today I was feeling similarly great, so I thought I'd update. I'm still not 100% stable, my sexual health could be a little better but that's always the last thing to get 100 for most. still at a point where I enjoy sex and my erections are fine, but just not 100.
otherwise, everything is back to pre pfs. my body odor has really kicked up a notch lately, completely forgot what it was like to smell like a man. and jesus, it's fully back. my confidence in all aspects is back too, it's really amazing how much feeling like **** on the regular becomes an accustomed thing, makes you really appreciative when you climb out of that hell hole. one thing that's interesting is that my face is now red/inflamed and I run more on the hot side. additionally, along with body odor, more acne has shown up, but it's mostly diet related it seems. anyone got an answer for the extra acne and redness? my skin and hair were damn nice in PFS state but obviously I'll trade that for the confidence alone, not to mention the other host of sides.
I'm almost there, I can "lose balance" a bit, drink, stay up late, eat bad, stress, etc, without crashing, but I still feel shitty (as I should) and I don't think it's to our benefit to ever go back to our old unbalanced ways. I think it's erroneous to ever assume we will be cured. we will simply recover to a pre-PFS state, but there are many levels to this thing. we are susceptible, and as you know wuf: you (and all of us) can lose balance easier than others. even if you have recovered in the past.
assume we are in remission, rather than cured. we have to keep up with our lifestyle changes for this stuff to stick forever, which I have no problem with. I felt pretty shitty on the regular even before PFS, but that was a direct result of my unbalanced lifestyle that I know many of you have had aswell.
be well peeps.
