@HerrFisch that's mean

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Lol, no opiates, only one (some pain pill).
No heroin, no krokodil, no hallucinogens(I'm hoping) - no pcp, no LSD, etc, no freebase, no crack, nothing injected. No Haldol, no AAP's (maybe brifely Seroquel but I probably threw it away), no Benzos. None of the low-budget "trailer-trash drugs" like huffing, glue, etc. No ketamine, 2 anticonvulsants (reluctantly). One for like 2 days, it didn't do anything. Effexor led to a lot more and finasteride led to MMJ.
I actually hate most drugs, but yeah... nicotine, caffeine, and the safer stimulants (still a dangerous class of drugs) at least helped me get things done and stay high energy and even be nicer to people (not amps so much, kind of zone out and hyperfocus on other things). Only stimulants consistently, never even took most of my prescriptions more than 1 or 2 times (my first doctor was out of her mind, with her prescription pad). I was scared to even take protopic and anti-aging facial wash + moisturizer after all the stuff that happened in early 20s. Scared to take listerine with alcohol, only get zero-alcohol listerine (bc alcohol raises chances of oral cancer dramatically), so if you rinse teeth like 4-5 times a day, it's bad (I'm a little obsessive).
Also no Anabolic Steroids and the like. No Quaaludes (Methaqualone) either... not yet.
@TubZy are Ludes the answer?
"I was in a drunken stupor. I apologized several times already, guys... what more can I say?"
(to paraphrase Rob Ford).