update!!
hey, guys!! dont worry i didnt forget about this place i went on a hiatus so that i could see how things are changing for me and make more of a big update instead of update everyday with super minor differences. so i am back a month later with GREAT news and some meh news and a tiny TINNYYY bit of badish news.
so the great news first!
the great news is anavar is amazing and i was only on for two weeks as you know. all results have stuck and i have gained so much more all while keeping my hair.
so after 2 weeks off i noticed after my buddies wedding i would feel great in the morning but get tierd and junk would get cold shortly after noon and i didnt know why but seemed like low test.
at this time i was only taking bcomplex and 50mg b6 (still am btw) so i took some vitamin D 3000 ui and 30 min later i was alive! i was goofy and all and morning wood was back that night it was great.
i had a trip to TX coming up and i felt so good that trip breathing euphoria and genuinely looking forward to anything. i was empathetic and all. libido had tapered a bit at that point, but present. i noticed that a tad too much D my body couldnt handle so i felt weirdish but only temp feeling and life would come back. i slipped histidine in there here n there for a bit of a boost and even when i took something that didnt "agree" with me i still felt stable. thats the best i can describe it!
so after a wonderful week of feeling myself and allowing my family to see that side of me (hiccups where there like reaction to stress was meh on a few occasions) over all i noticed more body comp changes as if i was dieting but i wasnt. muscles got fuller and all my size 30 waist pants started fitting big yet still tight around the thigh for the muscle. face looked sunken in like a mother fucker.
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here are some pics showing i was being goofy in most pics! in fact i almost feel like i took more silly pictures than nice ones with my family. it was nice feeling myself and being able to show my family that side of me who are all unaware of what i have been going through.
so when i get back i did start expirimenting with sups adding vit D 1000ui to not get into the too much territory and through in vitE and choline and histidine and boy oh boy!! i even did some potassium and for 3 days i was 99.9% cured my friends!!! WOW! my face looked sunckin in AF
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here is a pic and feel free to judge me on my douchie-ness but you can see how much my face is looking like a normal mans face. i also noticed more hair growth on my hand and arms and existing hair grew longer and darker. so during these 3 days of heaven i took only histidine, bcomplex, b6 50mg and some potassium and i was horny af popping boners all day at work and fantisizing all day and i noticed semial fluid huge increase and force of ejaculate. i didnt do much cuming while in texas so i cant say how it was at that time, but during this week which actually was just this past week i was 99% cured and wow! i was a goofy, energetic, loud almost terrets having man child it was bliss...
.. this is where the meh news comes in..
so i took potassium a few days too many and started feeling anxious and have not fully recovered yet... thursday and firday should not have taken it which means i woulda only taken it 2 days instead of 4. after i took it friday my super warm and almost consistently sweaty dick n balls cooled down a bit and raging libido subsided a tad. im assuming from lowering prog too uch so all i can do now it wait it out, but man for a bit there i lived! obvious this hurts my psyche a bit where i worry ill never get it back, but i must say im handling it light years better than before.
today is sunday and im good, stable but just okay. yesterday i was back to being stupid and goofy and laughing all the time, but took vtD and E mid day and it calmed me down which is not a good thing. im still a bit rocky as you can see, but i dont get shot to the ground when i take something maybe i shouldnt like before. thats why i say im way more stable. i can tell something epi-genetic switched back after var and i still have a ways to go...
so thats the badish news haha the badish news is im still not cured and a few vitamin misteps still can negatively affect me.
sorry i have been away so long, but all of you and this forum have always remained at the back of my mind! thats for the patience, fellas!! i now have some catching up to do to see how others are doing.
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.... and no, helen im not on tren LOL i saw that comment..