Admiral’s PFS Log.. ARL/TEI since march 2018

[MNK99]

I drank just a couple times and in-between.

Also smoked 2 days. 2 d later asthma better. Mood better same or next day (clean days w no drinks (fatigue, worsens mood, ADHD, does not hurt PFS at all or barely)); no smoking (worsens asthma)).

May have chain smoked 3 cigars a bit and 30-40 menthol mini cigs. Because shyt was closed (vape stores).

Asthma felt bad this morning and yday at times but much better after taking Tei. (Smoked pre Jan 6 and once in Oct or Nov and 2* in December).

 

[sanka]

I dont know, i have a llt of friends, even my girlfriend, they can drank all night and the next day they are okay and the can continue drinking, for around 1 pm they are like new again. For myself, i cant stand alcohol, thenext day i cant move from bed

 

[Orion]

I only drink like Monthly or even less now, but I’m always excited to see how I do afterward.

This is one way I have gauged how far I have come. Drank at a Xmas party, way over did myself, mixed beers, whiskey, Jager, etc... got absolutely trashed, and had a great great time. Hangover was simple, just didn't want to eat until the afternoon. Year prior to this, and I would have been vomiting, diarrhea, heartburn and sick for much longer!

 

[MNK99]

Just felt not so great, a bit agitated. ALmost pre pfs... no hangover really. BUT its not good for my other issues let alone memory, or routine, structure. For me, I mean. I need to be really rigid. SOmetimes crown royal or scotch (gluten?) messes up digestion but could just be TEI. Vodka does less, possibly esp. potato vodka. I hate drinking tho anyways.

 

[Admiral]

New hair test. Switched to TEI.

Somehow I really am a fast one. Even after 3 cycles, which is odd consindering my low hormonal output.

• Magnesium went up a lot, but calcium went down. Took a lot of paramin (macromin), which has both. Will up the diary now
• Molybdenum, phosphorus and sulfur skyrocketed. Not sure how.
• Arsenium coming out.
• Mercury is up and down.
• Aluminium is nearly eliminated. It was very high earlier.

Will order the supps and continue with TEI for 3 rounds before contemplating different method.

I also used pubic hair for this one. First time I did this. Aside from the high phosphorus, anything else strange about it? @Helen

 

[Admiral]

My cycles include lots of copper. Copper raises progesterone, which is already high in my case. Is it the high progesterone which causes a lack of progession? Just thinking out loud here in my log. Just don’t know why I went downhill, sexually, after my 3rd cycle.

 

[Admiral]

Note to self: stop putting heavy focus on protein. Whenever I do, I look like shit (dark circles worsen, skin looks dry and wrinkly). Not sure why.

 

[bruschi11]

Note to self: stop putting heavy focus on protein. Whenever I do, I look like shit (dark circles worsen, skin looks dry and wrinkly). Not sure why.

Interesting. I get hit with excess ammonia with excess protein but cfs isn’t really a problem of yours right?

I do think in our bodies going through so much right now it’s smart it keep proteins low-ish. Your liver is detoxing all sorts of toxins and the ammonia increase from protein digestion could be tough on you.

I try to stick to bone broth, fish, egg whites, collagen protein in these time periods.

 

[Admiral]

No cfs for me, no. But yeah could be why I always look better after a liver flush. I limit protein during the prep. Will be having my 5th this friday. So we'll see

 

[RebelWithACause]

You switched from ARL to TEI which have different approach.

You just have to accept first cycles are not going to be perfect for you most likely. Might even make you worse. Then do next cycle and it will fit better. Then next cycle even better, etc. Unless it is completely wrong (180) which I doubt, it will not hurt you in the long run. Just keep going. You have to put your head in the sand until you end the cycle.

Even when the hair test is right they might give you something that will make you feel worse. I am on second cycle now and a few days in and my libido is gone.

Your brain will probably fuck with you from time to time. That is how the brain works.

 

[Admiral]

Thanks for the feedback, Rebel, but I have had this forever. Whenever I went full out on protein, my dark circles would worsen. Doing stuff such as liver flushes, where you don't try to eat too much protein or fat 5/6 days in advance, I'm always reminded I can look much healthier. I think my liver is just messed up.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Thanks for the feedback, Rebel, but I have had this forever. Whenever I went full out on protein, my dark circles would worsen. Doing stuff such as liver flushes, where you don't try to eat too much protein or fat 5/6 days in advance, I'm always reminded I can look much healthier. I think my liver is just messed up.

Yes I don't mean the protein. I mean the high copper supplement.

 

[Admiral]

Plan going forward is to finish this TEI cycle and see if there's any progress. If not, I will do a hormonal route before I'll return to TEI again. It consists out of LDN, pine pollen and R-Andro + 4-Andro. I've heard 4-Andro prevents the estrogen plummet. Can anyone confirm this or is it better to just run R-Andro by itself?

 

[vicecaz]

Do you plan to take Pine pollen and Andro at the same time?
You're right on 4andro's effect on estrogen. You can try both yeah; jacknap, trump and walker did If I recall correctly.
I only tried Andro alone and the effect were great though it did not last. Multiple cycles are often needed so don't get discouraged if you don't notice much from this cycle

 

[Admiral]

Pine pollen before that, to boost my low T somewhat. Hoping LDN helps a bit as well.

Any advice for the duration of a cycle and dose?

 

[MNK99]

both if works well gets you super jacked. after fasting 181-199lb on randro and 4andro even off of it. healing injuries too. it was TIGHT. Pine pollen always hurt my asthma or i didn't like it. BUT TO EACH HIS OWN.

 

[Admiral]

Why did you quit doing Andro cycles, MNK? Seemed to work well for you

 

[Admiral]

Remember those massive shocks some of us experienced on hydrogen water right before we fell asleep at night? I also had them whenever I tried to boost my testosterone (ether via synthetic T or potent herb boosters). Actually, that was when it all started. They are back in full force on TEI now. Like I am getting a heart attack, or no breath right before I start dreaming. I seriously think I'm dying for a split second. It freaks me out and delays my sleep for another hour or so. Not sure what this causes as I haven't seen other PFS-victims mentioning this symptom.

 

[MNK99]

Why did you quit doing Andro cycles, MNK? Seemed to work well for you

GREAT fitness gains, good sexual gains.
Terrible for mood at times. Terrible for studying at times... and can't gain forever. Good to cycle things (any drug), to mitigate harm. It was pretty bad for agitation.

May try again in the future. But mood was like 3-5 or even 7-8 but up and down.
Whereas it's like 8 - 9/10 consistently on TEI even higher at times. Without a lot of cycling.
I think 4andro smoothed it out a lot.

My mood cycles. So sometimes it was excellent, great, superman like... but also in the same day (or a couple hours, maybe minutes later), enraged. Kind of fucked up to be honest.

Was very against workout drugs, because always wanted to not mess with heart in case of future stimulants. But short time is good. May use in future.
But again, the goal isn't to gain forever. Rather to maintain or get stronger and cut (but also not to do that "forever" either). Functional strength really, and maybe get back to some martial arts. I literally had to go to the gym asap after taking things like creatine, randro... otherwise would be tense for hours.

 

[barbaar]

Remember those massive shocks some of us experienced on hydrogen water right before we fell asleep at night? I also had them whenever I tried to boost my testosterone (ether via synthetic T or potent herb boosters). Actually, that was when it all started. They are back in full force on TEI now. Like I am getting a heart attack, or no breath right before I start dreaming. I seriously think I'm dying for a split second. It freaks me out and delays my sleep for another hour or so. Not sure what this causes as I haven't seen other PFS-victims mentioning this symptom.

Dang I remember those from hydrogen. What is TEI giving you?