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I've been busy man! Newark, Ny, To, some other places... flying. Almost lost all my stuff 2-3x... a couple hot girls on the plane. NJ has a lot of good looking girls actually... well at the strip malls and Whole Foods... lots of weirdos too tho. It is what it is... its like that in many places. Gotta just ignore wierdos all day. Saw several old friends and went to my old building.. and had an interview some other appointments phone and in person. 2 days got a ton of things done in Toronto. Walked like 11-13mi too. And lifted 2x.

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I've been busy man! Newark, Ny, To, some other places... flying. Almost lost all my stuff 2-3x... a couple hot girls on the plane. NJ has a lot of good looking girls actually... well at the strip malls and Whole Foods... lots of weirdos too tho. It is what it is... its like that in many places. Gotta just ignore wierdos all day. Saw several old friends and went to my old building.. and had an interview some other appointments phone and in person. 2 days got a ton of things done in Toronto. Walked like 11-13mi too. And lifted 2x.

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Where in NJ? Newark is ghetto dude, but a lot of sexy brazilians though
 

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--I really don't know. Clint? Kilt? Cilt? Newark airport I guess, and then... like a forest/hilly area... near something....... near like a wawa? and a riteaid? I don't know man. I'll find out**. I go where I'm sent.
--I saw like random italian americans, lots of indians, "caucasians", "african americans", etc.
--I'll look at a map or check my trip itinerary or ask someone who actually knows where the fk we were. ---still learning my directions.... I suck.

-Edit: So near a smoothie place and a Burger Bros. ANd In Marlboro or a near by neighborhood/ town @Boris. Cilt area, I don't know if that's a street in a neighborhood or an avenue... or something else, I think just a street in a neighborhood. Didn't go out much, had to stay close to family.
-Drank 1st time in 10 months, only bc of my brother. But it's fine. Smoked also with my friend Egor just a bit, after 10mo also. But no more***... it was just stress and stuff.
-_Alcohol worked for those who think it doesn't or never will*.
 
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- I like Quora, some good advice there. I wrote about depression and stuff, law school, econ, fitness, random things basically... adhd, writing, etc too.
- But some were like: "fasted training, this guy has to lose 100lb"... I was like ok: Start by walking, cut soda, juice, liquid sugars, bread, gluten, dairy, etc. add exercise as you get fitter... gave whole plans for different goals**. --Upvote "this is bad advice", no upvotes to like 1000 word or 500 word perfect answers. --Annoying.
- Some random stupid comments/ arguments there... can't please everyone lol.
- But yeah I need to sit or lie down and meditate at times, bc I wrote about it like 9 yrs ago... just gotta do any habit 21-90 days straight then you'll always do it.
- But walking or running, even lifting, and driving "meditations" are good too -- work well for me. But you have to be peaceful not running bc you're late for some shyt.
 
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- I like Quora, some good advice there. I wrote about depression and stuff, law school, econ, fitness, random things basically... adhd, writing, etc too.
- But some were like: "fasted training, this guy has to lose 100lb"... I was like ok: Start by walking, cut soda, juice, liquid sugars, bread, gluten, dairy, etc. add exercise as you get fitter... gave whole plans for different goals**. --Upvote "this is bad advice", no upvotes to like 1000 word or 500 word perfect answers. --Annoying.
- Some random stupid comments/ arguments there... can't please everyone lol.
- But yeah I need to sit or lie down and meditate at times, bc I wrote about it like 9 yrs ago... just gotta do any habit 21-90 days straight then you'll always do it.
- But walking or running, even lifting, and driving "meditations" are good too -- work well for me. But you have to be peaceful not running bc you're late for some shyt.
Yeah definitely Agree brother! 'Also Quora is straight-up PLAGUED with Trolls...constantly launching questions like "what if you have an IQ of 337, what does that Mean?"- and "I love eating Feces, what Job would that Qualify Me for???".
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Quora is NUTS!!!
 

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Ya lol... fucking internet. It's insane. Helps us at times - kind of need it for certain work, let alone school... or even contacting friends overseas. But it's filled with bs too.
-They don't realize I did lose like 100lb, with zero advice... give em perfect advice and they still trip at me lol. Same with like 20 things, but it is what it is.
-Cannot just yell at people to "work hard" (that's kind of what all azn and desi parents and families do lol). But, sometimes, it's actually good advice*.
 

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Ya lol... fucking internet. It's insane. Helps us at times - kind of need it for certain work, let alone school... or even contacting friends overseas. But it's filled with bs too.
-They don't realize I did lose like 100lb, with zero advice... give em perfect advice and they still trip at me lol. Same with like 20 things, but it is what it is.
-Cannot just yell at people to "work hard" (that's kind of what all azn and desi parents and families do lol). But, sometimes, it's actually good advice*.
Azn as in Asian???
 

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Yeah man, like Tiger Parents. Like all my AZN friends that were doing college work at 15 and done masters at 23 or 24, etc. Waterloo, etc.
-Full International Baccalaureate, straight from Hong Kong, with no English but 99% averages somehow lol.
-WCHS (high school) was a fucked up school, grade 10, very challenging. I dropped it, and went back to normal schools. Different story on dex* tho.
 

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Yeah man, like Tiger Parents. Like all my AZN friends that were doing college work at 15 and done masters at 23 or 24, etc. Waterloo, etc.
-Full International Baccleaurate, straight from Hong Kong, with no English but 99 averages somehow lol.
-Western Canada High School was a fucked up school, grade 10, very challenging. I dropped it, and went back to normal schools. Different story on dex* tho.
Waterloo, like Waterloo NEW YORK? Bro, much of Family comes from there!!! Great Place! I've literally got Cousins and Uncles and half-Siblings ALL throughout that Area!!!
 

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-- No I mean like the Math heavy and Engineering, Financial Econ school in Eastern Canada. Lots of Startups there.
-- Yeah, Canada jacks a lot of names from America and also UK. But Waterloo is really old I think https://uwaterloo.ca/
 

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- They're probably close by in distance haha.
- I'm just thinking, all my neighbors, it's fucking crazy, kids that cheated off of me are living it up. (Obviously kids that outdid me are too). But I'll get there, I'm me again.
- Pretty pissed off at times, but yeah. Getting to where I want to be. Got my plan.
 

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But how to remember not to take anything ever again say 6-8 yrs or 15 yrs etc from now so this shyt never happens again?

Get married tell wife?
Tell best friends?
Have doctor around to remind me?
Get a custom made t shirt?
Become an anti pharma advocate or a health advocate of some type (as side work).

Write something on my desk ?
Tattoo?

All I'm saying is in many yrs or even several 6-11 random mo may be a blur by then.

Which is good but also bad.
Impulsivity to an extent is fine
ADHD too. But making the same mistake is fucking horrendous. Doubt itd happen again but I cannot control **everything**. Only me and how I react what I do. And not even always that. Mostly tho*.
 

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But how to remember not to take anything ever again say 6-8 yrs or 15 yrs etc from now so this shyt never happens again?

Get married tell wife?
Tell best friends?
Have doctor around to remind me?
Get a custom made t shirt?
Become an anti pharma advocate or a health advocate of some type (as side work).

Write something on my desk ?
Tattoo?

All I'm saying is in many yrs or even several 6-11 random mo may be a blur by then.

Which is good but also bad.
Impulsivity to an extent is fine
ADHD too. But making the same mistake is fucking horrendous. Doubt itd happen again but I cannot control **everything**. Only me and how I react what I do. And not even always that. Mostly tho*.
Yes, Awareness is Absolutely *KEY*, in avoiding being a Victim to Others and even Ourselves...the Idea is to become Open-Minded, even if Steadily, so that Narrow-Minds can serve as a Source of Learning, and fellow Open-Minds; a Source of Wisdom, adding to the Power we have now Obtained through that Knowledge, that Power, and Knowledge, which WILL assuredly Lead us to Conquer our OWN MINDS, and those who Oppose Us!
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But how to remember not to take anything ever again say 6-8 yrs or 15 yrs etc from now so this shyt never happens again?

Get married tell wife?
Tell best friends?
Have doctor around to remind me?
Get a custom made t shirt?
Become an anti pharma advocate or a health advocate of some type (as side work).

Write something on my desk ?
Tattoo?

All I'm saying is in many yrs or even several 6-11 random mo may be a blur by then.

Which is good but also bad.
Impulsivity to an extent is fine
ADHD too. But making the same mistake is fucking horrendous. Doubt itd happen again but I cannot control **everything**. Only me and how I react what I do. And not even always that. Mostly tho*.

You have to see this is in your psyche. I think a lot of people who use finasteride have escapism personality TBH. Most guys I meet and talk to are/were very similar to me. Of course hairloss is shit. But I find that most PFS guys are eerily similar to me when I talk to them.

How to not fall into this trap EVER AGAIN:

Get balanced to the best of your ability.

Even if you are losing your hair you do not take drugs that lower androgens. Do you want to be a slave to the system? Too low androgens will make you a slave.

Even if you are depressed you do not take anything that could fuck you up. SSRI will also make you a slave of the system. SSRI = literally zombie mode. It is not a fix. It is just to numb you so you stop whining about your depression. It is literally a "just shut up" drug. They don't know what is wrong with you. They just want you to shut up and move on in life so they give you SSRI.

Never listen to doctors especially when they prescribe drugs for "psychological issues" or "cosmetic issues". Doctors are just guys who followed school to become doctor. Everybody with a bit of IQ can become a doctor.

Now hairloss (Finasteride), depression (SSRI's) and acne (Accutane) are indicators of imbalances in the body. Now you know that with TEI/ARL/electrolyte protocol and balanced eating/lifestyle you can fix most of it. If you lose your hair anyways so be it. If you still have a little acne so be it. If you still have a bit of depression so be it. Deal with it.

Never take prescription medication unless let's say you are almost dying.

Most days I am not depressed. Sometimes I have a down day. Used to be close to suicidal in my teens and early early twenties. I will never take anti-androgen again.

With healthy habits you won't be depressed, period.
 

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True that. Most docs I know are borderline retarded vs me.
Never took antidepressants it was situational, mood medication. AND those retard docs are like stims cause aging, lamotrigine is a stimulant isn't it?
NO you fucking retards it isn't.
I'm going to get way richer than the pieces of trash that did this to me. And show them who's the motherfucking one that calls shots.
-Always knew I was smarter than those pieces of shit. hence better condo at 25 and 26 than they'll ever have. Hence, why I'll be rich as fuck, and they'll be bitching about tax, despite being too retarded to place proper investments. I'm talking personal stuff against docs I know.
-As usual, in good health: fuck em all.
-If I need 20 meds later, I'll fast or die, fine whatever.
-Toronto's filled with douchebags, I'm not that showy. SUre some nice clothes but not to impress dumb hoes at clubs and a bunch of losers that I've never given a fuck about.
-The entire world can come and get me.
-I operate in the shadows, and appear out of nowhere. Don't need 20 friends and accolades from a bunch of fakeass tricks.
 
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It was to provide cheap labour for business. It wasn't in exchange for anything, Reagan believed in illegal amnesty for business and spoke out about it multiple times.

I do like the fact that Trump doesnt have donors, Ive already said he's better than your average Republican in some ways. He's checked far right economic policy in some ways e.g. exiting TPP. On balance he's far more harmful to the country than beneficial though.

right, it wasnt in exchange for anything physical but to openly fill the low skilled jobs to deter future illegals from coming over in the sense that cheap labor would be less available