--I know you're in school... but I've been to school... with PSSD, with mania, hungover, on drugs, drunk, fucked up, feeling like dying maybe 2 yrs straight....
-still felt pretty good at times - but ignorance is bliss. I was self medicating all kinds of shyt. The 6mo before my second Uni... I worked my ass off and got in better shape than pre effexor. Or maybe that was the next yr, cuz I wrote off an entire year. It was a nitemare*10000.
--Regimented Discipline 1-2 hrs a day, and going to school feeling not bad, ok, then good, then great... makes it way way easier. Luckily I transferred and had 6mo after quitting Effexor at my second school... maybe 9mo but 3of those mo I was fucked up no doubt (UK, and Toronto, etc).