MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. hEDS/AuDHD/Markets.

[MNK99]

hot sauce mouth burns
carbs sex better
HOWEVER*** fatter and need to shower more often and need to sleep more and its not good for blood pressure maybe...
and yai mean im more efficient only meat...

keep carbs 30-40g a day maybe. 100g-175g if workout krazy. im not as dedicated as i was i am stilll...

but like i paced out n 80min workout or so at home at nite. and i took breaks but i had to just in case of joint instabilit.y moving out agn. and my own place . well practicing driving at least... maybe both those things, and ya ill get out more easily. but i really dont want to drive when ligament laxity and ADHD/confusion etc is bad. nor if im up and down/raging... or the opposite depressed i guess.

 

[MNK99]

whhy the fk wd i need carbs for sex...? i mean 12% bfat is healthier than 15-17%, and u attract more mates leaner
also same w mood stabilizers perfevt hair wo it but too krazy and up n down.

that's fking great.

they make me sick. sleep way more. sure stronger. like 10x better 100x better erections. this will only suffice if arugula, spinach, yams, rice and the like... yogurt are all good for me. when solo, sure I won't buy any bad food nor alcohol, however u kinda need it for chicks.

and i mean i can't have junk food around... bc i alrdy take some risk w/ stimulant medicine and HRT for ADHD/hEDS (or HSD).

 

[MNK99]

Myfrd shd be able to admit he fkd up tons of trades fpor me easily 7figs id have madelast couple mo. a few seven figs.

and paying me late, his hacker.. a retarded cost, no invoice yet isn't cool.

anyways, i took 4drops/3 prescribed test cream rite shoulder, 20mg dex, some b1 b complex mg d need dk... enz hcl don't need too much
but at times, and with meat u dont need all that much, carbs and stuff sure but that and rad make u sick.

drank lots 8-10 shots threw some yday.

took 4.6mg li and 200mg gaba took 13.8mg li and 400mg gaba yday, i could ad it levels are higher but just some test n dex; felt anxiety will come back and ya i am busy. turning small amt into this and keeping parents relatively chilled, o/w i decrypt myself, but no idea why this cybersec guy who will do a good job, gives me no real invoice and no idea why5k, i paid half. it shd be 2k-2500 tops. it's bs.

obvsly lifting at home n walking or main gym n walking ill cut but 203 202 agn instead of 206 now from210 and 207-210 dep if i eat or fast..
ill be 200lbs agn in days, clearly sarms kinda help sexual fn. i guess carbs and dht help more. and it hurts bc testicular atrophy and it reks bloodwork. so dht/anavar soon and hcg.

and even if carbs bring sexual fn to 8-9.10 a few x a day, i mean... anavar/dht will not hurt ldl hdl liver kidney enzymes nor hopefully hair all that much for me. it does work and makes u stronger more aggressive, but more than 25mg a week and im roid raging a bit. and ya hence gaba,lith. but mostly that's for depresn, anxiety. i'll be cool in the evening and post workingout n meditating. and doing some light trades.

Just no visa room and i don't want to get in trouble using joint visa for remaining 2600... so id rather take 200-600-1k a couple times but that's a bitch too. but i mean it is really only normal way i can earn income, which is why im also upset bc we cut off 5500 usd 2k usd 1200 usd many times 20-30x and itd have been way more. if my frd can't pay truly, the cybersec fee, he needs to negotiate it down, or send me harddrive and negotiate w/ our cybersec analysts here.

OR I get it and me and a close frd decrypt it. if its big i don't wanna travel w that bitch.
I ain't on priv jet, so i don't want to deal w security it'd be fine tho but a bitch. and flying is anyways. better run, sick to stomach drank lots of cdka one beer near zero carbs in that, but glad i ate well. why wd i have stuff that makes me sick. fuck me.

but doing well mostly. wont drink agn.
also why sarms suck clearly depresn agitation anxiety. hence make u drink more. so ill use weed more but like all meds... ya i mean,
while safer than gaba lith to an extent and for sure mood stabilizers at prescribed doses (tho im a hyperresponder and maybe i shd only be prescribed tiny af doses), its better to use androgens that don't hurt mood and anxiety.

Hope you're all doing relatively well.
Peace,

MNK.

 

[MNK99]

just fucking admit u cost me tons of mny and ur staying here bc u feel bad rather than arguing w me.

u paying me barely 6.6mn this shyt was 14mn. like wtf. pay the bitchass hacker dont exp me to like him. like 5000 transacted 3000 goes thru. i cant take it anymore. u cd have given me margin 1k usd id have 20-50k from oil alone at i82.00 let alone other longs n shorts.

ffs.

gotta finish before dad bounces payments first time prolly ever but degs in 55-60yr he will be livid fuck man.

ill sell some ish and get the last one k done. invoice today but 24-48 maybe 72hrs toknow if it went to their acct
how fucking convenient that and apple cards
so shoppers cna id me ask me if im being scammed
not totally. but pieve by piece

but ctn mofos making that rite.
me too.

sup yall?

fuck one k with ten k 100k 200k margin 500k-6mn usd id make the last mo.

these fucking idiots. and id need that to go back to what i was at 127k

self custodyalways

and only work w frds u really trust and like...

1-10%of net worth. well if u have 100k it maybe more or 10k but ya at 2-5mn usd liquid fucking only do you prettym

otherwise what are we doing may as well join a wall st firm. if living like a slave/employee. not saying wagers are slaves im saying i fucking am rite now but not forlong feel good now but ya its sickening 400k 1-2k i finish and ya many retards didnt deserve fuck all

corrrupt scumbags/ mostly prison.
tkc are gotta run.

 

[MNK99]

arguments. they thinkim "crazy"
and wahtever violent... this n that... "have u ever killed any1" i mean.. if i did, they obvsly deserved it. and u shd be on my side
as my business ptrnr/frd.

i type dumb on purpose so u fattycels can cry abt it into your hentai foldouts of me, w/ your cum. you sad sick fatties.

to my haters.

 

[MNK99]

this is fucking retarded. dad mom not screaming at me. bizness partner being rude and d bag tho loves me ya rite... anyways: ya i win 97R% of stuff literally say long into china literally manual stops hi lev and fk myself so 9x that bitch and avd cards, and come up 3k. and ya mmaire liquid, and later more... closer to 9.545m usd/22mn -45mn next bull. but ya rite now broke and fking may need to sell 21st bday gift watch 5500 cad repairs dad n me over yrs 8500 9000 shd be 20000 30000 w infln pawn store 1k lol. fuck that. anyone want omega seamaster planet ocean gently used. over 12-14y old.. 2k 2500 tmro. i hate to do that tho and survived bipolar ii misdx close pretty fking close tho, audhd (adhd dx and probable CPTSD); AuDHD/CPTSD... and EDS. fuck me.. and PFS and PSSD curing. so yai cant sell that rite? just ask dad for help rite?? fuck me.


why do i do risky dangerous things fuck me....
like i can talk to u guys, a girl, sing a song.. run around 3 floors house, or outside downtown and win but ya i know opening bell and china into there.. into ny open, so... idk 12am-10am or 2 or 4am-8am or 6-9.30am or just short in china. in 6-8pm post mkt my time 4-6pm eastern short stocks and some cryptos, 2-4x lev, long that bitch into open,... and ya live by rules.

only idiocy and mostly args make me look bad... im actually really good at trding and ya im tryna help dad out.
and he helped me lots but giving em 400-600k cad later or house mrtg or padding pension fund and way more to come over yrs. but ya man i need to finish this shyt n stop arguing/ going all CPTSD on my frd/business partner....


suggestions??

how u deal w a good frd u know 16mo or so and business partner but u know they cost u 2.3mn canadian gains and like endless trds but will pay u like 9.545mn usd i mean the last hacker me, my bro, frds, randoms, u could prolly do it

unlimited attempts +
passphr known= like millions of times easier. a donkey cd do it.

@RebelWithACause
not saying u a donkey, just saying wtf?

how u deal w stress parents n business partners?

i mean done, most gone for life but ya i mean im titrating gabapentin n lith orotate and ya i drank tons 1 d a week or so.. for a few weeks
clearly sarms. is cause.

anyways ill tk it ez dex test low normal dose and some gaba/lith and that's it. some weed but 2-3meds fine. and if only test n dex, well ill meditate 2hrs. or however long it tks to focus and settle ligament laxity/joint instability wise.

 

[MNK99]

if u win alls the times but u in trds all the times a astick to day trding or posnl play....

and ya the rite times and fking turn off messenger this n that 20h or at lst 8h around trades or 2-4h once i pair it down to my actual useful work... and ya ive done that butim erratic. and aint no time bc lots to do next 1-2d or so.

lost one stock 18 yrs well traded idk... 3 of those yrs lol but ya. but i ignore and barely trd there

also master my ta. ya easy IF THIS WAS FKING DONE AGES AGO.

nayways playing old forze 5 sterring wheel soon. gn gn.

 

[MNK99]

IDK dude i quit maybe 14.5/16 bad habits going back to 16yrsold most these by 22 defs by 24-25. but u have me beat for nofap by like a factor of 10 lol @RebelWithACause.

can still have LTR's and marriage even if masturbate to fantasy, no?

yes, it's NOT AS GOOD as no self amusement 10 yrs or 100 yrs straight but no pron 78-200 d or 2 yrs and only fantasy imagn here n there, can't be that fking bad can it? maybe instead of rewiring in a yr it takes 2 but i mean im hypersexual. I fucking have AuDHD and that and BPII/ADHD, BPI/ADHD, and ASD more and less ADHD were compared (by me) on sort of a jailbroken Grok AI paid... and yeah AuDHD (with more hyperactivity like 99th percentile ADHD vs 30-40th percentile Autism (at least i fking hope that's not 99.99th percentile also), the fact that fking up streaks makes me so depressed i mean that's mental more than pron addn isn't it?

Someone still does really well and can game and day game chicks even if they fantasize a few or 10 or 20x a mo,

if hypersexuality doesn't vanish on effexor or fin even in pain w/ pfs, i mean... it's less than at 25 or 31 esp on DHT to fix pfs, but
don't u think that u still heal a lot, even with nofap 200 days but zero pron 196 of those days, and tiny bit 2 days and fantasizing like 30 -50 of those days?

Not getting rid of ADHD nor hyperactivity/hypomania/hypersexuality anytime soon.

also does your sex fn drop like to 40-80% on zero carbs vs like 90-100 on carbs?

i mean aren't i better at work/trading/studying w no carbs tho??

the fuck, son.

could be sarms they are horrendous for fertility and ya im shutdown like 5/last 10 yrs prolly more.

so ya fertility drugs / marek's soon as i close 45b
the 30b later. rich as fk soon so shdnt worry so m
but trust me trding under pressure paying pricks 6200 dollars to decrypt your mny while ur parents scream at u isnt fun.

 

[MNK99]

why wd my mom force me to get the worst insurance ever.. while i had pfs
while 6-8 yrs later im using it and it doesnt cover fuck all lol

maybe it will cover half my adhd medicine for half the yr idk but it gets worse monthly and def ev 4-6mo

switching from greenshield to bluecross fucking post haste.

i liked bluecross it was 1200 a year or so but saved me much of 2400 a yr on dexedrine

now dex and compounded test cream are like 900 ev 3mo so... 3600.

jesus fk.
i mean not impossible to pay of c but ya i mean mom n dad are living off pension.
by the time i save family's finances i mean my btc will be worthless barely 4-5mn canadian yr but really ya its 10mn usd so not so bad

but ya these mofos cd have made it liquid.
deleting some of this later, dont need scumbags coming after me.

i got guns
and punjabi mafia russian mafia triad etc friends tho
and also many hispanic frds -and god knows they're fking crazy.
also some italian mafia and some mexican frds.

doberman puppies / mini husky/ wild cat soon.

also the best defense lawyers in america and cda
just saying
and im a killer too
hence beating pssd and pfs yrs later (both young tho and super fast)

and im still fking stressed the fuck out!!!

get laid -- no anxiety/rage depresn = wrong
fix disease - life easty ok kind aya for a time yes way better but stressless forever? fuck no

lawyer life great nah
rich whale nah
like life is stress no matter what

acting? also gay and useless career

 

[MNK99]

bsiness partner
mom n dad also fine want me to chill...

ya im fking trying but u aint helping me.

anyways done soon.
for life.

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for now tho:

hopefully this shyt reverses ... ow i have to 5x my acct. and ya weeks ago 20-60x my acct if my partner sent me mny. mofos.

Funding/Countdown
0.0094% / 0:07:56

--lev trades. fking godly at this but ain't no time to study TA and ya we ph. 3/3 in bear mkt, but i mean mofos had 21mo to short.

 

[MNK99]

washroom break worked m of 10 hrs since 1am
and applied ermacrine for transresveratrol DHEA and pregnanolone will buy pegnanolone running out of gabapentin need that person to get a new script stat

that and lith microdose doing me well

but allopreg dhea test and dex plus weed / psychadelics may be enuff
but i have my doubts so...

-- cant draw arrows nor attach nor voice note this forum. nice.
mood sstblzrs + dex + test + dht it is + fert medicine smth way better than super restricted 3x in decade HCG.

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hopefully this shyt reverses ... ow i have to 5x my acct. and ya weeks ago 20-60x my acct if my partner sent me mny. mofos.

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MNK99. Happy New Year: I'm leaning up and physio. Master 1st TA, 2nd Ls. T SL’s 2-3% max of act ideally. but depends.ill fix everyhing ok.. just dont hate me.
give me 500-2000 bucks ill 2-3x it solo but even more.. and like... maybe even 10-20 100x iit 3d a week with my whale friends. text me/ signal rather.
maybe 80% chance i 20x missed 460x my friend called earlier this week and unfortunately others calling 10-20xs 100xs daily.. but im busy/ and a specialist trader.
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there u go u retards
invest? maybe invest in a top 0.002-1%(at worst, but who knows w/ exchanges and mid east etc... what the highest whales own).

Total Equity348.79741680 USDT
Balance411.06040468 USDT
Unrealized PNL-62.26298787 USDT

youd have lost 411usd. guaranteed.

long only china into ny or rather short all mkts into ny these days. some days a week. dyor. need to jet.

 

[MNK99]

piece this together w/ what i put on Bruschi's log most recently.
yeah that's rite, I'm a complicated asshole.

Called it ufo's false flag into ww3.

most like the tic tac are fucking not raytheon but this other company.

this was obvsly black ops or maybe just normal military. so imagine what they're hiding.
china, america, russia, etc.

alien tech is real!! but ya most the alien abductions are sleep paralysis, delusions, psychosis, but demons and all...

who knows. ufo's in many ancient roman and greek paintings, sculptures, cathedrals etc.
and vedic scriptures and statues/artwork.
what is the vatican hiding.

you're doing well tho, relatively mentally stable for sure these days. keep it up.


wanted to show u a vid from 1971 and engineers applauding their work. but ya this is newer. but that was insane.

 

[MNK99]

told my mom who implied i dont have a real job when i was for sure up 9.545mn usd.
and said fuck your family frds and my fmly that doesn't care abt me and the kids of family frds

i mean i dont need to go to australia for med school. and hey ill be up 20-50mn usd next 2yrs well 3-5 for sure.
i like those kids and most our fam frds went the real route and he's a good doc and like my age lol so im not hating im just saying
just bc I'm an entrepreneur self employed n a trader doesn't mean i did fuck all w my life mom n dad.

so ya.

down 6mn usd soon but not down in btc. up 45 in days. then more.

told business partner and mom ill shower and be green all 4.

i paid 2700/5000 Canadian hacking fee. soon 5k.

anyone want to be a whale in the next 1-2 yrs? send me 500-1k USD, and let me wrap this bs up today.

no 1 i hate tho.
which is a lot of ppl tbh.

or i could just double this twice and be done w it. but ya cool near 10mn USD yr from btc. ill write you when im liquid 45b.



but ya i mean any1 fk w me my mny etc, that's a problem. for that person. a major one.
I am highly skilled.
And I'll find you, and I'll kill u.
Or a Russian, or a Punjabi, or some mafioso, or a UBM, unidentified black male
will take care of you, that person.

castle doctrine.
stand your ground
2nd amendment.

i got some lawyers that can fight the case.
and ya i can fuck up 10 men at once even today.

spelling is purposely bad.

 

[MNK99]

to that hater and ev1 i wouldnt fk w me
but im the only person real enuff to do that
i only fear cartel

not my cartel frds tho
bye, bitch.

why wd u fk w a 160-173 iq mafioso, you stupid fuck

sanskrit: precious stone / diamond -1st name
born mafia boss/ born kingpin -last name.

urban dictionary confirms this.
as do languages where im from, so fuck you, pay me.
you'll never fade me, and you better erase me if you want to fuck w me,

cuz fuck me?
no, nigga - fuck you.

rad140 or dht or masteron i'll need some mood stabilizing gear, tiny baby doses... and ya im still 3 std devns iq above u.

and more so for income. so did i win? yes.

catch me in ny w gangsters many races also mine. or florida w haitians u fuck. ive also rejected 3000 10/10 wmn os ya im far better than u. looks wise too.

30 yr anniversary of REASONABLE DOUBT Jay-z's debut 10/10 rap all star albumn. top 5 top ten for sure. maybe top 3 when i was younger.

 

[MNK99]

random hot milfs white. ask me if im in movies/ tv.
lol in 20s and 30s.

thats fking good in toronto... for a non white guy. or any guy.

:the guy is a rockstar they said the attractive ppl at my former aptmt here, attached to marriot.
dating app and walking around all fkd up and being cool as fk.

i like it.

but ya idk since 26-27 mofos scared of me since 22 but ya defs since healing pfs lol

but u just need the rite woman but i mean a pretty face a dime a dzn.

im on some scarface shyt
the money n the power.

ruthless just likea cuban coke dealer in miami.

 

[MNK99]

A good friend
Tho stressful as fuck business partner:

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[MNK99]

mypersian lawyer nigga said manik u gotta stop extorting niteclubs

situation critical
walking assassin
killer whale
fears of a coke lord
sick tracks

 

[MNK99]

Friend is legit and he has stress too and i caused him hella anxiety
wasn't gonna kill ur frds dude the fk kind of person u think i am??

anywas we cool.

and ya that m money is gonna be stressful

 

[MNK99]

lets say i take dex n test cream forever.
can I potentially replace any mood stabilizer w/ allopreg, dhea, and occasional psychedelic use (ketamine infusions -sleep doc or psychiatrist or both), or mdma)?

Ketamine spray esketamine not as useful. may get some from india. don't need 5-6 crazy prescriptions in cda or america, stupidly costly
tho ya i guess ill be able to afford it soon, but even so, i don't need my medical chart to look so crazy. hence no docs most of 20s and 30s so far.
but ya i mean they did help w/ ADHD and they did w/ BPII it was just CPTSD/EDS tho and AuDHD 99% certain.

But yes, bipolar ii and ADHD and CPTSD all have hella symptoms maybe 40-50% that overlap.

And names/labels are only so important (same with exact type of EDS or other unnamed disorder).

Like rather than lith and gabapentin or maybe later lamictal50-75mg, could HRT++ (supplementing HCG or similar or DHEA/allo preg)
basically do what lith and lamictal or gabapentin do for me?

I went on lamictal to date and lose my shyness/anxiety but yai don't think it goes away with autism/severe ADHD. Not without meds.
Or u know living on an island and swimming and fasting 1-2mo a day.
Even then i mean... some ppl have a ton of anxiety. Lamictal adderall dexedrine etc led to insane hair loss and hence Finasteride.

BUt ya perfect hair eyebrows eyelashes aren't worth severe depresn/anxiety obvsly.

and life stability, career, law this n that.... but ya i did other things and found stability thanks to stocism, and diet n exercise but i mean
id love to get rid of this fucking horrible anxiety if i can.

i mean if ur abt to become a multimnaire whale, finish some insane hi presure project, get into law scl ya your anxiety is gonna be really bad... same w/ cptsd triggers.

@RebelWithACause
@bruschi11
@zancek0
where the fuck is Matty... Matty b and Mattie Devon (discord lol that crazy af kid i miss him).
And Tubzy.



Open to anyone else too.

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Mattie Devon holler!
Mattie had a fucking MERCK tower ... near his dorm or apartment. I think near his college actually - In Poland.
It was fking crazy.

He was like: "requesting air strike."
"Another day in paradise".
Another fellow artist. I love that kid.

His music is here:
It's good.

Fki cant find it but i was subbed but i think just teasers and like he may be on spotify or try to do albums after he's done school.

He's highly intelligent. A good kid. Some docs in his fam too.

 

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@TubZy

stable enuff to work
(i mean self employed trading. law scl. law... advertizing.. not like any work obvsly
podcasting. ai law tools/ medical tools stuff like that. writing/ acting).

Can I replace 200-500mg gabapentin just this mo used.
lith 9.2-13mg a day i mean hard days 13mg
w. my 225-275mg test compounded cream and dex 20-30mg... daily,

can i replace the mood agents, the lith and gaba (or lamictal before PFS, like for weeks),
with allopregnanolone, DHEA, and other hormones?

What's the best fertility drug?
Can't be HCG, is it?
Gonadorhelin, or the other one i forget....

Need to lose my shyness/ extreme anxiety without drugs. u know for friends, dating etc.

Women ask me out but ya i reject them but i mean i want to be perfect ... ish.

but ya ill try more. i did a lot pre lockdown and a bit after but i mean being the only alpha guy downtown canada, ya i shd slay like 3 dif wmn a week.

also many died young yes but most aunts grandaunts grandparents except dad's dad (31 or so ) and mom's dad (60 smth)
but their uncles aunts and czns and grand uncles and grand aunts and like both my parent's mom's like 92+

can I live 90-110 with test cream, dex? i think so. so why not w/ allo or some lamictal or both. and watch the gear. anavar/dht fine....
but not forever?

i mean its not 600mg lith carbonate and 200mg lamictal daily and 2000mg test enanthate a week....