Is this possible?
I had what I swear must have been a crash last summer. Fast forward 8 months or so, still on the drug, but still feel fucked post crash. My symptoms during the first crash was first, a mysterious "viral" illness. All kinds of viral symptoms. Then, I had a disorienting de-personalization experience where I felt nothing whatsoever, just removed. Then, after this, itchy skin and then muscle twitches that lasted for about a month and a half. I thought I had ALS and was going to die at any moment. I still think sometimes I have multiple sclerosis. Now I just get episodes where my libido/concentration tanks and I feel like I'm zoned/drugged out all the time. I can't work, focus, or have energy to do anything. I feel like I'm barely respirating. I barely have any emotions anymore. When I come back online, all I feel is self-consciousness or nervousness. Otherwise, nothing.
However, the irony is I still take finasteride to avoid the "crash." But have I already crashed?
I had what I swear must have been a crash last summer. Fast forward 8 months or so, still on the drug, but still feel fucked post crash. My symptoms during the first crash was first, a mysterious "viral" illness. All kinds of viral symptoms. Then, I had a disorienting de-personalization experience where I felt nothing whatsoever, just removed. Then, after this, itchy skin and then muscle twitches that lasted for about a month and a half. I thought I had ALS and was going to die at any moment. I still think sometimes I have multiple sclerosis. Now I just get episodes where my libido/concentration tanks and I feel like I'm zoned/drugged out all the time. I can't work, focus, or have energy to do anything. I feel like I'm barely respirating. I barely have any emotions anymore. When I come back online, all I feel is self-consciousness or nervousness. Otherwise, nothing.
However, the irony is I still take finasteride to avoid the "crash." But have I already crashed?