Hi everyone,
I'm new here but unfortunately no stranger to PSSD.
Long story short, I'm completely med free since 2014 and I'm completely, and I mean COMPLETELY, asexual 4 and a half years later with no windows. I haven't been turned on since 2013 and I dont enjoy sex at all, ever. It's as if everything is turned off downstairs.
It's been so long since I was aroused that I cant even remember or imagine what arousal feels like. I'm in my 20s and had to fake it with every single guy until I just decided to be celibate altoghether, mostly because sex depresses me a lot as I get nothing out of it. As you can imagine, it's heartbreaking to say the least.
Does anyone know of any PSSD/PFS/PAS recovery stories in which the person had no windows/complete loss of sexuality for many years before improving?
Probably a shot in the dark but it's worth the shot at least. I feel so isolated in real life because of this condition, and I even feel isolated in the community because I seem to be the only one who doesn't see any windows, not even a little, not even a glimpse.
Anyway, thanks to whoever read my rant. I hope someone replies.
Thanks,
Sue
I'm new here but unfortunately no stranger to PSSD.
Long story short, I'm completely med free since 2014 and I'm completely, and I mean COMPLETELY, asexual 4 and a half years later with no windows. I haven't been turned on since 2013 and I dont enjoy sex at all, ever. It's as if everything is turned off downstairs.
It's been so long since I was aroused that I cant even remember or imagine what arousal feels like. I'm in my 20s and had to fake it with every single guy until I just decided to be celibate altoghether, mostly because sex depresses me a lot as I get nothing out of it. As you can imagine, it's heartbreaking to say the least.
Does anyone know of any PSSD/PFS/PAS recovery stories in which the person had no windows/complete loss of sexuality for many years before improving?
Probably a shot in the dark but it's worth the shot at least. I feel so isolated in real life because of this condition, and I even feel isolated in the community because I seem to be the only one who doesn't see any windows, not even a little, not even a glimpse.
Anyway, thanks to whoever read my rant. I hope someone replies.
Thanks,
Sue