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[RebelWithACause]

literraly in every big chicken farm at least 90 % of male chickens are throwed to big grinder.

It's evolution too. But I also know women who are 40+ and they struggle. The world doesn't care so much about people they can't get anything from.

But of course for men we are very disposable. Even studies/research show there was like 1 man who impregnated 7 women. It is shown from DNA. So men die easily, women are protected as an asset.

I think this is why it's important to care about yourself as a man eventhough it might be a "feminine trait" as such or some would call it narcissistic. Because a lot of people believe self sacrifice is good and you need to be there for "the greater good". Well then you will probably die for some asshole who doesn't think that way especially in a huge system like we live in. Because the world doesn't care clearly.

So if you are sick man, be prepared to be treated like crap and left in the dirt unless you have some super stable family around you - which also happens. I saw guys with PFS they were fine never had huge issues with family or friends. But I also believe they were probably a bit healthier and still functional. They just felt like shit. Like that guy who setup a youtube channel in PFS. I wouldn't even have the energy back then to do that stuff.

I remember I was constantly disrespected a lot of people - which were mostly other men in real life they felt very comfortable overstepping boundaries. But I also noticed some people stayed very respectful and helpful. So it's not black & white. Some people just become monsters when they feel comfortable disrespecting you.

Anyways bottom line is a lot of people start to act wacky when you become "weakened"

 

[ruprmurdoch]

I think this is why it's important to care about yourself as a man eventhough it might be a "feminine trait" as such or some would call it narcissistic. Because a lot of people believe self sacrifice is good and you need to be there for "the greater good". Well then you will probably die for some asshole who doesn't think that way especially in a huge system like we live in. Because the world doesn't care clearly.

you wrote very important point

 

[Yura]

It is funny how everyone wants different stuff. All I want is to be completely alone without any responsibility for other people. Like when I watch those videos on youtube like "living alone in Japan" or something like that I envy them so much lol. I just want to be anonymous to everyone around me. So I don't have to act. I don't get stressed that someone will abuse me emotionally that I have to be there for them, because they are my family, friends or whatever..
I think that if I am not living alone it would be because I would get some dog from a shelter. After all probably my best friend was a dog of my grandmother when I was 10-14 something like that. It is so true that dog is your best friend. They are so simple. No fucking drama, no bullshit. Just food, chill and having some simple fun like be happy that you walk outside. I am so done with people and their stuff.. You get fucked up face from accident or surgery or something and people will be gone. Dog will lick your disgusting fucked up face exactly the same as before.. You can't beat it.. I understand so well why so many people just have animals and don't give a shit about people anymore..
Life is too short to deal with bullshit all the time..

 

[RebelWithACause]

Just focus on healing and you'll get better at dealing with crap pretty much. Make the best choice daily. All you can do!