Fighting….

[bruschi11]

Also I'm not acting like you're some weak minded bitch, you're actually misunderstanding me if you think that. What I was trying to highlight is you ONLY focus on the nutrient/biochem side of your illness and completely neglect the mental + spiritual side of healing which is the reason why I believe you are stuck and never make any progress.

This is literally the only comeback people have with me. Cuz they have zero fucking clue how to fix me.

You have ZERO clue how to fix me. Not even the slightest idea. Because you know nothing about methylation hormones the Krebs cycle glycolysis electron transport chain.

So because you know nothing and you have a decent life. It’s easy to point fingers and blame people for being sick.

“Oh he can’t get better it must be because of his mind and spiritual shit.”

My friend does the same thing who healed from dnrs. He says I just can’t figure out the spiritual part. He’s wrong just like you.

My stomach completely stopped. 6.5 years ago. After an antibiotic. I couldn’t shit for a year. And 2 years later we find out it was E. coli went down. E. coli makes vitamin k2 which can process e2 to estrone.

Estrone sulfate retains chromium in the body. I have THE lowest chromium you will see in Oligoscans. When I healed in 2022 my chromium went up in hair.

Something severely biochemical happened to me. Something I couldn’t change without biochemical interaction.

It has NOTHING to do with me being a weak minded bitch which is what you continue to say.

A sugar binge didn’t happen. I raised glutamate with dht and lost ability to tolerate any carbs.

I will say one of my biggest mistakes was neglecting hormones as even tho hormones shouldn’t have been the cure they now have to be. Because if I really weighted in on hormones in 2020 I would’ve come to the conclusion “shit my e2 is high, why isn’t it moving. Where should it move to? What moves it? “

And because I didn’t dig into that and just focused on nutrients the next 4 years, this is the hole i got into. So shut the fuck up about hormones too.

It has nothing to do with being a weak minded bitch. I’m actually very strong mentally and willed myself to work 30-35 hours weekly the last 7 months while continuing to fight for my life.

 

[bruschi11]

No one with health issues does well on tons of dairy (even raw), maybe if you're healthy its ok. But you have issues with Vit A yet you are still pounding dairy it's dumb... Even the owners of Valence supplements Aaron and Matt who are both fast oxidisers don't think its healthy to have lots of dairy and warned against it.

You admitted to me yourself that I was right about you having low potassium issues and your oligo also showed that and yet you still think its good to have lots of dairy... Also your hormone levels are already completely tanked which is another reason you should avoid dairy.

Your crashes always come from overdoing sugar or carbs, playing around with some hormone, or taking the wrong nutrient. But it's a never ending cycle, every week or so you have a new theory or new discovery and then you end up hurting yourself with something you've taken.

And this whole "I'm dying" "its too late" or "I 100% percent have parkinsons/dementia" its part of your complex, how do you expect your body to heal when you are giving yourself these labels even if it is true, every cell in our body is listening to our thoughts and how we describe ourselves, so if you are always telling yourself I'm dying and I have parkinsons then the body is gonna respond like that and stay stuck in an illness state.

I'm not gonna be like the others on here who say "keep going man we believe in you" because all that is doing is enabling your behaviour and approaches. You've put yourself into a corner where you now only listen to yourself and it's not getting you anywhere. You need a reality check because this wild goose chase of chasing nutrients on your oligo is clearly not the answer.

I've held back from writing anything like this on here in the past because I know it will seem harsh, and also didn't want you to feel like its some attack on you. Plus I've already told you this stuff in private and you don't take it well.

When the fuck did I say I eat tons of dairy. I barely have dairy like shutttt up.

I said I drank milk while in the midst of a crash and was diabetic. I drink milk sometimes. I don’t drink tons.

I literally want to jump through this screen and beat the fuck out of you. I would punch and punch and punch and not stop.

I’m not responding to anything else you say.

I got by pharma and you’re blaming me for not healing.

you’re lucky you have a good life.

I’m very unlucky I don’t. I had a good life and something really bad happened to me and I’m developing a neurodegenerative disease where I haven’t been able to do anything for 3 years.

“You put yourself into this situation.”

By listening to a doctor and taking an antibiotic that killed my E. coli giving me a severe chronic illness that has progressed for 6 years?

Shut the fuck up.

If i ever saw you I would literally beat you to a bloody pulp.

 

[Yura]

It is crazy how someone can crash after taking antibiotics and some people can take whatever and it never does anything to them...

 

[bruschi11]

It is crazy how someone can crash after taking antibiotics and some people can take whatever and it never does anything to them...

Gut dead for a year. No movement needed special drinks great diet bunch of nutrients.

15 months later I get hormones done when I really collapsed initially , e2 high. Test low. E2 wasn’t moving to estrone due to k2 issue from the abx damage. No estrone no chromium. Instead of focusing on the hormones, I focused on chromium. Which did almost save me . But it was to complex beyond that.

I needed to know the full truth. I didn’t. It took me another half decade to uncover it. But I’m really sick now. Anemia happening in 2023 really was what changed things. Lost connection between organs and brain.

 

[MNK99]

HOly shyt.
I forgot that Fazed is this other guy, from UK.

and that he isn't... this younger uk guy... named... something. he has a log here.

 

[Fazed22]

This is literally the only comeback people have with me. Cuz they have zero fucking clue how to fix me.

You have ZERO clue how to fix me. Not even the slightest idea. Because you know nothing about methylation hormones the Krebs cycle glycolysis electron transport chain.

So because you know nothing and you have a decent life. It’s easy to point fingers and blame people for being sick.

“Oh he can’t get better it must be because of his mind and spiritual shit.”

My friend does the same thing who healed from dnrs. He says I just can’t figure out the spiritual part. He’s wrong just like you.

My stomach completely stopped. 6.5 years ago. After an antibiotic. I couldn’t shit for a year. And 2 years later we find out it was E. coli went down. E. coli makes vitamin k2 which can process e2 to estrone.

Estrone sulfate retains chromium in the body. I have THE lowest chromium you will see in Oligoscans. When I healed in 2022 my chromium went up in hair.

Something severely biochemical happened to me. Something I couldn’t change without biochemical interaction.

It has NOTHING to do with me being a weak minded bitch which is what you continue to say.

A sugar binge didn’t happen. I raised glutamate with dht and lost ability to tolerate any carbs.

I will say one of my biggest mistakes was neglecting hormones as even tho hormones shouldn’t have been the cure they now have to be. Because if I really weighted in on hormones in 2020 I would’ve come to the conclusion “shit my e2 is high, why isn’t it moving. Where should it move to? What moves it? “

And because I didn’t dig into that and just focused on nutrients the next 4 years, this is the hole i got into. So shut the fuck up about hormones too.

It has nothing to do with being a weak minded bitch. I’m actually very strong mentally and willed myself to work 30-35 hours weekly the last 7 months while continuing to fight for my life.

Or maybe it's because its the part you're missing which would actually help/fix you.... You just don't realise it yet..

Ok and knowing this methylation, hormones, krebs cycle, ETC gets you no where, in fact it might actually be contributing to you getting worse.

Every single hormone you've tried ends up crashing you in the end even if it starts out well, how can you seriously be saying this is the way to healing... You were even saying the other day that you're getting addicted to hormones and that it's not good.

You hold onto and are stuck in the past always whether its the nutritionist who gave you b2 who's the reason why you're health got so bad, or other days its the dr who gave you the antibiotic but its always their fault why your health got so bad. Clearly you do have some trauma to always be saying that stuff and blaming them for everything about your health getting so bad, if you had actually done DNRS you would know that holding onto negative experiences from the past can keep you stuck in a state of illness.

Another issue you have is you made your illness your identity now and you won't get better until you change that.

And no one called you a weak minded bitch you're the one who's saying that....

 

[bruschi11]

For the record. What happened this summer was this….

I started with 4 andro and 1 andro around the 4th of July and saw good signs.

Then 1 andro became way too strong and started killing me. The thing is this…. 1 andro clearly responsible for BOTH vitamin A metabolism and iodine metabolism. So I was able to come to assumption that 1 andro was playing big role in keeping tyrosine up (bh4) for iodine utilization. So I was very angry when 1 andro was too strong. Thought I’d have to drop it.

Meanwhile, 4 andro has been making D work, retaining chromium. Selenium utilization happens here , E/ C usage happen when selenium is used.

In midst of this. I got advanced testing back . Nutrients oats I spent $1k on testing. It showed a severe k2 deficiency very low.

So taking k2 got D working so needed less 4 andro for sele utilization. But my iodine utilization and A metabolism got worse. K2 was clearly taking down bh4/ b5/tyrosine.

Then I started putting 1 andro back in and was harmless and extremely needed. And it allowed me to tolerate k2 . Needing less 4 andro. Cuz 4 andro = estrone. But k2 moving e2 to estrone was doing that job.

So k2 ultimately allows me to push bh4 cycle with 1-andro. But without 1 andro, I can’t use k2 as k2 will just end up depleting testo/ e2 in this hormone depleted state.

does that make sense? I wish I could post diagrams here but I can’t.

 

[bruschi11]

Or maybe it's because its the part you're missing which would actually help/fix you.... You just don't realise it yet..

Ok and knowing this methylation, hormones, krebs cycle, ETC gets you no where, in fact it might actually be contributing to you getting worse.

Every single hormone you've tried ends up crashing you in the end even if it starts out well, how can you seriously be saying this is the way to healing... You were even saying the other day that you're getting addicted to hormones and that it's not good.

You hold onto and are stuck in the past always whether its the nutritionist who gave you b2 who's the reason why you're health got so bad, or other days its the dr who gave you the antibiotic but its always them the reason why your health got so bad. Clearly you do have some trauma to always be saying that stuff and blaming them for everything about your health, if you had actually done DNRS you would know that holding onto negative experiences from the past can keep you stuck in a state of illness.

Another issue you have is you made your illness your identity now and you won't get better until you change that.

And no one called you a weak minded bitch you're the one who's saying that....

You don’t know anything you’re talking about regarding my situation. You have never had anything like this. You aren’t in my body.

I have a friend who got into a situation like this. Late 30s 15 years of cfs turns into Parkinson’s type shit. He healed.

He would literally tear you apart. This guy shit on me for not taking hormones seriously. He yelled at me. He was very mean with tough love to me a lot the last few years. He got angry with me.

But he literally says the opposite that you’re saying. “Keep wasting your time with minerals. It gets you nowhere. Hormones liver b5 choline. Sure lithium is huge sure calcium is good but forget mineral balancing zinc coppers. You’re a severe case, steroids are needed in these cases like yours and mine.”

And you know what I realized what happens when I focus on chromium retainment in the body (hormones)? Zinc and copper get right in Oligos. B6 becomes active.

His words are accurate.

Micheal Mcevoy, Shawn bean then both told me you’re going nowhere unless you address the severe hormonal issues that occurred.

I wish I could this with just minerals and Vit’s and diet and spirituality. But for some reason whatever god is out there made it so men can’t retain chromium in their body when their estrone drops. So it’s a prerequisite to keep hormones in decent place as I get calcium absorption working for pyruvate / co2 in the Krebs.

When you say “it doesn’t work.” The thing is…. Everything I do works. Whether it works for the better or worse. Something is happening. I get myself to function as a human to work and eat foods etc by getting the electron transport chain working and producing co2. I feel it when that happens and I feel it right now.

But just because I’m doing things that are improving my quality of life. Doesn’t mean that I’m gonna heal. We don’t know if healing is possible in my state, but I’m still really trying and like to believe consistent methylation working is gonna get my potassium in my cells where it’s retained so atp can really turn on long term to keep iron/ copper going to my oxidize and really save my brain.

I have no problem writing here and think it’s best for me especially in the down times.

But when I get chastised for following a path that myself and several others who have either had neurodegenerative disease or work with it day in day out… agreed that I need to take. I’m gonna be annoyed.

I probably solved one of the biggest mysteries in male neurological disease the last 2 months. Where estrone sulfate = chromium retainment. And when that goes wrong, men crumble.

 

[Fazed22]

You don’t know anything you’re talking about regarding my situation. You have never had anything like this. You aren’t in my body.

I have a friend who got into a situation like this. Late 30s 15 years of cfs turns into Parkinson’s type shit. He healed.

He would literally tear you apart. This guy shit on me for not taking hormones seriously. He yelled at me. He was very mean with tough love to me a lot the last few years. He got angry with me.

But he literally says the opposite that you’re saying. “Keep wasting your time with minerals. It gets you nowhere. Hormones liver b5 choline. Sure lithium is huge sure calcium is good but forget mineral balancing zinc coppers. You’re a severe case, steroids are needed in these cases like yours and mine.”

And you know what I realized what happens when I focus on chromium retainment in the body (hormones)? Zinc and copper get right in Oligos. B6 becomes active.

His words are accurate.

Micheal Mcevoy, Shawn bean then both told me you’re going nowhere unless you address the severe hormonal issues that occurred.

I wish I could this with just minerals and Vit’s and diet and spirituality. But for some reason whatever god is out there made it so men can’t retain chromium in their body when their estrone drops. So it’s a prerequisite to keep hormones in decent place as I get calcium absorption working for pyruvate / co2 in the Krebs.

When you say “it doesn’t work.” The thing is…. Everything I do works. Whether it works for the better or worse. Something is happening. I get myself to function as a human to work and eat foods etc by getting the electron transport chain working and producing co2. I feel it when that happens and I feel it right now.

But just because I’m doing things that are improving my quality of life. Doesn’t mean that I’m gonna heal. We don’t know if healing is possible in my state, but I’m still really trying and like to believe consistent methylation working is gonna get my potassium in my cells where it’s retained so atp can really turn on long term to keep iron/ copper going to my oxidize and really save my brain.

I have no problem writing here and think it’s best for me especially in the down times.

But when I get chastised for following a path that myself and several others who have either had neurodegenerative disease or work with it day in day out… agreed that I need to take. I’m gonna be annoyed.

I probably solved one of the biggest mysteries in male neurological disease the last 2 months. Where estrone sulfate = chromium retainment. And when that goes wrong, men crumble.

You know also what Shawn Bean always goes on about, how having a connection to god is so crucial for healing and how important healing the soul is for healing physical health issues. I kept quiet about this god stuff on this thread as I think most in here are atheist and don't understand or believe this stuff. But you're usually always in a state of deep suffering and your soul has been damaged from all this health stuff you've been through over the years. I truly believe if you asked god for help and started building a relationship with god through prayer, going to church, avoiding sin, reading the bible, then things would start to improve for you and your suffering could finally end. It's usually those who say "I'm done" or "I'm finished" (like you always say) where god comes into their lives and saves them.

Shawn bean has also had people who he wasn't able to fix who then got fixed by DNRS.

"Doesn’t mean that I’m gonna heal. We don’t know if healing is possible in my state" Don't expect to heal when you say stuff like this, they act as self fulfilling prophecies in your subconscious which is basic psychology.

 

[bruschi11]

You know what also Shawn Bean always goes on about, how having a connection to god is so crucial for healing and how important healing the soul is for healing physical health issues. I kept quiet about this god stuff on this thread as I think most in here are atheist and don't understand or believe this stuff. But you're usually always in a state of deep suffering and your soul has been damaged from all this health stuff you've been through over the years. I truly believe if you asked god for help and started building a relationship with god through prayer, going to church, avoiding sin, reading the bible, then things would start to improve for you and your suffering could finally end. It's usually those who say "I'm done" or "I'm finished" where god comes into their lives and saves them.

Shawn bean has also had people who he wasn't able to fix who then got fixed by DNRS.

"Doesn’t mean that I’m gonna heal. We don’t know if healing is possible in my state" Don't expect to heal when you say stuff like this, they act as self fulfilling prophecies in your subconscious which is basic psychology.

I’m not an atheist. I’m agnostic. I don’t worship anything. While I find it likely something is out there. And I appreciate what’s out there. And I’m fascinated by it.

I live for my dog. I have a girl in my life now this last month. But when it comes to higher power stuff I think far more about my grandfather who spent the last 35 years of his life sick with bad diabetes. And my uncle who died rapidly from pancreatic cancer in 2014 at 55. I worship my family who I believe is out there pushing for me. Deep down I think both of them had chromium deficiency causing their issues. (Pancreas needs chromium.)

When I solved one of the biggest biochem equations 2 years ago. The day after I missed my cousins wedding. My uncles son. Music at the place I was eating went on the exact song that reminds me of my uncle every single time it goes on.

So I see signs and use them. Something felt right when I found that biochem equation. That song went on immediately when I found it.

26 months later. That biochem equation I found is one of most important things for what I’m looking at currently.

So i use signs. I worship what i worship.

 

[zancek0]

.But he literally says the opposite that you’re saying. “Keep wasting your time with minerals. It gets you nowhere. Hormones liver b5 choline. Sure lithium is huge sure calcium is good but forget mineral balancing zinc coppers. You’re a severe case, steroids are needed in these cases like yours and mine.”

I think you are both correct, seems like some cases need some hormone-based intervention alongside the biochem stuff.

Based on your posts, you mostly use 1-andro, 4-andro, dhea (whatever you think is the best choice at a given time) but what was your friend using in terms of hormones? Same stuff?

 

[bruschi11]

I really don’t want you on my log at all @Fazed22 i don’t want anything to do with you.

All you did today was make a sick and angry person who’s having a horrible day. A lot angrier.

Ultimately nobody in my life has any type of understanding of what I’m talking about. Including you.

So I just write here. And to be chastised for what I’m trying to do.

Just shut the fuck up. You completely lack understanding of my situation. Like zero. Like you don’t know a lot about mitochondrial health.

you understand is that iron and copper play a role in this stuff. You feel things. I get it. I hear nothing about amino acids nothing about hormones nothing about enzymes out of your mouth.

You are very much an amateur when it comes to metabolic health and metabolism. That’s not an offense to you.

But you’re where I was 5 years ago. That’s not to say you’re stupid or an idiot.

But you literally can’t have a conversation with someone like me.

The same way I couldn’t have a conversation with Kathleen Stewart two years ago. She was way ahead of me , way more advanced than me. Same with Micheal Mcevoy. 2.5-3 years ago when we started talking. I couldn’t comprehend his vocabulary.

But Micheal and Kathleen taught me. I caught up. I can now have an advanced conversation with them about metabolism. About atp generation and the ETC and so much more.

My end goal is getting potassium into my cells and retained there. That involves fixing the enzymes on the electron transport chain as these are the enzymes nad fad fmn that end up recycling glycine serine. Glycine puts chloride in the cell where potassium is retained.

I’m very angry and annoyed about everything. My situation. Then being chastised here. I’m angry and I should be.

 

[bruschi11]

I think you are both correct, seems like some cases need some hormone-based intervention alongside the biochem stuff.

Based on your posts, you mostly use 1-andro, 4-andro, dhea (whatever you think is the best choice at a given time) but what was your friend using in terms of hormones? Same stuff?

I’ve stopped dhea with mindset that dhea uses sulfur. And I want to make sulfur not use it up. So going downstream from dhea… dhea makes both 1 andro and 4 andro.

I was more reliant on 4 andro for awhile. Then k2 has made it so body wants more 1 andro.

Oligoscan helped me make these adjustments.

The one big positive I’ve had going for about 2-3 weeks now is my sulfur and phosphorus have been going up until this crash. And really each crash they die. Like last week excess iodine and today the dht crash both hurt iron sulfur.

But as I do things right, sulfur phos go up and that’s what happens in htmas and Oligoscans when I improve.

I’m noticing if I don’t use iodine at all I get worse and fluoride goes up. Have to wonder if fluoride is the true toxicity.

Edit: my friend used 4 andro and epiandrosterone to recover. 4 andro was his number one….. and yes chromium came up in hair as he got better. But also…. He dumped boron like crazy the entire time he got better. Exactly what I’m saying on Oligoscans with men.

Where we are recycling cysteine with our chromium—> ALA problems. Without ALA :cysteine no co2 which I believe is how we get boron out of tissues.

Carbon (co2) antagonizes boron.

 

[Fazed22]

@bruschi11 Sorry if I upset you, I won't comment on here any more and I wish you the best.

 

[bruschi11]

@bruschi11 Sorry if I upset you, I won't comment on here any more and I wish you the best.

I’m sorry I got so angry. You can comment here.

But when a guy is down like this. I really don’t fuckin need it right now. I know what I do wrong I see my issues. I’m sad about my mistakes. I realize using dht in 4 of the last 10 months was wrong and the very worst thing I could’ve been doing. Of course I was hurting myself with hormones. And I’m pissed about it.

It’s a horrible horrible thing following my story. I lack any and all credibility due to the severity of my failures. But anybody who has any understanding of my story can see it…. I really saved my life with chromium in 2020. The hair test the last time I could bike and golf in 2022… chromium went up. I have the lowest chromium out of anyone I’ve seen in Oligo’s. Chromium the commmon finding in men with long term issues in Oligo’s. I can go on and on.

There is something very big there. I’m working on it heavily. I might fail. I might be too late. But I really don’t need to be chastised for taking this approach.

Chromium = enzyme system fad fmn nad for recycling glycine= putting chloride in the cell= potassium retainment in the cell.

chromium= nadp= glutamate to akg to fuel the Krebs. My oats—- zero akg, high glutamate.

I’m sorry but I’m working on what the evidence presents me. The history and the experiences and the data.

 

[bruschi11]

I think the fluoride killing melatonin production is one of the biggest reasons I cannot handle glutamate. Next to fluoride blocking copper reception.

BOTH copper and melatonin are anti glutamate. Fluoride causes both copper reception and melatonin production issues.

Glutamate still sooooo bad. And it’s been 55 or so hours since I dosed dht. Sucks so bad.

 

[RebelWithACause]

If he was right he would being seeing some improvements, but there is no improvements every week it's "I'm dying", "it's too late". Clearly this is not the right approach. Saying don't give up we believe in you is just enabling this never ending nutrient goose chase he's on, which is clearly not getting him anywhere...

Mindset is part of healing, do you really think it is helpful the whole time to say you're dying the whole time or saying "it's too late", or saying " I 100% have parkinsons". It's not at all and you can never heal like this. Our genes do express themselves in relation to how we view/ describe ourseleves it's called epigenetics, there is science behind this and our cells also do respond to how we describe ourselves.

The whole Cell Danger Response is also real and proven science so if you are constantly telling yourself you are dying or I have parkinsons, the body is always going to be in danger mode which causes you to be stuck in an inflammatory/impaired metabolic state.

Yes if you're toxic in metals/pathogens then just thinking positively is not going to fix that, but how we view ourselves does play a role in healing.

Also I wasn't saying dairy is bad for everyone, I'm saying from being in various health communities pounding dairy (when you have health issues) is not a good idea generally.

Fair enough about the dairy.

I mean the negative thoughts/saying stuff, it doesn't help no. But I had many thoughts that bruschi had 24/7 and still improved while having those thoughts and not trying to "change them in my mind". And then you have people who say the mind is more important or just as important as the body chemistry. Maybe. But for me not.

The mind is often just the messenger from the body. So when the body feels bad your mind also feels bad. Low energy will give you more depressive thoughts so you don't force yourself into stressful situations like a party (as an example) so you don't overcook the body. It's a feature not a bug.

I know people also believe the opposite is true when you stay positive this has a positive effect on the body. Perhaps it does but this never made sense to me. Always felt like I was forcing myself to be positive when really I was not. So I would act more positive but deep from the inside I was still miserable.

Taking out mental stress like Yura says I can see how it is important when you are really bad and have a fragile health because any little thing will influence it.

I just think a lot of the spiritual stuff is overrated. I don't believe in spirituality personally. I think the body is a machine and if it works properly then the mind also works properly. You can't change it with your own thoughts. But maybe this is why I am the way I am. Maybe in the future I will think differently about it.

 

[Yura]

@RebelWithACause
"I know people also believe the opposite is true when you stay positive this has a positive effect on the body. Perhaps it does but this never made sense to me. Always felt like I was forcing myself to be positive when really I was not. So I would act more positive but deep from the inside I was still miserable."

Yo have to really believe in it. THat is the point. Why you thin placebo works so well? You give sugar pill to people and their health issues get better. Because they believe that they are give some new meds that work and that alone lowers stress for that person so much that the body can function better..
Vise versa if doctors says to someone " you have end stage cancer it doesn't look good. You have couple of months" why you think many people especially why already have some health issues could even die just from that mental stress that they think they are really dying even if the doctors was lied..
There are so many all kinds of examples of what mind can do. It is jsut crazy to not believe in it at all..

 

[bruschi11]

Glutamate turns on hif1 taking down VHL. Of course step 1 needs to happen. But the taking down VHL thing CANT.

So step one is getting VHL up as I’ve been saying for a year.

 

[bruschi11]

What’s interesting in oligoscan is how high b12 goes in high glutamate situation.

Cobalt= hif1… glutamate = hif1

I’m shooting for b6. And have been. For a long time. Need to make it happen.

The hif1 situation is just killing b6.