Ihatefin log

[MNK99]

@IHateFin... NO beard? Facial hair went retardedly high between 25 and 26 for me. Maybe some just get more androgenic hair mid to late 20s.
I have a bladesmith, it's legit.

 

[IHateFin]

@IHateFin... NO beard? Facial hair went retardedly high between 25 and 26 for me. Maybe some just get more androgenic hair mid to late 20s.
I have a bladesmith, it's legit.

haha i would have a full monster beard if it wasnt for pfs messing up my androgen receptors! but as i heal i get new and thicker hair on face and body. my little unibrow hairs are finally coming back haha those fuckers used to grow pretty dark and id have to pluck them in my late teens

 

[MNK99]

Don't overpluck* I think I was dumb in early 20s. Went like weekly. Threading is better or wax only the middle. In general don't wax! Can ruin eyebrow shape... No homo.
and doing it too often also bad.

laser also bad not for face tho fair skin and dark hair is ideal combo for laser treatment. Once lasered my chest and shoulders blades -- hurt crazily. Waste of time... Need like 8-12 sessions.

Keeping a beard... like 2 days, shave neck tho. From kid to "watchlist" in 2-3d easily. Like .66-1.5d on Randro and 4andro. It's good with short hair. Longish hair, clean shaved better.

 

[BeLikeWater]

this is why I am saying , please dont take anything and reaccess your condition, without anything.

If var lowers your cortisol, and you are increasing your cortisol again. of course you will have less anxiety in doing so.

Just take nothing and see where you are. constantly popping pills just confuses the whole thing. We dont want to steer people into drugs unless they actually cure something.

Var increases a lot cortisol it blocks the cortisol revwptor and body respond somehow putting a lot of.cortisol in blood.

 

[BeLikeWater]

The other day I went out and 8 pop lots of things histidine potassium l citruline l tyrosine and I drunk that night, I think I shocked so much the body that I got back my old equilibrium pre PTSD pre taking too much extasis for a while pre PFS, it was kinda imcredible it.is a incredible perspective 9n how our homeostasis affects our view and actiona in the world.

 

[Helen]

Var increases a lot cortisol it blocks the cortisol revwptor and body respond somehow putting a lot of.cortisol in blood.

NO it does not. I have it tested with people. VAR lowers cortisol. if cortisol was high. it does not block any receptor)) , instead it decreases the signaling.

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0039128X04000510

Studies with in vitro translated glucocorticoid receptor (GR), however, showed no inhibition of cortisol binding by oxandrolone. Conversely, experiments in cell culture systems demonstrated significant antagonism of cortisol-induced transcriptional activation by oxandrolone in cells expressing both the AR and GR.

 

[Helen]

The other day I went out and 8 pop lots of things histidine potassium l citruline l tyrosine and I drunk that night, I think I shocked so much the body that I got back my old equilibrium pre PTSD pre taking too much extasis for a while pre PFS, it was kinda imcredible it.is a incredible perspective 9n how our homeostasis affects our view and actiona in the world.

alcohol, histidine, potassium increase HISTAMINE. this is why peope feel almost cured after alcohol

same as active B6

 

[Walker]

alcohol, histidine, potassium increase HISTAMINE. this is why peope feel almost cured after alcohol

same as active B6

Interesting. I had the same affect near the end of my recovery where alcohol would make me feel cured. Never guessed it was the histamine, figured it was due to the increase in estrogen.

 

[Helen]

Interesting. I had the same affect near the end of my recovery where alcohol would make me feel cured. Never guessed it was the histamine, figured it was due to the increase in estrogen.

Estrogen also increases histamines.

Estrogen is also a part of it.

 

[Walker]

Estrogen also increases histamines.

Estrogen is also a part of it.

Gotcha, that makes sense. I figured it was all interconnected somehow.

 

[SwaZ]

@Helen whats a good way to raise estrogen without upsetting the other hormones too much?

 

[Helen]

@Helen whats a good way to raise estrogen without upsetting the other hormones too much?

Increase metabolism

 

[IHateFin]

update:

hey guys! i know im not on the forum as much, but its actually a good thing as im worry and thinking about PFS less and less. i finally feel i am at my final baseline after var as my drastic body hair growth has calmed and my mood stability is better than ever so i feel it took all this time for everything to make its needed adjustments and whatever happened to my AR made all the initail changes pretty drastic. all new hairs on my body i gained are still there with dark small hairs poking through, but legnth has been shorter nbd i attribute that to other balancing that may have happened such as with my progesterone. body comp is still outstanding and i never feel any diff when i wake up that is consistent always ready with energy even if wood is so so.
sex drive is always present but at time raging. last saturday i was a teen and jerked off like 4 times in one day and the sexual frustration was so bad i wanted so bad to hit up girls to beg them for sex LOL just as i wanted to do as a teen. my sleep has gotten a tad worse as it was perfect and prefin with the only difference being i wake up my one time as usual but slightly earlier than usual and it takes an hour to go back to sleep unless i jerk off which if i do i pass the fuck out lol
for the record i always even before fin woke up at least once in the middle of the night and it never negatively affected me. i know some here were used to 8 hours straight.

also my ejaculation volume and force is greatly improved and by quite a margin from just the last two weeks. no more benefits are seen so i think this is it; my new baseline. its very very livable, but i will be taking var again the day after thanksgiving and probably doing the exact same thing i did last time with adding greek yogurt for potassium and taking b complex and b6 50mg
im a tad nervous as i hope i dont regress at all and worst case i come out feeling the exact same. best case i take it a step further or all the way home this time. @Helen and everyone any advice is appreciated and i cant thank you all enough for the support!!! may we all conquer this bull shit! #YEET

 

[IHateFin]

update!

day 3 back on var and i gotta say im feeling a lot of the same exact freaking things as before except more mild and i feel so much more stable.
got head aches from the var first two days especially the first. felt that off feeling that became good after. im taking 50mg now all at once and day one the off feeling made me feel like i was gunna pass out like head rush from everything. head aches came and went like in minutes it was strange, but 2nd day i had a headache for most of the day until i came then it slowly subsided. just like last time except last time the 2nd day headache was like a migrane styatus with nausea. has slight nausea this time too, but its so much less apearant. i get feelings of extremities breathing in a sense. hard to explain, but i feel i waited the perfect amount of time and all the negatives i felt from cycle one are present again except sooooooooo much more mild suggesting im at a new baseline fo sho and should progress but time will tell.
i also poo again shortly after taking and night one had some trouble sleeping but unlike the first time i still got a solid 6 hours.
its like everything is so much more stable!! libido is solid too; not too crazy, but has not reduced an ounce.

 

[Jaxx]

update!

day 3 back on var and i gotta say im feeling a lot of the same exact freaking things as before except more mild and i feel so much more stable.
got head aches from the var first two days especially the first. felt that off feeling that became good after. im taking 50mg now all at once and day one the off feeling made me feel like i was gunna pass out like head rush from everything. head aches came and went like in minutes it was strange, but 2nd day i had a headache for most of the day until i came then it slowly subsided. just like last time except last time the 2nd day headache was like a migrane styatus with nausea. has slight nausea this time too, but its so much less apearant. i get feelings of extremities breathing in a sense. hard to explain, but i feel i waited the perfect amount of time and all the negatives i felt from cycle one are present again except sooooooooo much more mild suggesting im at a new baseline fo sho and should progress but time will tell.
i also poo again shortly after taking and night one had some trouble sleeping but unlike the first time i still got a solid 6 hours.
its like everything is so much more stable!! libido is solid too; not too crazy, but has not reduced an ounce.

Taking histamine, b6 and potassium again with this?

Also, your fortnite streams are hilarious

 

[TubZy]

update!

day 3 back on var and i gotta say im feeling a lot of the same exact freaking things as before except more mild and i feel so much more stable.
got head aches from the var first two days especially the first. felt that off feeling that became good after. im taking 50mg now all at once and day one the off feeling made me feel like i was gunna pass out like head rush from everything. head aches came and went like in minutes it was strange, but 2nd day i had a headache for most of the day until i came then it slowly subsided. just like last time except last time the 2nd day headache was like a migrane styatus with nausea. has slight nausea this time too, but its so much less apearant. i get feelings of extremities breathing in a sense. hard to explain, but i feel i waited the perfect amount of time and all the negatives i felt from cycle one are present again except sooooooooo much more mild suggesting im at a new baseline fo sho and should progress but time will tell.
i also poo again shortly after taking and night one had some trouble sleeping but unlike the first time i still got a solid 6 hours.
its like everything is so much more stable!! libido is solid too; not too crazy, but has not reduced an ounce.

Has your hair changed at all during the entire process?

 

[IHateFin]

Has your hair changed at all during the entire process?

Like what do you mean? The texture or shed wise?

 

[IHateFin]

Taking histamine, b6 and potassium again with this?

Also, your fortnite streams are hilarious

I am def taking the b vitamins again! And will only take potassium or histidine if needed like if I start getting allergy symptoms randomly like last cycle I'll take some histidine or if I get heart palps or constipated may take some potassium, but not regularly.

Hahaha hey thanks, man!! Feel free to follow
Those fortnite games are pretty fun even tho I'm pretty trash lol

 

[TubZy]

Like what do you mean? The texture or shed wise?

Shed wise, did your har shedding increase as you came of var over time when your baseline improved?

 

[IHateFin]

Shed wise, did your har shedding increase as you came of var over time when your baseline improved?

Hair shed did not increase. It sheds but not a balding shed just normal hair shed so no extra hairline recession and hair actually feels thick n healthy.

Dandruff is finally subsiding too