Ihatefin log

[TubZy]

We need to be careful guys, we don't know yet, we need to see snap back too and pre hairtest and bloods.

Lol and there goes @IHateFin back to taking the b complex already

 

[IHateFin]

Why are you already taking anavar if we did not finish the trials. yet.
We have several people trying out anavar now. And when they get off the cycle, then you can make the conclusions. I have no idea why people react to other people's conditions while being on a cycle. There is nothing to congratulate about yet.

Please be careful. Don't look at people while they are on a cycle. If we get off anavar and everything works , then we will post it and everyone will try it. But no reason to risk more people now.
Of course you can do whatever you want. this is just to warn you , that being on the cycle, does not tell you what will happen after the cycle.

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@IHateFin Man , you need to make these things clear to people here, since if this does not work we can get some innocent people screwed up.
I think they need to wait for us to finish the trials and see exactly what anavar does.

that makes sense.. haha sorry.

I get a little too optimistic at times, but i gotta say grounded. id hope we have something worth looking at on our hands once this is said n done.


@HS
hey now i was told b vitamins was something i could take with this haha
im being responsible i promise!!! LOL

 

[bruschi11]

that makes sense.. haha sorry.

I get a little too optimistic at times, but i gotta say grounded. id hope we have something worth looking at on our hands once this is said n done.


@HS
hey now i was told b vitamins was something i could take with this haha
im being responsible i promise!!! LOL

Anyone else taking it other Than u? Helen mention “trials” above.

 

[IHateFin]

Anyone else taking it other Than u? Helen mention “trials” above.

im not sure who the others are or if they are already taking it or not, but I know of several who have expressed a lot of interest... i'm just the impulsive one who jumped on the bandwagon and shouted "YOLO" while everyone more calculatingly started discussing how they wanted to take the stuff... lol

 

[MNK99]

-Like MOST in life (for better or for worse), we're on our own to find answers. Anything you want in life, gotta do it yourself pretty much.
-I mean outside of "discussion", theory, teamwork etc... action is taken by the indv. GJ Ihatefins. Hopefully it all goes well, I believe safe enough (super 1million % safe? not sure, but I think it will be good on net).
-I may buy some but I think TEI will happen soon too... I asked Helen but he says he cannot say for sure what case I am ... and I got other stuff to work on too... Haha. We'll see.

 

[IHateFin]

update day 6:

morning wood is starting to weaken which is disapointing, but expected. nothing out of the norm tho of fluctuating morning wood stregnth so cant directly blame the var, but im sure supression is taking course.
woke up several times during sleep so i know cortisol must be up or something. also awoke with a ravenous appitite and again with the slightest of slight headaches.

did feel good this morning mood wise, but an hour n 1/2 later after 25mg var my mood is lifted a bit haha
...also i feel a 2nd poo already.

i may take seriphos tonight for sleep since even tho var may block cortisol i feel a spike of energy from this stuff and i think my cort is increased through out the day n doesnt go down too much since my sleep is disturbed a bit from it.
what do you guys think?
i dont feel bad from the cort... actually quite the opposite, but i get cranky, anxious and frustrated when my sleep isnt as i like it to be... still slept a lot last night overall, but woke up more than id like...


also feeling that potassium like sprinkle of adrenaline, body warmth and bodily odd feeling.
took that 2nd poo. this stuff def triggers digestions some way

Also I see a normal cycle here; I wake up in a bleh mood, take this and mood goes up a ton. Dick also momentarily shrivels to normal flaccid size and balls raise a bit n get tight then it gradually lossens up through the day to the point where it looks like I have a chubbed porn star Dick and balls are saggy and warm haha
Then at night they get a tad more cold.. but note worthy id say

 

[TubZy]

that makes sense.. haha sorry.

I get a little too optimistic at times, but i gotta say grounded. id hope we have something worth looking at on our hands once this is said n done.


@HS
hey now i was told b vitamins was something i could take with this haha
im being responsible i promise!!! LOL

Where did he say that? He told me otherwise not take anything LOL

 

[IHateFin]

Where did he say that? He told me otherwise not take anything LOL

 

[cappello7]

Im on my second day of 5mg if Ella...how did you guys feel while taking it?

 

[MNK99]

-not much in trial 1. tiny window but it was after a ton of fasting... and just death state --> vaguely livable, promise. Not as good as fasting but felt some of my intense normal energy, which mentally was damn good, short lived, came back v strong tho, I think it was beneficial. HI energy, insomnia, etc... is my norm (and is again).
-ok in trial 2.
-decent in mini trials (microdosing or semi-micro dosing).
-I'll likely take that again, after some other steps maybe between tei.. or not... possibly a bad idea and unnatural... possibly i don't care.

 

[IHateFin]

Im on my second day of 5mg if Ella...how did you guys feel while taking it?

it gave me a great mood boost! take trib after you hop off. i found it a great combo and so did @hopeforrecovery

 

[Helen]

update day 6:

morning wood is starting to weaken which is disapointing, but expected. nothing out of the norm tho of fluctuating morning wood stregnth so cant directly blame the var, but im sure supression is taking course.
woke up several times during sleep so i know cortisol must be up or something. also awoke with a ravenous appitite and again with the slightest of slight headaches.

did feel good this morning mood wise, but an hour n 1/2 later after 25mg var my mood is lifted a bit haha
...also i feel a 2nd poo already.

i may take seriphos tonight for sleep since even tho var may block cortisol i feel a spike of energy from this stuff and i think my cort is increased through out the day n doesnt go down too much since my sleep is disturbed a bit from it.
what do you guys think?
i dont feel bad from the cort... actually quite the opposite, but i get cranky, anxious and frustrated when my sleep isnt as i like it to be... still slept a lot last night overall, but woke up more than id like...


also feeling that potassium like sprinkle of adrenaline, body warmth and bodily odd feeling.
took that 2nd poo. this stuff def triggers digestions some way

Also I see a normal cycle here; I wake up in a bleh mood, take this and mood goes up a ton. Dick also momentarily shrivels to normal flaccid size and balls raise a bit n get tight then it gradually lossens up through the day to the point where it looks like I have a chubbed porn star Dick and balls are saggy and warm haha
Then at night they get a tad more cold.. but note worthy id say

dont take shit on the cycle LOL

 

[RebelWithACause]

How long are you taking this @IHateFin

 

[TubZy]

thank you Mr. Fin for that photo

@Helen forgot he said that))

 

[IHateFin]

thank you Mr. Fin for that photo

@Helen forgot he said that))

lol anytime. if you guys think I should drop b vitamins I can, but I don't see harm in taking them.

 

[IHateFin]

How long are you taking this @IHateFin

pushing for 2 weeks so September 13th would be my last day.

 

[Helen]

lol anytime. if you guys think I should drop b vitamins I can, but I don't see harm in taking them.

Just dont add anything for sleep

 

[hopenew]

Why are you already taking anavar if we did not finish the trials. yet.
We have several people trying out anavar now. And when they get off the cycle, then you can make the conclusions. I have no idea why people react to other people's conditions while being on a cycle. There is nothing to congratulate about yet.

Please be careful. Don't look at people while they are on a cycle. If we get off anavar and everything works , then we will post it and everyone will try it. But no reason to risk more people now.
Of course you can do whatever you want. this is just to warn you , that being on the cycle, does not tell you what will happen after the cycle.

Καλὴ τύχη

@IHateFin Man , you need to make these things clear to people here, since if this does not work we can get some innocent people screwed up.
I think they need to wait for us to finish the trials and see exactly what anavar does.

Thanks @Helen for the advice. u know how much we trying to try anything that have a chance or hope to cure this condition which no one in earth have a clue whats going on or how to cure that

thanks again

 

[IHateFin]

Just dont add anything for sleep

Gotcha! Seriphos I only took last night which is just phosphorlated serine the amino acid, but I won't take it moving forward. I probs wouldn't need to anyways. Calms the ATCH signal. Hope that doesn't compromise the magic of anavar correcting any glucorticoid receptors

 

[IHateFin]

update day 7:

woke up with muuuuuch better morning wood and slept very well. last night i took 2 seriphos so im sure that helped.
felt meh and overall not good. voice seems deeper through out the day as opposed to some sofening later in the day like before var. also feeling hairloss sensations now. not sure what this means. is this when its really working now since im no longer feeling good or a sign to stop?
@Helen