HerrFisch
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nice to hear! Im good too.
Haven't been much on forums since I was active here.
Don't even remember how I found this "new" hackstas.is. But was surprised my login still works.
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Haven't been much on forums since I was active here.
Don't even remember how I found this "new" hackstas.is. But was surprised my login still works.
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Yea I get annoyed by that stuff.
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Are you still doing some protocol or just living life the natty way now?
I don't know I listened podcast with this Shawn Bean where he talks about how he was a bodybuilder and after the contest he ate a lot of sushi and that started all his health issues...
The reality was he was probably fucked up for a long time while doing bodybuilding and taking steroids. We all know how it fucks with mineral balance in the body etc.. His talk about dysbiosis and stuff as some kind of root cause. We all know how steroids stop bile flow. Without bile flow you can't detox and your microbiome is fucked. All in all I am not impressed by what he had to say in that podcast and his view on things. Not saying that everything he knows and says is BS I heard one podcast and I don't think I would want to work with this guy as my guru or something..
The reality was he was probably fucked up for a long time while doing bodybuilding and taking steroids. We all know how it fucks with mineral balance in the body etc.. His talk about dysbiosis and stuff as some kind of root cause. We all know how steroids stop bile flow. Without bile flow you can't detox and your microbiome is fucked. All in all I am not impressed by what he had to say in that podcast and his view on things. Not saying that everything he knows and says is BS I heard one podcast and I don't think I would want to work with this guy as my guru or something..
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Yea I know. I just say he’s at least done a few things.
He had Asperger’s from birth was always autistic and then got into bodybuilding in 20s which is a recipe for disaster.
I have a Facebook friend. I saw his Oligo. Just as bad as mine. Bodybuilding/ autistic kid who had issues before body building . Like Shawn. He took covid vaccine at age 21 or so and has been battling ever since. Severe reaction. He says he’s been improving the last 2 years but again.
Dht causes autism. There are papers on that. Raise dht, u kill ERb. There goes iron availability and b5.
Still. The “he used steroids. That’s why he’s sick. Don’t listen to him” mindset is horrible.
Steroid damage. As pfs is. Is just another mitochondrial disease like autism Parkinson’s etc ms
@bruschi11 I am the same case. Fucked up from birth. Due to lack of smell and no puberty almost it looks like "Kallmann syndrome" + toxicities from amalgams, deficiencies due to bad diet and later fucked up digestion. Really bad case of leaky gut.. Bodybuilding and steroids probably helped in some ways and fucked me up pretty badly in other ways. I think they at least somewhat kick started my puberty in like 21yo lol.. But after that they fucked me up because I had crazy high estradiol for a long time... I don't think I would have any severe issues now if I was taking proper cycles with proper estrogen control and stuff.. But the root of my issues are not from taking steroids because I know for a fact that most guys took more and for longer and worse cycles and their health was not that fucked up after that..
It is very interesting to look back and think about my life. How I was feeling and doing with my health over the years with the understanding that I have now how things work. It was just fucked up time 20-30-35 years ago. Like nobody gave a shit and nobody knew nothing about stuff like Kallmann syndrome lol. Nobody would test my hormones and stuff. All my life living with low hormones. It was like trying to live life feeling like when you didn't sleep for whole day and you are constantly walking in water to your knees. "Normal" person with average health can't even imagine. But you were not diagnosed with cancer. You looked normal so hey why you are so lazy. Just do something with your life lol.. But like I said now at least I know.. Now I know I was not just lazy shithead.. It just my genetics is simply garbage. I can live with that..
It is very interesting to look back and think about my life. How I was feeling and doing with my health over the years with the understanding that I have now how things work. It was just fucked up time 20-30-35 years ago. Like nobody gave a shit and nobody knew nothing about stuff like Kallmann syndrome lol. Nobody would test my hormones and stuff. All my life living with low hormones. It was like trying to live life feeling like when you didn't sleep for whole day and you are constantly walking in water to your knees. "Normal" person with average health can't even imagine. But you were not diagnosed with cancer. You looked normal so hey why you are so lazy. Just do something with your life lol.. But like I said now at least I know.. Now I know I was not just lazy shithead.. It just my genetics is simply garbage. I can live with that..
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The high estradiol is what happened to me when I crashed in 2020. Low T I saw for first time ever in bloodwork. Legit low like 200. Where it was always between 400 and 650 in years prior while doing poor to well.
It was a completely new illness. Low T , high E2.
And the funny part about it. What I did was all estrogen receptors stuff that cured me that next fall. I did it without ever thinking about estrogen. I was just all fucked up in the brain thinking about mineral balancing and Yasko methylation stuff. Gbold actually said try chromium after I had good response to vanadium.
Basically I’m saying chromium vanadium lithium cobalt biggest 3 things for estrogen reception.
You should just try running freddds protocol. It’s all pro estrogen reception + TRT if you need that part.
@bruschi11 I will not improve my situation by injecting stuff.. It would only make me stressed more and make things worse.. I have to change my living situation first. So I don't live in stress mode 24/7. I have to create artificial environment for myself without people that trigger stress/PTSD which are basically all people I know. That's how bad my situation is.. So I have to move somewhere. At least now I have money to just rent some place somewhere for like 6 months and just do nothing. Just relax and focus on myself. Easy to say, but hard to do when you are 40yo mans child basically who was always under control of his parents and toxic sister and who never moved out anywhere apart from that 3 month working trip to Croatia and I felt great there. My bile flow worked great everything. That showed me what are my real issues.. Like when I was on my own I felt like I grow as a person rapidly and once I go back to my room into the apartment where I lived my whole life I feel like I instantly transfrom to the child I was before again and I am stuck again here LOL.. I just don't know where to go right now hehe. probably just rent apartment in different city would be the easiest option and ideally find a job in that area and just start new life without all those people and places that trigger stress for me.. Basically I am in situation many people are they just moved out in their 20s.. But I couldn't I was fucked up mentally and physically at that time. It was the time where my grandparents were sick one by one and my family basically forced me to stay home and take care of them. Next thing you know you are 30 - 40yo completely fucked and parents are happy basically., They have someone that can take care of them if they can't go shopping or whatever. It is sad that it took me so long to realize all this. But You don't see it when you live it and you blind yourself with all kinds of copes to just survival that shit life you are in instead of just rope.. Only recently once I stopped all copes mostly hard exercise and games and betting and whatever I started see more clearly what is really going on. Those invisible tentacles that hold me stuck on the spot in my shit... So now I was working and not spending on dumb shit. So II make some money so I have some options. Now I have like 8000 euros. So I have to do with it something asap..
It is hard to explain all that to someone who grow up and developed normally as a person without all that fucked up stuff like those health issues you could fix or even explain. Fucked up people around me who completely stopped your development didn't tech you anything just ruined you future and created all those traumas and stuff.. It is so much complex than just I will take this and that and I am fixed. Heh I wish it was that simple.
So that's my situation. More outside stuff that influences negatively my physiology.. Otherwise I trust my body even with my garbage genetics that it will do great to balance itself once something is not triggering stress all the time..
I wish I had someone like Gabor Mate in my life. Just listen some of his videos about trauma and stuff. If you don't understand this part of life. Biochemistry alone is useless.. We are not robots. It is all so complex and connected.. I think this forum never did a good job in this. It was all biochemistry, but all that non materialistic emotional stuff changes the physiology the same way as taking some finasteride or whatever.
It is hard to explain all that to someone who grow up and developed normally as a person without all that fucked up stuff like those health issues you could fix or even explain. Fucked up people around me who completely stopped your development didn't tech you anything just ruined you future and created all those traumas and stuff.. It is so much complex than just I will take this and that and I am fixed. Heh I wish it was that simple.
So that's my situation. More outside stuff that influences negatively my physiology.. Otherwise I trust my body even with my garbage genetics that it will do great to balance itself once something is not triggering stress all the time..
I wish I had someone like Gabor Mate in my life. Just listen some of his videos about trauma and stuff. If you don't understand this part of life. Biochemistry alone is useless.. We are not robots. It is all so complex and connected.. I think this forum never did a good job in this. It was all biochemistry, but all that non materialistic emotional stuff changes the physiology the same way as taking some finasteride or whatever.
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