Ihatefin log

[IHateFin]

update:
head still hurts but it's getting better finally, but it was so bad earlier I left work. On my way home I noticed how horny I truely was so I got home and had one hell of a one on one session.. laid in bed a bit and noticed I had to poop AGAIN!
This is my third big solid poo of the day and it's only 3pm...
I think this is worth noting since I know PFS hurts the digestion system yet my bowls were quite regular anyway... is it possible I'm shitting even more now due to even more improved digestion? Like we are talking 3 MASSIVE solid shits haha
Also I'm horny again.. haha

Even if this doesn't do shit for my PFS after all this anavar will forever be my favorite AAS I have never I mean NEVER felt anything like this from anything! Not sarms, not Randro, 4andro and sure as hell not from Proviron not even dht gel from Russian pep.
So not sure what's going on but I'm optimistic.

 

[MNK99]

-Yeah maybe there is still undigested/ stuff to process hence, dramatically increased digestion over the last few days. And this ... for various reasons turned on those processes, even though you were regular before. Increased muscle contractions, digestive tract paristalstis, etc... Bio felt like 100 yrs ago, no coffee yet.
-Sarms I felt A LOT! But that was 90-100 days before FIn. LGD v suppressive -- discarded. Ostarine... instead of 17-18 %bf, less life long (New metabolistic set point)
... Upped LBM and cut fat.
-Like below 20% was life long... (after losing a lot of weight), but Ostarine permanently cut me (maybe not permanently, if I went all Chris Farley... but that's not gonna happen). So 23 22 21 skinny but not enuff muscle yrs... 20 19... 17 16 etc. ... now less.
-It's good to be optimistic, and I believe it's warranted here, @IHateFin -I think increased digestion, even if it's unexpected is not something to worry about but does show something...

 

[IHateFin]

-Yeah maybe there is still undigested/ stuff to process hence, dramatically increased digestion over the last few days. And this ... for various reasons turned on those processes, even though you were regular before.
-Sarms I felt A LOT! But that was 90-100 days before FIn. LGD v suppressive -- discarded. Ostarine... instead of 17-18 %bf, less life long again... Upped LBM and cut fat.
-Like below 20 was life long... (after losing a lot of weight), but Ostarine permanently cut me (maybe not permanently, if I went all Chris Farley... but that's not gonna happen).
-It's good to be optimistic, and I believe it's warranted here, @IHateFin -I think increased digestion, even if it's unexpected is not something to worry about but does show something...

I feel ya on that man.. maybe this is kicking on my digestion more which is good! Other than it making me feel horribly sick as a dog this morning and head still hurts a lot but better I'd say it's looking good.

Also worth noting I got what felt like spurts of adrenaline on my way home and even a bit yesterday morning too when I took it. Not sure if it's due to my lack of sleep from last night or due to the blocking of glucorticoid receptors like @Helen has mentioned about var

 

[MNK99]

-BRO --- people who don't feel "muscle burning" / lactic acid... are catabolic, despite fitness and crazy numbers and leanness? So look fit but are actually wasting away??
-(me basically).
-Is this true?

--DOn't athletes or people that train (athletic) often feel in danger anyways? People can randomly get sick...
-If you look and act and eat like a fit person... and get gains (but not as good as best people ever), that's still good, isn't it?
-Is there a test to show catabolic or not...
-Slayo told me all kinds of crazy things that ruined my morning, haha... JK. Thanks slayo, I will brush up on the biochem involved.
--> Bruce Lee, trained like crazy... (though the best or one of the best martial artists EVER, so he's like a GOD). --> and was like 2-3%bf... DEFINITELY catabolic.

-Furthermore:
43 minutes ago
-I hope so... but I don't know... I'll take it easy, and still train but less frequently. I'll go solo or train w/ someone... and keep from catabolizing. Eat more those days, then none.

 

[IHateFin]

-BRO --- people who don't feel "muscle burning" / lactic acid... are catabolic, despite fitness and crazy numbers and leanness? So look fit but are actually wasting away??
-(me basically).
-Is this true?

I have no clue man haha I feel like it wouldn't be. If your strength is good you're likely not catabolic

 

[Aflac94]

-BRO --- people who don't feel "muscle burning" / lactic acid... are catabolic, despite fitness and crazy numbers and leanness? So look fit but are actually wasting away??
-(me basically).
-Is this true?

--DOn't athletes or people that train (athletic) often feel in danger anyways? People can randomly get sick...
-If you look and act and eat like a fit person... and get gains (but not as good as best people ever), that's still good, isn't it?
-Is there a test to show catabolic or not...
-Slayo told me all kinds of crazy things that ruined my morning, haha... JK. Thanks slayo, I will brush up on the biochem involved.
--> Bruce Lee, trained like crazy... (though the best or one of the best martial artists EVER, so he's like a GOD). --> and was like 2-3%bf... DEFINITELY catabolic.

-Furthermore:
43 minutes ago
-I hope so... but I don't know... I'll take it easy, and still train but less frequently. I'll go solo or train w/ someone... and keep from catabolizing. Eat more those days, then none.

This is messed up in me. Often after a workout I don’t get sore, or only tendons feel sore. This is only after having PFS

 

[cappello7]

Does anyone have a good source for progesterone cream? Or is that something I can get from a store?

 

[cappello7]

Im planning on taking Ella 5mgs for 3 days, wait a week, progesterone cream for a week, wait a week, r-Andro for a month, maybe Clomid for a couple weeks then repeat that cycle

 

[IHateFin]

Does anyone have a good source for progesterone cream? Or is that something I can get from a store?

Does anyone have a good source for progesterone cream? Or is that something I can get from a store?

you can get progesterone cream on amazon. thats where i got mine.

https://www.amazon.com/Progesterone...r=8-1-spons&keywords=progesterone+cream&psc=1

 

[IHateFin]

Im planning on taking Ella 5mgs for 3 days, wait a week, progesterone cream for a week, wait a week, r-Andro for a month, maybe Clomid for a couple weeks then repeat that cycle

space out randro a bit more and you may find you wont need clomid, but all sounds like a good plan! for a clomid with no side effects check out enclomid... source in source talk

 

[cappello7]

space out randro a bit more and you may find you wont need clomid, but all sounds like a good plan! for a clomid with no side effects check out enclomid... source in source talk

Got it, thanks. What would be the exact protocol that @Helen was talking about that had to do with taking both testosterone and progesterone. I was thinking that if this cycle doesn’t improve my brain fog and depression what I would do is go on test and progesterone for a year while taking the TEI supps and doing a few cycles of Ella and r andro. Then after a year when my mineral levels would be solid and I would have a better neurochemical environment due to the r andro and Ella I could try to do a Clomid restart to see if everything would stick.

 

[Helen]

Got it, thanks. What would be the exact protocol that @Helen was talking about that had to do with taking both testosterone and progesterone. I was thinking that if this cycle doesn’t improve my brain fog and depression what I would do is go on test and progesterone for a year while taking the TEI supps and doing a few cycles of Ella and r andro. Then after a year when my mineral levels would be solid and I would have a better neurochemical environment due to the r andro and Ella I could try to do a Clomid restart to see if everything would stick.

just go 100mg test a week, plus 5-7 mg of progesterone a day.

 

[Slayo]

Yea I think trenbolone fucks up a lot of people. I saw this guy called Freezma (fitness guy) and he also said once he started using trenbolone he got fucked up. Did not recover well after PCT. All types of health issues. It is crazy though how much effect trenbolone has on how your muscles look. It is a different look from all other steroids.

Anyways I am hoping this Anavar shit is going to do something for you @IHateFin would be great.

I remember also trenbolone can damage the cortisol receptors

 

[IHateFin]

update:
day 3 on ~25mg var...
slept like a baby last night thank god! and had some sex dreams. wood has remained consistently okay before and during this trial so with HPTA suppression id imagine that's where it will stay.
after I took it again this morning about an hour later I felt very good. not euphoric just good and content and looking forward to see family. basically like my old self. so far that's all I can really report for today.
body fat distribution seems to have shifted slightly as I notice my waist slimmer and fat that's still there tighter. to others it wouldn't be noticeable since im already a lean dude.

 

[RebelWithACause]

update:
day 3 on ~25mg var...
slept like a baby last night thank god! and had some sex dreams. wood has remained consistently okay before and during this trial so with HPTA suppression id imagine that's where it will stay.
after I took it again this morning about an hour later I felt very good. not euphoric just good and content and looking forward to see family. basically like my old self. so far that's all I can really report for today.
body fat distribution seems to have shifted slightly as I notice my waist slimmer and fat that's still there tighter. to others it wouldn't be noticeable since im already a lean dude.

Good. How long are you going to take it?

 

[MNK99]

just go 100mg test a week, plus 5-7 mg of progesterone a day.

SHOOT the prog, or cream?

EDIT: I keep forgetting - ANivar is oral and prog is a cream and oral. No injections needed, thankfully. I'm pretty sure. For test - yeah injected.

 

[Minime]

update:
day 3 on ~25mg var...
slept like a baby last night thank god! and had some sex dreams. wood has remained consistently okay before and during this trial so with HPTA suppression id imagine that's where it will stay.
after I took it again this morning about an hour later I felt very good. not euphoric just good and content and looking forward to see family. basically like my old self. so far that's all I can really report for today.
body fat distribution seems to have shifted slightly as I notice my waist slimmer and fat that's still there tighter. to others it wouldn't be noticeable since im already a lean dude.

I thought you were going to take one dose of 25mg then wait a week. Did that plan change? Have you taken 25mg each of the last three days?

 

[cappello7]

just go 100mg test a week, plus 5-7 mg of progesterone a day.

Thanks for the response. Do you think it would be wise for me if I did this protocol to still do a couple cycles of Ella and r-andro? My main goal would be to fix the levels of allopregnenalone in the brain.

Also do you think if I did this protocol and the mineral protocol with TEI it would be possible that my receptors would be back to normal and I could eventually get off test?

 

[IHateFin]

Good. How long are you going to take it?

Planning on two weeks unless something causes me to feel like I should get off earlier

 

[IHateFin]

I thought you were going to take one dose of 25mg then wait a week. Did that plan change? Have you taken 25mg each of the last three days?

Yes, that was suggested and the initial plan, but I have chosen to run the protocol right out the gate and I have taken 25mg since Friday so today was dose 3