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It is true, the people who are verifying it are credible, he himself wouldn't fake it.

Yes, his relative messaged a whatsapp group that he was running. I just wanted to share the news here too as he was active on this forum

Zadig passed away today from suicide, it's very sad news. He always said he was desperate but from our private messages he always had a sense of humour. I didn't believe he would ever choose this option. Rest in peace zadig

It was lost_soul who was on a ton of other recreational drugs, and was probably the most unreliable guy we could have had taking the trial, but it seemed to permanently lift a lot of his symptoms if I recall correctly.

Agreed, it is more of a last resort option for me, as the rat study did seem to leave a permanent cure

We had a PSSD cure with Estrogen + DHT, also there was a study with rats who had PSSD making full recoveries with the same combination. Increased risk of breast cancer though, not many have replicated.

I didn't know about the differences. In the first year there was very little anxiety, now there is much more. But yes with PSSD it is more flatness, empty headedness, initially I felt more masculine in some ways as I could always be stoic in any situation, but it was not a confident masculinity...

Yes exactly, in the deepest fog there is no perspective, you are forced to live in the present because the mind can't even access memory, or imagination. Then the memory starts flowing in, which for me was a relief but it also led to me seeing more clearly how bad a shape was in, and it also...

@RebelWithACause can relate to a lot of that

Japanese people are racist as fuck yes, but it is changing rapidly, especially if you talk to young Japanese, ageing population and the realities of the current economic system have resulted in Japan becoming much more open to Chinese immigrants in recent years. This is the global pattern, it's...

lol it has been a while since I had pointless Internet discussions, that's why I was sad when you deleted your other essays

Civilisation has been built by all types of people, Michelangelo and Da Vinci were gay, a lot of the great scientists have been introverted, a lot of the great poets were hyper emotional. The old world where you had nations vying against each other for power analogous to hunter gatherer tribes...

Yes we are rich enough in Western countries that the vast majority of people could have comfortable simple lives if they wanted, but human beings are easily manipulated, and due to low regulation on advertisements etc. we have become addicted to lifestyles that are more difficult to maintain...

1. Who says I'm immune to the incentives? If it was easy for human beings to reject the ideals of the society they live in there would be no issue here, because we could just generate an effective bottom up movement and change the culture. 2. The vast majority of Western scientific and...

To place feminist culture as the first cause here is just wrong. You think that women would be working like they are if it was still possible to live a comfortable, standard, family life on one income? It's a religious post-war free market capitalism that has warped the incentives here. We've...

bro why do you keep deleting your @MNK99 style philosophical essays

For me when I was in a relationship with PSSD it wasn't the sexual sides that were the problem, it was the emotional blunting, I gradually became more self focused and disinterested which killed off the relationship. This was in my first year of PSSD when I was 19, I think I would manage it a...

thanks @wuf, I had stomach pains a few hours after eating for a few weeks, and a separate pain in the lower left of my abdomen. The stomach pain went away after 3 weeks, but the lower left pain comes back from time to time. I also had my lymph nodes swell up. No bleeding in stool. I don't think...

Just an update: I never felt like I really recovered from a virus I had last spring. Still down 7kg from my old weight, get more joint pain than before, and generally feel weaker than I did before (on top of a lot of my PSSD symptoms). Still in a better way than I was during the first two years...

Yeah sadly the guy who's story was the reason for this thread was lying about his recovery, but since that happened a few other people have tried the drug and got positive results with it (and a few more no benefit)