Ihatefin log

[jacknap]

hair seems to have different texture. seems more soft n silky n flatter. I like it!
I have noticed that inositol id def giving me low potassium constipation, but the diarrhea inducing effect kinda balances it self out, but it barely affects me now so im just left with slight constipation haha

sleep is so fucking good rn. 100% prefin and I feel very refreshed when I awake with 0 feelings of grogginess.

nice. I thought u didnt have sleep issues from pfs though? what u think helped u the most with sleep?

mine got almost pre-crash levels xept last night i crashed to like where i was 2-3 months ago. hopefully just a one off thing and not a lower baseline lol.

crazy how the bad sleep makes other symptoms = the bad mood, anxiety, low energy, low drive etc.

when my sleep was almost normal, I was way more optimistic and felt like I was gunna recover any day now lol

Hey Jacknap from all the supplements you posted what do you think helped most in getting your sleep back to pre-crash levels?
My sleep has been shit for a year and a half now since my crash. Nothing fixes it, kills me

the fast helped me the most.

second l-theanine. Whenever I had that wakeup which would be hard to fall back asleep from l-theanine would knock me back out for another 3-4 hours.

my sleep has gone back to shit a second night though. I can get like 8 hours total but broken ie (3 wakes a night)

before I crashed from ru58841 I used to sleep 9 hours uninterrupted though.

honestly just still to cdnuts protocol and overtime u will heal. the time will past and it's not that hard besides the fast. the time will pass anyways so u might as well not try to cut corners in your recovery.

 

[Aflac94]

Thank you sir. Appreciate the reply. Yeah I was the same way. Used to sleep like a rock. Overslept my alarm often, rare to wake up. Never really get more than 6 hours now, sometimes less and almost always wake up throughout. Just lose consciousness for a bit then awake again. No real good rested feeling anymore

 

[IHateFin]

the Randro has helped A LOT! my gyno is significanly reduced, but a lump is still present, but its not tender nor is it very big. quite small actually.

my libido is up this week, sleep is perfect, hairshed is increasing, aggression increasing as well.
morning wood has been consistant for at least a full week too which is nice.

also i go through phases of feeling super androgenic like warm af and veins buldging as if i got a good pump but im just sitting at my computer at home lol balls are hanging low on the 2nd half of the day almost consistanly and my dick seems to always be full and chubbed which is nice and the sensitivity is still stupid good like better than prefin.

OCD is now present its weird, but like when i get into an arguement and someone is stupidly wrong, but i didnt make the best case for something it will and still is constantly replaying in my head with what i could have and should have said. its irritating and brain and thoughts wont shut off like as if i keep thinking about hormones and shit nonstop lol probs the inositol.

also i got a stupid amount of ambition and motivation to get my masters degree in biochem or exercise physiology or something in nutrition. it was a drive that was almost bothersome sice i want it NOW and i know it would take a while so it came with some frustration.

odd things like that have been happening to me. also have been looking at ppl as if they are below me, knowing how stupidly ignorant they are and how they probably believe all the lies that Drs and pharma are telling them. its weird. also been thinking about doing bodily harm to dumbasses on the highway hahahaha typical day on the road i suppose, but road rage is increased a lot.
i love it.

 

[Shadow]

odd things like that have been happening to me. also have been looking at ppl as if they are below me, knowing how stupidly ignorant they are and how they probably believe all the lies that Drs and pharma are telling them. its weird. also been thinking about doing bodily harm to dumbasses on the highway hahahaha typical day on the road i suppose, but road rage is increased a lot.
i love it.

true story!! :lol:

 

[aztec]

[mention]IHateFin[/mention] haha my bro is turning into the Hulk :mrgreen: I hope all those new gains stick and get stronger once you come off and snap back. Your motivation and aggression sound badass! Earn that Masters degree and preach some refreshing knowledge. Looking forward to seeing all this good news unfold. Keep up the excellent work!

 

[IHateFin]

@IHateFin haha my bro is turning into the Hulk :mrgreen: I hope all those new gains stick and get stronger once you come off and snap back. Your motivation and aggression sound badass! Earn that Masters degree and preach some refreshing knowledge. Looking forward to seeing all this good news unfold. Keep up the excellent work!

Thanks, Bro!!

 

[jacknap]

the Randro has helped A LOT! my gyno is significanly reduced, but a lump is still present, but its not tender nor is it very big. quite small actually.

my libido is up this week, sleep is perfect, hairshed is increasing, aggression increasing as well.
morning wood has been consistant for at least a full week too which is nice.

also i go through phases of feeling super androgenic like warm af and veins buldging as if i got a good pump but im just sitting at my computer at home lol balls are hanging low on the 2nd half of the day almost consistanly and my dick seems to always be full and chubbed which is nice and the sensitivity is still stupid good like better than prefin.

OCD is now present its weird, but like when i get into an arguement and someone is stupidly wrong, but i didnt make the best case for something it will and still is constantly replaying in my head with what i could have and should have said. its irritating and brain and thoughts wont shut off like as if i keep thinking about hormones and shit nonstop lol probs the inositol.

also i got a stupid amount of ambition and motivation to get my masters degree in biochem or exercise physiology or something in nutrition. it was a drive that was almost bothersome sice i want it NOW and i know it would take a while so it came with some frustration.

odd things like that have been happening to me. also have been looking at ppl as if they are below me, knowing how stupidly ignorant they are and how they probably believe all the lies that Drs and pharma are telling them. its weird. also been thinking about doing bodily harm to dumbasses on the highway hahahaha typical day on the road i suppose, but road rage is increased a lot.
i love it.

dope. I'm gunna be joining you in andro land soon. Dec 1st

 

[IHateFin]

the Randro has helped A LOT! my gyno is significanly reduced, but a lump is still present, but its not tender nor is it very big. quite small actually.

my libido is up this week, sleep is perfect, hairshed is increasing, aggression increasing as well.
morning wood has been consistant for at least a full week too which is nice.

also i go through phases of feeling super androgenic like warm af and veins buldging as if i got a good pump but im just sitting at my computer at home lol balls are hanging low on the 2nd half of the day almost consistanly and my dick seems to always be full and chubbed which is nice and the sensitivity is still stupid good like better than prefin.

OCD is now present its weird, but like when i get into an arguement and someone is stupidly wrong, but i didnt make the best case for something it will and still is constantly replaying in my head with what i could have and should have said. its irritating and brain and thoughts wont shut off like as if i keep thinking about hormones and shit nonstop lol probs the inositol.

also i got a stupid amount of ambition and motivation to get my masters degree in biochem or exercise physiology or something in nutrition. it was a drive that was almost bothersome sice i want it NOW and i know it would take a while so it came with some frustration.

odd things like that have been happening to me. also have been looking at ppl as if they are below me, knowing how stupidly ignorant they are and how they probably believe all the lies that Drs and pharma are telling them. its weird. also been thinking about doing bodily harm to dumbasses on the highway hahahaha typical day on the road i suppose, but road rage is increased a lot.
i love it.

dope. I'm gunna be joining you in andro land soon. Dec 1st

yeah buddy!

 

[IHateFin]

update:

feeling outstanding, but the inositol has cranked my OCD up and my ADHD to like 10 hahaha I cant focus for shit! its not a brain fog thing since I think super crystal clear, but I feel like im a kid in class again and just much rather be in my own head than pay any attention to anything. also I have to re-read everything like 3 times to be able to take in what I read since I get distracted again in my head.
this morning I was showering and fantasizing about a girl I used to get with and before I even got to any juicy part of the fantasy I was growing fast af! just like the good old days where I would get hard from the build up or anticipation. it was nice!

the date I hop off Randro and inositol along with Trib and basically everything im taking rn is 11/21/2017. that will mark 6 weeks on inositol and 5 weeks on Randro.

 

[Shadow]

Awesome news Fin!!

 

[MNK99]

@Ihatefin that's excellent man! Keep at it.

 

[jacknap]

update:

feeling outstanding, but the inositol has cranked my OCD up and my ADHD to like 10 hahaha I cant focus for shit! its not a brain fog thing since I think super crystal clear, but I feel like im a kid in class again and just much rather be in my own head than pay any attention to anything. also I have to re-read everything like 3 times to be able to take in what I read since I get distracted again in my head.
this morning I was showering and fantasizing about a girl I used to get with and before I even got to any juicy part of the fantasy I was growing fast af! just like the good old days where I would get hard from the build up or anticipation. it was nice!

the date I hop off Randro and inositol along with Trib and basically everything im taking rn is 11/21/2017. that will mark 6 weeks on inositol and 5 weeks on Randro.

nioce. yeah apparently after each cycle u get an increase in baseline (according to cdnuts and maxout)

prior to cycle did u have down swings and up swings? in a bit of a on/off downswing past 2 weeks or so..

 

[IHateFin]

update:

feeling outstanding, but the inositol has cranked my OCD up and my ADHD to like 10 hahaha I cant focus for shit! its not a brain fog thing since I think super crystal clear, but I feel like im a kid in class again and just much rather be in my own head than pay any attention to anything. also I have to re-read everything like 3 times to be able to take in what I read since I get distracted again in my head.
this morning I was showering and fantasizing about a girl I used to get with and before I even got to any juicy part of the fantasy I was growing fast af! just like the good old days where I would get hard from the build up or anticipation. it was nice!

the date I hop off Randro and inositol along with Trib and basically everything im taking rn is 11/21/2017. that will mark 6 weeks on inositol and 5 weeks on Randro.

nioce. yeah apparently after each cycle u get an increase in baseline (according to cdnuts and maxout)

prior to cycle did u have down swings and up swings? in a bit of a on/off downswing past 2 weeks or so..

yeah thats what i always experienced was always ups n downs. i sometimes have ups and downs right now too tho, but they are much higher for ups and downs are not very extreme.

 

[Snow1]

Hey buddy, how have you been feeling lately?

 

[bruschi11]

@IHateFin wanted to hear how you've been too and been wondering if you trialed PROG at all yet post RU?

 

[IHateFin]

@IHateFin wanted to hear how you've been too and been wondering if you trialed PROG at all yet post RU?

hey man! sorry i have been gone for like a month, but im ready for that phat update.

so i stopped taking my cycle which consisted of Randro 400mg, inositol at 18g+ a day along with tongkat ali on 11/20/2017.
i will say that on the last week of this cycle i did feel really good and had a lot of hair shed; however, on the last few days of the last week i felt generally unwell and i felt tierd n weak at the gym so i knew it was time to hop off especially in fear that i may have messed myself up by not quitting during the time of the week when i felt great.

so i hop off of everything and 11/21/2017 was my first day of PCT.
PCT was the following:
Lcarnatine 2g a day
tangkat ali 200:1
trib cycled 3x a week
Cistanche 30:1
creatine 5g a day

diet:
same still avoiding polyunsaturated fat, GMO and avoiding dairy.
i eat lots of coconut and coconut oil based products for that saturated fat

the first few day i felt very blank and i thought i ruined all my progress since emotions were mellowed out.
morning wood was back to an 80% chub.
by the end of the week i felt better but still not good i still thought i fucked up but still kept chugging along.
morning wood started to get more firm.

week of 11/27/2017
started feeling a lot better towards mid week and i noticed being in the gym felt good and i was getting a lot of stregnth back assuming now that i am healing from randro shut down i definitly felt more positive. i also noticed increasing libido and hair shed.

week 12/4/2017
this was the week where i felt great! gym time was so good!! recovery was immediate and i regained my love and craving for the gym. i knew PFS robbed me of this but it was gradual and i thought that maybe i was just losing that gym fire that i once had naturally. this week showed me that was not the case PFS was just fucking me as usual. i started looking fuller and making gainz back that were lost while on the Randro cycle. libido was up and i would just initiate sex with my gf now on good days.

week of 12/11/2017
this was my fourth and final week of PCT and i started cycling 1300mg of inositol here n there since clearly D2 receptors were HUGLY upregulated.
this week libido tapered but stayed VERY consistant. i looked forward to small mundane things again and felt like i was enjoying my life once more. my productivity at work was through the roof and i killed it with my members and destroyed refi loans with my personality and charm (i work in mortgage).
at this point a part of me thought maybe ill just be able to take it from here and i wont need another Randro cycle, but i knew many have been cured frm several cycles of it and even with AndroHard which was a very similar product.

12/17/2017
this was the day i just woke up and felt like it was time to get back n Randro. not sure why i felt like that since the whole PCT i felt worried about hopping back on thinking it would ruin the new path my body was on yet out of no where on this day it just felt right. so i listed to my instincts and i hopped on.
today being day 4 technically of being back on 400mg of Randro i can say that its working even better.
new cycle looks like this:
Randro 400mg
Lcarn 500mg
tangkat ali
selenium 200mcg
inositol 5g
i have felt great since starting! the randro is having a stronger affect too as my joints are dry as shit which is something i didnt really experiance before. i will not be taking tribulous at all this cycle unless its once a week as i will leave that for cycling in PCT like 2 to 3 times a week again.
hair shed has remained still increased but nothing crazy yet. not that i care about hairloss at this point but those who are curious.

also i cant stop masterbating haha rn if i think of a situation that i was in with a hot girl that i didnt handle well at the time i start thinking what i could have done differently now that i feel better and it gets me sexually frustrated and can only be relieved from jerking off. orgasms are far better than prefin right now and dick sensativity is stupid its so good again better than prefin and then some. i currently wish i was single to be able to just mow down babes, but for now i have jerking off to keep me sane. if anyone is curious i had no problem from prolactin post masterbation on pct and recovered very fast especially as the weeks went on for pct, but now my god, the prolactin does nothing and i feel in a better mood after just like the good old days also the orgasm i just had almost killed me it was almost too intense haha trying not to over do it though as i still want to be careful.

 

[bruschi11]

This is awesome stuff dude!!!! So glad to see you're doing great and learning from you big time. Congrats on all you've accomplished these past several months. Keep on going!

 

[IHateFin]

This is awesome stuff dude!!!! So glad to see you're doing great and learning from you big time. Congrats on all you've accomplished these past several months. Keep on going!

thanks, my friend!!! glad to see you have been heading in the right direction too and its a nice treat to hear that something i said has helped you, man, that is absolutely awesome!

 

[IHateFin]

Hey buddy, how have you been feeling lately?

been very good man! on 2nd Randro cycle after a 4 full week PCT of cycling test boosters. i posted a nice updated log too.

 

[Shadow]

@IHateFin very good to know that you are doing ok, you a freaking nice guy fin!