master ta. that and other shyt, will guarantee me low 7figs, then far more, but i missed 7 to 8 easylast yr, just with liquidity (buying bottom of avax and sui and solana, and 5 yr low of tsla at 2 x leverage, etc etc). gotta go take care bye. bday soon. stress... im getting leaner and fitter agn, but disability is scary/ anxiety provoking for sure, just want to succeed... so i dont need to worry.. and i can spend some time, effort taking care of health. everything is bad luck... im not superstitious, but that's why i don't tell ppl what i do, nor my real age... nor exact details... im a bit paranoid. for sure. i have trust issues. there are many ways to fail... there's pressure in life.


--that's part of the reason im a vampire. it was for school and ADHD, but also do to addictions (also cuz of ADHD, but other reasons as well). BUT ALSO bc of disability... waking up early. finishing like 20courses in like 6-8mo it's bc bad things happen, then i have to do superhero shyt. so that's why it looked like maybe BPII, but in fact it was hypermobile ehlers danlos, with severe ADHD, and untreated and then near death exps and post drug syndromes (and other things) caused CPTSD. So there's the anxiety, ADHD (that is neuro), and the trauma. Taping... and focusing, I mean taping/bracing, dexedrine, some androgens is 90% of treatment rite there... And like even more with diet... and strength training. so carnivore maybe 80-100 percent.. so it adds up to more than 200 percent. anyways idk what im trying to say but im doing the rite things, but time gets lost... i caught up in life.. and things slowed me down. and i take stuff to slow diown so i can be nice to ppl.. and ppl like me and that's good. a lot of ppl love me, but they don't understand they dont know how to save me.... not in the right way.

--it was all eds, ffs the shoulders rotating like 360 degrees maybe only 330 idk but full circle or near it, not being able to walk... like 6mo to a year after severe depression, after medication (altho sure a lot was neuro harm, not just connective tissue issues, but trust me i had to relearn like ok showering in this order, cologone, after deoderant, you shave like this xyz, walk like this... lift like this, don't do this, like a lot of times. the other shyt, relearning like 1st 2nd yr math in 5th and 6th yr econ... was ADHD, having to teach it to myself, but also the proprioception, neuro stuff of hEDS (which ADHD, in my case, is part of and really most of but potentially not all of the neuro issues). Anyways, I will be reallycareful, if i have to take extra time to cut fat that's fine, ill get at least a couple 80-120k pay days, and ill see my gp, he's cool, ill get bloodwork, and ill get 10-20kusd of some lev trades and ill cash in every 2-3k and buy the stupid gear i need.

--nice ms hs left wasgonalog is it. gta tk it easy, neck hurts ya. i just showered. same with wrist. ill take it really carefully, but i see i can hangout easier with weed and also with bracing.. so ill tell more frds, when it comes up or if they see me without a hoodie on, i meanppl can see the tape and me walking all fkd up at times so ya, it's pretty hard to hide.
--it is like hiding adhd, it's pretty hard to. esp in academic fking areas, u need that shyt, and legal protections extra time, at least writing tests alone, and some time to adjust brace or a dislocated wrist ffs. that kind of thing (so accoms for ADHD and physical reasons, but it is
"all hEDS" and sure trauma. fk me. but that's ok.



--are 30 pages just random stuff repeated ya? is another 10 losable? ya illmake this 30pgs maybe one day if it becomes easier to edit.

discord.com for hEDS and other EDS types and other injuries like dislocations, tennis elbow, I've ranked these tapes. Random cheap canadian tape (prolly 2x the cost of american tape, but not now w tarrifs), not good / 10. some ok /10. kinesio tape was 9/10 and hamptons tape was 8.5-9/10, rock tape 6-7, maybe higher... and new kinesio tape 8/10 it is good but harsh u can hurt yourself taking it off... easier, and can last under water and stuff easier and doesn't get stuck, tho i just paid 100 dollars to import it, is JUZO therapy tape.. 9/10 9.3/10, hopefully Kinesio tape from Japan is getting better, and those were bad batches. I am not sure. SHortages major on that and vape gear and nicotine and all kinds of shyt for yrs and yrs son. I mean im talking about yrs and yrs of shortages at this point, you dig?

THose fking covid era fascism cuckold mofos.

 

[MNK99]

--March 18th 2025 9am, awake 5am, slept 7-9hrs 2hrs twice.. and 5hrs once.
--be nimble in and out, max cash, isolated lev and cross is fine in lev crypto, with stops 20% or 40-70% and 80% acct unused at least 50-60% but u can still get fkd over there, and be stuck...
--not gonna happen with effective simple TA. which happens soon. And you often dont need stops but keep em in half of posns or more, just in case. so habit is there, so 5 posns allowed, only 2-3 in and stops for 2/3 of those that wont happen 40% range or could... but not lose all acct or posn especially acct, but each posn must be managed.
--or ten percent or just no chance of liqdn bc u aint using all the mny and when u do ur out next day or two or a week with 60-200 perc trades. exit them, and fund the offramp, immediately.
--check it weekly and monthly.
--and adjust if not following my trade rules. 10% of 10% 1 percent acceptable loss. but 3 and 10 and 20 is better than ruining acct, but max risk managment with TA and max it with 10% stop losses.
--otherwise we do 40% 30-40% or we just mostly use no stops and have stops in positional leverage, but ya some stops is fine.
--popcat longing a small amt those 4/14 times i lost at lev, and melania that one time, one tenth or 20th of acct is better, to lose, to be max down, or whatever, but even at cross ur downa lot then but then up.
--a tiny bit.
-but just use isolated and small amts mostly. and cash in repeatedly and get to solidly being a swing trader or rather days to weeks 3d 2d to 14d and 6-8weeks.. 4weeks in and out and 2yr -5yr and 20y+ posns.
--close lev crypto trades 30x a yr or 40-50 maybe 100 but regularly 30 i mean prolly 100s sometimes but like 18 sick days and cash in 16 of em.. but have em more often bc i can see it better, with better ta.
--entries and exits, ud have known to keep 99 95% of tsll gains in dec, and get 100k 150k even 300k in there now same w rigetti and all, but my limited ta gave great shyt, great prices but needs 3mo
--6mo sometimes 2yrs to play out, not an issue if making at least 20k usd in crypto and a lot more in stocks.. bc liquidty is there, self sufficiency too more. 60-75% this yr and 85-99% next.
--earn more and that helps budget and live inexpensively.
--trying to say something but most is notes for me to not lose sick profits, realize my trading and fastness mental speed and knowl is 99.5th percentile plus.. 99th at least.. iq too.. higher than that, so
--dumbass, just close faster, and cash in. split accts. 3 sick ones this yr, shd have on feb 10 15.. 122k tsll and 120k there, ya and 20k into offramp. then fund defi and offline and stake more next yr.
--get 3 funded sick as fk accts to grow then guaranteed mmaire but i am anyways, basically but ya i cd fk it all up, but i wont .
--need mny to make mny that 20k and really 50-100kiusd in crypto could buy dips and make 600k this yr in that one stock acct..in current trades. and in and out.
-sell 80% so sell tll the half i have at 200 percent 80%, then buy more dips.. then sell 80% at 600%, and buy major dips, same with the small cap stocks im in one may fail i hope not one did last yr.. this shyt..
--anyways get 2000 in holo rite and like get it to 5k sell 80% keep some, that way im always in mkt, taking advtg of growth and technological growth.
--and i also am protected, mostly cash.
--big posns but also big size not used, then im protected always, same w crypto 10k then 20k offramp and 1k-5k sometimes 8k in play but shore off, and cut and send it to offramp,
-- same later with defi, and offl (nxt yr).
--40% to 70% stop losses, but 80% of mny unused and at size.. or 1%, 10% of 10% of acct, in one posn and still most not used.
--but u can be pro with or without stop losses. i got good without them. but ya ill use em bc u cant always be on this shyt.
--tight stop loss is fine but ull get stopped out often, and may get frustrated. no stop is insane, none ever? and i mean 10-20% isnt too bad, but 3x, 7 perc down can happen, but hey most acct is not used, and
-u can add more at cross or in isolated lev. and wait, and get 3-4k even 5-6k a yr from parents, give em 10k this yr and 30-40k next yr. and we good.
--The TA also from my mentor.


—May try this guy’s videos on YouTube: Original Strength — whatever I can, walking, and lifting. And all the diet and supplements,metal and medical components as well… for hEDS. Bracing, taping, movement lab, physiolo, turmeric, fasting .. ketovore, HRt+, dex, judicious psychedelic use, but resting a lot and using the brace even if I don’t want to, will all help. Perhaps Strength Origin vids as well. Get out bear mkt rally…rinse&rpt, be nimble in and out, force some exercise.. meditate, study 1 and 2, 500k and 100kusd this yr, shd be 3mn shd have been 5mn -10mn last yr to now but was out of market most of last yr, and illiquid, shd have sick liquidity 3 accounts for many others, then 3more later this yr, instead delayed, fking delayed, bday soon gotta run. --meditate chk, meds chk, trip out a few hrs chk, workojut 1, and or walk... soon... study ta.. sell bear rallies, in and out 60 there, 40 mains, later sideline 150... and defensive posns (3 things), later get krkkr, grrr, some other bs, tempus... maybe qbts, or just get more holo cgtx and the other stuff. also uec, gold..tbills defensive., china also... and the like. master ta... 350k one yr tsll vs 105k and losing 17k 35k and 122k paydays fk me. well taking 30k of that 122k, but anyways ill be back up later, but multi 6fig accts are needed stat, and shd have 2 new ones as of 40d ago so this sucks but whateve.r
--MAR. 18th 2025 8.44am. Lets go.
--b1, b6, mg, d, enz hcl milk thistle chk - cannabis ffee, moke vape better chk, dex 20mg, test 150mg, some epiandro,tarine,eck.e soon, learn. study. wrkt n study go go go!!!

--—May try this guy’s videos on YouTube: Original Strength — whatever I can, walking, and lifting. And all the diet and supplements,metal and medical components as well… for hEDS. Bracing, taping, movement lab, physiolo, turmeric, fasting .. ketovore, HRt+, dex, judicious psychedelic use, but resting a lot and using the brace even if I don’t want to, will all help. Perhaps Strength Origin vids as well. Get out bear mkt rally… get 20k of asml, 10k amd, 10k intel later, 20-30% down, and sideline 60k, should be 15-20mn in 4-5 y from tsll and tsll and 360k this yr instead 105. At wrk. krkk kulr grr / tbills gold UEC (capital flight to safety), sideline 100k later, 40k soon, later 150k, shd be fking 300k or 2mn sidelined but 300k recently anyways fk this busy w wrk. 20mn, ill have in 4-5yrs but if things get ruined maybe only 2-3mn then ill kms so i gotta focus, be ripped, and lean, and good looking. and also more important things. --80% 75, 99, 60% trades on trump, and mel coin recently, not looking, small amts, maxed margin.. and cross lev, low lev usually. anyways, im obv good, ill get better 10x with more stop losses 40-60%, in 10% of acct max, ideally 10% on 10% of whichever platform/acct... for 1% max drawdown but ya i mean, i could make 1.7mn,later 3.4mn or 10mn later in 3-5 year leveraged longs.. anyways ll be cool gotta go. im 10-20x better, and ill be 10 and 10x that, then later 1000x lawyer, ill just talk shyt online and make mns, and then later act if need be ok good. peace out. bday soon anyways im chilliing. im relaxed. im goood. im not freaking out im cool i gotta go. living like a homeless person in my 1.5mn dollar house sick of this shit--rinse and rpt be in and out 18 sick days, 2 liqdn days, and never give back 125-160k cad mo's again, nor 160kusd days, like btc, whatever the hell 112k 120k idk 82.45 k id guess r now.

--shorten decision time when up a lot from 2d i crypto or 8hrs to 2hrs-4hrs, and stocks, 8hrs staring to 4hrs, and 30-70d to 20, 10d.. 10d. and 1d, 2hrs.. sell tsll at 10-15d hiuge up or immediately, more often.. and cut losses fast.. with tight stops. and TA mastery.
--im 20x, ill be 200x and 400x with so say 10-20x better than now and save 50hrs a week for dating and studying and stuff... with mastered TA and at times tight stop losses, but at other times, u know within a d
--if the trade is good. u know quickly, and cut it. but winning often and fast but ADHD and impulsivity has issues in changing dirn, and in waiting to long in crypto. so see shorts better and all markets, with TA.
--lets go. weed, workout, and study. workout a bit, cut 210 208 bday and 200 195 after k.
--im disciplined af but take it easy i have a disability.

--Juzo tape is now the best. It was Kinesio tape, this holds up underwater (well when dry later it is fine), you can make kinesio last a week if u really stretch it but being active, 3-4d, plus it depends how dirty you get. Juzo tape is 9/10 maybe 9.5/10, old Kinesio tape was 9-9.5/10, Hampton tape 9/10, many random canadian and american tapes aren't good. K-tape isn't good. Anyways, 400dollars on tape so far this yr, and say 770 on that brace (retail 1300-1600 easily).

---cant focus and study cuz i can't workout... hyperactive but disabled, i was so hyperactive and so numbed out and chilled and focused on dexedrine at 25-27, i didn't realize about the disability... and other stuff, by that time i more or less forgotten at least moved on from effexor xr... anyways, ill go on the patio, walk.. and lift when i can. if i need to sleep that's fine. i usually was awake working, studying.. but i like not having neck instability.. and being focused. i got more dex coming, finally ordering it monthly, should be quarterly, ill see my gp... and also for test cream.

hyperactivity helped me w good grades and learning and getting fit and staying ripped but ya i mean u cant run around all crazy if u neck knees ankles wrist parts of arms move around tm. so ill chill. gotta sleep too.. eat also and exercise later. study a bit at lst. sw gears there.

 

[MNK99]

Croloxz
@CroloxzBasically, the whole group chat is depressed. Most of us made it, but we’ve spent countless hours just sitting on Discord without any real interaction with the outside world. For a lot of people in the group, there’s nothing else going on in their lives. They just gamble or play games. No socializing, no goals, most of them spent every hour in crypto. Most of us were somewhat distracted but now that the market is dead, everyone’s starting to realize how empty life feels without crypto. I am still grateful, This life is better then still having to work for $10 an hour.


11:45 AM · Mar 18, 2025

 

[MNK99]

1. --when dealing with others, i don't always use the perfect expressions, mannerisms, nor tone, half the time im walking away or not looking at them at all. i can't act likeev1 else, it's impossible. but i can be as perfect as possible, nearly perfect i can be jesus like. (edited)
   
   
   
2. March 17, 2025
   
   
   
   

   MNK99 — Yesterday at 11:58 AM​

   --it was all eds, heds rather, or HSD or some "condition with no name" *but basically hEDS/HSD. Asthma flu cough 2mo as a kid... covid or something 3mo, the vax injury, not being able to walk, having to relearn like how to hold a pencil a lot of times, and shaving, and showering, and the order, how to lift... all that stuff . The neuro stuff is ADHD ++. I am missing some and a few of the most severe symptoms of hEDS, but I mean the near death exps, and post drug syndromes, i mean ya i had that, so as far as it being "safe", and "benign", it isn't. my spine wasn’t "tremoring", nor were there tics (that's connective tissue around face, that's also why i hated weed, couldn't control facial mvmts and walking/moving basically) The upper back lower necktwisting, in a dystonic fashion, is of scoliosis (13 degrees or less, 2 areas), and literally defective collagen (most likely one type of it). the stupid teachers asking me if i was on drugs at 14, it was literally hEDS... high school, uni science labs. anyways im pissed off. ill make mny and have a good week. (edited)
   
   
   
3. —May try this guy’s videos on YouTube: Original Strength — whatever I can, walking, and lifting. And all the diet and supplements,metal and medical components as well… for hEDS. Bracing, taping, movement lab, physiolo, turmeric, fasting .. ketovore, HRt+, dex, judicious psychedelic use, but resting a lot and using the brace even if I don’t want to, will all help. Perhaps Strength Origin vids as well. Get out bear mkt rally…rinse&rpt, be nimble in and out, force some exercise.. meditate, study 1 and 2, 500k and 100kusd this yr, shd be 3mn shd have been 5mn -10mn last yr to now but was out of market most of last yr, and illiquid, shd have sick liquidity 3 accounts for many others, then 3more later this yr, instead delayed, fking delayed, bday soon gotta run. ill get coke, meth, and ketamine stashed up and var and test e, after some great closes, some 50-80k mos and some 3-5k usd trades for a small crypto acct... then i can relax if i have the drugs i need on hand, then i won't have to worry. i wont have anxiety then. (edited)
   
   
4. --and stims help me stay alive also, bc when ur alert and focused, ur ADHD won't lead to accidents, and your hEDS etc won't either. anyways im a mature adult now and i dont get fkd up all month or week anymore around my bday.... but i mean i cant relax and there's alot of stress and pressure. im jk, i dont need drugs...i barely take ADHD medicine but ya sure i mean i liked stims bc they helped me focus and that includes dyspraxia, the ligament laxity, the proprioception, spatial awareness. down a ton... ill make 400-500k this yr tho and later, mns,... so study ta. focus and study ta... i can workout later.. keep diet great. id like chips, fish and chips... or like gluten gree lactose free pizza but ya.. ill just eat steak or buy some cigs and weed. no coke... no disaronno and no vodka. im actually quite sober, i was scary sober 6000/7000d or something and scary natural 5500/6000 workouts or something. i guess a lot of those days in a row sober were like before i ever did any substances. coke 2-3x in like 8yrs tho, meth like 11 yrs ago a tiny bit. (edited)
   
   
   
   
   
   

5. MNK99 — Today at 1:41 PM​

   --but yes i did use coke like... 3.5-8grams.. a week.. 22-26yrs old.. lots of that time. 2grams. 1gram initially in a week or half week. so ya dex was a good call, treating ADHD. vodka i quit early 20s mostly. i had once like... this yr. i drink 3-4x a yr but usually none. but ill get really fit so i can use good substances, to take the edge off and also make enuff.. so if im fkd up and need to recover, im fine.

 

[MNK99]

--Cute Door: Play Hooky. Bone smashing song/plastic surgery, narcissitic psychopath whore vibes: Best Friend. Good song, she's a nice lady. I will play this for some hoes, or let them stumble onto it. May smoke weed in the park but don't want to accidentally pick up some 17 year old. 18-21 22 25 fine.. 23 ill say im 28 whatever, i mean anyways ill hit gym but walking more is nice. Hypermobile as fuck.. and couldn't workout, and showered late 2hrs ago, but got weed.. good shyt, ill get vape stuff. this and dex is legit, but test cream is more important, and for max loads and fertility, need the other drugs... not always best but pretty good but ya i gotta cut other addictions and that will help the sxl fn'ing (sexual functioning). And anxiety, depression, trauma.. and the like.

 

[MNK99]

--I live like Jared Leto in the Outsider (but not exactly...). I do dress like a lounge singer and am usually high in some way... sometimes for years straight but not really, not weed (I mean real drugs, stims). But ya not no more. Anyways, I wish this city and toronto and mtrl sure has it, but i wish there were nice all night places. 4am places, like Comfort zone, where you can do mdma and coke and drink with nice chicks at 5am... ya man. dex and weed is nice, w test.. nice good shyt. im gonna go walk.. and come back and lift, been mo's since i took long walks... a couple km a few x a week, and then lifting more. myb 1-2yrs barely any long walks. Also it is hard, bc hypermobilty is there like half or 2/3 3/4 of the day it is bad, worsened by weed (but helps mood, helps dating, helps like harm reduction.. not using other stuff, good for sleep somewhat). carnivore>>>> all that. I can fix remaining endocrine stuff, just using carniv. same with a lot of heds/ hsd.. but i mean, ya i dont do normal things... the old drugs work. i mean, test, lithium, ritalin, dex, weed, mdma... cocaine, etc. all that shyt works. I miss 2 babes that got me first. E, perfect 10/10, cute petite girl. and L, like supermodel good looking. glad, i was hiding being crippled, and law school applns, and fking up trading. that was good. helpful, but ya there's others... and whatever i can tell mofos now wtf is going on, and ill be honest if i need hcg etc... but i mean i couldnt control how i was moving.. limbs., walkng etc, and couldn't talk and was destroyed when that vax got me... not as in PFS like stuff but depressed, chronic, continual traumatic events. anyways im gonna chillax. have a nice wknd ev1.

-nite walk son, im wearing lounge but not nice chinos... i aint wanna smoke up 300 400 dollar pants and a 400 dollar hoodie and whatever else.. damn but ain't no one there anyways. son of a bitch.

LOve and some coke, MDMA, some meth... some dex. some cannabis, lots of like most of these but not all at once... and some test, is all i need, but mostly love. I'm addicted to loving you. So lock me away and throw the keyy awayy...but you don't understand what it means for me to sayyyy...

-can wear a saxx vneck but down to last 2 and saving for when more ripped... but better than this fitness T (still a nice shirt), I have on. But rock the chinos and that and ya bishes be miring and i ain't even see em, bc i ain't wear glasses, and bc of ADHD, isolationism, and whatever I can't recognize ppl. dont know what they want, assume theyre only to stand in my way or want something or whatever but ya im not losing tens and 11s again. viki viktoriya e lndsy and tons others. NOFAP kill half of anxiety, depression, trauma with that, half with carnivore esque diet, and like ya the rest and 1000-10000% w/ ketamine + therapy, plus also the other stuff helps, HRT/dex (helps u function and do well despite lack of rest and or food etc at times).

 

[MNK99]

-- update: 3.22.2025:
--may use baths more, ill find proper technique for relaxation and also for cleaning, when im too hypermobile (too fkd up or just hypermobile otherwise).
--i shall staylean and glorious. i shall master the TA. I shall study for my test.... eventually.
--i will meet more babes and meat them too.
--and I will have fun. and i will make aptmts and chill. but ya life is stress but lets chillout man. gonna meditate and nap and exercise... maybe nap later. and like exercise... more, or just ex a bit. and sleep early.
--ya ill do that but nap if need be.
--winning lev trades of c... no effort no ta, but ya i mean hella effort really but yrs back. can do it wo thinking that is good...
--but you need to close, and exit. i exit trades all the time, but gotta be smoother... and better confirmation of mkt structure and gaining/losing ground. Retesting.
--and I NEED TO CASH OUT OF EXCHANGES more often.. yeah and not be in trades. COOL. gonna lift. only did once at home, and pushups crunches and will do one more and at gym myb o/w chilling, walked.
--ild like to workout more like 2wks ago but hurt a lot... and I need to save my energy and strength for doc's aptmts, a couple women, and also a couple frds i guess... and more like work, and studying... and
--going to the doc.
-- "spoonie", "spoon theory".
=--you can tape me up and break me down but youll never take away my dreams and you'll never tape away my heaaarrrt ,3.

girls like me give ppl a chance: emily lindsey viktoriya vicky anya yulia... etc, that other yulia. olesya. etc. there's tons out there, and if ppl dont like the brace or tape fk u, i own most at gym all the time, and look younger than the stupid hoes ill date so fk u, well i mean they look young but relative to actual age.not too young. above 18.

--spoon theory. saving energy, opening presents later from a couple d ago. if having sex hurts you (like spine, neck, etc, lots of places)... if walking with your date, or to class, or work.. or standing ona train etc hurts, ya there's a problem. it was heds and ADHD. I was misdiagnosed, given pssd, and pfs, ill succeed i beat all those nearly... well heds /hsd, i don't think is curable, but it's fine. there will be new stuff in future and i can have an amazing life anyways. it is mostly mental, how u deal w/ things. kicked out of last apartment, some stupid fat glasses girl wrote said a person was suciidal, no you idiots, i put a chair there so i could buffer away from the window so retards couldn't see why i was hiding for a couple yrs (besides privacy /trust issues), and studying and trading hard... and needing space. sure addiction too. anyways ill get more hoes, but that dumb ugly lady, i wasnt suicidal i have a connective tissue disorder, i was making sure i don't use weed feel happy deal w you retards be more crippled... and not fall thru window plus those cunts had cops come 5-6times and no i wasnt suicidal cops can vouch for that as can my frds. i was suicidal many yrs ago in pfs crash, so fk those ppl and their covid fascism. i win, fk my haters. manik wins. and he will get more tens. and he will become more godly. and if u don't like me, you can go fuck yourself. how about that?

He has risen.

--hyperactive, but also a spoonie. thankfully adorable.

He has risen, cusp of rebirth. happy easter also. also christ rose etc. good luck w all that have fun.

--old note:
--drugs are only a tool. i will start a nightclub lounge... or go visit some peeps here. and then party in europe and stuff later, but i have serious work to do. may move to the non west in the future. only europe parts of it.. and asia. and i guess parts of north america. s america too. Making back 250k cad profit, (from dec 18 or so and feb 10) and more, (that is 2 stocks, murder trades). but ya i didn't take most of that profit, so that and other shyt, need to be up 350k, and like... take care of other shyt. logged. --paid this fat dog, haidut like 180-220 or something in nov or oct to get prog in feb. bc of 50day postal strike nice. good communist country, it's good, not being able to use intelligence and good looks, in this trash country, ya that's good.was on track to do 80k cad only this yr on 2-3 leveraged 2x tsla trades, and was in one of em 3.5yrs, but gotta make up for selling half, and also missing out on loading easily 200 shares new ones, make 200 tsla sometimes 300-500 a yr sometimes, and make 20 eth, at least 10 eth and like... 100 tsla shares plus 100k here and there... and it is fine.. nyways, i have legit plans, and can master ta, that 10mn usd traders and hedge funders etc used... just gotta focus... same w lsat, i can clearly get into, 5--6 schools here and 50-60 in america but i mean most cities are trash. --He has risen. Cusp of Rebirth. More on my log.

 

[MNK99]

Writing sober >>>>on weed, or dex... or coke, but all different. MDMA different but u need to be writing things to get women into your dm's or banging on first date, to day game ladies.

anyways ya well i live more daygame but i fking exist at nite but im good looking but ya i cant fking dance at gay ass niteclubs so easily.

but fk those bitches anyways. i only date models and some skanky women but mostly nice women.

you have to save me. im the prize. pisces 4 life.
ill save the world maybe...

maybe i will. maybe i won't.

but you don't get to save me!! I save me.
---
--it was stress and also being high and really even if not high or possibly high on dexedrine, it is ADHD, it fucks relationships. "Are you married?" "are you here all by yourself said in a babydoll voice"... all that, ya they want to bang. bang first 1-3 dates, 3 if ur a gentleman and you need to wait or she needs to wait rather (i need to wait at times). see them 2-3x a week, 3-4hrs maybe 5-6hrs, a lot if actually like em. anyways i hate ppl. Weed helps, me lose disdain for most ppl and give ppl a chance, makes u more disabled tho, so safe for life.., mine, and also for dates. but rather use coke, but been 12 yrs, but it may be what i need to deal w life pressure and also stay cool and focused, but im on dex., and won't be on weed dex and coke and test cuz too much. It is prolly adhd and autism, i pushed away like 100s of women and like 1000s of ones i dont even know (bc i dont wear glasses and i have no time for retards that have fun all day). --please save me fromnever getting sick agn, oh you're j gonna go along w the lockdown and pandemic oh ium hiding so i can get ivy league lsat, oh ok now im crippled more so that's good, i just needed help. ill get rich but i mean... 200 300 400k 500k is barely enuff net value increase in one major account, to justify all the shyt ive been thru, even like 2.5 -3.5yrs ago let alone 7 or 16 etc.
Disability, fear of failure too. and stomach probs with hEDS and not being able to go out, or u know walk, not have neck twisting anyways.

ill marry a model/actress for sure.

 

[MNK99]

Hey all, summary:

--Set up the medical brace. Really nice and helpful. logged. have a nice week all. Happy i set this up... it took time and I needed help from my Czn in law, but worth every cent and the learning curve. great device, spino osteo brace - Bauersfeind. Their ankle, elbow, I'm sure wrist and other braces are great too. I am wearing an ankle one, and a (non brace, but "sports sleeve") for knee. And of course like 20 dollars of tape. This will help me avoid a wheelchair, bone surgery, dying.. injury, immobility etc.

On and off mobility aids and train... and get physio I guess. Getting T cream/dex, and rheuma, and bloodwork tmro initiated, thru my recent Fam Doctor, so I'll see em more and make sure t cream, dex are there (I'm using carniv, HRT+/dex, taping/bracing, Carniv for my hEDS).--lower and I think upper neck, back.. lower, mid back... all way more stable. I may add Spectra brace for aggravated wrist, as taping and mma wraps aren't really cutting it. Maybe need arthritis medicine, or rather aspirin... gonna use weed rite now. Sick brace. worth the 700 or 800cad i paid, and prolly worth the 1200-1600 retail it'd be. def worth 450-550 usd, but our dollar is devalued a lot (always). I mean I have a Spectra brace, and may put on, but I assume that is another physical/spatial thing.

--walking in lockdown, buying groceries in minus 45.. before that... would be way easier. walking down stairs, recycling tearing up cardboard in ordered shipments. Bending down.. standing. sitting at desk, carrying groceries = all far easier, I'm sure, tho I've worn this like an hour or so. Carrying a backpack as a little kid, or like.. dry cleaning and like a laptop bag in 20s and now... far easier. Standing on train should be way easier, bus as well... Sitting in car, driving in car. Lying down or standing for work, even sitting.

--Set up the medical brace (like 1200, 1500 or so maybe even 2000 or something if done the normal way, i did it like 700 cad, less if not for the tariffs and USD to CAD conversion. Bday party for little niece and nephew, and I got my Czn in law to help me set it up. I really like it. Logged updated. Have a nice week all. Trying to get tape, Juzo tape negotiated for a better price. told medical device store, that it'd be 3000 a yr Amazon for inferior tape or 2500-3500 usd or something at this rate, even more with import costs, so... let me get 40-50 rolls of tape at once rather than a pack of 12. Updated log, very briefly. Have a nice week all. It is a really nice brace and helps a lot... Im sure it will make life easier. Nice to keep mobility and not fear getting more hurt in future. And worrying about not being able to move properly, and it should help me conserve a lot of energy and stamina.

Remove stress of chronic pain too. Covered in tape and this brace. may add a proper wrist brace, but never used it yet... got an ankle one on too. Ideally just orthotics, spinal brace... glasses more often (ill get nicer daytime glasses that forces me to use em, but--Set up the medical brace (like 1200, 1500 or so maybe even 2000 or something if done the normal way, i did it like 700 cad, less if not for the tariffs and USD to CAD conversion. Bday party for little niece and nephew, and I got my Czn in law to help me set it up. I really like it. Logged updated. Have a nice week all. --just experimenting, i should be financially independent this yr or next yr, but in case. so tried my cheapo brace, it is really good helps a lot. thankful for it. Went to my nephew and niece's bday party, had my czn in law help me sort out and set up the new medical brace. Works really well. I think bending down, walking, lifting all far more support. Should help strengthen stabilizing muscles, with it used and when it is unused, with physio and practice. Got my bauerfeind spinova osteo brace on, and also an ankle brace (don't need need that one).


Got nice Spectra brace from Osler (German or similar, like Bauersfeind). It was hard to set this brace up, the other one. I can see how lacking in stability, shoulders and wrist and elbow and knees are. It is good to have some more inexpensive sleeves and braces and get used to wearing them, and then add a more serious medical one... but back and neck and spine and brain are obvsly most important. so if protecting wrists and knees and ankles and back and at least neck from lower instability and shoulders... and mid back, may as well wear the spinal brace several hrs a day, or 5-8hrs 10hrs for a few weeks. Should help pain and preventing more pain and disability from worsening. I'm pretty happy. It helps pain a lot. And I don't have to fear, what to do when on own... as much. It is good. Ill get help from friends and chicks too a bit. And also like... Im going to get more test cream prescribed (only second time going to this doc, physically.. in like 2-3yrs, since ive met him). I will get more dex... and also a referral to a rheuma and also bloodwork.

Feels good knowing, I can do a lot for my safety, sustainability (economically and otherwise), and longevity, and preventing illness, strengthening immunity, and restoring mobility, and preventing further deterioration of joints and the like. May edit later.


Some older disc note.
--it was all eds, heds rather, or HSD or some "condition with no name" *but basically hEDS/HSD. Asthma flu cough 2mo as a kid... covid or something 3mo, the vax injury, not being able to walk, having to relearn like how to hold a pencil a lot of times, and shaving, and showering, and the order, how to lift... all that stuff . The neuro stuff is ADHD ++. I am missing some and a few of the most severe symptoms of hEDS, but I mean the near death exps, and post drug syndromes, i mean ya i had that, so as far as it being "safe", and "benign", it isn't. my spine wasn’t "tremoring", nor were there tics (that's connective tissue around face, that's also why i hated weed, couldn't control facial mvmts and walking/moving basically) The upper back lower necktwisting, in a dystonic fashion, is of scoliosis (13 degrees or less, 2 areas), and literally defective collagen (most likely one type of it). the stupid teachers asking me if i was on drugs at 14, it was literally hEDS... high school, uni science labs. anyways im pissed off. ill make mny and have a good week.

----i ran off 70lbs in like 10mo as a child. i got great at running but ya knees moved a bit out of place... and ankles subluxed for sure. now it's too hard to do, some small sprints here and there. for 1-2yrs, just moving fast down like a road or icy place would be really dangerous. Probably still kind of dangerous. So many things i did to save money so i wasnt a burden to my family.. and ya it's fkd up. adults yelling at u as a kid cuz u cant physically sit or like move something, like carry something or hand out papers easily. it was a disability, ffs.
lost lots of wr

 

[MNK99]

—-missed aptmt by ten-15 mins. Useless receptionist. cunt. u retards cost me 120000 dollars profit im too smart for this bs. , like cure a brain disease from your faggy vax and pssd and pfs smart, no thx to anyone. so ill get brace workout more, see those fucking worthless hogs or get guy give me the meds on the fone, then go ask for rheuma referral and get their (useless shows nothing) bloodwork. could make 2k-20k 60kusd a day at times and 150-200k .
-ill go smoke some weed after i take other meds and supps they know zero about. carniv. tei. fasting. lifting... test cream ++, dex. they know zero ab anything let alone the things that will keep me alive so how about pay me 20000 every time they waste an hr of mine. or 10mins like 3-5k at least.

https://www.reddit.com/r/ehlersdanlos/comments/9i29zd

 

[MNK99]

“Stay home all day, play hooky.
My bf says my mouth feels wet like my pussy.”

“Can’t win if you don’t cheat.
Kinda I luv it when he treats me like a piece of meat.”

Cute Door is scandalous.

 

[MNK99]

--ah fk me. need to get dex represcribed (my ADHD doc is in Toronto, 2800km away, and my recent one retired he is 75 or so). Newer GP, barely seen. 1. Dex 2. Test cream, 3. Referral - Rheumatologist, 4. Bloodwork, 5. Get some notes to show I have hEDS/HSD, and then it's easier to get help from specialists (there isn't much anyways). 6. Get HCG, var, do Marek's. Phn aptmt 1.30pm. missed aptmt by 12mins and the receptionist was ugly too. 7. Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me. Ill get some counselling/ tell doc ill take ketamine later, after taking it. ==8. ask conn tissue clinic or that douchebag geneticist that differentiates heds vs other subtypes. 9. make sure no bones etc breaking.. 10. heds or some non otherwise specified type or cleds or ceds? not sure prolly heds, get a bone doc/ some sort of idk physio.. see rheuma, do that aptmt 2... and make that aptmt.. then do 4-5 some i wont do but whatever.

Slept 5 hrs, and 3 more after weed. so 820 am now 9.48am.
--b1 b6 mg dk enz turmeric taurine ideally prog, coffee cannabis, a joint then dex well before joint, and those were after 4a/epi a, instead of test cream/test prop or test e, and var.. ostarine ran out as well.
--and working.. doing well, bounce up 20k more.. and there, buy down cyngn and keep 15k spare, then 2-3k in the other small caps.. and 12k spare, and go from there, but buy more breakdowns.
--tsla to 600 then 800 later and 1000 and 2600.. and 10900 5yrs so stay the course if not 20000 a share.
--bear case zero.


--Update: 11.18am Mar 26th 2025:
--SO missed aptmt. chileld. relaxed. nofapped. and got healthier minus bad food but ill be 206 and 204 and then 200 199 soon agn. and ripped up. so keep at it. build muscle and cut fat a lot..
--then inflammation then fat.. then add muscle some fat some fluid inflmn then cut fat. then ripped. it isn't PFS stuff it is ive lost 250lbs gained 50lbs muscle over life.. and cut from there.
--get 0.5 or 1lb of loose skin removed chest and under shoulders and boom im perfect, minus godtier hair and sure i have a disability but I'm handsome and smart, and a good person...
--so I'll fight for my happiness.
--ketamine mention too. fuck me. and a therapist. and dog later. and relationships.

either a centre for musculoskeletal and orthopaedic care (mine isn't that severe), so --> rheuamatologist. --6. Ongoing help to fix fertility, i.e. with HCG and running Marek's. 7. strength coach/ movement lab,.. recommendations? 8. what do u think of heds/hsd for me? likely, right? If not, well which eds or similar disorder do I have, ill get reg bloodwork and be a good patient. Thanks. Have a nice day! <3. My medical aptmt later. on ph, but get other stuff reqs. go take weed now and took 30mg dex 20 before, sleeping... before weed, then sleeping i aint sleep m in general. feel good can lift lets go. My mom is flying back from TO today. shower soon.

--2.02pm. but one of 8 things, say six. idk. but higher dose test. and hcg.. and continuing w other androgens, ain't mention but yeah.
--email him pics of the taping and hcore bracing, and also discuss that I had loose skin surgery and may get a tiny bit more. THAT is from fat loss but more than that, the tiny amt, and anyways loose skin, and ligament laxity, it is literally hEDS or a different name.
--Still gotta live even without that.. and keep going, despite limitations.
--doing pretty well, thanks mate. Wasn't before.
--please contact Dr. Tom Fisher, you guys have my permission to do that and discuss. Dr. G. Kimmons too. Tell him that. Cool. Great aptmt, he let me talk and asked quick concise q's. And yeah one sentence,
--test and dex refills. WOOT! Glad im an easy and manage myself type of patient. We may or may not get a rheuma and bloods won't show the type of EDS I have, but lets find out, and also mentioned conn tissue disorder clinic not the ones at uni, but differential diagnosis guy ya. ill mention to him ya. in email.

--make sure I see someone, bc Loose skin. I had loose skin surgery, that and if i got chest done would be like 1lb/185 to 210lbs, cut off. loose skin fkd my confidence for yrs. and really, i think most of it, the stuff that didn't shrink back mostly, the stuff that's gonna be there at 8 percent bodyfat, that is literally "EDS loose skin". Hence, why i want chest surgery, but really don't considering how hard surgery is with connective tissue disorders. Anyways that, or see that Azn differential diagnosis of hEDS and HSD vs other EDS types. I have bracing, taping, test, dex, and a life agn, so I can wait.. and deal with their bs, and make their aptmt. my prev aptmt there yrs ago, i couldn't walk 10feet and had 40-80 dislocations a day, and heart pain, after vax. So calmer now, see that fking guy.--i mean i should get diffl diagnosis and should have in movement disorder, mention to doc, and i did i keepmeds on hand so i dont get depressed and fking have relnships, career, focus/life structure get ruined. DEx helps a lot there. Game changer. It was a long time for me. Ill get further diagnosis and get himor a bone doc or rheuma or my psychiatrist (future, don't have one), to tell my parents, yeah im on rite track. Doing the rite meds and stuff, and no cure per se, but good treatment. discussed carnivore and test and weed lowering necessary dose of dex. I hope he emails me soon, and I can get him before he has too many other patients or has to leave, and get him to make it 150-200mg, rather than 100mg, bc I was basically using 150mg recent weeks, and 200mg with test e earlier... 50mg was given to me, bc of pharmacist before. I also used the same pharmacist ffs, but that place is like a client of my mom's for banking, so they'll correct their mistakes and send me my medicine. i also pay them so. neck clicking few x today. Neck and jaw and left shoulder left all this, clicking a few d ago. gonna workout safely.. and get some work done. maybe get a haircut one day or look at some puppies and kittens to adopt but ill get some good animal, with proper genetics and upbringing.

----train to ensure reversal of neck instability, and getting more stable... there was some reason i was worried about heart... but ya i mean, im sure u feel everything... but it isn't a big deal, like sometimes u feel your liver or gallbladder. u have lots of pains with hypermobility. you also just have a faster heart rate than others, to a degree, but no coffee, carnivore brings it down like 30pts. no smoking ever, another 5pts. anyways im not gonna worry. glad i asked for help, meant to ask for 150mg test tho. ill get ear soon anyways.

mntnd work n being up a lot n nedding to be at home n study for that andlst. scl later. ya. and i alwys lie dsnor stand.

 

[MNK99]

--god id usually just exercise 10-18x a week but im older. cant rely on that to focus nor stay lean. and also that many wrkts would prolly kill me at 30 something and prolly felt a bit like it in early 20s. and ya i know ppl get older but it isnt just that, it is conn tissue issues. my doc is good but i had to expln to him there was a differential diagnosis expert for conn tissue disorders, but the receptionist was rude there... and my neck was hurting and i had the movement disorder. i mean i have visual snow, prolly pots and mcas (not so sure but prolly. prolly worse if i ate like normal ppl. wh usually i dont for yrs to decades at a time). so many other things. i have hypermobility but not to the degree of beighton score, but prolly more than that.. neck,, fingers, ankles, elbows, wrists, thumb a bit, upper back left and rite, shoulders, prolly si joint. etc. so even tho the ludicrous clinical/observational evaluation may show 4/9 and u need 5/9 for hEDS. I mean... other stuff, incl. pssd, pfs, myocolonic dystonia, anasthesia not working... all that leads me to believe that, even if I get 2/3 of major and minor criteria... well the ADR's, adverse drug reactions... make it a more significant hypermobile condition. There's prolly no name for what I got. some will say heds, some hsd... and maybe AI will tell me the exact condition. May get loose skin surgery in chest, may not bc it is prolly EDS, it is like 1lb max out of 210lbs today. butya sure some is from fat gain and losss. some heds or simillar most actually.

--nausea stomach probs 40-60hrs if eat normal. like others. crap id say. 20-30hrs if eat well. and eat perfect 10-20hrs only from meds and some poison carbs. there was something else besides nausea and stomach probs and there's also joint instability and pain, and many other things... but some fourth thing.. oh ya. itchiness, excema hardcore excema. showering and self care will rid any remaining acne (gone 20yrs, perfect skin outside of severe depression/when medical system cripples me further and makes me severely depressed). Do I have fibrin or some elastin conn tissue disorder? just heds rite? anyways, ask these ppl that. fking waste of time.]

--later post nap and 3rd or 4th dose cannabis.. small 2.3 joints, now 2.7 or so, all green crack. snoop's preferred brand of weed... sativa i guess this wone is 33% thc but damn good, lights it up nice.
this and coke would be sick...
--dex too.
--the other shyt was making me sick. this is post nap after indica too m and some not the best weed. smoking prolly making me sick too, that and nicotine vaping, and coke zero.. and bad carbs.
--maybe coffee a bit. coffee and dex and some weed is fine. 10mg dex, one coffee, 2 small bowls later in 50s 60s 80s fk it yo.
--or carniv only.
--wkt agn, here see if babes at gym.
--get test and var and hcg and use it to fix any endocrine but bang and date more srsly. dont waste time.
--no fap. and exercise. walk. ya man. more dex? myb but don't fap w test nor dex nor weed. nor ketamine. pron and internet addn is hardest to quit. srsly. but doing well. take care all.

 

[MNK99]

--d be no name for it. But Ill treat it like hEDS/HSD.* Green Crack, Girl Scout Cookies.. High CBD other strains are good. indica, frosty gelato not so good. Possibly I have classic, or classic like... but probably not. Possibly the musculoscontractural type of EDS. I am sure I have neck instability, over ten, 12 yrs, maybe 15 a tiny bit... other shyt too. But stuff immissing incl the high beighton score, severe asthma, pssd, pfs, and myolconic jerks + dystonic storms from the mRNA vax, lead me to believe that I have a crazy number of cormorbidities, consistent with the hyperm. disorders. Also flus 2-3mos.. and nosebleeds 2hrs... and like other stuff. hypermobile in back an neck.. and fingers and toes and feet a bit, shoulders a lot.r in shoulders more. dislocating in recent days tho. even having sex can lead to cramps or hernias or subluxns im not sure. i have for sure most of those 4 things, dislocns, subluxns, cramps at lst. maybe hernia.s but could be a lot worse.That's not rite.. arms dislocate a lot. Shoulders and elbows and fingers even in recov from PFS, something in legs... cramps or subluxatoins not sure. sex is a complicated task, more so than these usually (depends really, straight razor sharpening and stropping and doing it correctly is harder than lazy sex). Anyways, can and have subluxed something in neck and jaw.... yawning, shaving, etc. I guess I couldn't wear a backpack 2 arms... all of childhood. it hurt. holding pen and pencil also... hurt a lot at times. and i write a lot... same w gaming, arthritic pain with psp or playstation controller. SI joint pain 19 for sure. Neck moving tm in workouts since 4-5yrs ago... maybe earlier, maybe pre pfs.. not sure. I don't think its degenerative, my type of EDS or hypermobile conn tissue disorder. Although all can be a little bit degenerative, if repeated injuries and moving the wrong way all the time occurs. Mostly injuries make disability worse, but most the ba

All this except beighton score and eating extremely clean most the time solves nausea, gerd, digestion and malabsorption issues, most the time.

 

[MNK99]

Only missing beighton score probably ev else nearly except pectins excavatum and some other stuff. Maybe 3-4 on beighton score but no Ostarine and test it is worse. Many wmn using HRt incl test after sorting out most of pots and mcas and the like. Nausea, gerd, bloating, skin hyperextensinility tho mild is all there. The lacking hypermobility in beighton score is made up for by generalized hypermobility and at least some mild to moderate and rarely significant or severe neck instability. I guess strong clean diet or that and orthomolecular medicine or electrolyte protocol, resolved digestion, bloating, excema and skin itchiness and pain, and nausea, and gerd for a time. Those are common issues with hypermobility. Definitely feel less handicapped with strong diet but it is hard to maintain. Ran out of Ostarine but need a break. Surely more sis led now. Either smoking weed, or Coke Zero, or some bad carbs likely mostly that hurts nausea a lot, obvsly proper vaping and tinctures over smoking. Very sensitive (but not insanely like ceds, cleds), skin... altho maybe it is probably more sensitive than ev1 i know. anyways, ill find out soon... what the docs say... but i mean it may just end up -- JHS, GHS, HSD, or something. Should be HSD/hEDS if diagnoser is up to date. Maybe some blood value will show something crazy, idk. i doubt it's veds, I really doubt it isn't EDS at times, but also I've seen many worse cases, but also i've seen 73 year old woman with hEDS + kEDS (Kyphoscolliotic) and she was pretty much fine. I am sure complications in life occurred, but she didn't need a wheelchair, nor braces, at least when she was talking on this video.


MNK99 — 5:25 PM
my dad's dad passed away at 30 something. My dad's sister is near 65, she looks 40. her sons have some hypermobility (i.e. my first and second cousins). No neck dislocations and shyt tho. i do tend to get horrible syndromes/side effects from a lot of meds. Anyways, doing pretty well... and if I have POTS, MCAS, etc 90-95% of that can eventually be in remission. Obvsly, I don't think im gonna fix all spinal issues, not easily... but they are also only minor. gonna keep training, keep arthritis minor. I don't maybe my grandfather had vascular ehlers danlos, but I really don't know.

 

[MNK99]

re nice mostly. Seems normal. I may get loose ski excised from chest so maybe I had 10 lbs loose skin and 7-8lbs tightened up (prolly more excess skin initially). Then 0,5lb of 2lbs removed in stomach. Do chest another 0.5-0,7lbs and then just 0.5lbs or so loose skin /195lbs then maybe 0.3 lb bc I bulked cut a lot over 20yrs. Looks like no loose skin when 172lbs to 195. The 0.3-0.5lbs remaining of loose skin I mean it is like 0.1 lbs legs 0.2 in btwn back and lower body. So that’s nothing, ppl w ceds or heds that have lost tons either have some loose skin worse than some and better than some. Or they have near ish none. Seems to not affect it but many have hella extra skin. I cash in 100-200k a couple x a yr, set aside hair transplant money, get the loose skin chest excised. And also maybe later get ears pinned back. Then I’ll just make sure face stays young forever. Then keep up carnivore and become even more sane and rational and also less controlled by vanity. I’ll also regrow eyelashes and eyebrow density, if I can. If I can’t well at least chest surgery and I’ll maintain decent hair and really good fitness as I get richer /have more time, actually studied ten percent of my ta lectures, using dex and green crack strain. Also sure some test and vitamins.

 

[MNK99]

Msgs I wrote someone online about her ceds and or heds diagnosis.
I was just m asking sure I have reason to sp energy on this dx…and w docs.


Seems easier to get a diagnosis for this and also psychiatric things in east coast America and Canada (from lots of experience, tho just getting heds/hsd diagnosis or similar soon). Rheumatologist after a clinical evaluation from a geneticist that specializes in conn tissue disorders should help. But some psychiatrists, like my ADHD doc if he wasn’t an older fellow, he’d say heds/hsd, most likely. He said JHS/GHS, and my gp would if it was allowed… I may see a geneticist but don’t really want to. If I want an answer faster, I’ll definitely see them but I’m busy with work and school and should get physio. I’m using hella tape and bracing and lifting and walking more again. I’ve been fit 17/last 20yrs.. but occasionally I get deathly Ill for a year. Usually following medications. Post drug syndromes… antidepressant and a hair drug nearly killed me. Almost 8-9 yrs apart. My beighton score is 3-4 I am 30 plus, was higher as a kid… but maybe I have hsd. I have hypermobility around back and neck and shoulders I could rotate near 360 degrees as a kid. Subluxations, dislocations, going back to childhood. Saw a neurologist, due to myoclonic dystonia or similar after the mRNA treatment. Sometimes get bedridden but 7 and like 15 yrs ago, depression but also I mean I couldn’t move neck and dislocated neck and shoulders a lot, can’t do splits touch toes etc. worst case ceds cleds or some weird Eds subtype.. best case I guess hsd or heds. Stomach probs Anaesthesia not feeling locally Hairline fractures all teeth Neck instability Dislocations subluxations hernias Excessive bleeding Stretchy skin Lost a lot of weight as a kid had Loose skin surgery may get more (shifted 250lbs cut off less than half a pound of excess skin in stomach, and may do similar in chest), 97% snapped back, rest is literally from defective collagen.., unless I have some fibrin or elastin conn tissue disorder. Also I’m six feet and six four wingspan. Male.

Taping Serious workout braces ankles back wrists Orthotics ADHD medicine /HRT+ so test cream and Ostarine Strength training, fasting, water fasting, carnivore or closer to ketovore, sauna, orthomolecular medicine, all that helps me. Low beighton score three to four maybe but hypermobile elsewhere, male over thirty. Had 50 dilcstiins shoulders and neck a day after vaccine, and was sick 2017 and 2008-2009 or so. Anxiety autism prolly Definitely ADHD and cptsd Fit beighton criteria as a kid prolly Degenerated discs mild scoliosis At least hsd probably heds MCAS and POTS but like asthma and like the post medication illnesses I had that is mostly gone with very restricted diet and strenuous exercise. Painful.

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4.02.2025:
got haircut. hair coming back, baby hair sighted by hairdresser/stylist. nice, so rad140 stuff reverses mostly... partially at least. BUt that will make me less disabled. And will rekt lipid ratios, kidneys, liver, etc. far stronger. maybe gyno this and that.. or pseudo gyno (I just have excess skin, and fluid would make me look fatter, but lean bodyfat percentage, zero gyno zero ish looking loose skin there ill get it fixed anyways, the stuff that isnt just ehlers danlos). and maybe 2.7lbs loose skin. 1.2lbs remain.. after chest. 0.9 0.7lbs and in areas no 1 cares about. anyways doing well. getting hurt fixing up bed sheets laundry. im gonna workout. studying hard for the TA. good stuff. gonna mk mnby long term good. byw.

 

[MNK99]

--even smoking, with a brace on for back... bloodflow to brain is better. Pots and other related conditions, from my hypermobility is better... and so is focus. Non stim way... taping and bracing but less confusion is needed. Takes time, with weed to lose the confusion, but retardation on weed.., was conn tissue disorder. The betrayal. --yeaa man....this shyt will get you from Uptight Tanya, to Laidback Lucy.

Should have had it at 21 maybe even 18-19.. I just dealt with the pain. Hell maybe, 12 or 10 or 5-6. fk me. why no better parenting and healthcare? im a good kid, i didnt' deserve all of this.

 

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TL;DR: April 2nd 2025:

--way easier w brace. to focus also. only "dumb" on weed bc of confusion and spinal reasons lower neck instability. smart and fine on coke and dex, but maybe a bit erratic on dex... but ya of c anxiety, and agitation respectively with those 2 substances. Brace helps a lot. Would have not almost had accidents at 21. maybe should have worn corrective brace at 18 maybe at 8-10 or 5 yrs old. anywyas whatever.

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Mar24--April2 2025:
--oh god i was gonna sk him to send me toa rheuma. to see what they say... if im doing things rite for my disability... and if i have any q's. god.. i know there's good docs. but i know most likelyill get some psycho. and it will be 5mo from now and going there will cost me to not sell some asset that was up like the cost of law school or 1/3 of that 1/2. like a lot of mny. i get pissed off.. use weed... to be nice and chill but makes hyperm. worse. anyways ill be cool i dk im not wasting life but i cant control everything. my neck hurts a bit, ill be careful. worked out and walking a lot more agn. restoring sleep schedule soon.


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--make sure I see someone, bc Loose skin. I had loose skin surgery, that and if i got chest done would be like 1lb/185 to 210lbs, cut off. loose skin fkd my confidence for yrs. and really, i think most of it, the stuff that didn't shrink back mostly, the stuff that's gonna be there at 8 percent bodyfat, that is literally "EDS loose skin". Hence, why i want chest surgery, but really don't considering how hard surgery is with connective tissue disorders. Anyways that, or see that Azn differential diagnosis of hEDS and HSD vs other EDS types. I have bracing, taping, test, dex, and a life agn, so I can wait.. and deal with their bs, and make their aptmt. my prev aptmt there yrs ago, i couldn't walk 10feet and had 40-80 dislocations a day, and heart pain, after vax. So calmer now, see that fking guy. Most likely i actually needed help and won't get any, and ppl that scam the system and fake ADHD and a disability will get help, that wastes ev1's time and life. anyways ill chill, im doing well, it's not so bad.... i just gotta schedule make time, schedule apmts in.. and brace a lot.--try getting an mri later i wanted one in early 20s and yrs ago... and after vax injury... also, get bloods for heart... make sure not some worse type of eds, and hence... check into heart also. as if i dont have enuff work and shyt to catch up on. --heart... tachycardia, prolly just hypermobile blood vessels and stuff. vertigo etc, idk maybe that's pots. throwing up, that is smoking and plant food. --get proper dx, see a movement lab get better at that, get stronger, see a plastic surgeon and bone doctor and see if skin excision in chest and under shoulders will aggravate neck a lot. see if lower neck instability is all there is.... and see somehow if it is like not going to worsen. get physio, rehab. fk.


--rem. neck and shoulders and jaw were clicking and that's odd... but "normal" for hypermobile ppl mention that and the abdominoplasty, get bloodwork, ill have a hEDS diagnosis. It is GHJS rite now.
--autism, rsd, not that eal al dynamics.
--autism, rsd, anxiety, and the like.. focus is better brace.Non ption. plus stim? great
--id have ot most gotten urt less. and gotten hurt less.isability
--April 2 2025

--diagnosed first? ADHD, anxiety.. dysautonomia, myoclonic dystonia syndrome, PSSD, pFS, maybe mania or just confusion neck instability and injuries and shitty friends and blackouts when 20. some hypomania sure, but i take stims. may lose em... I am the one that dxd ev 1st, whether anxiety, whether we are talking about ADHD, whethere we are talking about hypermobility, or the exact movement disorder I had. Let alone PSSD and PFS (I obviously diagnosed those). DOing well, it isn't "that bad", I don't have 4-6 major neuro things like tethered chord, chiari malformation. No need to get spine surgery + brain surgery same time. Actually worried about that and other surgeries or pacemaker devices, and prolo, or botox injns for ligament laxity (doesn't make sense for young athletic person's joints). I did do bpc157and will do more of that + prolo. That and loose skin and all I fixed w diet and exercise 90% of it, 1/3 of remainder i got cut off, 1/3 i will for chest, and 1/3 well half will be there later (and it is like 95-98% down from early 20s). Anyways there's 40 signs or so of EDS and the like... even w low beighton score, they'll diagnose next time they kill me with meds no one needed.
MNK99 — 8:05 PM
--shooting arm pain, blood pressure flucuating, and heart rate like gaining 15-20 25 maybe more pts if standing, if smoke etc (not weed, but surely up a bit for a short time), not so bad. Combined with other things it is bad, I am not taking any of those. B12, mg, and d are big inadequately absorbed nutrients in connective tissue disorders/ hypermobility. The shooting arm pain is "normal" ish for me. Here at 19, 22, at times... in recovering pfs, in studying before, and after.. but gone for years at a time. surely this shooting arm pain is mrna vax related but whatever. i wont spam i know most ppl cant read.
MNK99 — 8:13 PM
--left ankle permanently subluxed or maybe even dislocated like 18-25yrs not sure. and some minor excessive bleeding and clotting issues. I mentioined this, and someone took it as a funny story, bc they're dumb. when really I was saying that, it means mild hypermobility or even moderate but insane hypermobility, like in vEDS, comes with aortic root dissection and other things like tethered chord. Organ ruptures? no. Prolapses? a tiny bit. Shoulders, part of upper back also.. dislocate a fair bit if not careful. If doing bench press. Stiffness must be soft tissue pain. So areas that seem non hypermobile, are actually... due to tissue pain. Maybe contractures in spine or fusions,but I doubt it. My scoliosis etc isn't that bad... but keeeping it that way, anyways better meditate n lift.
--ill fix these into vm's shortly. but handling some work, rehab, fitness... i needed sports rehab they were always closed when i could get there, after working out or work.. when i lived downtown. close at 3. gp open 9am to 2pm, only retards tho (mine's good but the refugee fake doctors here). (i mean we came here w nothing, but poor parents and still became docs phds lawyer traders etc). so why shd i see some moron 100 iq person that probably shouldn't even be a nurse, let alone prescribing hardcore meds like amphetamines, let alone dealing w spinal/ heart referrals lol.

--way easier w brace. to focus also. only "dumb" on weed bc of confusion and spinal reasons lower neck instability. smart and fine on coke and dex, but maybe a bit erratic on dex... but ya of c anxiety, and agitation respectively with those 2 substances. Brace helps a lot. Would have not almost had accidents at 21. maybe should have worn corrective brace at 18 maybe at 8-10 or 5 yrs old. anywyas whatever.

 

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--correct back/neck somehow... get heart chkd, get brain mri maybe wanted one 16yrs ago so... but prolly fine. tell doc about neck jaw shoulder dislocations in person... also heart pain but it like MCAS and pOTS is from a mild EDS. Kind of. hEDS is less mild than many normal ppl who don't have it, but compared to vEDS, ya it is mostly minor. Or at least for strong males, or ppl like me v disciplined it is mostly. But still it is not a joke,.. and i dont want to get killed, need a wheelchair, crutches, back, neck, spine surgery. --excise chest excess skin (like 1lb max). and regrow hair. learn to walk and move properly... and like get on marek's. and cash in, master ta and risk mgmt, and emotions, and discipline and habits... nf and ketovore and fasting, and strength train.. and study for the academic stuff. relax too. and see more friends . from toronto and newer ones and chicks i miss. and lean up.. but be happy. use weed, use brace fuck it. helps pain, sleep, mood a lot... weed.. brace helps mood pain focus being able to move. also. anyways gotta run hope ev1 is well bye.