Fighting….

[bruschi11]

Woke up a different person. The Epsoms were rough on me. But something happened betweeen the olive oil and binders (OSR zeolite humic fulvic).

I’m starting to think the calcium just gets my body Dumping metals hard. From liver to serum/tissues? Or tissues to serum?

That’s what I need to find out.

What was bothering me sooooo bad yesterday. That got worse from the Epsoms? And calmed down from the olive oil/ binders?

Boron? Cadmium? Aluminum? I don’t think it’s mercury as those symptoms are different. My guess is cadmium/ boron mix mainly but aluminum could be at play. The next oligoscan is gonna be crazy.

I’ll start a new log and post my oligoscans each time I do them. Just makes sense to do that now.

 

[bruschi11]

Yasko says Calcium dumps boron.

And D can calm that . Or maybe just uses the dumped boron up?

Strontium in hair means “need calcium.”

It went high for the first time since late 2021 and maybe a month in mid 2022 this past summer.

I mean July was when I really started dying. I messed up. Bad. I started metabolism up with thyroid type approach that spring (inositol b5) which needs calcium beyond anything. Instead I gave testo . Then followed it with 7 keto dhea and dht this fall.

Thyroid needs calcium it’s quite clear.

I made so many mistakes. I just hope as boron comes down this gets easier. This is hard.

I just can’t believe the 2021/2022 recovery. It’s amazing looking at what I did and having zero understanding of what I was doing.

Really just began with calcium b2 zinc modified citrus pectin a little bit of binders like bentonite / zeolite/ OSR then pc IVs .

I really did give calcium zinc non stop for about 5 months though. And strontium went back to normal in midst of this. It was high literally all of late 2019 all of 2020 and till the very last htma in 2021 it finally changed and I was waking up a bit then.

 

[bruschi11]

Calcium is the key to cadmium I think and clearing the boron so hif1 can calm down.

I think it’s making copper stronger. Too much even gotta lower the copper dose.

This makes a lot of sense. Calcium is strong stuff when it really works.

I think moves fe2 from liver into serum/ maybe maybe not we will see.

I mean I just see it as nadh and pyruvate recycling. Both are key to life itself.

 

[bruschi11]

It might literally be that toxic A makes calcium toxic. Cuz calcium raises folate cycle. Which raises nitric oxide. If we just move A down to normal levels, A won’t be toxic (no anhydroretinol for NO) and we can raise NO with calcium to keep histidine and cysteine up so there’s your zinc finger.

Flat out.

Testing myself tomorrow.

Seeing calcium and its absorption the key to taming BOTH hif1 AND nitric oxide.

Ray Peat wherever you are, you gotta like this one. Gotta admit. Unfortunately no I’m not gonna go stick a carrot or it’s juice up my butt.

Imagine Wilson gone Ray Peat? “Carrot juice enemas 4 times a day”.

 

[bruschi11]

Another serious mercury cadmium crash (per oligoscan and I lost my mind bad) making me realize I cannot take coppper and calcium together. And need to make iodine dose wicked low as calcium potentiates iodine like crazy.

Bad flu. Sucks.

I think as system turns on now through calcium no copper boron is making me go insaneeeee.

My selenium dropped like crazy. 25% ! I wonder if it’s calcium. But I wonder if D and k2 are involved

 

[bruschi11]

The glutamate from calcium could not be worse. Taking like 2000mg it’s that bad.

I literally can’t believe it. I’m so sick. I just couldn’t keep dancing around the boron toxicity.

As boron is used glutamate nadph hif1 estrogen soooo many horrible things are happening.

I think the boron dumping really pressures selenkum and iodine it’s soooo bad.

I’m taking a little biotin to try to calm it down. Might have to try a little copper too . Salt baths and maybe mag baths could be good.

You would never imagine what I’m living. It’s that bad. The boron dumping next to mercury and cadmium is the worst thing I’ve ever gone through. It really just might be too late.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Good luck bro

 

[bruschi11]

Good luck bro

Thanks bro woke up better this morning, The flu sucks with it.

I think when I really get system starting to dump boron, its really really bad at first and it began yesterday. I'm hoping things will smooth out these next few days and the processs isn't too difficult .

Believe copper was killing my ability to remove boron. No longer taking it.

 

[bruschi11]

Today got bad biotin I used for glutamate control yesterday and today and I think that was horrible .

I think the milk and pizza I lived on the last two days to get me beyond the flu was horrid.

I scanned today and boron when the highest I’ve ever seen it. Same with A… the highest I’ve ever seen it.

Lithium dropped. Have to wonder if lithium the key to NAD is really the biggest piece in A metabolism .

Binders chelators may have gotten my lithium down as this actually happened 2-3 months ago when I started lithium. I really needed it.

 

[bruschi11]

So many reasons biotin and high A bad in anemia.

If I go back to biotin it all it will be like 25mcg max

 

[bruschi11]

Zero A diet has begun. I mean it might not be zero but it’s damn close. It’s gonna be a legit very very low A diet. It makes sense.

I’m not stopping the liver flushes. I’ll do one in a week or so. And plan for every 2 weeks at this point in time.

The craziness of this last week led to vape in my hands for first time in a month. Yesterday morning I seemed to be making some strides until I vaped. That is no longer in my apartment.

I wonder if the edible thc candies are bad or not for cadmium I just do not know. I can say that it seems when I vape cadmium raises on Oligo’s. While I have seen cadmium drop while eating edibles a couple times a week.

I have a feeling body is chewing through selenium as boron is dumped. I gave a little last night 100mcg of sele without issue. Iodine too being used.

I feel as while cu ca go in the body boron is used and hif1 has to be downregulated with iodine selenium. And this helps use up the boron in serum as well.

I think there is order here. Vitamin A and cadmium (mercury too but I think it’s down) need to be in control before I can really go after the boron .

If they aren’t, calcium / iodine / selenium will raise glutamate and peroxynitrate.

I hope it isn’t too late for me. Everything makes sense. Oligoscan next to hair was always the way. It’s just about execution and discipline now.

 

[bruschi11]

Calcium is acting the way I wanted 7 keto dhea to work clearly. It’s obvious.

Where it’s causing me to get into tissues and pull selenium into the blood and cells for the body’s use.

But the excess selenium is raising superoxide putting pressure on copper. Taking it down.

And allowing cadmium to raise.

Feeling very confident in my assessment here.

Will stop all carbonated drinks. And focus on the salt water baths more often as body uses up selenium.

Nearly certain this is what happened in 2020 recovery. Chromium got me absorbing calcium which got me absorbing selenium which put pressure on chloride and and iodine potassium.

Really tough day extreme diabetes type feelings. I’ve been feeding 100mcg of selenium and it’s not ok.

The last time I felt this diabetic? I was feeding selenium around thanksgiving.

Calcium is the key to selenium usage. 7 keto dhea was a crutch..

Also as I feed calcium? Chromium is FINALLY increasing in oligoscans. At least 1% weekly .

I got a lot ahead of me here but things are adding up so much.

Maybe I just gotta cycle calcium the same way I was cycling 7 keto dhea. So I can catch up to the selenium getting into serum/ cells.

God help me. We all know I deserve to get well with the time and research I’ve put in but I’m really freakin sick.

 

[bruschi11]

Frequent salt water bathing. Ocean water in spring summer fall. Absolutely needed.

The salt water baths are changing a lot. The chloride is needed as calcium makes selenium and iodine available.

Crashed hard the other day but long salt water baths getting me back up and going pretty quick .

 

[freyadog]

Hey there, glad you are a bit better again. Seems really wild how strong you react to interventions or at least how aware you are thereof.

I was in some really bad spots too, almost got killed from an experiment with 500mg Niacin a few years ago. I had the worst flu symptoms of my life and my ears got infected and swollen very badly.
Other than that, often I can't figure out why I'm bad at the moment, because I were taking too many different supplements at a time.

And sometimes or often? it is a detox dumping reaction of certain heavy metals right. So it should be not life threatening in most cases right.
From my understanding it would be best if one can balance out the dumping / detox / healing reactions, so that one isn't completely knocked out.
Re Epsom salt and sea salt baths - do you think it could lead to electrolyte imbalances, not enough potassium for instance? (I'm getting leg cramps afterwards sometimes too, although I'm usually adding Sodium Bicarbonate too)


Re Glutamate Toxicity:
Did you give L-Theanine a try?
Calm-Mag(Magnesiumacetyltaurinat) is amazing for Balancing Gaba/Glutamate in the brain too. 3 Capsules with enough L-Theanine and Glycine. Sleep like a baby. (if there is not something else off)
But if things are really bad, considering benzos can safe a live in these high excitotoxicity situations.

Methylene blue, has also profound neuroprotective effects - you mentioned anemia, do you have low hemoglobin anemia?
MB will help with too much nitric oxide too:
via chatGPT "Methylene blue (MB) protects against high nitric oxide (NO) levels by inhibiting nitric oxide synthase (NOS), reducing excessive NO production, and scavenging peroxynitrite (ONOO⁻) to prevent oxidative stress. It also blocks the NO-cGMP pathway, stabilizing blood pressure in conditions like septic shock, where excessive NO causes dangerous vasodilation. Additionally, MB supports mitochondrial function by bypassing NO-induced inhibition of cytochrome c oxidase, helping cells maintain ATP production. However, it should be used cautiously, as blocking NO excessively can impair circulation and cause unintended side effects."

Have you ever looked into Sulfur Toxicity? Chris Masterjohn wrote a lot about Sulfur lately.
(via ChatGPT "Methylene blue (MB) can displace hydrogen sulfide (H₂S) from hemoglobin, restoring oxygen transport and counteracting sulfhemoglobin formation. It also bypasses H₂S-induced mitochondrial inhibition by acting as an alternative electron carrier, allowing ATP production to continue despite Complex IV blockade. Additionally, MB reduces H₂S-driven vasodilation by inhibiting excessive NO signaling, helping to stabilize blood pressure in cases of H₂S toxicity."


Re "Chromium got me absorbing calcium which got me absorbing selenium which put pressure on chloride and and iodine potassium."
If chloride and potassium is needed, how about adding potassiumchloride to your regular salt intake?
How low was your Chromium?

 

[bruschi11]

@freyadog good stuff. The methylene blue might help here I’m thinking. Good call. I have it and have been considering . I didn’t no it can help with lowering NO.

But biggest finding I’ve ever had…….

It’s fucking fluoride in bath water causing my boron to go high.

 

[bruschi11]

Actually @freyadog methylene blue inhibits aldh per @Fazed22 . So it’s no good here.

The finding today about fluoride is the biggest finding I’ve ever had. I’m nearly certain. I’ve lived in baths for 2 years as I’ve died. Soooooo stupid

 

[freyadog]

Actually @freyadog methylene blue inhibits aldh per @Fazed22 . So it’s no good here.

The finding today about fluoride is the biggest finding I’ve ever had. I’m nearly certain. I’ve lived in baths for 2 years as I’ve died. Soooooo stupid

Oh dang that's really bad, glad you found it and can eliminate it.
Did your Fluoride levels also increase over the last 2 years?
It blocks the absorption of Iodine and Vitamin D into the cells and Boron helps with eliminating it right?

Re MB, did not know about the ALDH inhibition, acc. to chatGPT at lower but effective doses for other things it might not inhibit it too much:

"Methylene blue (MB) inhibits ALDH2 dose-dependently, with low doses having minimal impact, while higher doses impair acetaldehyde clearance, potentially causing aldehyde accumulation. It scavenges peroxynitrite (ONOO⁻) effectively at moderate doses, reducing oxidative stress without disrupting physiological NO signaling. MB inhibits excess NO production via NOS inhibition, but too high a dose may suppress beneficial NO, impairing vasodilation and mitochondrial respiration. It displaces H₂S from hemoglobin, restoring oxygen transport, though excessive MB could interfere with normal H₂S signaling, which has protective roles.

The sweet spot is likely in the low-to-moderate range (~0.5–2 mg/kg body weight IV), where MB enhances mitochondrial function, neutralizes excess NO/ONOO⁻, and mitigates H₂S toxicity without significantly inhibiting ALDH2 or physiological NO signaling. Too little MB may fail to protect against oxidative/nitrosative stress, while too much (>3 mg/kg) can suppress ALDH excessively, disrupt normal NO function, and cause oxidative side effects. Oral MB doses (e.g., 10–50 mg/day) may support neuroprotection and mitochondrial health without strong ALDH inhibition or excessive NO suppression. Higher IV doses, used in clinical settings, are best reserved for acute shock or poisoning cases. Balancing MB's effects requires titration to avoid trade-offs between metabolic support and excessive enzyme inhibition."

 

[bruschi11]

Oh dang that's really bad, glad you found it and can eliminate it.
Did your Fluoride levels also increase over the last 2 years?
It blocks the absorption of Iodine and Vitamin D into the cells and Boron helps with eliminating it right?

Re MB, did not know about the ALDH inhibition, acc. to chatGPT at lower but effective doses for other things it might not inhibit it too much:

"Methylene blue (MB) inhibits ALDH2 dose-dependently, with low doses having minimal impact, while higher doses impair acetaldehyde clearance, potentially causing aldehyde accumulation. It scavenges peroxynitrite (ONOO⁻) effectively at moderate doses, reducing oxidative stress without disrupting physiological NO signaling. MB inhibits excess NO production via NOS inhibition, but too high a dose may suppress beneficial NO, impairing vasodilation and mitochondrial respiration. It displaces H₂S from hemoglobin, restoring oxygen transport, though excessive MB could interfere with normal H₂S signaling, which has protective roles.

The sweet spot is likely in the low-to-moderate range (~0.5–2 mg/kg body weight IV), where MB enhances mitochondrial function, neutralizes excess NO/ONOO⁻, and mitigates H₂S toxicity without significantly inhibiting ALDH2 or physiological NO signaling. Too little MB may fail to protect against oxidative/nitrosative stress, while too much (>3 mg/kg) can suppress ALDH excessively, disrupt normal NO function, and cause oxidative side effects. Oral MB doses (e.g., 10–50 mg/day) may support neuroprotection and mitochondrial health without strong ALDH inhibition or excessive NO suppression. Higher IV doses, used in clinical settings, are best reserved for acute shock or poisoning cases. Balancing MB's effects requires titration to avoid trade-offs between metabolic support and excessive enzyme inhibition."

Wish it could’ve helped me. People like it. But never has helped . It’s not about helping it’s about fixing is my approach. Getting the stuff out of the body that is causing issues. Getting the stuff in to fix function.

While I get it that MB can help with NO. It’s not getting to the root causes being the fluoride the boron the high vit A cadmium .

These should be my main concerns. The actual root causes of the nitric oxide the excessive hif1 / hydrogen production .

 

[bruschi11]

Sodium alginate could go awesome with DE for fluoride I’m seeing.

Gonna collect ocean water and heat it in my bath tub for baths until spring. Sodium chloride best thing for fluoride .

 

[bruschi11]

Copper is back up in range. 81 (70-130} it was 59.

Cerulolasmin too. Now 19 (14-30) it was 14.

That said these were a lot better very mid range even when I crashed two years ago.

I will say it does seems copper drops when people recover from boron toxicity. I’ve seen it happen to me and my friend who both recovered at times from this. I do think it’s just tough to keep copper up as the body uses boron upregulating nadph .

And these bloods were done on a horrible day where I had tons of fluoride in system. Had been doing tons of baths prior to this test .

Really gonna start pushing Diamataceous earth. I just took it in middle of night after waking up with a little humic/fulvic. Basically zero reaction after strong reactions my first two days.

This is my third day. Didn’t feel much my first dose of the day today. Now this my second dose. It seems like the body is probably constantly mobilizing fluoride.

Alginate will go with DE, and I’ll keep humic fulvic low with them shilajit. I’ll prob do DE/ alginate 3-4 times a day every 6-8 hours. Humic/ fulvic twice a day every 12 hours. Shilajkt thrown in there.

I’ll up copper to like 20-30mg now. I’ve been using about 12. Been at about 50mg of zinc for a week now but was at 75-100 prior. We will see how zinc and selenium rbc are.

Ocean water foot and full body baths have not begun yet. This could be real difference maker for fluoride . I plan to collect 5 bottles of 5 gallon ocean water 2-3 times weekly for baths. Found a good source for cheap 5 gallon bottles. A foot bath thing that goes up to knees as well which I would prefer to do mainly.

I have started treating this. But I do think the ocean water might be the biggest part. Eh. After seeing what’s happening with fluoride in the girls family with diamatecous earth… that could be 1a to sea waters 1b. And the nutrient approach as 1c.

I’ll probably cycle MCP 3 days on 3 days off with the alginate. Continue with low ish A diet with liver flushes being resumed next week .

I see a real plan developing here. Will be a bit more rewarding if I can see things in oligoscan change . I’ll scan in about 4-5 days. Start with a weekly scan now but would like to move to every two weeks soon.

I could totally see fluoride chelation being a long process and body keeps boron raised the entire time. Which bothers me but if I can truly chelate fluoride successfully, boron should drop with the nutrient approach I’m taking. If boron drops, sky is limit potentially.

Just have to hope I’m right on time for saving my life. I’m really messed up as I’m dumping boron clearly. But I was really messed up 3 years ago around this time as I was recovering with symptoms I do believe was a lot of boron and fluoride dumping.