MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. hEDS/AuDHD/Markets.

[MNK99]

cash adv on joint card parents gonna bitch i used to have 23000 cash adv other banks they aint know abt but ya i did it late could have made 500-700 then shorted 1k.. then 1500 and boom done pre trip or on it.need to be careful. 3xd fuck all earlier tho, incl today, but gym now down 20% but n for long...

like they dont rem. mom doesnt fking rem. the 1200000 cad mo i showed dec 2024. mking fmly well off/ me rich = a nitemare.
nearly done tho.

aint letting no1 ruin basketball salary for me lol 75mn usd 5yrs-104mn,... and tsla... 200mn=-500mn 50mn-2bn under 8-12yrs. ciao.

edit: qtpie is a lil kid. BLOCK.
goddess of rot saved me, i saved her then she smoked me. battlefield 042.


hashed it out w east coast no i didn't run off w 1k, i gave u back 500 rem? and i helped u w a car cost in lockdown 600?
he didn't get all the corrpn, and bs i dealt w/ and ppl dealt w/ govt/ intly.

anyways, soon he is made whole 2500-3k. but i gotta win current trds, and derisk oinly use 10-20% and 70-80% 2hrs, otherwise multi day, 3-4x max, 9x if that, and cross, and illiquidatable, need to win 300-600 usd stat... and then 1000 -1200, and we good,
--and other frd will convince his fmly, and get some for closing the cyber fee, if need be good -- 7.155am 07.06.2026


--first frd thought we balling no dude, ev1 is fkd in cda. even surgeons. life is hard. not ev1 made same mistakes but ya, im bringing fmly back to upper mid and higher class. but i don't need to fight w few real frds i have, rite?
--i fixed things, cont to. ill go for a bit, and come back to west cda soon.

take care all.
MNK.

 

[MNK99]

 

[MNK99]

flying to fascist cdn headquarters in 14hrs or so fuck me
why god

niece's bday fine but i mean 3-4d... tryn meet some of my best frds, and also... see fmly different dirns family and ev1, and solve business. and not have my orthopedic braces, life saving dexedrine n testosterone and even tho toxic - rad140 seized thrown away

let alone 2 cold wallets

i fucking hate ppl

message to business ptnr:

Meditating + working out preflight lol. To not get in trouble. Id win tho unless aggressive shoot first cops.
Also Toronto vips like _____cops largely douchebags tho )____ nice lately cops bc whole country à disaster. Ànd im jacked but I mean ya if I was a dif skin tone or some protestor prolly beat me up.

How drunk is the pilot? how many refugees (not even real ones, just random rich ppl that mv here and inflate condo prices), on the plane? how many hillbillies and fat toronto maple leafs/ bluejays fans? ill workout, and make sure im slightly high for the stupid plane. airports irritate the hell out of me. or anxiety or both i guess depending on the time.
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1:19

1:07

Im confused agitated distracted Ànd at lst stressed out am.
It never ends it’s like academic petitions. Or trying to stay healthy hoping pfs is cured but ya I k solutions

ADHD medicine u treated as criminal
Prolly the jacked police and whoever on gear anyways

Won’t throw away test cream but y do I need to prove I have an illness / combined disorder just to have the human right to my medicine?

0:31
Now

voicemessages id attach hilarious but agitated. i hate dealing w anyone in am, pre meditation/ workout/walk... whatever playing a game for my AuDHD and motor skills. like y can't ppl just fking let me work on me, do my work, then contact em?

I mean he does, most my fmly does, and my czns, brother, etc... and best frds, but ya banks... government, TSA, random fat fucks in toronto, and random refugee incel security cucks, and bad drivers in this city and that city, and retards everywhere won't let me fucking relax!!

 

[MNK99]

racist attack last time i went to the airport seriously. almost killed 2 ppl but my dad was there and he would bitch at me.
then my mom wd yell at me, when im incarcerated and charged before that.

 

[MNK99]

im super handsome
super smart
super whale soon
and im super gangster
fuck u toronto
and canadian authorties and all my haters
ill fking have you ended.

ill join the cia after law scl just to get rid of u

 

[MNK99]

y shd i have to fly anywhere w boeings falling apart daily and drunk pilots and retards everywhere?
where's the fking bullet train cross canada???

israel or america prolly attack my plane.

fuck you too.

 

[MNK99]

im literally super nice and caring n kind n sweet its just ppl fkd w me too much. so i became cold and distant. i shall arrive at the future.


paranoia and anxiety.
itll be a nice trip.

i just hate flying and the heat and all that. and TSA is a bitch and i mean i got work to do.

and im just tryna chill and live my life. knahsaying??

 

[MNK99]

jesus and allah etc i was just joking abt my satanism...
protect me on t he flight
and i heelp u niggas later.
thx yo,
bye.

 

[MNK99]

flagged for bomb materials pretty sure veg glycerin or proplyene glycol
also my 660 CAD cold wallet, couldn't find 2021 trezor.

shyt shd be done soon.

-- flew there.

Ain’t forcing you like if you don’t want to, right?
9:06 p.m.

Makes no sense why yes today 3200 is enuff Ànd wasnt before.

Alrite fine but last time ever Ànd last cost ever Ànd I’ll make the cost via trades but I need that mny for me. Meds or visa or both… when this obvsly fails Ànd is delayed for the 20th time.
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9:09 p.m.

⁨Malik⁩
Ain’t forcing you like if you don’t want to, right?

You actually going to pay me then I’ll do that during or after this workout.

Some sketch bag I heard
Some tatted giy maybe security I said hello
He turned didnt say shyt some sketchy mofo
But this older security guy came

Maybe that other guy gangster

Tatted arms looked mexican

And this other guy black older
9:20 p.m.

Hey man

You
You actually going to pay me then I’ll do that during or after this workout.

Some sketch bag I heard
Some tatted giy maybe security I said hello
He turned didnt say shyt some sketchy mofo
But this older security guy came

Maybe that other guy gangster

Tatted arms looked mexican

And this other guy black older

Okay, waiting
Might sleep but just do your thing with making sure you get those cards etc…
9:41 p.m.

0:28

0:49

0:26
10:20 p.m.

Never bitched

Never complained or anything

You
ordered, ill send. it's done. totally 10000000%. otherwise we are going to have a major problem.

Alright
Noted
11:33 p.m.

 

[MNK99]

flew here 2 mornings ago i guess.

lost my fking sony wh-1000x headphns, and case; but got it, from punjabi driver's black cab (airport, had him drive down paid fare agn, worth it),
then marriot gym idk 10pm, walked 11-1am, and got some stuff done, re: that finance stuff (the other stuff not my normal trding).

buying bf2042 on console or on disc for my brother's ps5, so i can play that game
barely played more than 18mo/12 yrs, or 2-3yrs/14 yrs gaming wise... but ya i mean i need something so i don't fking start extorting clubs here.

i hate this city.

 

[MNK99]

flying is horrible
trding under pressure to pay your frd back 500 when u invested 400k also annoying
door falling down marriot immediately LOL i broke it, but engineering fixed it...

flying back = annoying. cramped.

losing sony headphns TWICE is fking annoying as fk....

but winning
not as m as i shd be and ya im down 1100 cad and 3300 usd profits but back up soon
and 4000 x that for the other shyt minus bear valn of btc, so less, then way more.

but letting these ppl wrk in peace, ill try not to snap at em, of c , decrypn was further away than they told me. fools.

all well tho. mostly.

cannot wait to be on var/ masteron/dht.

i think rad is fine minus aromitization, defs helps my condn the hEDS/HSD (I say HSD but so many rare things hap to me it must be hEDS or an unnamed condn). if 16tmg a week but 25-30mg u better have li or cbd/thc a lot of the latter on hand. no lith so far this week, rad only once but also sunday perhaps... or sat, must have been sat and thurs... but ya ill watch agitation.
and meditate/listen to music/ workout or at lst 1 of those, or game... and write in my journal pre dealing w/ friends, women, family, business

bc that way im not so fking annoyed and too irritated.

 

[MNK99]

I have betrayed the carnivora....

Well we all still carnivora...

but the true carnivores.

I ate candy, lots.

I will vanish for 7 yrs, and live off the land and the sea.

Eventually, I will just live in the ocean.

 

[MNK99]

20-30% mybeard hair is fucking silver/white/grey the fuck is this im barely even old ill kill all of youze

im sup to look yng dont u get it im too dumb/krazy to manage my life so i just look cute and sad and sm1 helps me

work on being perfect
cut 195 192lbs not 200 205 w rad w dht rather soon
and place
and loose skin chest gone ears pinned
hair densithy volume brows lashes hair scalp perfectw

whiten teeth
get condo
pay off prants house boom perfect
less carbs fk me up

and ya better skin
anti aging cream and shower 2x a day, sometimes 3x a day when i live in toronto but 1.6-2..3x is fine 1 for now but hot so 1.5-1.8 it shd be 2.3-2.9x showers a dy but whatever.soon.

 

[MNK99]

barely eat .1200-1400 900-1200 w candy or carbs 1600-2000 cals
210lbs??

i lift hard and walk and do trampoline.

rad140 gain 5-10lbs in a week. or a few days, water must be 3lbs, fibre carbs 3-4lbs, muscle 2-3 whatever i look strong but i want dht..

and i want my fking salary done so i can
get a place
pay off parent's place
regrow perfect godtier eyebrows, lashes, hair density and volume,
and get rid of loose skin chest, and maybe... pin back my ears.
and ya use mdma -- work on cptsd, and boom, perfect, fixed fertility, marriage 11/10 material, go see abt L and E, otherwise other chicks and move on.
fjuck.

ig nothing 195-200lbs, carnivore strict nothing 190-196 but crippled and sex fn not best at all, but 2 yrs later sure all great, on rad .. 200-210 and jacked and mostly ripped, dht and test.. 198 196lbs and ripped no estorgenic fat/water.'
lots of wmn like me a bit chubbier/ less lean but ya i LIKE ME DHT ripped as fk but u need weed, lith maybe too.

test cream 4 drops dermacrine 4 drops dex 20mg most meds this week sometimes 5-10mg.. more dex... and rad 2x. and blood pressure meds around that.
weed too lots, in coffee.. and some small joints bought a pack 4 171mg cbd to 120mg thx. anyways mostly i vape. i want to lift n will but wtf.. its all hormonal

prolly test dht cream and hcg and working out ill be at my goal physique or near it, esp after loose skin chest gone, but i mean
why do anything when cheating makes me gain 10lbs or changing comps or dose makes me go up 4-5lbs
no carbs down 10lbs like wtf.

im usually same weight
guess it takes time going from 220lbs to 192lbs at this age, esp with hEDS/HSD.

 

[MNK99]

i cant live w other ppl.
this is horrible i feel in a race all the time its 5am sup to workout here, and at gym pre parents waking that isnt gonna happen but whatever.

too shaky. stoned. winning sm. trades.

ill workout when i can.
been going higher rad140 ya it helps condn a lot but not the best, tho decent to good strength gains. pretty good but
maybe this adds 20% str and dht/test add 40-50% for a year or six mo for me prolly not now since i used prohormones yrs ago, on account of the PFS healing.

Anyways, I shall finish mjr project 1 and 2 (nthing really to do there, just reinvest, or well it gets done when they are back in oil nation).
And my work, trading.. ill save up 5-10k usd here n there.. 3-4 x a yr, plus some stocks, so in case it's all fkd. It isn't tho.

And mostly I'll maintain my balance and I'll work on fitness, physio, my own trades, finishing this other thing.

I really want anavar, dht... soon, rad has its uses but maybe like dht/test i go to 200 220 240lbs back exercises and 80-100 chinups straight a yr or 2 later, like in 19-21-22. well bnot like i kjept up that many all the time, of c. 91 was a record.

so maybe leg press 340 chins 45-55, lat pull down 160-170 vs 400 450 500 lbs leg press tho ive done 450 recently.. and lat pull downs 180-210 220lbs agn,
when on dht and after. mostly i did volume and med intensity workouts. my back, arms, and most other lifts are strong, decently strong, and I am doing like 400-1000reps per workout day, so i mean, ya i workout hard even if i can't bench 300lbs, leg press 900lbs, etc.]

MISSING choline helps my cognition id screenshot some trades, but ya i mean im focused and doing well but extremely ditzy.

test dermacrine fine. good great even almost. with dex, excellent. for me.
tape and bracing also for the physical/orthopedic / musculoskeletal side of things (tho dexedrine helps proprioception, and lig laxity by focus; test / androgens do too, as well as help energy/ backrd to focus on tasks)... and im good.

ill get the therapist.. cat soon.

cash in soon the other thing, wait on the other thing,...
work on my own trades keep killing it 30-99% on ondo, link, etc. even if it takes 10d to get sick longs, otherwise day trd only.

OR just china session only. or china session -- acct 1 and ... day trades in ny acct 2. SWITCH TO HYPERLIQUID. -_DEFI,.

get more 7lyrz scrt. nice.

 

[MNK99]

I'm always high and seem spaced out??
LIke a space cadet/ ditzy blonde?

 

[MNK99]

when im super pretty and super lean and super rich i can literally flood the world - cleansing it of its filth!!

it will be orgasmic.

edit: Multiorgasmic*.

WE'll ALL GET OFFZ IN THE WATERZ.

 

[MNK99]

Nigga please u don't wanna fuck w the dog
i will bury your bone
Nigga Please Im the one that burned your home
Make your shyt fall like rome.

deliver this thru your audio ghetto mafioso hydro bag it up slow collide watch 5 0


wutang

a couple songs in my mind
and also... outkast n raekwon on aquemini skew it on the bar b q

 

[MNK99]

told these worthless cockroach banks stop calling my parents stop calling me. debt. or filed dispute. issue or not.
fucking communicate electronically and stop making federal case of ev. im derivative trading u retards have 2000 ppl doing the same useless job
80% of my compn is bots of whales and funds and whatever, exchanges.

fucking retards
what u nazi bank fucks want from me?

bankless
multi properties/ multi countries soon

fuck u

 

[MNK99]

paying back retarded frd once i make 900-1600usd more, 500 cad back while awaiting 27500 x that so banks dumb frds hoes whoever parents stop wasting my time n patience.