MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

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Take care of 1.
And 2. Soon both those.
3. Sue a fat nurse and a short fat ugly doc and a fat as fk doc
4. royal clg physns complnt all those fucks.
5. Creative work.
6. reallocate, master TA. be safe only.
7. peace and love. gn.
--you don't waste your good looks and 160+ iq and definite craziness doing gay normie work in a bs cntry like cda.
--poorer than sierra leone soon most cdns. 15min hellscape city soon. not mine, but edmonton etc.
==i mean ya no insane family, no... fking traumatic upbringing, exp, 3 NDE's and no autism/ADHD ya u could just
--like be a hcore corp lawyer but ya fk that.
--we all go thru tragedies in life, ethnicity, country, friendships, betrayal, whatever... and like, ya I mean...
--I turned most the bad into good.
--And fuel life like that. Amor Fati.
--and make sure not to betray my ideals in the eye of death. Memento Mori.
--And keep the 4 stoic virtues. Justice, Temperance, Courage, and Wisdom myb.
--it isn't thhe 1800s nor 1980s, not ev1 needs a "known job" i.e. you know like Hi Finance, Law, Medicine.
 
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I will be thinner/leaner/and more glowing.

You cannot fat and crazy...

you need to be thin and crazy.

I am down 20lbs up 5lbs lean mass but ya for a long time.. sometimes down 25-26lbs, ill get there. just tryn be 192-194lbs. im 200lbs.

maybe if work and retards didn't drive me mental and like..fking so many others. like fk yo.

there's a lot of stuff to wrryabt. not just vanity.. and even that can drive u crazy toooo....
i think so much. it's horrible.....

i have to hide ev. so no1 can hurt me..bc i cabt trust anyone.

literally like whole buildinbg saw me cry... lots of chicks try and help me... i don't want anyone to hurt me.
mny.. disability. this and that. anxiety... dont wnat ppl to play w me.

explode at ppl sometimes, bc of cptsd.

anyways im getting therapy soon....... and some other stuff. i was jk abt meth obvsly but ya sure feritlty meds and like... anavar/primo. a yr 2 yrs later whatever. like one of em. another six mo or whatever myb just var and dht... over 2 yrs whatever.

and ya i mean.. shd be better than rad140. "the tren of sarms" i.e. dangerous for no reason.
better gains, safer. way better bloodwork w var or dht.
 
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i can't like live in the real world.
the prison... the globalists...

digital id's...
fking zionists wars everywhere...

work till 80.

cattle.

no thanks.

nor will i marry anyone not godly.
nor a whore.

i will pin my ears back
and get like 0.4lbs loose skin maybe .4-2lbs on chest. and ya get antiaging creams
be wells off... etc, and then like ya ill regrow my hair and ill be happy. near perfect. and i will bang more.
and fall in love etc.

ill live my life.

i will not die young.
 
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Lyrics

Sky’s the Limit
Good evenin' ladies and gentlemen
How's everybody doin' tonite?
I'd like to welcome to the stage, the lyrically acclaimed, ha
I like this young man, because, when he came out
He came out wit the phrase, he went from ashy to classy
Haha, I like that
So everybody in the house, give a warm, round of applause for
The Notorious B.I.G. *clapping*
The Notorious B.I.G. ladies and gentlemen give it up for him ya'll
Uhhh

A nigga never been as broke as me, (I like that)
When I was young I had two pair of Lees, (besides that)
The pin stripes and the gray (uh-huh)
The one I wore on Mondays and Wednesdays
While niggas flirt, I'm sewing tigers on my shirt
And alligators
Ya wanna see the inside, huh, I see ya later
Here come the drama, oh, that's that nigga with the fake- blaow!
Why you punch me in my face? Stay in ya place
Play ya position, here come my intuition
Go in this nigga pocket
Rob him while his friends watchin'
And hoes clockin', here comes respect
His crew's your crew, or they might be next
Look at they man eye, BIG man they never try
So we roll with 'em, stole with 'em
I mean loyalty, niggaz bought me milks at lunch
The milks was chocolate, the cookies, buttercrunch
In gear - Oshkosh with blue and white dunks
Pass the blunt
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on

Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want, have what you want, be what you want
(Notorious B.I.G.)
Uh-huh, I was ashamed, my crew was lame

I had enough heart for most of 'em
Long as I got stuff from most of 'em
It's on, even when I was wrong I got my point across
They depicted me the boss, of course
My orange box-cutter make the world go round
Plus I'm fuckin', bitches ain't my homegirls now
Start stackin, dabbled in crack, gun packin'
Nickname Medina, make the seniors tote my ninas
From gym class, to Englass, pass off a global
The only nigga wit a mobile, Can't You See like Total
Gettin larger in waist and taste
Ain't no tellin where this felon is headin, just in case
Keep a shell at the tip of ya melon, clear the space
Ya brain was a terrible thing ta waste
Eighty-eight long gates, snatch initial name plates
Smokin spliffs with niggaz, real life beginner killers
Prayin God forgive us for being sinners, help us out
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on

Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin' what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want, have what you want, be what you want
(Notorious B.I.G.)
After realizin, to master enterprisin'
I ain't have ta be in school by ten, I was in

Began to encounter, with my counter-parts
On how ta burn the block apart, break it down into sections
Drugs by the selection
Some use pipes, others use in-jec-tions
Syringe sold seperately, Frank the deputy
Quick to grab my Smith-n-Wesson, like my dick was missin'
To protect my position, my corner, my layer
While we out here, say the hustlas prayer
If the game shakes me or breaks me
I hope it makes me a better man
Take a better stand
Put money in my moms hand
Get my daughter this college plan, so she don't need no man
Stay far from timid
Only make moves when ya heart's in it
And live the phrase Sky's The Limit
Motherfucker... see you chumps on top
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have

What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin' what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want...

Biggie Smalls, Nigga.
Sky's the Limit.
 

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Nice talk here, details the rhetoric / beliefs behind the Zionists behind Israel and American intervention (for them and money, and staying out of prison for pedo crimes, basically. And power/spheres of influence... and ya they don't see us others as human. Even jews, they kill. Even in Israel, America, and Iran).


Nice Rabbi. Excellent proper jew. LIke my Abdominoplasty Surgeon and previous (retired, wish I met him when he was 40 rather than like at 90).

 

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to my haters i have 4 bodies, soon 18, don't make it 19.
 

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TCB
Trimmed my hair (kinda.. badly im sure).

Anyways, .... i shall play a game... meditate, and exercise... and take care of some work.. and try and chill.


Really thought Mother's Day is tmro. It's like May 12 for CDA and AMERICA.
Anyways, that's good bc I don't have to rush some other things.

@RebelWithACause Fly your ass over here bro. I'll get u mny.
Well my connect will get you mny or me I guess if it falls on me for some reason.

Protect me wtf man. all cool. playing pokemon... new edition 2026.
 
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I was joking about everything.

I've become a gay soap actor, in training.
 

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pos fucking garbage btc go up 2-12000 dollars, let me 3x, acct for 9x small acct (i was 9x but easy 30-40x last last week if my frd didnt make me cut that short bc of his fking anxiety/paranoia... as if i don't have any of that). anyways, then BSB.usdt, POPCAT (first popcat long first serious one, hi lev or money in there, in like 4-5mo bc fuck memecoins and i was only actively trading idk 2mo of that, 2.5mo 3mo if u count study 3.5mo sort of, but informal study, tho i have college/masters level TA notes ... that i shall study soon, as some major work is cleared). but if this pos goes up a bit then 100-200% popcat, 30-200% btc long. maybe 1200 percent.. and fucking... like a lot on this other thing 30-300% on bsb.usdt . closing dif times/ sending u a photo of wins and such would make this make more sense. or charts/ graphs. ta. im more into words/fuckery than like graphing... charting but ya ill work on that too.


note- be a big dumb fat drunk = tons of women.
--bad for litigation and leverage trading tho...

and hence, just balance test n dex w/ a tiny bit of weed, tiny bit of lithium/ later..

test/dht, test/anavar, some fertility drug, low dose dex... choline/alpha gpc/maybe theanine to catch up sleep that one...
--and peptides... and idk ketamine or mdma instead of weed.

--tell hoes i know shoot stupid gay photos with me for other women.
-add that, autoclicker/ boom dating online a bit but ya more and more fake and really its just a confidence boost.
--like hi value wmn, social media well most mine is anti good for dating... well i mean my other social media/ insta, and the stupid things like
--tinder, that's just for validation.

--im looking for a man in finance, 6'5, blue eyes.

--im top fucking tier!! I WILL ONLY MARRY A TEN OUT OF TEN WINONA RYDER LOOKOUT OR some also super fyne tall bitch
--or someone else... i guess bc .. lots of that is slightly ruined but not all, they still love me...
--they were concerned abt my mental and physical health ya me too what tth efuck
 

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haircut i did was good but i was hiding from my mom...
i wake up 10pm or 4am or midnite kinda hard to get haircuts.'


**hIRCUT = GOOD BC OF SCISSORS MORE THAN TRIMMER. ESP BACK. BETTER IF I CD SEE THE BACK. BUT ONCE HAIR THINNED 26 27 YAI ST CUTTING OWN HAIR ATTIMES DURING MASTERS BC EVENMORE STRESS THEN WELL LOTS NOW BUT ENDING. I NEED TO FOCUS OK HAVE FUN OK DONT DO ANYTHING TOO KRAZY. DONT KILL YOURSELVES. ILL HELP MOFOS LATER. NO OFFENSE.

not to mention illiquidity.
however, that doesnt mean poor

that means 200k plus a lot more was used for smth.

and other work.

work focus lie down battlefield meditate close finish win gbye
 

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Money = a scam.
Money's useless, outside of the Material World.

I drink water to hydrate now.

I hear the deerz and also this baby crying 3houses down...

The deerz are like 200-300m away.

I know, since our second last encounter... when you threw my fking recycling bin like 30 feet into the middle of the road.

I had to crawl on ice, to retrieve it. It was like minus 27 celcius. possibly way worse with windchill too.

see when i act retarded/retardio all these whores and dumb fat fucks love me. but only stims and test ah he's hot/cute but crazy/a robot/ this and that... on drugs etc they sayy.


--trolling in code.
--im like u i have no name.

randoms accuse me of being on frugs???

this is fking total bs. they're retards anyways so how they say I'm on drugs?
Saturday at 9:22 AM


TheyyTry and Say'z I ats I acton drugsz???
Saturday at 9:25 AM

buy medical coke later so i can act normal/ focus... blend in i mean,.. whatever its good. it's good too.
for fun but also legit medical reasons. ADHD i mean mine's severe so is my anxiety.

im clumsy also and im a nice guy. i deserve coke.

it helps me stay safe and sane agst the outside world.

i don't understand what the problem is...???
 

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PlZ SaVEZ MesZ FROM the AMmaesfmas MAAAAN that lives in the walls.

He said I have a pretty little mouth.

Send help!!
 

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$#RE: HAIR
I think mine freezes mostly ev 6-10yrs dep on if i fuck with any serious meds. Like ADHD medicine... mood stabilizers a long time ago for like a tiny bit of time. Or finasteride. .. lamictal. so like ya its been a time. But i lose some w androgens now. Some comes back... probably depends on the type of androgen.

I feel cured most the time, but ya i mean my lh and fsh are down for yrs... at times really good.
But dealing with a disability, that can benefit from some Test... I figure take it, and see if it helps chronic pain, dislocations, mobility.

And if it sucks, get off, recover. If it is great... and needs fertility medicine, I'm adding that soon.

Still... "krazy" tho, but yeah I was like a long time ago.
More like life being really hard at times, most the time, then any inherent defect (or mental ineptitude),

But ya ppl think im crazy/on drugs. Lots of ppl like me tho.
They will all love me.

They want to fuck me.

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--myself talk talking to myself == ADHD and wandering autism. audhd.
--i was basically never mental. these mofos!!!. misdiagnose me 30yrs. well 20 yrs i guess.
--soon i will make my ears perfect, hair density near awesome amazing perfect enuff, and also one more imperfection.
--and ya ill go fix my mind. it's not that bad, just need ketamine/ shrooms.... or MDMA. for CPTSD.
-- and a therapist/ for ASD and ADHD, a wife... a family, etc.
--A place to call home.
--wrapping up something critical. anxiety driving me krzy rn.
 

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all good mostly but delays
but fine soon
but ya if my business partner or dad or anyone FKING READ MESSAGES AND REALIZED that duh id 2-4x lose zero, 90/93 trades won then we'd be done cheaper and without costs in a way i dont want but no.

anyways alm done.
peace out.
 

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hey chinese hacker??? y i pay u upfront???

is it bc u have no honor????????