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  1. barbaar

    Is anyone here a developer?

    Web dev wise, I never touched ruby but I've built some things with react and nodejs. Javascript is not the nicest language for server side stuff imo. Go or Kotlin would be better :) Python is great for data science/machine learning type stuff.
  2. barbaar

    Going back on Accutane...

    Hey man if you want to add it to the wiki too PM me and I'll set you up with an account
  3. barbaar

    How to Unlock Telekinesis With Drugs 2019 [How to Move Objects with The Mind 2019] Drugs to Make Telekinesis Possible 2019

    Maybe I'll just do this instead of TEI so I can telekinesis my dick up when it's needed
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    No not doing anything atm. I will probably jump on TEI as soon as I have time to send in hair
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    Insomnia hit hard again, shocks when falling asleep came back as well as a constant "electric" buzzing feeling in my entire body. I'm not taking anything and haven't for a while so I don't know why. Super stressed though and not handling it too well so maybe it's that.
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    Raven Log

    That sucks man. Happened to me too the first quarter of this year. Don't dwell on it as long as you did the best you possibly could given the situation.
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    PSSD Following Ashwagandha/Shilajit usage

    One of the theories here is that GR (glucocorticoid receptor) is upregulated, causing a ton of problems. There's more to it than that but my brain is too fried atm to fully understand it. If you lower cortisol, it would upregulate GR to compensate for lower levels of cortisol. Maybe the...
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    I think you're right man. Having something to focus on just by itself chills me out mentally. "Some days you are just going to break down a bit, just accept it and then next day you go forward again." Haha yeah that was me yesterday. Still feel like shit now but I let the hopelessness get to...
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    I haven't tried that. I think uni stress and lack of sleep is just getting to me atm. I also stopped going to the gym because I just don't have time for it. Can't wait for summer break so I can pick things back up again.
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    Just need to vent a little bit since I can't talk to anyone about this. In a bad place rn mentally so ignore this dumb rant Feeling super fucked today, extreme shrinkage, curve is getting worse and getting stabbing pains in my dick. It's like there are invisible rubber bands wrapped all around...
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    Finasteride 'crash' while still on the drug?

    Same for me but with SSRI instead of fin
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    Copper, the cure all??

    I think for me copper is causing too much dopamine > noradrenaline conversion. I also got worse shrinkage after copper
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    Copper, the cure all??

    @Helen I guess it's safe to say I'm copper toxic?
  14. barbaar

    Copper, the cure all??

    Be really careful with copper, just 2 weeks of taking it made my ED persistently much worse.
  15. barbaar

    Can someone try Wormwood to block GABA A receptor and see if you feel recovered.

    Funny, I was boozing it up with friends in czech republic this weekend and had some absinthe too. Yesterday I actually had a bit of libido, nothing crazy and it could have just been the alcohol but still )
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    It's been a while ago so I may not be remembering everything 100%, but I don't remember any other major downsides
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    Upregulated GR( cortisol) receptor theory

    I'll give ashwaganda another shot after I figure out where to get transcortin tested. Active B vits should arrive this week too.
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    Barbaar, PSSD log

    Yeah I think that sums it up pretty well. The insomnia got so bad I had to quit it though, I wasn't getting more than like 3 hours of sleep a night at one point.
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    PFS possible reason.

    I'll try to get this done next week too