MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

[MNK99]

Hada nice rant before that with nice song lyrics, mine and some rappers. interspliced in what i was saying. It got fkd up while i made a funny comment then a darker one... and i was gonna sandwich them, but only have a one liner there. it is too complicated rite now. peace out. stay frosty.stay cold chilling son. im outta here.


have thistoo i j was trying to say something.


--just a note: Happy Hippo Kratom has a lot of deals. I subbed to them, when I was really handicapped 2-3yrs ago I guess. Never bought it. Bought rad140 and hella weed instead across several different months or a year or something idk. anyways they should be good... but i think weed is safer than aspirin long term (ulcers), or kratom. And i mean i already have a prescription stimulant and addictive tendencies and maybe it trash for pain vs opiates, and i mean... i will use mdma, coke, and like ketamine later (not all at once, only responsibly). so i save health for stims a bit... but i may just go completely sober, i have been for over a decade.. nearly. except some drinks here and there but barely. like 10-15 drinks so far this yr maybe 20-25 but that's a lot in recent 12yrs or so. but sure dex and stims, functional addict at times. most the time i guess. but i can lose coffee, and nicotine.. i can probably lose dex. i lost coke, and effexor... and vodka. those 3 were hard. as was smoking tobacco. pron is hard to quit too. but im doing nothing bad except learning a bit slow and losing some time. gotta go.

--i subbed but never bought. i got sarms, and weed earler and during and after, instead. same with aspirin could use daily but turmeric and weed instead... safer for hypermobility than other drugs. opiates too. may be helpful for some. HAPPY HIPPO KRATOM has many deals. They email me all the time. I may buy some and check it out but I mean, I save good health so I can use MDMA and ketamine, later. and weed and dex now and longer term. i can lose coffee and vaped nicotine. I lost coke 12-13 yrs ago, hardcore drinking and most alcohol like 15-16yrs ago. games earlier. bad food around that time or earlier rather. so i can quit vaping and nicotine and weed and dex, but i mean life is short. my jobs are hard, and ya im not some fucking loser, ill go to law school on coke fuck it.

 

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sure sure sure but this does not encapsulate the true darkness of a pisces, or a dark triad trait pisces, or a pisces aries cusp, and doesn't mention about placements. I need Vedic, Chinese, and also some western Astrology. AI Overview Learn more Pisces, known as a water sign, are often described as sweet, emotional, and sometimes chaotic, with a tendency towards empathy and deep feelings, but also potentially struggling with mood swings and a tendency to avoid conflict. Here's a more detailed look at these characteristics: Sweet and Compassionate: Pisces are known for their compassionate and loving nature, often prioritizing the well-being of others. Emotional and Sensitive: They are highly emotional and sensitive, capable of experiencing emotions intensely, which can lead to both great joy and vulnerability. Chaotic and Dreamy: Pisces are often described as imaginative dreamers, sometimes seen as "space cadets" of the zodiac, with a tendency to escape reality in order to better understand it. Empathic: They are natural empaths, deeply understanding others' emotions and often prioritizing the happiness of those they love. Mood Swings: Pisces experience emotions intensely, which can lead to mood swings. Avoiding Conflict: Pisces often avoid conflict and confrontation, preferring to keep the peace. Vulnerable to Criticism: Their high emotional sensitivity can leave them vulnerable to criticism, worrying a lot about the effect that their actions might have on others. Intense and Adaptable: They are also said to be intense, free-spirited, and highly adaptable. Deeply connected to the spiritual world: According to astrology, Pisces are the oldest sign of the zodiac and are said to have divine wisdom and an ongoing dialogue with the spiritual world.

 

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Random Fucking Asshole: Oh I got Covid and Ebola from banging tranny refugees at the bathouse, can I get 20000 tax free a mo and a house for free and expedient medical support while Manik tries to get heart and brain scans 15yrs late and conn tissue disorder diagnosis 28-30 yrs late or so?>

fking morons.

sure sure sure but this does not encapsulate the true darkness of a pisces, or a dark triad trait pisces, or a pisces aries cusp, and doesn't mention about placements. I need Vedic, Chinese, and also some western Astrology. AI Overview Learn more Pisces, known as a water sign, are often described as sweet, emotional, and sometimes chaotic, with a tendency towards empathy and deep feelings, but also potentially struggling with mood swings and a tendency to avoid conflict. Here's a more detailed look at these characteristics: Sweet and Compassionate: Pisces are known for their compassionate and loving nature, often prioritizing the well-being of others. Emotional and Sensitive: They are highly emotional and sensitive, capable of experiencing emotions intensely, which can lead to both great joy and vulnerability. Chaotic and Dreamy: Pisces are often described as imaginative dreamers, sometimes seen as "space cadets" of the zodiac, with a tendency to escape reality in order to better understand it. Empathic: They are natural empaths, deeply understanding others' emotions and often prioritizing the happiness of those they love. Mood Swings: Pisces experience emotions intensely, which can lead to mood swings. Avoiding Conflict: Pisces often avoid conflict and confrontation, preferring to keep the peace. Vulnerable to Criticism: Their high emotional sensitivity can leave them vulnerable to criticism, worrying a lot about the effect that their actions might have on others. Intense and Adaptable: They are also said to be intense, free-spirited, and highly adaptable. Deeply connected to the spiritual world: According to astrology, Pisces are the oldest sign of the zodiac and are said to have divine wisdom and an ongoing dialogue with the spiritual world.

those stupid leftists really did a good job protecting the env like in Hawaii and in California the Fires. Good job, retards.

 

[MNK99]

--i can even roll a joint, smoke weed, and dance in various psychopathic styles now. back brace, weed, dex, test = good. euphoria. live life as if it was a dance game.. that you need to lvl up. i hope that helps ev1. farewell for now.--eventually ill use stem cells and this other stuff, technology and joint enhancements that aren't publicly available yet. wtf i can roll joints now. and i dance hilariously i thought i couldnt dance. i mean... i knew i could dance but not properly. and i was hurt. but i can tear shyt up. but the way i walk and run and the way i live... is also like dance. ill become a dancer.

 

[MNK99]

--holy fk i can dance now, now that i can roll joints and wear a brace at times. i can also write rhymes.. ill go do freestyle dance battles maybe, ya rite, id fking die. but i can dance well enuff to entertain myself, friends, and babes so thats' good. thank u jesus bubt ya tmro ill not know how to dance. anyways whatever.

update:
raving.
and also get afterhours.
make an afterhrs place.

==if i get really healthy, i can finish school and also do better at work and also dont have to fear suffering with disability.... and i can act. and i can dance. and i can open an afterhours. markets..law... friends, and family all that stuff is nice to have. but you need an afterhours place. --heal spine, close trades... open nitelounge.

---shyt be crazy.

Without {reudice Guru Randhawa
wow wonder if related to my friend.

 

[MNK99]

More functional substance use with aid of a brace (and tape, mobility aids).

--trip report for functional work, for studying masters econ this would have been nice. nice for law school. weed and more cbd but lotsof thc even 28-33% at times... weed + dex = 9.3/10. MDMA and vodka = 9.1/10 for a date. but not really for getting shyt done, all this is way easier w braces. for sure. coke alone and nicotine good shyt 9.3-9.4/10 euphoria, use case maybe 7.5-8/10. dex and weed is legit. --trading, law... weed and dex is enuff. some drinks here and there. so sameforlaw school. good that fx health, you know making mny and shyt? the fk yo.

 

[MNK99]

rthotics, other braces, taping all that helps.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 9:10 PM
--way easier w brace. to focus also. only "dumb" on weed bc of confusion and spinal reasons lower neck instability. smart and fine on coke and dex, but maybe a bit erratic on dex... but ya of c anxiety, and agitation respectively with those 2 substances. Brace helps a lot. Should have used at 21. If not 18 or 5-10 for correcting spine. son of a whore. logged the rest/. It is here, just random stuff on hEDS and ADHD, et al. MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', 11m-16mo 18'. Treating hEDS/ADHD, Trauma, via HRT+/dex, Crnv, Ketmn. TEI? --cocaine, mdma, and or meth, and some psychadelics.. and some test.. and bracing. and carnivore. or just coke and carnivore would have helped me as a little kid but whatever it's fine. anyways life is too confusing to make sense all the time. I actually made perfect sense here but it was way too detailed, delineating differential diagnosis of movement disorders (neurology) and also connective tissue disorders (clinical evaluation from a geneticist specializing in conn tissue disorders). And I delineated the neuro, pots, mcas, dysauto symptoms I had as a kid, most severe in iatrogenic illness, and randomly bad with a vax, and also randomly there with injuries or moving body position. I am sure shooting arm pain is normal. And I'm sure I mostly have lower neck instability and I don't have the CCI (cranio cervical instability). Note get mri for brain perhaps wanted one 16 yrs ago, and get heart checked... wanted to several yrs ago and many yrs ago. get specialist.. get therapist.. goddamnit. fine. im trying pain in the ass. prolly lose 200k the day i get a specialist or 500k by that time but nah ill master this bs and never waste opps on hoes and in life progression, skill acquisition, CV tuning. My cv basically says fk you pay me. so i gotta fix some shyt.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 9:49 PM
--smoked like 2oz of weed since bday... and before it. had some 600usd and 3000 cad trades. and am getting 85-90 on logical reasoning of lsat... without studying 3-4yrs.
--but with no back brace, ya id be lying down even more... and i dont know trying to stand or lie down, wouldn't be able to sit at desk, stand.. go outside, talk to ppl much at least 6-8hrs a day. not being able to position self correctly in walking or bending down...orlike turning head. i used to nod, after i used to smirk, after i used to smile. couldn't even nod for 6mo-1yr or something. bc it was hurting and i thought more injury would cause more disability. anyways i gotta run. Yeah I hate standing still / sitting still and never did... bc of ADHD but also, bc I physically can't.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 10:11 PM
--cant show emotions bc of masking - autism. cant deal w rejctions bc rejn sensitivity dysphoria due to ADHD and autism. eccentric, sometimes agitated bc of ADHD, and then more so bc of dex... it ruins fun and only has negative emotions. so need weed. and can't moveproperly and meds kill me bc of hEDS. anyways whatever im fine w it. can't relate to ppl bc of autism. so need some drugs to relate to ppl.. and for mood and stability. and initially it was to relax, then to focus.. but to focus and relax, and save energy. i guess im a spoonie. spoon theory and all that. anyways over. maybe some traits of several disorders, but a lot is physical reasons. neuro for the ADHD, and spinal and ligamentology and other stuff I don't know about. anx disorder was dysauto actually.
-=idk tho i made best frds for life.. in like nites up all nite and most gf's i met and banged same nite. so i can get deep emotional connections and stuff but it is hard... ill give more ppl a chance. anyways fk this all. market crashing and shyt. ill go workout. i need to fix brace. i guess just confidence and lower inhibitions but not to pt of me getting injured/ hurt, being in a bad place... so ill brace in public also more.
Fine w/ a lot of it, the rest I'm fixing. Ill fix any insecurity also... ill get some plastic surgery. and ill stay peaked on androgens. ill pin back my ears and get rid of most loose skin remaining, if it is safe. and ill regrow my hair, eyelashes, and eyebrows, and i will make my skin perfect again. anyways i wont go crazy about all of this.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 10:38 PM
it's the ppl with connective tissue disorders that had adam's apple and jaw bone shrinkage and shyt (i had some of that, i mean, adams apple smaller, jaw not bad, 4 eye effects 2.5-3 reversed with strong efforts). one remaining in eye, is collagen / defective collagen. basically i can contort face for crows feet but it was way way worse in 2017. pretty good in 2018 june or so and beyond maybe even march but weaker then, had lots to improve then still. the rest is eds stuff. Slayo suffered a lot bc of Marfans and the shyt it causes, and sure dutasteride is bad. But for ppl that think that they had it the harshest? did u reteach urself how to shave and walk like 5-6x in life? maybe more. maybe a lot more. Other chronic conditions also they had worse effects. But minerals aren't fixing your spine so easily nor hypermobile blood vessels.
--you need d, prolly d/k is good, b12, and mg for heds/ hypermobile conn tissue disorders. acc to the dysotonaumia conference guy. a neurologist or something. v smart. mag for 14 yrs or so was stomach.dign issues... and neck and other instability, random pain. ill take aspirin easier fk it 4-5x a week.

 

[MNK99]

rthotics, other braces, taping all that helps.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 9:10 PM
--way easier w brace. to focus also. only "dumb" on weed bc of confusion and spinal reasons lower neck instability. smart and fine on coke and dex, but maybe a bit erratic on dex... but ya of c anxiety, and agitation respectively with those 2 substances. Brace helps a lot. Should have used at 21. If not 18 or 5-10 for correcting spine. son of a whore. logged the rest/. It is here, just random stuff on hEDS and ADHD, et al. MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', 11m-16mo 18'. Treating hEDS/ADHD, Trauma, via HRT+/dex, Crnv, Ketmn. TEI? --cocaine, mdma, and or meth, and some psychadelics.. and some test.. and bracing. and carnivore. or just coke and carnivore would have helped me as a little kid but whatever it's fine. anyways life is too confusing to make sense all the time. I actually made perfect sense here but it was way too detailed, delineating differential diagnosis of movement disorders (neurology) and also connective tissue disorders (clinical evaluation from a geneticist specializing in conn tissue disorders). And I delineated the neuro, pots, mcas, dysauto symptoms I had as a kid, most severe in iatrogenic illness, and randomly bad with a vax, and also randomly there with injuries or moving body position. I am sure shooting arm pain is normal. And I'm sure I mostly have lower neck instability and I don't have the CCI (cranio cervical instability). Note get mri for brain perhaps wanted one 16 yrs ago, and get heart checked... wanted to several yrs ago and many yrs ago. get specialist.. get therapist.. goddamnit. fine. im trying pain in the ass. prolly lose 200k the day i get a specialist or 500k by that time but nah ill master this bs and never waste opps on hoes and in life progression, skill acquisition, CV tuning. My cv basically says fk you pay me. so i gotta fix some shyt.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 9:49 PM
--smoked like 2oz of weed since bday... and before it. had some 600usd and 3000 cad trades. and am getting 85-90 on logical reasoning of lsat... without studying 3-4yrs.
--but with no back brace, ya id be lying down even more... and i dont know trying to stand or lie down, wouldn't be able to sit at desk, stand.. go outside, talk to ppl much at least 6-8hrs a day. not being able to position self correctly in walking or bending down...orlike turning head. i used to nod, after i used to smirk, after i used to smile. couldn't even nod for 6mo-1yr or something. bc it was hurting and i thought more injury would cause more disability. anyways i gotta run. Yeah I hate standing still / sitting still and never did... bc of ADHD but also, bc I physically can't.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 10:11 PM
--cant show emotions bc of masking - autism. cant deal w rejctions bc rejn sensitivity dysphoria due to ADHD and autism. eccentric, sometimes agitated bc of ADHD, and then more so bc of dex... it ruins fun and only has negative emotions. so need weed. and can't moveproperly and meds kill me bc of hEDS. anyways whatever im fine w it. can't relate to ppl bc of autism. so need some drugs to relate to ppl.. and for mood and stability. and initially it was to relax, then to focus.. but to focus and relax, and save energy. i guess im a spoonie. spoon theory and all that. anyways over. maybe some traits of several disorders, but a lot is physical reasons. neuro for the ADHD, and spinal and ligamentology and other stuff I don't know about. anx disorder was dysauto actually.
-=idk tho i made best frds for life.. in like nites up all nite and most gf's i met and banged same nite. so i can get deep emotional connections and stuff but it is hard... ill give more ppl a chance. anyways fk this all. market crashing and shyt. ill go workout. i need to fix brace. i guess just confidence and lower inhibitions but not to pt of me getting injured/ hurt, being in a bad place... so ill brace in public also more.
Fine w/ a lot of it, the rest I'm fixing. Ill fix any insecurity also... ill get some plastic surgery. and ill stay peaked on androgens. ill pin back my ears and get rid of most loose skin remaining, if it is safe. and ill regrow my hair, eyelashes, and eyebrows, and i will make my skin perfect again. anyways i wont go crazy about all of this.
MNK99 — Yesterday at 10:38 PM
it's the ppl with connective tissue disorders that had adam's apple and jaw bone shrinkage and shyt (i had some of that, i mean, adams apple smaller, jaw not bad, 4 eye effects 2.5-3 reversed with strong efforts). one remaining in eye, is collagen / defective collagen. basically i can contort face for crows feet but it was way way worse in 2017. pretty good in 2018 june or so and beyond maybe even march but weaker then, had lots to improve then still. the rest is eds stuff. Slayo suffered a lot bc of Marfans and the shyt it causes, and sure dutasteride is bad. But for ppl that think that they had it the harshest? did u reteach urself how to shave and walk like 5-6x in life? maybe more. maybe a lot more. Other chronic conditions also they had worse effects. But minerals aren't fixing your spine so easily nor hypermobile blood vessels.
--you need d, prolly d/k is good, b12, and mg for heds/ hypermobile conn tissue disorders. acc to the dysotonaumia conference guy. a neurologist or something. v smart. mag for 14 yrs or so was stomach.dign issues... and neck and other instability, random pain. ill take aspirin easier fk it 4-5x a week.

 

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Moody?? I'll fking kill you!!

--is trump retarded or what. this tariff negotiation shyt is just to force ppl's hands to cometo terms, then eventually low tariffs or near zero. or it is protectionistic and makes a dead weight loss for all countries involved, minus redistributing wealth arbitrarilty (some to me but not enuff in this case). anyways, scam. and also zero tarrifs, rapid liberalizatioin of trade, is also a scam. as it hurts human capital. ill be back and act stupid for brainlets. --you need strategic allainces and like actual ties to local economy, colleges, and making new educational and technical accumulation. like.... making cares toyota in brazil, if they --> make factories and enhance eng prgms that's one thing. if they make ev at cheapest possible cost (i.e. profit maxing, cost minimization tc equals zero first order conditions, etc all that shyt). well, if they make the tire in brazil, the steering wheel in china, some parts in india, some here, there... well ya the countries that are already rich, some companies there benefit, the managers, or ceo's really mostly. no i dont think the third and fifth world are fking america over that much, considering uk and america drew the lines for all borders in asia and africa etc. and ur only in ukraine bc of 1-2trillion or 500bn dollars of minerals, and its obvsly a proxy war btwn usa and russia, i.e. nato expansion, i.e. us for policy in europe, fking over european nation. when those idiots should friend russia. and russia and america should too. anyways economies, markets, are scams like relationships or healtchare. good luck have fun. i can tell you exactly what neuro movement disorder u have too. so dont need retards like tudi or other fags telling imspam. go fucking do something w your life. you little mofos.

rapid libzn eventually. helps some comps, hurts others.. helps multinationals. ya. and keep it dumb formorons. have great notes on it and have perfect ones if i had my school notes ya.

-- lastly: in gaming section ill keep or remove this, ill just place it higher so ppl dont cry.
--to little cockboys that called me spam. blow me cocksuckers. your lives are jokes and far too easy. i solved all u ever need to, by accident at 21. so fk you, how about that.

 

[MNK99]

For my haters:
Preemptively writing this, for all the clowns that choose to speak and or think negatively, about Manik.

Dear little cockboys that called me spam. blow me cocksuckers. your lives are jokes and far too easy. i solved all u ever need to, by accident at 21. so fk you, how about that. ill say what i want when i cured myoclonic dystonia, pssd, pfs, no thx to anyone. and 3-4 other things. u guys r jokes.

Think on that.

--respect is earned. my life has actually been hard. so fuck you bdvince and other hater ass bitches. dont get better. fuck you. pay me, you fake ass mofos.
Keep my name out your dirty little whore mouths.

 

[MNK99]

--get some nicotine vapinggear or nicotine e liq tho shortagesand tax and supply changing in commie country and get weed and get vaped weed stuff get more vape tips. literally vits and diet andexercise minus some fk ups w diet, meditatoin, walking, all this shyt, natural heatlh shyt, all this shyt is for health.. so eat clean, and dont smoke weed and rape asthma and throat and lung conn tissue itll mk u sick like smoking made me sick like 5-6x in first yr or 2. and like other shyt, same w weed over 30 first time i smoked daily in 15yrs, where i bought the shit and kept it and know how to roll and shyt. nyways have ufnn good luck love u buye. dont lkike me? ur mental, seek help? you a fat stupid bitch? well fuck u thenkk thx bye. im gonna sell state secrets to ccp., you faggots.

 

[MNK99]

These fat fucking pieces of shit, i should skin them all!!

 

[MNK99]

-- i mean oi was murdering lsat and looked 25 agn and was ripped af but ok lets close and poison the one person that fought for health, reward ugly ppl that work at post office and do tik tok medical videos, for fucking retards instead. oh ok. u want some tax money, how about you fucking kys how about that cdn authorities fuck you. the 300k-500k a yr u steal fromme soon shjd be enuff. --seeing as tho im not some ugly leftist activist, that firebombs churches and shoots ppl in the face, for driving a tesla. i guess i can get maid from these nazi healthcare ppl here in cda. that's ok ill solve my own things. they shd just not fk w my mny and time. just like i told the cockroaches at york university that reached out to me yday. PSSD enter, exit pfs, crippled whole way, teachers didnt mark my exams and treated me like shit. fuck you, and dont ever fk w me agn. ill do law to get rid of your jobs. is what i told that ugly dog of a woman that dared to question me.

 

[MNK99]

--smoked like 2oz of weed since bday... and before it. had some 600usd and 3000 cad trades. and am getting 85-90 on logical reasoning of lsat... without studying 3-4yrs.
MNK99 — 4/2/25, 10:13 PM
-=idk tho i made best frds for life.. in like nites up all nite and most gf's i met and banged same nite. so i can get deep emotional connections and stuff but it is hard... ill give more ppl a chance. anyways fk this all. market crashing and shyt. ill go workout. i need to fix brace. i guess just confidence and lower inhibitions but not to pt of me getting injured/ hurt, being in a bad place... so ill brace in public also more.
MNK99 — 4/2/25, 10:38 PM
it's the ppl with connective tissue disorders that had adam's apple and jaw bone shrinkage and shyt (i had some of that, i mean, adams apple smaller, jaw not bad, 4 eye effects 2.5-3 reversed with strong efforts). one remaining in eye, is collagen / defective collagen. basically i can contort face for crows feet but it was way way worse in 2017. pretty good in 2018 june or so and beyond maybe even march but weaker then, had lots to improve then still. the rest is eds stuff. Slayo suffered a lot bc of Marfans and the shyt it causes, and sure dutasteride is bad. But for ppl that think that they had it the harshest? did u reteach urself how to shave and walk like 5-6x in life? maybe more. maybe a lot more. Other chronic conditions also they had worse effects. But minerals aren't fixing your spine so easily nor hypermobile blood vessels.
--you need d, prolly d/k is good, b12, and mg for heds/ hypermobile conn tissue disorders. acc to the dysotonaumia conference guy. a neurologist or something. v smart. mag for 14 yrs or so was stomach.dign issues... and neck and other instability, random pain. ill take aspirin easier fk it 4-5x a week. IDK may as well get brain mri and heart scans, ekg's. make sure no aortic root disection, hypermobile blood vessels/ soft tissue around the heart... and also make sure vax injury heart pain was a one off, see if i had a mini stroke, and or brain damage... wanted these 10-15yrs ago, after other health stuff. Severe neuro stuff happens with PFS, or similar, with EDS. Hence, why I was basically vegetative but at home bedridden in 2017. And also why im housebound (but it isnt that bad, only a couple days or a week usually), at times even now (bc of eds).
MNK99 — 4:59 PM
MNK99 — 4:59 PM
---ya shd be obvs classification and noslogy was poor when i was a child otherwise id diagnose heds 5yrs early rather than 10-15yrd late. clear marfanoid habitus either u a hoeand 6'4 or u a male and 6'5 and wingspan 7 feet or 6 and 6'4 or some other shyt anywayx aint got time to expln shyt. ==spinal and soft tissue and that stupid bitch put me on seroquel ativan and effexor xr and other shyt, her husband other shyt like prozac. morons. it ws fking ehlers danlos. The anxiety was dysautonomia, the neuro stuff was ADHD and neck instability and other stuff that I can't remember. I was disabled as a kid. I did pretty well all things considering but they are idiots and they should have helped me as a kid. I prolly have autism and ADHD as tons do, esp with scoliosis and hypermobility, which I have. It is at least disability enough, to get some label and financial assistance (won't be fk all but ill 5-20x it). stomach asthma... breathing, issues as a kid. more spinal... and like soft tissue i guess as an adult. when sick w pfs/ pssd, more hardcore neuro and inability to walk. and worse immunity and digestion. and cognitive/ mental things were literally lack of blood supply to brain, due to cervical instability, blood pooling, due to hypermobility. movement disorder alone was severe.
MNK99 — 5:55 PM
--Jesus Christ of These Southern Americans STates is the only vaccine, heart medicine, horse dewormer, and spinal bracing i need. Jesus is the only HIV and fertility protection i need. JESUS IS MY SAFETY BELT.
The only condom I need is (ev i can say sounds dark so). anyways happy wknd. got some nicotine thanks god. sick flu body ache feelings (normal heds stuff) then stomach probs and GERD due to trash carbs (processed some. nothing even that bad but ya). ill stick to tuna lamb beef bison oysters and like whatever else i eat, dairy. get raw. carbs etc make the pots mcas asthma etc reappear if i did it long enuff. never did since 18 or so bc i mean i guess i felt sick and didnt want to... and wanted to keep up fitness and confidence and all but if i ate badly like normies for a yr, ya itd fk me up.

it isn't ruined anymore, im just sad. it is a lot to deal with. but im thankful for the many yrs of strong health and decent health in other yrs... and i know i can get really fit and functional agn, doing pretty well but ill take time to hit fitness/ body comp goals. need to rest, avoid injuries, that will lead to more chronic pain and worsened disability. Make sure, I get physio... a str coach, something. watch vids, walk and practice squats to bench a lot. do some neck strengthening super light. some bands also... something called dynamic balance training, maybe a movement lab here but expensive.


summary recent weeks but i know exact sx
asthma mcas as a kid
joint pain muscle pain anxiety adhd and such insomnia etc memory stuff true as a kid a bit, but more seriously and more srs than asthma
late 20s 30s... some more neck instability and near death exps, from mrna vax later, but first the fin syndrome yrs prior.


Biggie: "wild juvenile ripping mics and shit then came the worst date may 21st 219 thats when mymamas water broker, umbillical chord rapped aroaund my neck, i made it out im bringing mad joy, doctor said he's gonna be a bad boy (no puffy). so fuck school i didnt show up, it fucked my flow up, mom said i shd grow up and chk myself before i rek myself disrespect myself, put the drugs on the shelf, scarface king a new york i wanna be it."

"and to my niggas living street life, in the streets without a gat nah nigga you slipping, respect to the macs in the acs to the freaks in the jeeps, mad shots to the peeps." buck buck buck.

 

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Andre Nickatina:
--you gonna be like the ones in the sky and for a sec i was about to ask why, but we was broke., , it's 83 with the street gleam, and young cats are rocking up getting street teams, i need to talk to tookie he prolly front me something, he made 20 g's, outta str8 nothing for mofos that hate me and want me to die, they need to see im broke in my eye, gotta talk to tookie he prolly front me something, he made 20g's outta str8 nothing, and that nigga cutty macking bitches making mo i can read the scripture, playboy jetset coke dealer. we had a lunch date back in 88, business was doing good, you moving up thru the hood, got you a house no doubt in Valljo, for $700 an Oz, you gonna drop str8 yayo. I'm smoking so much pot, i don't know if i like it or not, i got beef w the Bury brothers, dont come uptown nigga we cut em down, that's the mindstate of all those killas, the devil gona come and they all gon feel us, dont make it hard for coke dealers, word life. ok it's 92 so what u gonna do, nicky you no the street theory, i can't let the compn near me, i hate em dearly, im so outta ctrl in my life, live by the sword and die by the knife. you shd see their face when i paid my bail it was the look of the devil that gon send me to hell, my misery is legendary, and i can still hear the old coke dealers crying in the cemetary.

 

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ADHD
Anxiety or Dysautonomia ?
Autism sure worse as a kid w bad health or when destroyed but hi functioning psychopathic sexy autistic but still socially a but retarded.

Goddamnit passport renewal why god why? I’m just a poor kid and I’m nice why do I have to do their paperwork and photos, I have other things to do. I don’t want to. It’s horrible and rules change all the time, no one knows how. I don5 care and I don’t want to. God why. I’ll do it hi after working ou5 goddamni5.



--that's all good but take care of dsiability avoid it worsening and chronic pain... and early death. prolly just hypermobile ehlers danlos, and i mean... the classifications will change, -- if it is another subtype. needed heart and brain check 15yrs ago, so get that shyt. it's fine, aite.
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--health canada and whatever, canadian pension plan, canada social insurance, etc plz keep meoff your hitlists k thanks bye. libs will win canadian election. thought this was 8 mo away, apparently it is in 2 weeks. finance minister is a racist french that doesn't even speak english. if i don't return, that means either my organs have been harvested by the pedo elite domestic terrorist class of "canadians". or i just haven't had time to return. i bid you farewell for now. i wish you strength and resolve on your journey. dont bang the fat chicks.

fuck that fatty nurse and that bitch ass er doc. i rock ice. u only abused me bc no back brace. u cucks. take another vaccine, you fucking losers.

 

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-I'm unleashed and unreleased, on the public, haters best to duck quick, cuz manik's not to be fucked with, im confusing and asian like a chinese virus, kinda racist but i live in the oasis of the mind, youll be running after me until the end of time, i see the truth and lies like irsi, obama and osama, similar names... im just saying that's kind of strange... where's the birth certificate??

-- I got beef with the bury brothers.

-finally got my brace set up agn, make aptms get help.. and we may cut the straps along shoulders and fasten it in a smaller size. Yeah.

i dk what's with all these suburban house wives in the nbhood like looking like im crazy and fkd up. while im screaming: "business is doing good, you moving on thru the hood, heard you bought a house, no doubt in Vallejo, for 700 an oz, you gonna drop straight yayo!!" see me smoking weed or walking out of the shadows at 4am. every skilled sailor has his own set of tools. and he uses those tools, to achieve satisfaction. bc of the implication (dennis, it's always sunny i channelled that at the end).

--your stupid tarrif war was a bad idea obvsly. globally. for americans also. just like firebombing tesla dealerships and calling him a nazi, hurts... americans and ppl globally. 35%+ tsla is publically owned. way more even. elon owned 20 percent, maybe 12 perc now. idk. anyways it is foot in the door/ high ball, negotiation tactic. the real things, on the table... are non tariff barriers to trade, and getting rid of fentanyl china canada and mexico etc. but ya i mean ppl are getting fkd. mkt back up later. shd have just shorter peak euphoria after some rigetti plays and in n out tsla be up 2mn 3mn 800k 1.6mn whatever a lot. canadian tho. but instead brick by brick.learing the ta... gonna enlist ai fo rthat and ADHD task mgmt. use that shyt, ai and voice cmd to gen the charts I want. yeah son.

you know the street theory, i can't let the compn near me, i hate em dearly. u shd seen they face when i paid my bail, it was the look of the devil that's gonna send me to hell. these bitches w these cold hearts, my misery is legendary and i can still hear the old coke dealers crying in the cemetary...

hey fat bitches and ugly gross hairy hogbeast leftists... no one cares. get a job.

--good shyt man. green crack. snoop dogg approved. 9.3/10 with hybrid ADHD treatment (so hypermobile _ disorder) and the other shyt, ADHD and test cream basically, and tape n brace. no taping/ no bracing... and nothing's as good. i guess no stim way to focus for ADHD/heds/hsd.. is literally having support for your neck upper or lower stability. or you know more serious supports, all over the place, if it is unfortunately a worse type of eds.. or if some one is hurt. anyways i hope ev1 is ok. take care.

 

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--nasdq 12-14k later, 15.4k soon.. then 19k 20k, or 12k 10k 8k who knows. uncertainty... ill study more ta. also btc to 62-72k, deploying some stuff here n there in fall range, and some small shorts, but mostly long still but i mean, ill get out for stocks.. and most of the other shyt is one x... but ya cash, tbills, china, literally oil... water stocks, buying distilled water, or lighting your mny on fire outperforms most funds last qtr, tariff war = scam, foot in door, kick in door, then negotiate non tariff barriers to free trade, ending in rapid liberalization of trade perhaps globally... or at least certain players benefitting a lot, and countries like india poised to do well. countries like canada, ya we r fkd. definitely. and a smarter 2.0 trudea, carney may win. that is bad. he's actually pretty intelligent mostly. we need pierre pollivere. please send help to cda, so we don't become idk lets say... the next yugoslavia. or worse, sierra leone.

 

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--it's hard to stick to a schhedule, change shyt up but dads dad died 31 34 or something
heart pain vax mini storke maybe. movement disorder. cardipomyopathy for sure.
and pssd, pfs.. canary in coal mine. eds ppl get it first. bad food fx. ibs. most are hypermobile. half ibs patients. anyways hellllla reasons to get tested. not a waste of time. annoying sure. but just do it.
same w mri. and same w heart stuff.

stop smoking weed. vape wtf. i ran off 70-80lbs as a kid and said id never smoke. but ya it is just a few weeks but ya it is bad esp if i take ostarine (pretty legit and safe) or something trashy like rad (fuck that tho).

anavar soon. i know i said that 5-6yrs ago but then never till 1.5-2yrs ago. only been kinda living agn like last 4-5mo 6mo maybe...