What's up guys.
I got really crazy busy and have not had any time whatsoever to post. I barely have enough time to do anything really these days. It sux but I am hoping this will change soon so I can get back in the game and catch up with everyone's situations. For now I want to update my RU trials. So here is what happened:
My first cycle of RU took place from October 16th-18th 2017. I took 50 MG of RU all three days. I could feel the drugs effects while on the cycle but not any improvement in PFS symptoms while on cycle. For me it felt like a powerful drug the first time. The positive results started on October 22nd 2017 on the 4th day post cycle. The positive results continued to increase until Nov 3rd 2017 at which point I was fifteen days post cycle and felt about 80 percent recovered from this condition. It was amazing. So amazing that I really did not even try expressing it in words. It felt to good to be true. Nothing I have tried improved all the B.S. sexual symptoms to such a degree and this fast. Simply can't be touched as far as I was concerned.
Unfortunately the improvements did not last. Twenty seven days off post cycle on November 16th 2017, I felt a slight reduction in improvements. Nothing major though. I was still in a really good spot. Every day though from this point until about December 1st 2017, I lost my gains bit by bit until I was back pretty much at baseline.
I cant say for sure if stress was the reason I lost the gains but I can say extreme stress started for me in mid November 2017 around the exact same time my gains started diminishing. When I say extreme stress I'm simply talking about a ton of work that consumes 100 percent of my time out of work. I'm working from the time I get up to the time I go to sleep with no break at all.
But why would this matter? If I adjusted my receptor senesivity with the RU and that explains the gains than why would stress, even if it's a lot have any bearing? who knows....i can't explain it.
So from here I figured maybe I just needed a couple more hits of "RU cycle". So I did two more cycles. I ran a second cycle from 12/6/2017-12/8/2017 again at 50 MG all three days. The first thing that felt different from the first cycle was that the drug just did not feel as powerful as it did for me the first run. Also I got no improvements at all after the cycle.
So next I ran a 3rd cycle of RU from 01/7/18-01/09/18, this time at 100 MG every day. Still even at 100mg the drug did not feel as if it was having such a powerful effect as the first time. Coming off this cycle I did notice slight gains but nothing like the first cycle post RU.
Current status after all three RU cycles and over a month since my last RU cycle i am only slightly above baseline. I am trying to figure out what the next move is.