Ihatefin log

[IHateFin]

Quick update;
Can report that balls feel fuller and larger which is interesting considering the supression so another promising side effect. Overall today has been really good and mood picked up soon after dose as usual.

 

[wuf]

Quick update;
Can report that balls feel fuller and larger which is interesting considering the supression so another promising side effect. Overall today has been really good and mood picked up soon after dose as usual.

How many days do you miss to finish the cycle?

 

[cappello7]

Finished my Ella cycle on Thursday and have not noticed any material differences in how I feel except sperm has been a little watery and scrotum is pulled extra tight. Will dose progesterone after 7 days, hopefully that will help

 

[IHateFin]

How many days do you miss to finish the cycle?

tomorrow is my last day!

 

[IHateFin]

Finished my Ella cycle on Thursday and have not noticed any material differences in how I feel except sperm has been a little watery and scrotum is pulled extra tight. Will dose progesterone after 7 days, hopefully that will help

how many days did you run it again?

if i were you i would sub the progesterone with tribulus at high doses since if that helps you will be the 3rd person to see the magic in that pairing.
myself and @hopeforrecovery being the other two

 

[IHateFin]

update!

day 11
good wood and slept great. not much else significant to report. some hairloss sensation present and voice is consistantly deep.
also noticing more zits and greasier face.
i will also note that sunday evening when i lifted and played some ball outside i noticed sweating seemed more normal... not sure how to describe it, buit sweat actually came out around my scalp and it felt kind of refreshing. i remember before and during fin a change in how my scalp sweats so its a sign of something changing.

day 12

had great wood and woke up with a lot of hairloss sensations. after dosing this goes down but comes back a lot at night. odd sensations, but not like actual crazy shedding.
libido prersent and lusting a bit with sexual frustration.

day 13

morning wood again and feel good!
sleep is top notch! i have nothing really new or different to say other then everything seems to have leveled out and i just basically feel consistently the same everyday haha one more day left!
feel much more refreshed this morning!

 

[Helen]

update!

day 11
good wood and slept great. not much else significant to report. some hairloss sensation present and voice is consistantly deep.
also noticing more zits and greasier face.
i will also note that sunday evening when i lifted and played some ball outside i noticed sweating seemed more normal... not sure how to describe it, buit sweat actually came out around my scalp and it felt kind of refreshing. i remember before and during fin a change in how my scalp sweats so its a sign of something changing.

day 12

had great wood and woke up with a lot of hairloss sensations. after dosing this goes down but comes back a lot at night. odd sensations, but not like actual crazy shedding.
libido prersent and lusting a bit with sexual frustration.

day 13

morning wood again and feel good!
sleep is top notch! i have nothing really new or different to say other then everything seems to have leveled out and i just basically feel consistently the same everyday haha one more day left!
feel much more refreshed this morning!

Lol it seems you can just live on anavar now LOL

 

[Helen]

@IHateFin

Do you feel cured while on var now?

 

[cappello7]

how many days did you run it again?

if i were you i would sub the progesterone with tribulus at high doses since if that helps you will be the 3rd person to see the magic in that pairing.
myself and @hopeforrecovery being the other two

I did it for 3 days. Do you think trib would still be better if my goal is to fix the receptors not necessarily feel good in the near term

 

[IHateFin]

@IHateFin

Do you feel cured while on var now?

I would not say I feel cured on var. I just feel good and consistently good. sometimes I felt odd anxiety so its like pfs, but with almost a med that can be used for stabilization and masking of some PFS symptoms.

 

[IHateFin]

I did it for 3 days. Do you think trib would still be better if my goal is to fix the receptors not necessarily feel good in the near term

it could be. my theory is that ella sensitizes prog receptors and the trib or progesterone would be giving the body extra prog to work with so the ella should have done the receptor sensitization

 

[IHateFin]

Lol it seems you can just live on anavar now LOL

im thinking about it lol jk jk

 

[IHateFin]

I couldn't tell how much I took this morning since my pill splitter is trash so I cut it a few times and was left with a chunck which looked closer to about 30 to 35mg dose. Gave me a bit of a headache and odd off feeling, but it's subsiding fast. Again I could compare this to the feeling of taking a lot of potassium or something.

 

[K8668B]

I would not say I feel cured on var. I just feel good and consistently good. sometimes I felt odd anxiety so its like pfs, but with almost a med that can be used for stabilization and masking of some PFS symptoms.

Understandable. Reminds me of the "higher testosterone/feel good" days while having PFS, but its definitely not 100%, or cured. But its not bad at all either.. And those days were always random and came and went. Of course running a compound like anavar is a whole different ballgame though i would assume.

 

[Dhair]

I would not say I feel cured on var. I just feel good and consistently good. sometimes I felt odd anxiety so its like pfs, but with almost a med that can be used for stabilization and masking of some PFS symptoms.

What are your remaining symptoms at this point? It seems like you are able to have a sexual relationship and live a normal life and you have a positive attitude and all that good stuff, so what's currently bothering you?

 

[Jaxx]

I would not say I feel cured on var. I just feel good and consistently good. sometimes I felt odd anxiety so its like pfs, but with almost a med that can be used for stabilization and masking of some PFS symptoms.

Damnit @IHateFin you get better now you hear me! After the cycle is ok too, but this is too much progress to fail in the end, so better step up a notch

 

[MNK99]

knew it.
lolz jk, don't worry about it @IHateFin, it will all workout sooner or later (whether needing one or two more things, or TEI). you're young as fk anyways.
you're killing it for the most part. everyone else fast 30-90days.
-everything will edge you closer towards the sunrise. towards the ocean.
-You will emerge a true man-beast, a beast of a man.

Disclaimer: This is NOT Medical Advice. Nor Legal Advice.

 

[IHateFin]

Damnit @IHateFin you get better now you hear me! After the cycle is ok too, but this is too much progress to fail in the end, so better step up a notch

hahaha don't worry, man! I feel a shit ton better in many many ways, but I just cant say this feels like being cured although trust me I could live like this forever if I had to haha it feels good being on this stuff which is wild to think since most of us pfs guys feel like shit with things like this (dht steroids) so this is one for the books already!
the key will be what my body does after and im hoping that feels like being cured. main thing missing from feeling cured are spontaneous erections.

also as an update I feel great rn! like really great! off n on headache but I have this drive to approach this hot babe at my work and I feel alpha and energetic haha I took a little more var than usual like 35ish mg hehe
also was fantasizing so much in my training at work that I basically blacked out and didn't know what the fuck was being said to me. at one point I was getting an erection and was scared to stand up when he said we were breaking into groups LOL I forgot what it was like to have a massive boner at the wrong time haha

 

[IHateFin]

What are your remaining symptoms at this point? It seems like you are able to have a sexual relationship and live a normal life and you have a positive attitude and all that good stuff, so what's currently bothering you?

well honestly not much remains. id like my beard to fill in and I still don't get spontaneous erections and my sex drive can be pretty high on var, but not quite a normal teenage or 20 year old high libido. hard to explain, but at times my mood and outlook on life and motivation feel 150% on var. so not a lot remain.
also I don't shoot several ropes when I cum yet. one shot and the rest oozes at least with masturbation.

sleep is 100% bowels 150% like holy actual shit haha
empathy is back a lot and looking forward to mundain things coming back a lot.

 

[IHateFin]

maybe I should have answered @Helen a bit better haha while I don't feel fully cured in all aspects I do definitely feel great! and in some aspects I feel cured and some beyond cured, but a few things remain which I detailed in my previous messages.