MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. hEDS/AuDHD/Markets.

[MNK99]

@Entropy
Wouldn't say you were mental, but you portray yourself as pretty egotistical. You spend 90% of your time here boasting about how awesome, rich and successful you are, but you're still here, boasting about your great life to people who're at their lowest. I've never seen you tell anyone how you got from that low point to more successful and fulfilled than 99% of the population... I don't think it's your intention, but it makes you come across as egotistical and insensitive. A lot of the members here didn't use HS btw so discord mnk is the only version of you we know. You seem like a good guy in general and have every right to be proud af of yourself... Just most of the people here aren't nearly at that point yet. Shit, a lot of us will never have the financial security you have and I'm a biomedical engineer!

MNK99 — 6:19 AM
dude it's bc i was in a rush i may make more than 90-95% later but i also made less than like... IDK maybe 60-80% of Canada well like Canadian adults at least. fora time.



[6:19 AM]
I know i realize many are sick, but I just also don't discuss bc it's all "bad luck", superstition perhaps... more fear of failure rather.
[6:22 AM]
I dont boast about how rich and successful I am, haha, but sure i mean i delete some things, then it gets screwed up as in deleting A B C D X Y and then like other parts are there, and its disjointed. I def am Not that rich and literally lost like 4kusd last last week and 3k a few weeks before, but from less canadian. so that's good. BUt defintely got screwed a lot in lockdown. I just don't want to waste my life, also if I finish law, it is like... "10 yrs late". Easily could not be here, but I understand, I can be very disjointed. I appreciate you... and definitely not "that fufilled', I definitely Have issues still. Just really fast, bc I mean so many communication issues. Most the time I am on some other discord, but trust me it is hard. Markets are very hard and when I make 1mn usd., I mean i gave back... 5-6btc++ before that, maybe 7plus myb more.

[6:23 AM]
"Gave back" means lost profit. But Ill be cool, I am good offline too, and I try not to be too egotistical here, nor anywhere really. It is hard/ brings back bad memories. I am definitely not totally fufilled and think that it'll be easier to forge/form long lasting strong relationships., friendship and dating wise, with more therapy/ketamine perhaps.

 

[MNK99]

MNK99 — 6:26 AM
I wne thru a lot,.. including neck dislocations, heart pain.. and abandonment at times by family, it's hard to get over all that, but I will get some CPTSD and other therapy. Srry for coming across in amesed up way. ANd i mean i was extremely depressed even like maybe 6-8mo ago, and even weeks ago, but for sure 6mo-2yrs ago, and in 2017, and in 2008. so ive lost a lot of time to depression. And more crucial to me than "success", is authenticity, and values. As long as I make enuff to have a good life, help my parents out and bro who helped me before, then Im good. Anyways, I wish ev1 well. I'm hypersensitive at times, and at times say things I don't mean, and I'm sure a lot is dopamine spiking/ADHD meds. I may need to quit them too, and long run, HRT as well.. so that I can just heal with carnivore (further).





[6:30 AM]
I def, do not think IM perfect, and if I could easily write this all in 7 lines, or 5lines, I would. Sorry for being insensitive. And I wish ev1 well. It took hells to get good at trading, and realisitcally I shd have had guidance like 3yrs prior, but the lockdown and all. And same w school. I am toxically "perfectionistic", but ill be easier on myself and try and be easier on others, but perhaps im so self critical, that things come out wrong, and i hate hurting others' feelings so im truly sorry for that. I just want to b healthy/ have a good life... and not get more disabled, etc. I was nearly dead for a year. water fasting helped me... and like the ru486, ellaone, electrolyte protocol, and randro/4andro, the herbs, and other things. Meditation, lifting. Also it is v hard to edit at times, bc hypermobility makes it hard to type. SO i may say smthing i dont mean, want to edit it, but my condn and life and stuff get in the way. Disagreements aside, I wish nearly ev1 here well, even the ppl that dislike me. I also deleted most negative/ bad things, and disjointed things, but came back here and had lots of anxiety, and neck/etc pain at the time. Nyways I hope this makes sense. Have a nice weekend Entropy and ev1.





MNK99 — 6:34 AM
Things come out wrong, and trust me I have faults and admit them, but lots is bc of NPD stuff ppl that raised me.. but im working on that. Not ev is amazing i still feel sick if I eat carbs (not pfs, but no carbs or little, then eating them, insulin stuff, and craving). I also was literally sxually assaulted, almost killed in early 20s i got lots of worries/past traumas, so im short here.. bc i know there's self work to do, i just don't think that most of it is related to PFS, and the like either tho. I feel mad bc i was literally abused bc of EDS and never knew for a long time... so that sucks, but i try the best I can. if i really succeed, i can help more young ppl and older ppl whtaever with EDS, ADHD, and maybe autism and the like. CPTSD (medically for sure). So there's lots of pressure. I likley will make more form other stuff than from law, but i also earned nothing for yrs. and yeah i oculd think of other ways that don't screw my anxiety so much, but who knows. so i still want to cure anxiety, CPTSD, and help hEDS/hSD. If you met me in person, id mostly be a really nice person, but yeah i feel really hurt and like making frds/ trusting ppl is really hard.



[6:37 AM]
proud of self, def don't want to come across too self centrered, or egotistical will actually try getting more ego death, super sensitive so I think even weed, edibles do that to an extent. but the accompanying anxiety attacks... and worsened hypermobility (tho temp) isn't good. ive been hurt a lot, bc of things i cant control incl getting sick, and also like also bc of hEDS/HSD, so i dont want to complain abt it too much, but yeah it is hard. I also dont want to post tm anywhere online, bc i literally went thru extortion/robbery at 20-21. And i mean, i don't need ev1 knowing that i have a disability. so there's a lot to wrry abt. anyways gonna get rdy and get some exercise in.



[6:38 AM]
just made someone that works w a scammer whale that makes fun of sick kids, literally made this person that makes mny with him. quit. lots of what i do is for others and just for being a good person.


[6:39 AM]
donated underwater a ton (like negative unrealized) to ukranians (at least i hope so, some big organization), in start of war. im not a bad person. nyways editing down later /using ai, or just spending an hr or so editing down. ALso lastly alll the communication issues, needing to rebuild life.. after 2 or 8 -or 10 yrs, makes it really hard to want to communicate properly, but ill try. (edited)



MNK99 — 6:43 AM
defs not my intention to make others feel bad. i was depressed many many yrs, like maybe lower grade than accute PFS and PSSD but still. ive seen relationships, career, etc broken before, and personality. and like way of life. everything. ability to function alone. im upset bc i mean i could not be here, and could be weorse off medically and physically etc if i just trusedted docs/ the system but realisitcally i was pretty clumsy as a kid.. they shd have known at lst something about connective tissue disorders.


[6:44 AM]
on the other hand maybe it's good I was not on stims at 8years old like a mate, that is into trading and biohacking, he was. In the UK. Others too in Canada and the USA. literally no one I know who was on ADHD meds as a little kid, like it. Or they liked it way too much (too high). That kind of thing, ill shorten as soon as I can, also not my intention.
[6:44 AM]
Rather use my skills, intelligence for good and help more thru creative work but can't leave other stuff undone too, but will soul search, meditate upon death and find rite path for me.
[6:45 AM]
also enlist ai use and therapist.
[6:46 AM]
--no fear of failure rejection sensitivity dysphoria no severe anxiety.. more help w EDS< ill feel a lot better/more fuifiilled and ill give back more but i mean it is scary opening up n admitting u literally have a phys issue and its permanent even tho my type of EDS/hypermobility is like a more minor/moderate one relatively. still sad over women i met pre pandemic. and also when i left apartment unable to walk.. so yeah my life's not super easy still. i felt like I could have been arrested for "being disabled", tho misunderstandings. (edited)



[6:49 AM]
ill be less self centredn(not ego tistical) but less inwardly focused and be more vulnerable but thats also exactly how u get killed.

 

[MNK99]

WHILE ev1 hates on me for no fking reason just consider u did jack shit vs me.
im hated on for race, success, fking trading, later law..being disabled etc
this is fifth neck or back brace im buying in recent 1-3yrs and didn't know i had this condn till recently.
so not sure what ev1 else is crying abt.

you think u guys cured my pssd. or pfs? or mvmt disorder or fat loss or extortion or anything that's hap to me?? i did. you didn't. ill help ppl that are nice and good. don't need to help pricks.

 

[MNK99]

Making back 1 mn cad
I made cyngn Tesla 2 x lev
And making back 5/6 btc earlier yrs

And this shyt better be 1 mn or close to it bht good got good 400-509 k later next yr Marie salary and soon this yr this fall or summer too

Invest five ten k w me 10-30x
Tokenized oil whale shyt
Deleting

 

[MNK99]

Here
Shd be 5-10 btc
Need ether help I’ll make u rich as fk

@TubZy @RebelWithACause
If not hey well I’ll help u niggas later.

Good nite /good morning.

 

[Yura]

I don't understand word you are saying. I only understand that "I'll make you rich as fk" . Pls make me rich. I actually need like 4-5000 euro to get on my feet. What I have to do lol.

 

[MNK99]

I mean the issue is im working on my own startup law related….
And this is private w a friend an oil and btc whale.

Besides family I can only bring some along.


I showed partial payment on discord cant afford photo here

200 k from 37 k or so 240 k
Jt should be 400 k or do
Cash in end August
Maybe even 600-800 k cad bht he’s her is good .

 

[MNK99]

I don't understand word you are saying. I only understand that "I'll make you rich as fk" . Pls make me rich. I actually need like 4-5000 euro to get on my feet. What I have to do lol.

Email money transfer me expect 12-27x
I’ll take a cut tho so maybe more like 6-14 x

97% chance pre septmeber
I have a 1.7 mn dollar Canadian house as collateral and basically 6-8 btc more soon.
And stocks. Sold most
Got raped financially by govt one million Canadian up soon tho

Hate talking about money dude bad luck .

Mn means million
Cad means ca Asian dollar

Shared 200 k but gonna be close to million profit picture this mo . From work one
Meaning from primary startup investment foreign oil deal. Work 2 is futures contracts three is law school applications then law four is a law startup
Mine w friend… and mostly j that .

Also mostly asset eide
I care about teska ether and btc and usd
So I’d give u back usdt or usdc or btc or ether most likely not euros only bc it kind of raped accounts when I did that before but I guess I could now. It’s just ether is easy Instant cheaper now than yrs ago and btc decent solana also usdc usdt too. Emoney transfer too but most likely usd or cad as in American dollar and canadian

I’d prefer usdc and ether tbh.

 

[MNK99]

Lasltly, I can just give u 20-30 x next time and take 10-20% cut but for now cut it larger bc this has been 100 hrs prolly 200-300 w trading to fund this .
Won’t need to soon.

 

[MNK99]

Too long chat here

 

[MNK99]

Here

 

[MNK99]

Here
Well fotos show or dont form fone just screens whatever

 

[Yura]

Are you saying I just send you money and you send me back more? Sounds good, but I no longer gamble with the little money I have. I overcome sports betting addiction that I had last year and I never ever do something like that again...

 

[MNK99]

Yes gambling is horrible bro I wish u well but private equity fund…. Overseas
Connection is liaison and sales guy there but ya I can’t discuss much but I’m up a lot I’ll dm u

 

[MNK99]

@TubZy my phone (badly) autocrrects you as Tubby. explain??? bring back AREA-1255. we have misc section.. once rricher, I'll pay for server but i mean.. i gota helllll of a lot of bills to pay unforutnately first.

MNK99. — 3:13 AM
Maybe I get a condo downtown here... maybe fk it. stay at home... pay off mortgage of parental house, and like... just get tsla, ether, btc. and defi. decentralized finance. Maybe once in life... take an 8 week break. .. Master LSAT agn.. jesus..... and also TA...

and also take care of CPTSD/Mood lability, anx, and depresn once and for all with use of:

 

[MNK99]

therapist + also.., KEtamine trmt. Just wrapping up this foreign private fund thing... and ya some funds may be returned as per mastercard/visa / online payments issue... and then i fund a bit more but won't know. but soon im off. Thankfully. and keep it to ether, btc, and nq1. i won't fk w altcoins too too m. Minus the top 4 ish.. memes and 1-2 i think will explode. so fartcoin, popcat... Lmeow. Etc.


keeping it simple iu don't need 20 assets per stupid market. like stocks

 

[MNK99]

.. really u need USD. Crypto really u need ETHER and BTC.

 

[MNK99]

IF all works out well I can buy a condo, but that's silly if i move for law.. and need a place there..

.enting/uber is better than house/condo and a car... for me.. perhaps.. till fiance/married etc.

 

[MNK99]

anyways i hope u guys and gals all good.

 

[MNK99]

W alker, Tubzy, Entropy, and Rwac, and co. Arcane.
WRITING SLAYO and NINA later. Messages slaayo but u know many italians and english.


this is retarded guys... i can only post 2 lines at a time LOL i wwanted to copy and paste from discord to here.