Fighting….

[bruschi11]

I’m just so angry. Completely crippled and zero and I mean zero appetite.

It feels like I’m severely poisoned by carbs. It’s methylglyoxal. It’s from nad/ nadp going down from the fucking glutamate from the fucking dht. It’s so fucking stupid.

 

[bruschi11]

Ok but I was not talking about low carb any of that. You can eat high calorie, high carb, high fat, high protein, But I think if you want to help your body as much as possible it should be all clean sources. I mean if it's true you order meals.... I was working in the kitchen. That vegetable oil is used like 50 times at least before it is changed. It is completely oxidized. I don't think there is worse stuff in food than that..

I get it. I believe you. I do eat out. But eat good quality foods when I do so.

Stay away from fried stuff. Lean meats, fish, sushi, rice, potatoes, eggs, and so on.

I am working a few hours a day most days and I am on the run a lot. But I’m picky about where I eat from. I will have bagel sandwiches some mornings because of the being out thing. Bread isn’t something I can eat lots of but in moderation I think it’s fine if not helpful.

 

[bruschi11]

I’m just so angry. Completely crippled and zero and I mean zero appetite.

It feels like I’m severely poisoned by carbs. It’s methylglyoxal. It’s from nad/ nadp going down from the fucking glutamate from the fucking dht. It’s so fucking stupid.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Milk is not that bad even pasteurized milk. Although Helen was against it because it contained hormones. I also do good on milk. But when you are an extreme slow oxidizer you can't eat that stuff or it will slow you down more and you will probably feel like crap anyways so you'll avoid it automatically.

If you are a slow oxidizer you can probably only eat lower carb (not zero), high amounts of vegetables and some lean meat. A lot of people are like that. But if your fat metabolism and metabolism in general is decent you can eat more heavy food like dairy without problems and they are actually helpful.

I don't even get acne or any problems from milk like all these people blaming the milk never understood it. Raw milk or pasteurized both same effect. Raw milk fills me up more that's about it. Raw milk is not magic either like people claim it is. It's still a high calcium food, both.

Also has to do with phosphorus/calcium ratio. If you are low in phosphorus you probably do better on red meat, starch, etc. I remember TEI also recommended it. I used to do good on less milk/calcium. Now I do better on it. Body chemistry changed.

 

[Fazed22]

Stopppp. Do you know how many people do incredible on milk? Whether it’s pasteurized or not. Slow oxidizers should stay away but I’m far from that.

I’ve been drinking a2 milk majority of the time recently and it’s been really good when I get it. For some reason a2 really agreed with me. It’s pasteurized. I don’t know exact science on it but it does me better than normal milk. It feels like raw milk.

I was in a rush the other day couldn’t get to supermarket grabbed whole milk regular milk.

No one with health issues does well on tons of dairy (even raw), maybe if you're healthy its ok. But you have issues with Vit A yet you are still pounding dairy it's dumb... Even the owners of Valence supplements Aaron and Matt who are both fast oxidisers don't think its healthy to have lots of dairy and warned against it.

You admitted to me yourself that I was right about you having low potassium issues and your oligo also showed that and yet you still think its good to have lots of dairy... Also your hormone levels are already completely tanked which is another reason you should avoid dairy.

Your crashes always come from overdoing sugar or carbs, playing around with some hormone, or taking the wrong nutrient. But it's a never ending cycle, every week or so you have a new theory or new discovery and then you end up hurting yourself with something you've taken.

And this whole "I'm dying" "its too late" or "I 100% percent have parkinsons/dementia" its part of your complex, how do you expect your body to heal when you are giving yourself these labels even if it is true, every cell in our body is listening to our thoughts and how we describe ourselves, so if you are always telling yourself I'm dying and I have parkinsons then the body is gonna respond like that and stay stuck in an illness state.

I'm not gonna be like the others on here who say "keep going man we believe in you" because all that is doing is enabling your behaviour and approaches. You've put yourself into a corner where you now only listen to yourself and it's not getting you anywhere. You need a reality check because this wild goose chase of chasing nutrients on your oligo is clearly not the answer.

I've held back from writing anything like this on here in the past because I know it will seem harsh, and also didn't want you to feel like its some attack on you. Plus I've already told you this stuff in private and you don't take it well.

 

[Yura]

@Fazed22 I agree I said it as well before... We want to see him get better. But what he is doing can't ever work. I said it before. Human body is too complex. You can't micro manage everything what is going on in human body like that. It is not in power of single individual. Some AI in the future maybe.. The best you can do is to make sure basics that you can manage are covered and you can always refine those basics even when you think they are good. Which in most cases are far from good. Even the aspect of working with your mental health. It is so huge. Most people simply have no idea what healthy/clear mind can do.. Good example is that labeling of your health state with some disease names.. Once you label yourself with some "disease" that "can't be fixed" you are done basically and vise versa I believe that many people recovered from crazy bad health issues just with their mindset. That they were simply able to signal their body "don't worry bro. This shit will not hurt us.."

 

[Fazed22]

@Fazed22 I agree I said it as well before... We want to see him get better. But what he is doing can't ever work. I said it before. Human body is too complex. You can't micro manage everything what is going on in human body like that. It is not in power of single individual. Some AI in the future maybe.. The best you can do is to make sure basics that you can manage are covered and you can always refine those basics even when you think they are good. Which in most cases are far from good. Even the aspect of working with your mental health. It is so huge. Most people simply have no idea what healthy/clear mind can do.. Good example is that labeling of your health state with some disease names.. Once you label yourself with some "disease" that "can't be fixed" you are done basically and vise versa I believe that many people recovered from crazy bad health issues just with their mindset. That they were simply able to signal their body "don't worry bro. This shit will not hurt us.."

Yeah I saw what you wrote and agreed with it, was good to see someone else is also telling him these things.

Even very simple things like deep breathing exercises would be a lot more beneficial for bruschi than this hormone/nutrient approach. As the deep breathing exercises help the body use and retain potassium and shift it into the parasympathetic state, rather than being stuck in sympathetic mode the whole time where the body can never heal in that state. Also increasing oxidation artificially with hormones when you don't even know how to breathe properly and retain potassium will never work either.

 

[RebelWithACause]

You can't really change someones thoughts, at least not in the way you like it. That's my opinion.

He believes in this until he doesn't. Trying to persuade people to do things differently is an uphill battle. Nobody is "enabling him". It's his own choice. He believes in this the way he does. If he is wrong then reality will show him he is wrong. I don't think we should push our thoughts always on each other. Like "this is bad" "this is wrong". It's not really, it's only wrong if it's wrong for your body. You don't really see him in real life.

And you don't heal yourself with just mindset. I never believed that crap. That's the same as astrology. I think it hurts your progress more to believe in the lie that "just be positive brah!" or something along those lines will do anything. I know many people like that they never got much better at all. They just coped better with their reality. They are still the same to this day but yes are happier. OK cool...

I think when bruschi writes sometimes he just vents... that's how I see it.

Just because some guy says dairy is bad and going along with that is insane. Just extremely short sighted.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Maybe for bruschi it's bad if he has vitamin A toxicity. But in general the idea that dairy is bad is just ridiculous. I also believed it when I followed Dr. Wilson who said it's too yin because of the sugars and a lot of practitioners just parrot him but meanwhile pound in calcium tablets and retinyl palmitate lol. Meanwhile there's tribes living on only dairy and very healthy. OK pasteurized not optimal but it's not some poison people say it is.

 

[bruschi11]

Maybe for bruschi it's bad if he has vitamin A toxicity. But in general the idea that dairy is bad is just ridiculous. I also believed it when I followed Dr. Wilson who said it's too yin because of the sugars and a lot of practitioners just parrot him but meanwhile pound in calcium tablets and retinyl palmitate lol. Meanwhile there's tribes living on only dairy and very healthy. OK pasteurized not optimal but it's not some poison people say it is.

People don’t realize I’ve had to survive at times on a fucked up diet and healed with it cuz I was locked up.

Like 2022 psyche ward. That food is no good. I improved a lot while I was there. I did a lot prior like fixing b2 and PC IVs.

What was I doing to feel satiated while at that psyche ward? Drinking tons of milk. Like it was the only thing available to me. The food sucked. And I was improving while drinking a lot of milk. And I did the same at times say 2023 we show my thalamus growing back when I was having a lot of milk.

Yes Vit A tox is a concern. But A is dropping now that I’m on this approach with bh4/d receptor comes first ideal.

I’m refraining from milk for next few days to a week. But I’m sure it will be back in my diet soon.

Doing low carb not keto but low carb the next few days to help me get back on track.

 

[bruschi11]

Glutamate kills ALA which protects tyrosine

 

[Fazed22]

You can't really change someones thoughts, at least not in the way you like it. That's my opinion.

He believes in this until he doesn't. Trying to persuade people to do things differently is an uphill battle. Nobody is "enabling him". It's his own choice. He believes in this the way he does. If he is wrong then reality will show him he is wrong. I don't think we should push our thoughts always on each other. Like "this is bad" "this is wrong". It's not really, it's only wrong if it's wrong for your body. You don't really see him in real life.

And you don't heal yourself with just mindset. I never believed that crap. That's the same as astrology. I think it hurts your progress more to believe in the lie that "just be positive brah!" or something along those lines will do anything. I know many people like that they never got much better at all. They just coped better with their reality. They are still the same to this day but yes are happier. OK cool...

I think when bruschi writes sometimes he just vents... that's how I see it.

Just because some guy says dairy is bad and going along with that is insane. Just extremely short sighted.

If he was right he would being seeing some improvements, but there is no improvements every week it's "I'm dying", "it's too late". Clearly this is not the right approach. Saying don't give up we believe in you is just enabling this never ending nutrient goose chase he's on, which is clearly not getting him anywhere...

Mindset is part of healing, do you really think it is helpful the whole time to say you're dying the whole time or saying "it's too late", or saying " I 100% have parkinsons". It's not at all and you can never heal like this. Our genes do express themselves in relation to how we view/ describe ourseleves it's called epigenetics, there is science behind this and our cells also do respond to how we describe ourselves.

The whole Cell Danger Response is also real and proven science so if you are constantly telling yourself you are dying or I have parkinsons, the body is always going to be in danger mode which causes you to be stuck in an inflammatory/impaired metabolic state.

Yes if you're toxic in metals/pathogens then just thinking positively is not going to fix that, but how we view ourselves does play a role in healing.

Also I wasn't saying dairy is bad for everyone, I'm saying from being in various health communities pounding dairy (when you have health issues) is not a good idea generally.

 

[Yura]

@Fazed22 I tried to explain to @RebelWithACause that stuff about mental stress(Because mental stress was killing me for the last 10 years or so), but he doesn't believe in it lol.. Which is crazy considering how much research there is on it. How just thinking about something can lower your immune system for example or simply increase stress hormones and as we know chronically elevated stress hormones are really bad for your health. But he doesn't believe in any of that it's bananas haha...

 

[bruschi11]

@Fazed22 I tried to explain to @RebelWithACause that stuff about mental stress(Because mental stress was killing me for the last 10 years or so), but he doesn't believe in it lol.. Which is crazy considering how much research there is on it. How just thinking about something can lower your immune system for example or simply increase stress hormones and as we know chronically elevated stress hormones are really bad for your health. But he doesn't believe in any of that it's bananas haha...

I don’t know if you’re talking about me or rwac but I 100% believe in it and I do dnrs to help myself. But I have my own way I do dnrs.

 

[Yura]

Heh I was talking about @RebelWithACause because he pissed me of in my log when I couldn't explain to him that huge factor in my bad health is mental stress from people around me. He was like nah bro that shit is not real..
Which really is crazy statement because we know that chronic mental stress from modern life style is huge factor in health issues people have today..
We are build only for physical stress. Not for chronic mental stress. So that chronically elevated blood pressure, blood sugar from chronically elevated stress hormones is killing us today..

 

[Fazed22]

@Fazed22 I tried to explain to @RebelWithACause that stuff about mental stress(Because mental stress was killing me for the last 10 years or so), but he doesn't believe in it lol.. Which is crazy considering how much research there is on it. How just thinking about something can lower your immune system for example or simply increase stress hormones and as we know chronically elevated stress hormones are really bad for your health. But he doesn't believe in any of that it's bananas haha...

Yeah things like DNRS (Dynamic Neural Retraining Programme) have helped people heal a lot of chronic neurological conditions just by rewiring their brain and limbic system with neuroplasticity. Not saying it works for everyone, if you are very toxic in metals and pathogens then you need to address that too, but this stuff does help with turning off the threat signals in the brain/limbic system which cause symptoms and the inflammatory cascade.

Now coincidently bruschi mentions it after I was typing. Thats good if you are doing it but they specifically teach you not to say things like "I'm dying" "I 100% have parkinsons/dementia" "I'm battling a severe neurodegenitive disease" so it doesn't sound like you're doing it properly or taking it seriously.

 

[bruschi11]

Yeah things like DNRS (Dynamic Neural Retraining Programme) have helped people heal a lot of chronic neurological conditions just by rewiring their brain and limbic system with neuroplasticity. Not saying it works for everyone, if you are very toxic in metals and pathogens then you need to address that too, but this stuff does help with turning off the threat signals in the brain/limbic system which cause symptoms and the inflammatory cascade.

Now coincidently bruschi mentions it after I was typing. Thats good if you are doing it but they specifically teach you not to say things like "I'm dying" "I 100% have parkinsons/dementia" "I'm battling a severe neurodegenitive disease" so it doesn't sound like you're doing it properly or taking it seriously.

Just shut the fuck up. Literally shut the fuck up.

I literally want to punch you in the fucking face.

You have no idea what it’s like to be suffering from severe neurodegeneration. No fucking clue.

When I’m in extreme agony. And I go into the most extreme agony you can fucking imagine. Something you’ve never ever experienced before. I’m going to vent I’m going to scream I’m going to cry.

So just shut the fuck up and know you’re fucking place in this world. And your fucking place is not telling a guy who’s in the battle for his life. Who hasn’t been able to do ANYTHING for 3 years what to fucking do.

I’ve been extremely strong for 5 years since this all began. And the 2 years prior with Lyme I had an incredible attitude.

I have the right to get angry scream cry do whatever I want. But I always get up and keep going.

So stop acting like I’m some weak minded bitch. Honestly. Fuck you.

 

[Fazed22]

Just shut the fuck up. Literally shut the fuck up.

I literally want to punch you in the fucking face.

You have no idea what it’s like to be suffering from severe neurodegeneration. No fucking clue.

When I’m in extreme agony. And I go into the most extreme agony you can fucking imagine. Something you’ve never ever experienced before. I’m going to vent I’m going to scream I’m going to cry.

So just shut the fuck up and know you’re fucking place in this world. And your fucking place is not telling a guy who’s in the battle for his life. Who hasn’t been able to do ANYTHING for 3 years what to fucking do.

I’ve been extremely strong for 5 years since this all began. And the 2 years prior with Lyme I had an incredible attitude.

I have the right to get angry scream cry do whatever I want. But I always get up and keep going.

So stop acting like I’m some weak minded bitch. Honestly. Fuck you.

I'm not gonna say any more because I knew it would end up like this, but yeah you do say this this I'm dying stuff/its too late most days after crashing yourself with some hormone, nutrient or sugar binge.

 

[MNK99]

ya i was told stfu im actually disabled for real
and now i do seven eight figs ciao

im like a top tier success case here and was pre this place too. incl PSSD as a kid.

yall are fighting for no reason

i get Bruschi is sick but this is a bad look

and i get it BPII/ADHD/ PTSD i have hellla stress
almost told off faggy apple store yday. same one i had dropped cappucino in yrs ago and mentioined here. bc of EDS.

but this was " anti money laundering rules"

gotta go

 

[Fazed22]

Just shut the fuck up. Literally shut the fuck up.

I literally want to punch you in the fucking face.

You have no idea what it’s like to be suffering from severe neurodegeneration. No fucking clue.

When I’m in extreme agony. And I go into the most extreme agony you can fucking imagine. Something you’ve never ever experienced before. I’m going to vent I’m going to scream I’m going to cry.

So just shut the fuck up and know you’re fucking place in this world. And your fucking place is not telling a guy who’s in the battle for his life. Who hasn’t been able to do ANYTHING for 3 years what to fucking do.

I’ve been extremely strong for 5 years since this all began. And the 2 years prior with Lyme I had an incredible attitude.

I have the right to get angry scream cry do whatever I want. But I always get up and keep going.

So stop acting like I’m some weak minded bitch. Honestly. Fuck you.

Also I'm not acting like you're some weak minded bitch, you're actually misunderstanding me if you think that. What I was trying to highlight is you ONLY focus on the nutrient/biochem side of your illness and completely neglect the mental + spiritual side of healing which is the reason why I believe you are stuck and never make any progress.