MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. hEDS/AuDHD/Markets.

MNK99

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it's too fucking hot these days
like whyt wd god do this to me
i like minus 24-plus 10
 

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i shd be a phd econ instantly analyzing well price axn from memory silver platinum us stocks btc etc.

but im bad at math and ya im not doing another four yr degree LOLLL

i shd be monetizing my podcast/ blogs... and making mns on my rants and books

but i need fking money to exist in this gay corporate technocratic oligarchical hellscape that our tranny incel school shooter baby eating/ raping
govts have forced onto us.

i will be rich and i will be young forever.

and i will never die

but even whales... die.

when i go, i rtn to the ocean.

you'll see me in the skiez.

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also keep treating me like a criminal canadian banks authorties
and ya ill ivy league law your ass into bankruptcy. or liquidate u when im at 10 figs later.
 

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ILL get the funds i need.
and ill stay young looking forever
perfect hair density volume lashes brows
and leanness for genetics plus enhanced. dht. and sexual fn optimized too.
and financial and legal freedom. as a human being.

i hate it but women like some stubble i mean it looks good but i go stubble to full beard and there's some grey in like fking 10hrs or 24hrs at times if no HRT.

ill go to gym may shave but ya i put on clothes after just showering wiped off test and derma a bit so double the dose basically and took rad.
defs looking more aesthetic which is nice but i had perfect skin but depresn fkd me up, didn't wash 2x a day, now i shower 1.4x a day only bc of disability. it shd be 2x a day tho.

i actually am ripped 560-80R% of time its just fking up diet and water retn but sure i prolly have mid hi test mid hi estrogen or hi both but for rad140 fking up test but i need lower estrogen and
higher dht. but no estrogen = fuck my joints. too much = even crazier prolly. well ya.

too much dht = also bad for joints/ ligament laxity.

is the fingers subluxing the double dose of test? no i think randro 4andro sarms all .. and prollly anavar, dht comps do that too.

androgens do weaken conn tissue
and u rest and grow and tear down and recover muscle fibers,... faster than you do conn tissue. hence injuries when going natural and no longer as m of a superhero.

most of the less superhero stuff is well for sure hEDS (or if I have HSD, agn may be same disorder, maybe im not as flexible myb its bc of scoliosis or fusions or who knows but the 1/1mn neuro disorder, pssd, pfs.. i mean im pretty fking rare every other way, why wd i have 1/500 hsd and not 1/5000 hEDS possibly 1/3500)). Or well a rarer eds, maybe.
 

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also i dont know last nite sex fn 85/10 w testes big better and feels better
but am... maybe that day or day before ya i mean 5-6/10 not pleasurable as m and couldn't feel the o

however less fluid and sarms will fuk sexual fn but also help it

maybe dex leaving system maybe lith leaving system longer term there dex is well that's taken longer term but leaves system daily.

maybe carbs.. but i have hi sexual fn even w just milk as carbs or as a treat on top of carnivore.

fkd up my stomach was the candy oh henry frozen bar helpful for gains prolly but bad for stomach helpful for sexual fn? i dont fking know but either

dex vasoconstrn or rad140 or pfs or just fucking no lh and fsh fk things up and yet like being ripped i mean sex fn and rippedness are their daily.

so what fks it up?

the hypermobility and dign issues and water retn and estrogenic comps: test cream, dermacrine, rad140 with no dht initiated to reduce estadiol... -- water retn/ not seeming ripped.
the sexual fn idk i think just infertility n never using hcg and the like, i work on overall fitness rather than think of pfs, and same w fitness/mobility, rather than think abt EDS (tho ya that's hard to totally ignore., but i gotta live w/ the latter foreverz).


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Test cream is good. even better w dht / dht derivs all that on hand stat.

but ya while it works and such i want to get married have kids sooner than later and yet... i mean, im gonna have to spend 1-2 yrs fixing fertilty. gonna get on Marek Health's protocol soon,
already had micronized prog and the b.. need the hcg.

dermacrine helps my anxiety and mood depresn.
I think sexual fn but i mean... im sure it does.

I think sexual fn at times fine on test cream alone.
better w/ rad140. surely better consistently more w. anavar and dht comps.

and after for a long time (if randro/4andro cycle results and the herbs and all that repeats with strong sexual fn like 1.5-2yrs later still)...

but whatever ill stay on hcg or better.

in essence so many psyche, hormonal, i guess cancer drugs too cause "chemical castration" and yeah I mean I'd like to avoid that and I think you should too....
but if this guy gets results and isn't painful/ harmful.... then perhaps go. Do a lot of research. I don't love Dr. Powell but surely he has helped some with this.

Good to be optimistic and realistic as we can be. Not get hopes up too too much but not live in despair (when reaching out medically for some rare insane illness, like PFS - Admiral).]

my sexual fn also could be POIS/ porn a bit but ya i mean 4-5d a year. down from hrs a day. and down from like need needing internet blockers but ya i use greyscale color filters/ similar and did delete x dot com etc... so ya i mean im hyperactive and hyper addicted to a lot of stuff. 99% of relapses are fantasy and non nudes but sometimes model videos. and ya that's bad. or fantasizing abt someone i met or just idk force of habit need to cum. but i want it to work best so i shd abstain a yr straight but its fking hard.
 
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