--will not do school like that nor trading like that ever agn. like i mean trading sure. all income last mo or first mo, half or third.. that is fine, ... but no teaching myself 30 courses in 6mo-8mo, no 10 finals all needing 95s 99s. i worried about getting into uni as a kid. ig got good ways to fix that accomodations day one, taping, bracing, some frds, dexedrine, and test to spare. doing things ahead of time, scheduling.. digital planner, bullet jrnl, forced time/updates w some frds, frds that finshed, their exams n notes. my boy arya. ya that will help a lot. easy b avg there, study.. ahead.. a shd be done. a- whatever. now just fking close trades... match my 99th percentile entries (generational bottoms, on TSLL, ETH, SUI, SOL, etc. i mean way lower than current prices, some 80% down). exit 99th percentile too, even if having to wait, or well learn it and go from there, i will master the TA, a ten mn usd /yr ex hedge funder uses, and what my uncle 300k usd nasdaq futures trader does, sad thing is ive given back way way way way more than that tho. shd easily have 500-600k yrs, with zero technical analysis. i was depressed when i shd have been buying 20000 30000 dollars of sol at 12, which i did buy but tiny amts, money's not liquid here unless ur rich. im prolly the only person in the world to take an RDSP to 100s of thousands from 6k, later millions. canada is a bs country, coming from someone, that has CEO's CFO's, 100s of yrs of history of physicians and lawyers in family. 2 family members run hedge funds or similar. and ya america... is a bitch, for sure. healthcare costs, but i mean... i think that if i had 200-300k and 1mn assets there, id be able to visa 2k into crypto to save my 0.1-1 percent of trades that are rekt.
--my avg was 88-91. but it was 99s on finals and essays. skipping class. teaching math and stuff to self. ib 50s 60s math, 99s normal classes finals most of em. so for stupid law school, defs taping/bracing/dexedrine, some test cream around. day one. day one acomodations also ( york u , 70000 ppl, 13 cases agst school), as in someone with ivy league LSAT scores... graduated late, and fought their school 13x for 2 stupid degrees (good hard degrees but i mean, im not doing a phd in econ wtf). so w adhd treated ya i think itll be 100x easier than biosci while disabled and life ruined on effexor, leaving the country, from drug dealer friends. that was my 21st yr. so law after this pfs, etc far easier. 99s on logical reasoning. rite now no studying ya pretty bad maybe 70-75, if i practice in a similar room, id practice agn. i was doing like 3 sections of LR, with time to spare, reading comp rite on time or skip some, lg ya i mean skip half.... but ya ill work on that. my brothers avgs were 100, 99, for like a lot of stuff. cellular molecular microbial biology. a- b+ rich good enuff fk it, i can do better but school and work are scams mostly.
--i started skipping school in grade ten, 2 degrees and hi school ago. and pssd, and pfs, happened since then obvsly. then i started running n lifting and doing mma, so ya i also know about the disability, and tradings harder than law scl. phd math? sure id fail, theory, writing, a 200k school, ya i won't fail. ill be smarter than 90% of the dbags there, but id make a couple frds, maybe 60-70% at some ivy league place, surely worse grades than most of em,... but not the exams, when i have good profs, and shyt. il skip class to close lev trades and close 100k 20k 90k 200k trades in stocks, and 0.1-0.3 0.05 and ideally 0.5-1btc trades by then, i mean, law scl is mostly for priveleged ppl .. and cost is 30x from 40-50yrs ago prolly 45-50x now, and ya they don't make 50x more lol. even in america, id make more trading but ya safe income, and i mean ur not giving back 0.5mn or 100k-200k *just like that*. I wouldn't do big time corp law, or some hk thing. i grind, but for me. rejected my own law office here, too yrs ago, bc of crypto. and ya that has a lot to do w health bc fixing this shyt was for law and trading... and getting married. and building a family, not wasting 160+ iq and potential, defs fx my health more than most of my pfs state 2018+ (with 90+ percent permanently healed). rest, endocrine restart will work. beyond 90% and was beyond 95-99% yrs ago, im sure im just shutdown, but whatever it is, that is 1/3 of the medicine and supps i need, so ill run marek's soon... i also dont go to the doc, like 12/15yrs so... ya ill get bloods tho.
--skipping class to close 100k -400k trades ya ill fking skip and study notes from jd's instead.. and also, tell profs as soon as i can, i need medical accomodations (always needed em had em like 30% of uni career, and even then if it was more 40-50% it was misdiagnosis then). neuro/ ADHD and hEDS reasons, ill make sure I get Dr. G. K. to write a note. this is a memo there, like the lsat note he wrote (i need to stand sometimes, bc of neck instability/ dislocations). anyways, i still own ev1 at gym, and i mean i look young, but ya i can end up fat and old and poor, but that's not gonna happen. ill stay young and ill get richer, and more imp. happier. and healthier. and more balanced. ill have better stress relievers. i think wearing brace is good. easier to walk and lift.. and carry stuff around house, and smoking doesn't impair me as much, weed. nicotine.. dex, caffeine to an extent (dex far more) helps proprioception... some of it helps u focus and avoid dislocations, cramps, subluxations, or quickly fix them. surely salt, electrolytes do as well. ill buy a third spinal brace, something i can wear over dress clothes... that isn't hardcore unlike my 600 dollar medical brace (more than that, but saved half or so, but would save 60-75%if not for the CAD being continually debased).
--i had great attendence for my last 30 courses of ugrad and masters (done same time bc i replaced a lot of grades, and york university is a terrorist organization, and they didn't count courses, even tho this city was way harder for those intro classes), i went like 75-85% of most classes i had b+ to A in, but ya missing an hr or 30mins of 2.5hrs who cares. only having this as work and having 20 idiots come to fix ur house and u need to sleep at some pt and u miss the easy 350% day on cyngn and sleep, and then it gets crushed next day, that sucks, that is 120-140k cad gain rite there. maybe more prolly was more, but i couldn't see it bc TD doesn't work at nite or in the morning. this is a useless country totally. 2mn is not enuff. i need 10-20mn yrs so i can buy citizenships in countries that allow u to win, with business and move upward in society. definitely not living near any postal workers, govt employees, nor activists. too rich now, fk em.
--physical pain defs gets in the way, maybe 20hrs a week lying down, how i sup to study 1yr of TA in 90d or 300d of lsat in 45-90d wtf?? ill budget180d idk. pain and just instability in many places, i guess ill fix my place so i can lie down n work too. i shall study and walk and exercise i know how. and i know how to study, overtime ill practice. i did 3 uni things, 2 degrees... hi school other certs, and the lsat. and can do it agn, and learn the ta. fking hate studying... i guess i gotta be able to lying down on back most studying was standing up or lying down face fwd. some lying down... fk, ill figure it out and practice. i got 2 degrees eventually, so i can study, it's just i mean.. i don't want to .. sort of but ya it's all taught badly, i have good sourcs tho.
--not just pain i mean being 6'0 or so and 6'4 wingspan, inability to move properly, the actual phys disability literally gets in the way and so does the obstacle course of a world at times.
--my bro got the highest mcat in the world. lots of ADHD. literally has saved lives w gunshots, head and neck, throat cancer... etc, kids choking. etc. lots of things. and i mean, ya i feel bad for kids of immigrants, my age. this country id say 80% of single men in toronto are borderline or worse suicidal. at lst im in a smaller city. better for mental health. but reward for fixing pssd and pfs is 120k a yr in some school there? and living expenses? in the worse place in north america// ya i dont think so. id sooner learn spanish and practice in el salvador and make 10-20x more and get a citizenship there. florida some condos 80 percent down, guyana too will explode oil. and property there. we have to live like criminals. my uncle is a phd and teaches in europe, s africa, canada. i mean he's lazy as fk but i see why ppl leave and go to usa. i mean. ya.
--both of us esp me treated like criminals. in this shit country.
--small smallportion of this small acct, and most is in sui and sol, at one x, some is leveraged 3 and 5x, i think, 9x on uni... which is hi, but instantly up 24 and 18%, 20x trump, and 9x on melania (0.5% of account). anyways gonna workout at home. danced 1, lifted 4x, soon 5. decent. 6 workouts, 3 or 4 were quite hard tho most exercises relatively easy. drank 2-3x in recent 2 weeks, otherwise down a lot. it is water, inflammation, also 8g carbs goes to zero, and 20-50 100g carb days goes to zero or near it, 5-6, w cheese. just steaks. cutting. making 10k at least, but if this is horrific mo and i only make 5k on remaining 1/2 tsll shares, that is fine, bc ill have a quicker 300 and 600-700% rather than 340% and ill take it, then later, keep some for 5000-10000%, later, 4-5yrs later, far more. get 100-200 shares tesla a yr and make at lst 10 eth, sometimes 40-50 eth. and at least make 100kusd, a yr. but im sure ill far exceed that, however, it is not stressless, the ppl telling u trading is all fun and stressless were suicidal at 30 or 40, then got a lot better. same w entrepreneurship, or u know ppl who are just rich then get into it. ud have to be pretty dumb to have 10-20mn and it being liquid and not turn 2mn into 5mn 8mn 10mn in crypto, but same time 99.x% of retail will get rekt. first yr of hackstasis, i had a 160k day, btc, 2019... well second yr. i think it was 2018 tho, i retrieved it later.
--it will be m easier then, to chill. once leaner, i can wear my grey , violet, teal green chinos (masons ny) and my saxx vnecks or bastille, prada, graphic t's. oh ya and a nice black brace... so one for kicking around house, vaping weed... and going to gym, one for seeing ppl and day to day light use but dressier.. and one medical one ya.--anxiety correct, adhd correct,heds/hsd correct, cptsd correct, some asd correct. me 3mn points, medical system minus 20mn pts. then pssd and pfs, minus 2bn pts. that will be 2bn usd plz. ill have it in future, but not young., ill have 10-20mn usd young.
ill be aite but ya easily 200-300kusd in crypto just since june july if i had 3k cad, visa able.. or if i got help. and easily 500-900k cad, in stkx this yr, if i closed 2 things earlier.
so it sux but ill wrk on liquidity number one, stack 1k 2k 3k 10k 10k away on offramp, it is insured till 1mn cad, and stack wins in stocks, fund tfsa stat. meditate, get a brace it is for work n wrking out ya.
