stud's titan dht experience

Stud

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also forgot to mention respect at work is absolutly amazing. submissive behaviour from other males and intimidation is also seen but still somewhat subte. on high dosages of proviron this was super evident.
 

MNK99

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Correct.
Death by Autoerotic Asphyxiation. But I want a really hot girl to choke me or break spinal cord.
And then leap out into the sky like a flying eagle.
AND: then, people found all over, with exsanguination marks, and me returning on the third, like CHRIST!!!!!!!

#DEATHBYEXSANGUINATION.
#DEATHBYAUTOEROTICASPHYIXIATION
#WINNING!!!!!!!!!!!
 

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You're sick minded bro @Jaxx.

#MULDER
#Californication
#REDSHOEDIARIEZ
#David Duchovney --FKN amazing. Him and #SCULLY. and #CANCERMAN
#BOJACKHORSEMAN #Will Arnett (ditched family, left CDA, became a legendary voice actor eventually).

ALso liked it. A-E-A.

#DavidCarradine did too (RIP).
#KUNGFU THE LEGEND CONTS.

But, for real Nofap 19 days and going for 190 - 9000. Reset a bit, but no relapse.
 
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also forgot to mention respect at work is absolutly amazing. submissive behaviour from other males and intimidation is also seen but still somewhat subte. on high dosages of proviron this was super evident.
Interesting. That does make sense given DHT's "known" Effects...though. You are using the 50% Strength?
How much are you using again?
Give us a Visual Picture!
 

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Interesting. That does make sense given DHT's "known" Effects...though. You are using the 50% Strength?
How much are you using again?
Give us a Visual Picture!
35%
16 drops now. I ramped up the dose beacause at 14 drops it would last me 600 days a measured.
so i'll probably go even higher maybe 20 or whatever.
how much you as i actually just wanted to ask you
stop using exclamation marks @Area-1255 , are you trying to initmidate me or what :p
 

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update: at this dose i'm very motivated and workoholic as fuck. can't think about anything else than money and status. was just payday. the cash gavee me an extra dopamine booost and so i'll continue the positive spiral. #lifeisgreat
 

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update: at this dose i'm very motivated and workoholic as fuck. can't think about anything else than money and status. was just payday. the cash gavee me an extra dopamine booost and so i'll continue the positive spiral. #lifeisgreat

yeah, low serotonin people. are freaks, sometimes they start killing people for money and status.

I was always like this. Super competitive, super workoholic, super motivated. thank god that calmed down now. Low serotonin makes you not confident in yourself, you constantly questioning your status. This is why you want more and this why it looks to you how people are intimidated by you. They are not. It is actually you who is not sure of your status and thus you are questioning it and looking at people. and their approval.

I was naturally this way without DHT cream. And this body chemistry is not as good. even now i have very high dopamine and low prolactin and serotonin.( just did bloods recently) this inner feeling constanly pushes you pushes you pushes, you , Fucking sick of it LOL

like you make certain amount of money, and then it is not enough, then you want political status.

I dont know how you can enjoy this state Stud. It is like going into the pain state purposely, low serotonin = pain of insatioability. LIke nothing is good enough.

I always was amazed at my brother who had higher serotonin and did not give a shit about anything. Just enjoyed his life. and I was like MORE MORE MORE/ Soooo tiring.

And the funny part low sertonin people consider those relaxed people losers. but in reality , it is very questionable, LOL
 

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yeah, low serotonin people. are freaks, sometimes they start killing people for money and status.

I was always like this. Super competitive, super workoholic, super motivated. thank god that calmed down now. Low serotonin makes you not confident in yourself, you constantly questioning your status. This is why you want more and this why it looks to you how people are intimidated by you. They are not. It is actually you who is not sure of your status and thus you are questioning it and looking at people. and their approval.

I was naturally this way without DHT cream. And this body chemistry is not as good. even now i have very high dopamine and low prolactin and serotonin.( just did bloods recently) this inner feeling constanly pushes you pushes you pushes, you , Fucking sick of it LOL

like you make certain amount of money, and then it is not enough, then you want political status.

I dont know how you can enjoy this state Stud. It is like going into the pain state purposely, low serotonin = pain of insatioability. LIke nothing is good enough.

I always was amazed at my brother who had higher serotonin and did not give a shit about anything. Just enjoyed his life. and I was like MORE MORE MORE/ Soooo tiring.

And the funny part low sertonin people consider those relaxed people losers. but in reality , it is very questionable, LOL
for sure high serotonin definitly makes you a passive obedient zombie nerd locked up in their little basement.
 

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for sure high serotonin definitly makes you a passive obedient zombie nerd locked up in their little basement.

yeah, but higher than middle serotonin, makes you very sociable and relaxed and people love you and you are a diplomat. etc.

I am saying high or low serotonin is shit.

I have it low since childhood and it is not good either. Very tiring. This is why sometimes I wanted to just booze it out, just to relax and not think about the money and career.

and never could understand how people did good on coke or stimulants LOL.
 

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Hahahahaha that’s incredible for whomever it happened to.

Edit: this was about the tren guy who loved fat chicks for awhile from it.
 

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yeah, low serotonin people. are freaks, sometimes they start killing people for money and status.

I was always like this. Super competitive, super workoholic, super motivated. thank god that calmed down now. Low serotonin makes you not confident in yourself, you constantly questioning your status. This is why you want more and this why it looks to you how people are intimidated by you. They are not. It is actually you who is not sure of your status and thus you are questioning it and looking at people. and their approval.

I was naturally this way without DHT cream. And this body chemistry is not as good. even now i have very high dopamine and low prolactin and serotonin.( just did bloods recently) this inner feeling constanly pushes you pushes you pushes, you , Fucking sick of it LOL

like you make certain amount of money, and then it is not enough, then you want political status.

I dont know how you can enjoy this state Stud. It is like going into the pain state purposely, low serotonin = pain of insatioability. LIke nothing is good enough.

I always was amazed at my brother who had higher serotonin and did not give a shit about anything. Just enjoyed his life. and I was like MORE MORE MORE/ Soooo tiring.

And the funny part low sertonin people consider those relaxed people losers. but in reality , it is very questionable, LOL

‘this inner feeling constanly pushes you pushes you pushes, you , Fucking sick of it LOL’

If i had to describe myself in 1 sentence, this would be it LOL. Stresses you out
 

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yeah, low serotonin people. are freaks, sometimes they start killing people for money and status.

I was always like this. Super competitive, super workoholic, super motivated. thank god that calmed down now. Low serotonin makes you not confident in yourself, you constantly questioning your status. This is why you want more and this why it looks to you how people are intimidated by you. They are not. It is actually you who is not sure of your status and thus you are questioning it and looking at people. and their approval.

I was naturally this way without DHT cream. And this body chemistry is not as good. even now i have very high dopamine and low prolactin and serotonin.( just did bloods recently) this inner feeling constanly pushes you pushes you pushes, you , Fucking sick of it LOL

like you make certain amount of money, and then it is not enough, then you want political status.

I dont know how you can enjoy this state Stud. It is like going into the pain state purposely, low serotonin = pain of insatioability. LIke nothing is good enough.

I always was amazed at my brother who had higher serotonin and did not give a shit about anything. Just enjoyed his life. and I was like MORE MORE MORE/ Soooo tiring.

And the funny part low sertonin people consider those relaxed people losers. but in reality , it is very questionable, LOL

Lol your brother is like my sister and my dad while me and my mom who are workoholics and super motivated, barely sleep, constantly trying new areas and risks. I wouldn't say it's bad thing IMO it's just a double edge sword meaning I will literally wear my ass out just to be the best over someone else even over simple things @Area-1255 has a similar mentality as well.

I guess the high dopamine probably means why I never ever considered any need for coffee
 

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Lol your brother is like my sister and my dad while me and my mom who are workoholics and super motivated, barely sleep, constantly trying new areas and risks. I wouldn't say it's bad thing IMO it's just a double edge sword meaning I will literally wear my ass out just to be the best over someone else even over simple things @Area-1255 has a similar mentality as well.

I guess the high dopamine probably means why I never ever considered any need for coffee

I need 500 cups of coffee to start up in the morning.
I'll take that extra dopamine if y'all don't want it.
 

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I need 500 cups of coffee to start up in the morning.
I'll take that extra dopamine if y'all don't want it.

Man, if I could give it you , I would def give you half. I wish people could just donate enzymes to other people LOL
 

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--> THEANINE. @barbaar at night... If you want zero stims. Or some sugar some caffiene but if you want to be 100% natural forever... if that even matters, then... yeah IDK
"BALANCE". Not being sarcastic to you, I like you.

--My entire family is workaholics mostly. ---> minus a couple ppl, who are still somehow PhD's though lazier than almost anything I've ever seen.
--And some other shadier types.