MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

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Diagnosed hEDS/HSD a while ago told to go see Mayo clinic ya ill get rite on that lol.
maybe but i mean only one family has genetics known for hEDS. and it isn't mine...

so i mean both are chronic pain condns and come w/ hella comorbidities and are hard to treat.
No singular effective treatment.

Glad I got a proper dx tho. so if sw. docs move in cda or usa... or i guess europe... or asia....
like, ya whatever it's easier to get test cream and ADHD medicine.

Keeping bottles some yrs, just in case my doc moves or i need a new one.

I'll get some specialists too, not so m for the connective tissue disorder at large (that would be nice, but you need to be really really sick,
and really really rare, like 1/500k 1/20k eds subtypes). Who knows maybe I have classic like EDS or smthing, but I mean....

I can use AI or smthing... to help me figure that out ... later.

Not sure what killed my father's dad really young, I hope it wasn't vEDS. I mean surely it wasn't that...

I would have been really sick w/ heart stuff, if it was that. Rather than blood pressure and LDL but ya sw. rad140 to a dht deriv or dht. stat.

 

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--anyone who thinks i aint cure pfs. what's your sex fn with zero lh and fsh, and a disability, and lithium and gaba so u can be cool w family, chicks, business relnships* and sleeping ev 4-5days? it ws actually 6-8hrs naturally a few yrs after 2018. well4-6 sometimes less clearly a lot less at times, but mostly due to stress. peace out.

cured or practically cured PSSD w/ no1. forums were around im sure but krazy and tm for a 22 yr old to take... at lst then.
over ten yrs ago.

black box warning site was there and surely.. idk longevity this and that forum.

clearly on test n dht / marek's/ test n anavar or other dht derivs +/- (plus HCG), it'll be better.

Sometimes can go 4-5hrs, sometimes ya not much, but I am a bit older, but ya I want full testes size, even when sex fn higher,
maybe not for ev1, but sex is better w/ full testes. Many will claim not true, it's the same... but I really don't think so. Exp wise.

Anavar, ya i'd have banged like 20-30more wmn in the lockdown altho yes I was addicted to futures trading, no stop losses it was fkd.
Before that... well isolated for LSAT, don't want to tell idiots till in law scl, bu ya i didn't need it and 19k-millions stocks, anyways, let alone soon now.

Trading is very isolating, and any fear over money... makes women run away, not real cool ones, but how can u tell one pretty face vs another... who's a user and who's not. Plus it's hard dating w/ EDS, but ya there were many 10/10 women that wanted to hangout, I don't give ppl a chance... but I am more these days. I gave up like 30 women bc of 2... and ya i mean... then I was more sick, scared of taking TEST... which makes no fking sense if ur healthy.

Test e works for me too but test cream much more consistent and since Im a hyper responder, I can add a secondary anabolic/androgenic compound and keep doses low. OR A HYBRID injection based and cream based protocol. Test cream n dht cream. Test n masteron injns. Test cream and test injns, etc.

ALSO CPTSD, AuDHD will fk you anxiety wise. And ya sleeping 4-6hrs or 6-8 (not on vacation, who does that ev day all the time).,
that will hurt sex fn. IDK tho bc insane sex fn on first cycles of sarms, but ya i was pretty young, pre fin. But for sure testicular atrophy...

mine are up n down, maybe just need rad 2x a week or 4x in 16-18 days, idk. But going up a bit end of cycle, locking in further str gains makes sense, but when I have to reduce 4-5 workouts to 1-3... ya it shd be lower dose. I just wish i could take smth safe that fixes ldl and hdl and LH and FSH.

I will get HCG soon and anavar and for sure a neuropsych specialist, and Ig a therapist... and bloodwork, ideally coming to my house or future condo, considering I'm not waiting in line w/ mofos, commuting all day for that...or just go on off days, and when I wake up 2-4am rather than 7, 10pm, 12am, 4, 5am. A few days strict carniv or fasting... shd fix sleep, but I trade china and ny open time.

It's bs now ill be rich soon...like i wasn't as smart at 22 or 25, ok u get smarter w/ more life exp and more degrees and work exp but still.
Anyways, I count my blessings, like I told Nina many yrs ago in 2019 can always be way worse, any of us ppl that get sick/ are chronically ill

I'm sure she's doing well, will write her someday soon. Ideally when my work is done for a bit tho.
I hope she's well.

 

[MNK99]

Anyways GROK ai and chinese ai and prolly others r better than Brave browser and way better than google or claude (ask any financial legal medical q,... it refuses for liability even when u say u aren't gonna sue em and u know what ur doing and just curious for research purposes bc you're helping ppl, and scaling up... w/ similar condns).


heds 80 comorbidities. if i had myoclonic dystonia from the covid vax, am I more likely to have hEDS or HSD, I'm east indian origin, live in Canada.


There is no evidence in the provided search context that supports a causal link between the COVID-19 vaccine and myoclonic dystonia, nor does it establish that such a condition increases the likelihood of having hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (hEDS) or Hypermobile Spectrum Disorder (HSD).
The search results focus on the following verified data points regarding hEDS/HSD and comorbidities:

• Post-Viral Unmasking: Research indicates that COVID-19 infection (not vaccination) may act as a physiological stressor that unmasks or triggers hEDS symptoms, particularly in patients with comorbidities like Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS), Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), or ME/CFS.
• Increased Long COVID Risk: Individuals with hEDS are 4 times more likely to develop Long COVID compared to controls.
• Common Comorbidities: The most frequently reported comorbidities in hEDS/HSD include autonomic dysfunction (POTS, orthostatic hypotension), gastrointestinal dysmotility, chronic pain, MCAS, and neuromuscular disorders. Myoclonic dystonia is not listed among the common comorbidities in the provided global survey data.
• Demographics: The data notes that the majority of diagnosed patients in the studied cohorts were White, Non-Hispanic females, but it does not provide specific prevalence data or diagnostic likelihoods for East Indian populations in Canada.

If you are experiencing myoclonic dystonia and suspect hEDS/HSD, the available data suggests that autonomic and mast cell issues are the primary associated comorbidities, rather than movement disorders linked to vaccination. You should consult a specialist in genetic connective tissue disorders or neurology for an accurate diagnosis.
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Myoclonus-dystonia syndrome (MDS), also known as DYT11 or alcohol-responsive dystonia, is a rare movement disorder with an estimated prevalence of 1-9 per 1,000,000 individuals. It is clinically characterized by mild to moderate dystonia (often cervical or writer’s cramp) and rapid, "lightning-like" myoclonic jerks that primarily affect the neck, trunk, and upper limbs.

Genetics: Caused by mutations in the SGCE gene (epsilon-sarcoglycan), inherited in an autosomal dominant pattern with maternal imprinting, meaning symptoms typically manifest only when the mutation is inherited from the father.
Onset: Symptoms usually begin in the first or second decade of life, with myoclonus often being the presenting symptom.
Associations: The condition is frequently linked to non-motor psychiatric features, including anxiety, depression, obsessive-compulsive behavior, and alcohol abuse.
Prognosis: MDS has a normal life expectancy and a generally benign course, though quality of life can be significantly impacted by motor and psychiatric symptoms.

PRETTY SURE I DONT HAVE DY11 and ya i did take alcohol and dex.. and some nootropic... not choline tho prolly.. but... uridine no...
baco something.. bacopa. NOR DYT7 im no asheknazi jew, so no imbreeding. no offense.


LIGHTNING JERKS and dystonic twisting/ mini storms weed kinda helped but worsened hypermobility so all these chicks and guys tryn to help me but i was jus tryn to run away and i was slower than ev1.. and ya i had no braces barely any kinesio tape.. got a neck warming collar.. and was evicted. fking bs. ev chick downtown wanted me before and after but whatever, same w pfs.

not my fault i get insanely ill w some rare as fk condn. this is crazy tho 1/500k 1/400k 1/1mn whatever i had was rare maybe it was 1/50k 1/200k whatever the fk it was if i went to er or ... neuro that crappy one (a great one obvsly would be helpful)... ya i dont think most have seen it ever before.

hence suing dr. raj bhardwaj and his fat bitch nurse friend. and some other mofos soon
at v lst malpractice complaints. he's an er doc. ur retarded if u dont think im way smarter than those cucks. and if i file malprac complaint, it's on them. they did it. and im protecting other zebras/rares... and kids from their bs.

 

[MNK99]

I had dystonic twisting and storms but not as bad as when u google it.. but also mycolnic jerks
so something like this but maybe it was M-D-S maybe it was mycolonic something idk i saw a brain doc, mvmt specialist. long gone but it was horrible. No parkinsons tho clumsiness in family. dad prolly has HSD or hEDS but did

n't cont bodybuilding past 20s did play tennis tho, till45-50 or so and more soon, when i get him whatever the hell..golf membership or clubs, gym membership, trainer... whatever, and better food, for his mostly veg diet, but better ingreds like no processed food, flour from europe, and pasta from europe, and better eggs, and raw dairy...

that way when i visit ya im not gonna get sick lol.
Mom too tho she's stronger.

But no hEDS/HSD for her just nerve pain.. but her fam even dad's many live to 95-100.

had to study this and med school lectures online and part of the USMLE us medical licensning exam to learn this and rule out 22 conn tissue disorders and idk 30 movement disorders... it was fucking krazy, while EMS and firefighter/cops in and around my downtown apartment (attached to Marriot) were tryn to make me go there... while tryn to get back to studying the LSAT .. and missing E and L, 2 11/10 women.

anyways whatever..im fking fine. ill mv on... and did. it just makes me sad.

while eds was getting worse and trying tongkat ali for remenant pfs perhaps or shutdown ya fk that im a hyperresponder to meds n drugs
and i did 95% of cd's and made a plan w TUBZY n IHATEFIN and recovered in rec time. need lke a yr off 6mo off to do that stuff agn

and i mean it's kinda hard w ligament laxity. tho ru 486 ellaone stuff good
prohormones fuck it for me

use test n mast/anavar. and hcg. maybe marek's but my probs far exceed pfs, tho im a slayer anyways and most the time i dont even think abt pfs sometimes for 1-2yrs. just needed test cream. srsly. at some pt. but yes for EDS other compounds and peptides wolverine stack makes sense
n taking time off, massage therapist, long term relnships, travel, all that stuff. whale soon, fk it.

Myoclonus Dystonia

Myoclonus-dystonia (M-D) is a rare and complex neurological movement disorder that affects individuals and families around the world. Treatments are available and researchers are actively pursuing improved therapies and ultimately a cure. Resources are available to help support affected...

dystonia-foundation.org

 

[MNK99]

https://rarediseases.org/mondo-disease/myoclonus-dystonia-syndrome/

Myoclonic dystonia is not a common direct symptom of hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos syndrome (hEDS), though anecdotal reports and clinical observations suggest a potential link, often attributed to comorbid dystonia or cervical spine instability.

• Clinical Association: Studies indicate that up to 75% of hEDS patients may experience some form of dystonia, which can manifest with myoclonic jerks, particularly when secondary to joint instability or trauma.
• Myoclonus-Dystonia Syndrome (MDS): This is a distinct, rare genetic disorder typically caused by SGCE gene mutations, characterized by subcortical myoclonus and dystonia, which is separate from hEDS but may be misdiagnosed or co-occur.
• Mechanism: In hEDS, involuntary movements may arise from cervical instability or excessive muscle compensation for joint laxity, rather than the primary neurodegenerative or genetic pathways seen in classic MDS.
• Diagnostic Recommendation: Because myoclonic jerks are not a standard hEDS symptom, patients experiencing them should consult a neurologist to rule out primary movement disorders, seizures, or structural issues like craniocervical instability.

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April 26, 2018 - I have both myoclonic epilepsy and EDS. You should see a neurologist and request an EEG to help determine if these are myoclonic jerks or seizures. If they are jerks, it could be due to dystonia.

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dystonic storms 4 patients w/ hEDS.

December 16, 2024 - Ross Hauser, MD. This article will present information from our recently published peer-reviewed article: “Intermittent cerebral

anyways illchill and not worry so much., its been ages since i had that.

 

[MNK99]

Post the above on PH
just to fk w them.
--NOTE: removed something v smart, but very dark and also funny but mostly scary.

just kidding i can actually do most those things but i wouldn't make a skin suit obvsly. the smell and everything.

"THINK ABT THE SMELL." dennis, always sunny in philly. hahaha.

for the cdn tranny incel school shooter faggies. im kidding and ill fking be a god in prison so fuck u too.

i will destroy u and bump u off from the inside whether im in or out, and whether ur in or out.

I rem asking my mean older step sister, HELEN, isn't it possible I'm totally sane and everyone is crazy??

She said: "Anything is possible, but highly unlikely."

A few weeks later I ensanguinated one of my first victims on the pacific coast. LOL hahaha jk. i dk what's wrong w me.

It's mood stabilizers and some vodka im chasing w beer and carbonated water, in one drink, w/ lemon.

and rad140.. and im alrdy a lil bit of a psycho. rad's from day's ago.

 

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this is for test n mast/primo/anavar.. fertility, sexual fn/ sensitivity, and ya hEDS/HSD, and u cd say pfs, but more like shutdown ive had a long fking time need these fucks to pay me my btc asap so i can buy the rite drugs, leave rad140/sarms behind for a time or forever, and possibly even mood medn that i took maybe 6mo /20 yrs so ya never basically.

mood lability = hEDS/HSD (hEDS prolly for me but small difference basically.... rarer tho).
sleep, agitation = same not to mention CPTSD.
anxiety.. same.

sexual fn, focus, mood, health, physique, mobility* well test is given to wmn w my condn so ya it fx that, but all expmtl.. kinda like PSSD, PFS.

except im born w it not like the fake EDS ppl have from PFS.
except mine's actually real you dbags and i fixed PSSD no forums, and PFS barely any help here tbh minus IHATEFIN and TUBZY the plan I wrote w em and some help from other frds. At times Helen, tho he was a dick too.

--and y afasting.. jucie feasting, cd's, tons of hackstasis I also ran.
Like ellaone ru486 vegan.a paleo carb bkloading hard str training, etc etc. im not your health coach.

--it is possible test n dht like cycles great sexfn and fitness andmobility for a year o 2 after but why fuck around, just get fertility med too, the best one for me, i.e. all so i can trial n error. and chk bloods frqtly. soon. ideally at home.

--i don't look at the kb nor this 1/2 of this 1/3 of my screens, bc I have actual work on my mind, and business comms.
--and TA, and whatever. And I'm listening to HRT stuff in my headphones, otherwise meditating, gaming, TRANCE, RAP, lifting, walking,, trying to sleep ... and work on mobility while mofos hating on me... facebook , x dot com, discords for race/ even tho we not all the same race, and I or anyone I k would end those incels.

--memecoin kids fuck all of u, ur trash human beings and trash for crypto and why btc is down, and why we ain't 200k a coin, yet. and why ull have none when 1-2 and 10mn a coin, and ur why crypto sucks these days, and ya it shd be higher barrier to entry. enjoy being real whale's exit liq. fk you, pay me.

--punk mofos on X.com, discord, and facebook, fucks offline, someone can take your life. watch your mouths.

 

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ill show u worthless/whiny bitches how balanced i am as i delete 30 then 20 pgs then ten more from my ph app.


as i win my fking trades
as i watch/listen to some smart physicist wmn on shawn ryan at 150-17%% speed, as i lift, as i comm w/ whales, and foreign entities/agents.

 

[MNK99]

K I actually
Make money and do serious shyt that would kill ev1 u know

Either by feds
Murderers
Or haters or heart attks

So
Mods CÀn delete gp 32-74 maybe
I gotta go
No patience for this bs

 

[MNK99]

how i mass delete 45-50 pages here???
like i said they were written depressed. YEARS like 5 yrs after fixing PFS, when i cdnt workout at all, for 18mo-2yrs, bc of neck shoulder ankle elbow wrist finger, ankle dislocations, bc of the vax and yeah bc of hEDS/HSD (the real kind not just some neurotic pfs-er EDS).

Tho ya they have it bad too. mine's permanent tho, altho nearly never anywhere near that bad. Heart pain tho, I'll get off rad... does let me stay lean and mean w/ one workout or so a week, but ya ill workout more, and it causes depresn/anxiety, rekts fertility, testicle size, and shutdown for a long ass time... so ya why wdn't I just use bioidenticals or near it (DHT, dht derivs, test cream, HCG/enclo/ kisspeptin/ gonadorelin.

NEED the brain signals for LH and FSH, for mood stability, chilling... like DHA, DHEA, pregnanolone and lots of other stuff.

not setup for that?

mass delete all discord? ill tip u later after im paid out from major work. if it's a pain in the ass, mods/admin.

privacy/security concerns/ paranoia
also actual legit worries, like ya they can make my whole income illegal in the west,
and thieves and despite being a killer, ya hEDS/HSD will make u anxious enuff, let alone CPTSD, AuDHD.

I took 9.2mg lith orotate and 200mg gabapentin (instead of Lamictal weeks in mid 20s yrs ago), and instead of... idk nothing, or just CBD/THC/CBG (500 a mo? lol canada is fucked). maybe 200-300 a mo but still retardedly costly, maybe 220 or idk 80 if value weed store/discount shop i just found a couple wks ago, while hedge fund director/friend flew to CDA.

OH ya also TEST cream 5/3 so 375mg fast acting test and hi conversion to DHT (for anyone healthy most ppl, esp a hyperresponder, and ya u will be with hEDS/HSD unless really fking sick, like with PFS crash). and 20mg dex, maybe 30mg after I slept idk 6-8hrs and woke at nite 8pm. myb longer sleep fuck...

my parents were tripping, soon ill give em idk 5-10x their incomes, but ya they'll always drive me mental and im outta here stat agn, permanently w/ places on both coasts, portugal, and cypress soon. but one thing at a time, condo, and paying off parent's debt by pension acct, or by mortgage payment.

 

[MNK99]

instead of
gaba
lith
test cream dex i shd be on

fertility drug 1, maybe 2, test cream, dex,
medical cannabis maybe lamictal or lith and or gaba... or just

test cream dht hcg dex and weed

and ya ive done months and well 10 yrs no ish weed
and ive done 2 yrs no dex
and i did 2 yrs after PFS no meds pretty m but i was depressed, need smthing for AuDHD and a disability.
it's trial and error.

my issues aren't basic bitch probs.
yet, a lot of em are solvable likje 50-60%of eds stuf fphysio... pain stuff weed.. sleeping.. mood audhd stuff too carnivore or paleo and mienrals... this n that, and fertaility meds for best cumming and fertility. and idk dislocations tape braces physio this n that. trauma well fuck,.. weed or psychedelics therapy a shrink neuropsyche .. pet, gf, fiance, wife but most hoes end up being bad news.

i literally was stalked by a modelesque punjabi girl and rejected 99 white canadian blondes mostly downtown in 1-2 yrs so ya i can get hoes but i mean.. CPTSD makes it hard. as does disability i cant just eat and have dun plus im a serious person and most ppl make me fking agitated.
\
cant trust niggas, cant trust hoes.

life of a super hi iq pisces whale.

gn.


--update:
ev is disrespect ot these fucking idiots when they shd just do their job, third of three cybersec analysts/white hat hackers,
where's my 23000 dollar deposit? where's the funds, you busy in a meeting, do your fucking job i paid enuff spent enuff time,
my family etc tripping at me, get it done w/o talking trash to me, and being disrespected in your words, but actually gaslighting me.

look at my face, i don't play.

 

[MNK99]

whys this idiot mad at me
u flew here cda to pay me then pay me.

and ya no progress that's an update.
so get it done, and don't get mad when i ask for an update.

and fk your hacker, i gave him 1620, rest of 5 k after u pay me.

1k usd id have made 10-50k usd. my mny here like 2mn usd last 9d trading/ 1mo.
so what's your issue besides fking up my health, trades, work, family life? and ability to get HCG, dht, and see my docs... and donate blood?

shd hav epaid me 10-20k six mo at least. but whatever ill take all hedge n oil gains in one day or most, then the oil stuff.
but don't act like im an ingrate, when u cant admit u and company fkd me over a bit but ya ill patiently wait bc it is insane rtns.

but why criticize and gaslight me.
nah it ain't my mental health (doesn't help that's for damn sure) nor my EDS, nor former pfs, it's you.

telling me to get girls, i can get girls in toronto, that means im good looking, u want me to walk 13km to old condo... downtown?
pay me,im fking patient. the fk.

 

[MNK99]

--k business stress aside (cant wait till 99 95% of mnyis all mine, and not needing to be illiquid for registereed accts nor foregin invs ever agn, htne sure ill invest in some frd's apps, and do myown thing). business aside, seems sexaual fn .. idk 4/10 4am.. 8/10 at 10.46tam..

prolly bc im tryna workout, i hoooked up older frd, form dtown not one of two wmn im in love/was in love with but fine. anyways 8.10. but ... fuller testicles... lh n fsh far better. and surely var/ dht.. better. but ya i guess.. carbs n protein.. shake, flax.. hemp.. banana, pb.. whey 2 scoops... kefir.

could just be aminos.. could be aminos and carbs. idk.
many yrs ago RWAC said eat carbs get laid, i think he means... better sxl fn w carbs but ya i mean... like rad140. just not worth it., it is at times sure it makes u stronger but wrong type of carbs make me feel like ive eaten glass. and being sick 2-3hrs a day isn't cool but a few x a week is fine.

paleo... or carniv.. or ... idk fasting a lot and takeout near carnivore but paleo ish is good.
i cook as m as i can.

mving soon so cooking idk.. 2-3x a week and paying a courier.


only having htat bc.. well i need to wrkt and i cooke dhmmade burgers earlier but need to order meat and have sm coming but not much. so anyways that's after lith gaba and test n dex n sleeping. so some carbs good... but i prefer none cuz lose 5-7lbs all fat lol and gain strength and muscle. and ya i mean carniv = better for CPTSD, ... Audhd and surely hEDS. ya.

 

[MNK99]

--i got stress but i handle things coollly mostly. but mofos be agitating me. but i be cool and calm and collected.

---im hard to work with??? im crazy???? is that what this is???> no get it done, negotiate w that prick, tell him he would pay me .. face to face. for sure. same day.

 

[MNK99]

im gonna cut somebody's beak off and stuff em like a duck.

How dare mere mere mortals treat me like this??

Am I not a mammal.

I had sensitive serious words on here abt srs real life, but i deleted it to seem a calm happy go lucky homo to you non psychopaths.

This is on the world.

i try and stay sanez but i tries and stays sobers... haha

LOL i don't mean that in a fkd up way, i mean i became evil bc i needed to win.. imonly slightly evil.

you don't understand.

i did what i had to do to survive.

i did this for us!!

It was them or us, and I choose us... everytime!!

 

[MNK99]

i try and stay sanez but i tries and stays sobers... haha


ill tells u when ai haz enuff.

you jews made me slightly fatter.

u caused all these wars. try and make my industry illegal?

what i do to you??

leave me alone!!!

ArE These FUckIng DEerz MOSSAD or not??

(note im fking w u retards. im smarter than u. not actually mental. welli mean kinda pretty krazy but yeah).

 

[MNK99]

this country has made me 5-8lbs less lean than i shd be and thinned my hair here n there ev 7-10yrs.

i will not forgive them.
and a lot of way worse things too.

almost killed me like ev 7yrs w your nazi meds.

you guys are nazis man freaking nazis!!!

 

[MNK99]

Oh im sorry dont remember opening a chinese fish market up.

 

[MNK99]

i aint never hurt nobody. im innocent.
and i just want my wrk done.

i must go now.

i have some videotapes to return.

i am not a crazy person.
if i is, it's the world that made me kraazy.

so i just
try and dance and relax.

 

[MNK99]

--whilst carbs make the pen'ith performa adeuqately and beyond. i.e. very well. they make onest' fat and lethargic. tired and more... heart rate increase. It makes my blood pressure increase and I didn't take tst nor dex todayt but I should, bc I habves some deadlines. And I need to get some fking work done.... but I also need to exercise and stay thin...-lean, but I also can't afford to die, rite now.


--I live a perfectly well mannered and well behaved life.
--I have never sided w/ foreign nationals agst the state.