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I can’t believe what I go through tho like it really is a severe brain barrier disease. Completely losing connection between brain and body what a horrible life
 

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Hope you do good soon. Test made me feel like dogshit when I tried it. If you are a slow oxidizer I think taking test is not that good. It slows you down more. Unless you take tiny amounts. I am also a slow oxidizer so I felt even slower on test and got fatigue, depression, etc.
 
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Hope you do good soon. Test made me feel like dogshit when I tried it. If you are a slow oxidizer I think taking test is not that good. It slows you down more. Unless you take tiny amounts. I am also a slow oxidizer so I felt even slower on test and got fatigue, depression, etc.

I think there a lot of things that need to be considered on test but it became a severe need for me eventually to have any chance of healing due to the low e2 induced methylation / bh4 isssues.

I do think it’s inositol production the key to fatty liver and that has to be fixed. Can b12 + test help this yes I believe so. But I think I gotta try some other things here to help insulin sensitivity and starting with mots-c.

I haven’t taken any other Hormoens for a week really. I wonder how preg and dhea are acting here.

I’m really fucked up but getting my system to turn on again a bit.
 

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I think it’s the mots-c gets me making inositol. And the liver issues are inositol depletion. As I’ve said like 5 times now.

Considering Retatrutide. A much steeper step. But going to focus on what I’m doing now.

Boron is dropping a little. Selenium too. That system needs to stay on and I do think it’s amp-k which does that which is activated by the mots-c.
 

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I’m basically saying the fatty liver is causing chromium problems.

do we want a chromium approach for that first? Or an inositol driven approach first?

Or just focus on both at once.

Does inositol represent vanadium in htma?

Lot to figure out here. Vanaidum dropped on TRT that’s what I’m sure of.

But went up last late spring . After a few months of playing around with 4 andro b12s.
 

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I think it’s really chromium/ iron availability approach pressures inositol.

Now this b12 with mots-c approach I’m taking currently. I think it is raising the inositol I need to tolerate chromium/ iron dumping .

But I’m not doing that lol.

I’m not getting to cr/ iron dumping. My potassium is dropping.

B12 is not acting like it could or should to make iron available.

I think I’m gonna use Retatrutide. We are going to see.
 

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But really 5 full days back into bed ridden state. I worked two weeks. Now I can’t anymore. Shaking in bed a lot of agony.
 

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I think it might be iodine and inositol make lithium available to use ado b12 to raise nad.
 

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Ok inositol needs choline.

Mots-c = inositol

Choline just did something for real.

Shawn Bean “eat choline when you get bad”
 

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Yup…. Back to nmda.

Inositol = beta alanine

Choline = glycine

Beta alanine receives glycine at nmda.

But so does taurine which needs nadph… many ways to nadph. Is iodine required?
 

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Body runs on sugar and electrolytes.

Beta alanine / inositol/ b5 / thyroid—- sugar

Choline/ glycine/ chloride/ mg/ k - electrolytes
 

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Beta alanine (motsc-> inositol)

For nmda needs

Glycine (choline )

Taurine (nadph… iodine)

Iodine finally went in yesterday and with that sulfur finally went up and I think that last step was gettting to taurine.
 

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Potassium issues very bad very scared just bad bad bad bad

Mots C needs to happen. B12 does too. I think. Testo. I

But from there it’s like iodine lithium electrolytes. And I can’t even get past iodine to lithium.

Iodine is dropping hard from what I’m doing. The most-c really must be pushing bh4.

But cr is dropping like crazy it is the lowest I’ve see it.
 

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I have been drinking coffee almost daily. And the iodine drops do go with that.

Potassium just dead the worst I’ve ever seen it.
 

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Potassium issues very bad very scared just bad bad bad bad

Mots C needs to happen. B12 does too. I think. Testo. I

But from there it’s like iodine lithium electrolytes. And I can’t even get past iodine to lithium.

Iodine is dropping hard from what I’m doing. The most-c really must be pushing bh4.

But cr is dropping like crazy it is the lowest I’ve see it.

I think chromium is the liver/ pancreas issue. And inositol depletion did cause this. But fixing inositol with mots-c isn’t fixing it. Although I do believe the mots-c is a needed ingredient to fix this.

You wonder if PC IVs did cause the initial inositol depletion in mid 2022.

I basically didn’t realize inositol depletion was part of this at all until mid 2024. And I’ve been chasing tail since talkin about inositol every 3-6 months ever since.

I think it might be VDR where half the VDR is b5/ inositol regulated. The other mainly chromium/insulin/ estrogen. But choline I do believe goes hand in hand with chromium.

Remember pc IVs did help me initially in 2022. Then I needed methylation stuff since zinc b2 b12 folate etc eventually dhea.

Again back to choline inositol. Chromium b5.

Same thing. Chromium choline go together. B5 inositol go together.

Iron availability and thyroid.

I’m shaking today . Feel diabetic. Feel soooo bad .
 

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We wanna raise fad with chromium.

We wanna raise fmn with inositol/iodine.

Inositol iodine without chromium is fmn without fad so it’s basically b6 no folate. no glycine serine.

Chromium is key to folate as iron as fe2 is the key to keep folate lifted as Histidine recycles folate (Gbold zinc finger 2018).

Mots -c pushing inositol right now is absolutely destroying me combined with meb12. This is not the way to heal for me.

Or maybe I’m just too late.

I think testo is good and required.

God I’m bad .
 

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Basically I’m saying I can’t raise chromium with cr supplements. I have to fix chromium through metabolism and diet somehow . Ultimately the hormone are huge for it as estrone sulfate retains chromium in body. Sulfation is huge here.

I think I’m having a hard time sulfating my estrone.
 

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i hope it’s not too late. Choline is a huge a monster really. It’s the master lipid.

Cuz yea I’m making glycine with it. I feel it. Glycine is that feeling.

But I’m really bad. We need b6 active next to the glycine. B6 activity will allow serine to raise .

The plan now has really shifted. Less b12. Once a day 5mg injection.

We aren’t going to shoot for freddd approach. This has to be bruschi11 approach. Personalized. For me.

I think I’ll start taking some PS. Really focus on the phospholipids. As inositol raises.
 

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Mots-c woke me up a lot today after 48 hours off and boron rising again. It is the key to a lot it seems. I think it just feeds pyruvate giving PDH the fuel it needs. Inositol raises somehow. Co2 happens.

Choline and meb12 need to happen. Choline in heavier quantities than meb12.

I’m starting Retatrutide tomorrow. And considering another peptide ss-21 something like that helps mito function.