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end of day update for day 3:
its 6:47pm and while libido has been present all day it has decently kicked up now. very verrrry much craving my gf so I like that a lot and im sure she will too once I get my hands on her.
took a great poo today that seemed like a good 5 pounder haha
mood is still good.
had a brief moment of scalp itch, but to be honest I have not seen too much increase in hairloss and if im being completely honest id say even seen a minor decrease in hairloss.
I have been consuming greek yogurt through the day which is good in potassium and I think @Helen mentioned that If you feed potassium with dht you don't lose hair.
as a reminder I am not taking anything else with this var other than bcomplex and 50mg b6 which I got the blessing from Helen to do.
if any other thing worth noting happens today I may post on it otherwise this is probs gunna be my last update for today.
its 6:47pm and while libido has been present all day it has decently kicked up now. very verrrry much craving my gf so I like that a lot and im sure she will too once I get my hands on her.
took a great poo today that seemed like a good 5 pounder haha
mood is still good.
had a brief moment of scalp itch, but to be honest I have not seen too much increase in hairloss and if im being completely honest id say even seen a minor decrease in hairloss.
I have been consuming greek yogurt through the day which is good in potassium and I think @Helen mentioned that If you feed potassium with dht you don't lose hair.
as a reminder I am not taking anything else with this var other than bcomplex and 50mg b6 which I got the blessing from Helen to do.
if any other thing worth noting happens today I may post on it otherwise this is probs gunna be my last update for today.
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yes, Helen did mention that could be a great possibility; however, anecdotally we only have one other real trial of this stuff for PFS and it was from a dude from spain who is not on this forum but who has talked closer with those who are and he said he felt good on it and felt even better once he came off so it seems im feeling a similar way as he did.
I will also point out that yesterday I barely slept and woke up with the absolute worst headache of my life and felt like I was getting sick.. so I mean does that count as feeling bad?? hahaha
haha no prob, man! im not getting hopes up, but I think at the least we may have something on here us PFSers can actually be responsive to..
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--- true. "feeling good" or "bad" is v subjective. For some goes up and down all day also haha.
--- In and outside of PFS... Like I love you'ze!, I hate youze!. This is a great job... I must have been retarded to accept this job. I love life!!, I fucking hate life!!!.... some are like that.
--- In and outside of PFS... Like I love you'ze!, I hate youze!. This is a great job... I must have been retarded to accept this job. I love life!!, I fucking hate life!!!.... some are like that.
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true true haha we are all different with varying severity of PFS.
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fingers crossed , bud
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this is bizzare! i wonder what dose he was on n wish there were more studies on anavar. its very interesting stuff.
just took my 4th var dose at ~25mg with b vitamins on an empty stomach. ill post an update soon.
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So why b- vitamins @IHateFin ?
It’s funny- I never used them really my whole life. I did b-complex and orange juice post ozone water the past 3-4 days. The b-complex has been essential in getting me over the major “ozone water fatigue”.
Sexuality still whacked from ozone, but feeling better. Currently doing a 36 hour fast on the beach. Spending all day in the water- loving it.
It’s funny- I never used them really my whole life. I did b-complex and orange juice post ozone water the past 3-4 days. The b-complex has been essential in getting me over the major “ozone water fatigue”.
Sexuality still whacked from ozone, but feeling better. Currently doing a 36 hour fast on the beach. Spending all day in the water- loving it.
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B-Complex has effects too. For me makes me more uptight. Anyways let's hope this shit works.
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well b vitamins are always touted as the best and i know helen mentioned they are great for methylation so i figured that it would be safe and help with whatever anavar is doing. plus helen said it would be good to take
im not very well versed in the ozone thing, but im sure that will subside soon, man.
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Yup @IHateFin . Our girl Helen said “on ozone dick will be like noodle.” She wasn’t wrong about that haha. Chick must’ve slept with a bunch of ozone using pfs dudes.
It was used to fix my post hydrogen issues (digestion, metabolism, fatigue, sleep). DIgestion, metabolism already immensely improved. Excited to see where body goes from here.
Good luck with Anavar man. I’d do anything to have a one trick sexuality switch out there. This having a gf thing with pfs can be tough with these experiments.
It was used to fix my post hydrogen issues (digestion, metabolism, fatigue, sleep). DIgestion, metabolism already immensely improved. Excited to see where body goes from here.
Good luck with Anavar man. I’d do anything to have a one trick sexuality switch out there. This having a gf thing with pfs can be tough with these experiments.
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i feel ya on that. our gfs are troopers. but they wont be prepared for the amount of dick down they will receive once we are cured haha
so sexual sides are basically your last issues?
well hey man maybe var could be an option for you. i will say thats its the only thing i have tried for pfs that has just immediatly switched on or ramped up sexual function just out of nowhere like a normal person would feel if they took an AAS
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update (last night) and day 4:
so last night with my gf i did have really really good sex. also seemed like a lot more seamen came out, but it was hard to guadge since it was in a condom, but it was enough of a difference for her to comment about it.
i also was very nice and calm and affectionate towards her and was super calm having a bit of a dissagreement.
i had a bit of a hard time falling asleep initially and i lay in bed not exactly burnt out sleepy as i find myself noramlly with PFS by bedtime, but rather feeling like i could stay up if i wanted, and i was getting lost in my thoughts. i shed a few man tears thinking about my friends and how i miss the shit out of them... one friend in particular too. PFS has caused me to lose touch with them and i barely talk to them and sure as hell dont try to get anything going with them as far as hang outs go. i used to be the one that hated going a weekend without hanging out otherwise i thought it was a waste. these days i never feel social enough to hang or want to make the effort to get us together. i was a strong part of the group that made plans...
one of my friends in particular i thought of telling how i feel n hoe i miss him #nohomo haha we used to be best friends, but im affraid PFS caused us to drift a part quite a bit n now i all i do is dwell on the past and the good times as opposed to excepting the present and trying to make new good times. i cried a bit thinking about what i may say to him if we hung out and i was given a chance to let him know how i felt haha sounds gay afff, but i miss my bros a ton.
this morning:
woke up a few times during sleep and with another small heachache... not sure if its the var, but have not gotten hgeadacxhes this much so it might be, but it is super light and barely there. had some dreams about friends haha and i only slept 6 hours yet i feel totally fine. i woke up with very good normal morning wood that even stuck around for a lot longer than usual so that was nice. had good sex and a great erection.
took 25mg anavar and an hour later had to poop haha seems to make me poop or maybe a coincidence. penis seems a little shriveled but its loosening up a bit. my balls are drooping a bit more now.
im a little sleep deprived but dont feel it too much so thats something. mood is good and im happy. felt some muscle hardness and junk is all loose again.
so last night with my gf i did have really really good sex. also seemed like a lot more seamen came out, but it was hard to guadge since it was in a condom, but it was enough of a difference for her to comment about it.
i also was very nice and calm and affectionate towards her and was super calm having a bit of a dissagreement.
i had a bit of a hard time falling asleep initially and i lay in bed not exactly burnt out sleepy as i find myself noramlly with PFS by bedtime, but rather feeling like i could stay up if i wanted, and i was getting lost in my thoughts. i shed a few man tears thinking about my friends and how i miss the shit out of them... one friend in particular too. PFS has caused me to lose touch with them and i barely talk to them and sure as hell dont try to get anything going with them as far as hang outs go. i used to be the one that hated going a weekend without hanging out otherwise i thought it was a waste. these days i never feel social enough to hang or want to make the effort to get us together. i was a strong part of the group that made plans...
one of my friends in particular i thought of telling how i feel n hoe i miss him #nohomo haha we used to be best friends, but im affraid PFS caused us to drift a part quite a bit n now i all i do is dwell on the past and the good times as opposed to excepting the present and trying to make new good times. i cried a bit thinking about what i may say to him if we hung out and i was given a chance to let him know how i felt haha sounds gay afff, but i miss my bros a ton.
this morning:
woke up a few times during sleep and with another small heachache... not sure if its the var, but have not gotten hgeadacxhes this much so it might be, but it is super light and barely there. had some dreams about friends haha and i only slept 6 hours yet i feel totally fine. i woke up with very good normal morning wood that even stuck around for a lot longer than usual so that was nice. had good sex and a great erection.
took 25mg anavar and an hour later had to poop haha seems to make me poop or maybe a coincidence. penis seems a little shriveled but its loosening up a bit. my balls are drooping a bit more now.
im a little sleep deprived but dont feel it too much so thats something. mood is good and im happy. felt some muscle hardness and junk is all loose again.
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my gf knows of my pfs
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-Honesty is good... I used to gloss over BPII, PSSD, and just say ADHD... "various things happened, hence I moved here."
-But it gets difficult glossing over half your life...
-Open and honest... shyt... I've tried it... I never lie, I just make errors of omission rather than commission. I lie only to protect.
-It's not a lie, if you believe in it.
-Not a sociopath, just seen a lot of relns predicated on lies... obviously that's not healthy. But ev1 has secrets. Me, I'm v. honest but remain mysterious.
-But it gets difficult glossing over half your life...
-Open and honest... shyt... I've tried it... I never lie, I just make errors of omission rather than commission. I lie only to protect.
-It's not a lie, if you believe in it.
-Not a sociopath, just seen a lot of relns predicated on lies... obviously that's not healthy. But ev1 has secrets. Me, I'm v. honest but remain mysterious.
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I also lost friends in the period I got bad PFS just after I crashed. But that is life my friend. Friends come and go anyways. Just like girls. I never told my friends I had PFS. But there was a period where I treated my friends really bad. I am working on rebuilding connections again. It takes some time but I think you can rebuild friendships. Only if you want to.
I have become much stronger since I got PFS it is crazy. I do not recognise myself. I have become a brick wall. In a way I lost my innocence completely. I stopped caring about what people think of me. I stopped letting other people control me. I stopped caring about a lot of the insecurities I had. I started to see that people will leave you to die if you are sick and in a weak spot. The only person that will wipe your ass is YOU. That is what I found out. I lived in la la land thinking that people will wait for you or help you when you are down. Most people do not.
In a way this experience has improved my mental strength to a point I do not think I would of ever reached. I have learned a lot. And I hope to become stronger in the mind and body even more. Through vigorous physical training and also mental training. Training my mind to become unstoppable. This for me is big part of my life. I want to become unstoppable. And not be enslaved to my insecurites but also people around me.
Anyways it is good to see you are doing well.