Admiral’s PFS Log.. ARL/TEI since march 2018

[MNK99]

Hang in there man. I had like 8 weeks terrible insomnia straight, it was messy. Not now, but right before TEI. Still some insomnia at times, but I've seen more severe than currently. Myb it was 3-4 wks straight. Yes, probably.

 

[Admiral]

New hair test. Switched to TEI.

Somehow I really am a fast one. Even after 3 cycles, which is odd consindering my low hormonal output.

• Magnesium went up a lot, but calcium went down. Took a lot of paramin (macromin), which has both. Will up the diary now
• Molybdenum, phosphorus and sulfur skyrocketed. Not sure how.
• Arsenium coming out.
• Mercury is up and down.
• Aluminium is nearly eliminated. It was very high earlier.

Will order the supps and continue with TEI for 3 rounds before contemplating different method.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Nice man. You have good dedication for sure.

 

[Admiral]

Heh, the sups I ordered only contain coper as a mineral. The rest all consists out of vitamines and some amino's.

 

[Admiral]

Started TEI today. This cycle is much like the previous one with ARL, though with lesser ingredients. I know it's frowned upon, but I will add stuf, as I'm getting fed up with the lack of progress. The slow-oxidizer first cycle gave me a good mood, the fast oxidizer cycles a bit less, but with some peaks in the sexual department, but that didn't seem to stick. I will add some electrolytes, B2 and perhaps histidine/cysteine. And will continu with ARL/TEI for three cycles before jumping on hormones.

 

[Admiral]

I've been living like a monk this past year. I've told my friends not to count on me in 2018, hopefully 2019 will be different. I am just wondering if I should let this new years party go by me or if it's okay to go all out for once. I can stay away from the booze, but some xtc and ghb will definitely be a part of it and I am longing for it so much.

Will those drugs influence the balance I am trying to reach with ARL/TEI that much and set me back weeks/months? Anything worth taking to combat possible side effects on the body? I've taken plenty of drugs before and never really noticed bigger set backs, but then again, I've been a bigger health freak this past year than I ever was or will be. Will even be doing my liver flush the same day, though it's probably better to do that after the possible party.

Anyone know? I've been searching through the internet, but other than the effects on serotonin, dopamine and electrolytes (dehydration), not much is out there.

 

[Jaxx]

I've been living like a monk this past year. I've told my friends not to count on me in 2018, hopefully 2019 will be different. I am just wondering if I should let this new years party go by me or if it's okay to go all out for once. I can stay away from the booze, but some xtc and ghb will definitely be a part of it and I am longing for it so much.

Will those drugs influence the balance I am trying to reach with ARL/TEI that much and set me back weeks/months? Anything worth taking to combat possible side effects on the body? I've taken plenty of drugs before and never really noticed bigger set backs, but then again, I've been a bigger health freak this past year than I ever was or will be. Will even be doing my liver flush the same day, though it's probably better to do that after the possible party.

Anyone know? I've been searching through the internet, but other than the effects on serotonin, dopamine and electrolytes (dehydration), not much is out there.

Perhaps pssd really is different than pfs, but its exactly the serotonin/dopamine interaction i want to stay away from.

 

[tanedout]

I've been living like a monk this past year. I've told my friends not to count on me in 2018, hopefully 2019 will be different. I am just wondering if I should let this new years party go by me or if it's okay to go all out for once. I can stay away from the booze, but some xtc and ghb will definitely be a part of it and I am longing for it so much.

Will those drugs influence the balance I am trying to reach with ARL/TEI that much and set me back weeks/months? Anything worth taking to combat possible side effects on the body? I've taken plenty of drugs before and never really noticed bigger set backs, but then again, I've been a bigger health freak this past year than I ever was or will be. Will even be doing my liver flush the same day, though it's probably better to do that after the possible party.

Anyone know? I've been searching through the internet, but other than the effects on serotonin, dopamine and electrolytes (dehydration), not much is out there.

I think having a good time and enjoying yourself is very beneficial - many studies showing healthy social interactions are good for health, lowering cortisol etc. Not sure the drugs are a good idea, but that's your call!

 

[RebelWithACause]

I've been living like a monk this past year. I've told my friends not to count on me in 2018, hopefully 2019 will be different. I am just wondering if I should let this new years party go by me or if it's okay to go all out for once. I can stay away from the booze, but some xtc and ghb will definitely be a part of it and I am longing for it so much.

Will those drugs influence the balance I am trying to reach with ARL/TEI that much and set me back weeks/months? Anything worth taking to combat possible side effects on the body? I've taken plenty of drugs before and never really noticed bigger set backs, but then again, I've been a bigger health freak this past year than I ever was or will be. Will even be doing my liver flush the same day, though it's probably better to do that after the possible party.

Anyone know? I've been searching through the internet, but other than the effects on serotonin, dopamine and electrolytes (dehydration), not much is out there.

Better off boozing than using XTC and GHB. Both those drugs have more impact even at lower dosages. I used both those drugs in the past as well. I can tell you a few drinks (tipsy, not blackout drunk) has less effect on the body than XTC and GHB.

Or you can do a a few low dosages of GHB to get you in a good mood if you really want to. @wuf used GHB in the past and it helped him with some of the issues. I think physical (penis) issues. Does not mean you should pound a bottle of GHB though. Take it in a controlled manner. If you cannot do that don't take it.

XTC has way more effect on the body and longer. Would not use that. Will also make you depressed for a longer time than alcohol and GHB. The mental game is also part of recovery.

I am going to have a few drinks probably on new years eve. Fuck it. Let's go baby.

Next day I will take one TEI dosage to get some stuff in like zinc, magnesium, b6, to recover a bit. I am getting TEI results at the end of the week.

Adding things to TEI will make it useless and IMO you are better off going off TEI and doing your own experiments (b2, etc.) and go for Helens advice. If you start taking random stuff you don't know where you will end up. And it makes the program + advice completely useless. There is no reason to do TEI if you are going to take your own stuff along with it. Because all those things interact.

 

[bruschi11]

I've been living like a monk this past year. I've told my friends not to count on me in 2018, hopefully 2019 will be different. I am just wondering if I should let this new years party go by me or if it's okay to go all out for once. I can stay away from the booze, but some xtc and ghb will definitely be a part of it and I am longing for it so much.

Will those drugs influence the balance I am trying to reach with ARL/TEI that much and set me back weeks/months? Anything worth taking to combat possible side effects on the body? I've taken plenty of drugs before and never really noticed bigger set backs, but then again, I've been a bigger health freak this past year than I ever was or will be. Will even be doing my liver flush the same day, though it's probably better to do that after the possible party.

Anyone know? I've been searching through the internet, but other than the effects on serotonin, dopamine and electrolytes (dehydration), not much is out there.

Go have fun man. Let it loose one night. Do whatever you want lol- you’ve been working hard and you deserve it.

The following day or two or even 3 may be tough. But maybe you’ll shock yourself and feel decent next day.

Be proud of how good you’ve been. You know most of us haven’t been as good as you in 2018. Good luck in rest of your recovery and have blast bud!

 

[sanka]

I can tell you, that beijg with friends is powerfull. I have been all this year alone most of the time, feeling like shit. This last week , everyday im trying to see my friends. I almost forgot everyting about this problem

 

[Admiral]

Perhaps pssd really is different than pfs, but its exactly the serotonin/dopamine interaction i want to stay away from.

Never had such issues on PFS. Hence why I managed so long. I've taken shit loads of XTC and GHB in my PFS state, and I always get a little depressed shortly after, but it always got back to baseline, like with normal people. I'm just wondering if it would absolutely destroy the nutritional balancing path I'm on and set me back for months.

Better off boozing than using XTC and GHB. Both those drugs have more impact even at lower dosages. I used both those drugs in the past as well. I can tell you a few drinks (tipsy, not blackout drunk) has less effect on the body than XTC and GHB.

Or you can do a a few low dosages of GHB to get you in a good mood if you really want to. @wuf used GHB in the past and it helped him with some of the issues. I think physical (penis) issues. Does not mean you should pound a bottle of GHB though. Take it in a controlled manner. If you cannot do that don't take it.

XTC has way more effect on the body and longer. Would not use that. Will also make you depressed for a longer time than alcohol and GHB. The mental game is also part of recovery.

I am going to have a few drinks probably on new years eve. Fuck it. Let's go baby.

Next day I will take one TEI dosage to get some stuff in like zinc, magnesium, b6, to recover a bit. I am getting TEI results at the end of the week.

Adding things to TEI will make it useless and IMO you are better off going off TEI and doing your own experiments (b2, etc.) and go for Helens advice. If you start taking random stuff you don't know where you will end up. And it makes the program + advice completely useless. There is no reason to do TEI if you are going to take your own stuff along with it. Because all those things interact.

I can't drink just a little bit man. And I think the damage done by a little XTC and GHB might be less than hitting the booze. I think the effects on the liver are equally bad and I can handle the mental parts.

GHB does nothing for PSF. The first time it makes you extremely horny and you sleep like a baby, but now it just makes me happy and wants to hug every living thing surrounding me.

And yes, I shouldn't add anything to TEI. Haven't done so so far, only B2, but that's also in the sups.

I can tell you, that beijg with friends is powerfull. I have been all this year alone most of the time, feeling like shit. This last week , everyday im trying to see my friends. I almost forgot everyting about this problem

I know. I've always been vague about my absence this year and won't ever share them the full state that I am in, but being social is definitely helpful.

Go have fun man. Let it loose one night. Do whatever you want lol- you’ve been working hard and you deserve it.

The following day or two or even 3 may be tough. But maybe you’ll shock yourself and feel decent next day.

Be proud of how good you’ve been. You know most of us haven’t been as good as you in 2018. Good luck in rest of your recovery and have blast bud!

Thanks Brus! Appreciate it. Hope you'll knock PFS flat on his ass in 2019 as well!

 

[Orion]

I say go have fun bro, let the guard down for one night. Here is to great 2019, and I hope the recovering starts to speed up this year.

 

[Walker]

Again, I know nothing about mineral balancing, or at least enough to claim I do, but I don’t think a night out is gonna set you back months. I usually noticed ill effects for about three days or so if I really tied one on during my recovery on CD’s method. And I mean really tying one on. And @Boris drank on his mineral balancing time too I think. Him or @Helen could advise you better, but I think you’re good for a night of celebration man.

Keep after it.

 

[Chapman]

My experience with a heavy session (binge drinking/ no drugs) is the same as @Walker. It sets you back for about 3 days and then you're back to baseline. Have a good new year @Admiral and worry about this shit in the New Year!!

 

[MNK99]

same w drugs / drinks. all a ok, eventually. Not that I condone it. BUT enjoying life is important. DID some stuff like 6mo ago 8mo ago, 14mo ago it was fine. 4mo ago.
also drank a bit recently (like tons, but only a handful of drinking days this year).

 

[Admiral]

Thanks guys. Have a good one tonight as well!

Meanwhile I just finished my 4th liver flush. A gazillion stones came out. Will try to do one once every few weeks.

 

[jacknap]

My experience with a heavy session (binge drinking/ no drugs) is the same as @Walker. It sets you back for about 3 days and then you're back to baseline. Have a good new year @Admiral and worry about this shit in the New Year!!

yeah my experience as well. I binge drank 3 times total since I crashed which is june 2nd 2017 lol I pound NAC/coconut water as insurance. but I didn't do this until my baseline was like 70% ish

 

[TubZy]

Again, I know nothing about mineral balancing, or at least enough to claim I do, but I don’t think a night out is gonna set you back months. I usually noticed ill effects for about three days or so if I really tied one on during my recovery on CD’s method. And I mean really tying one on. And @Boris drank on his mineral balancing time too I think. Him or @Helen could advise you better, but I think you’re good for a night of celebration man.

Keep after it.

yes, i drank at the end of the first month of my first ARL cycle, and I was actually able to get drunk and I got a normal feeling hang over the next day. That was how I knew it was actually doing something beneficial for me since I felt like the shit for the entire month since starting. I'd say you can drink IMO, could be a good indicator of your baseline progress if you had an issue with alcohol before

 

[bruschi11]

yes, i drank at the end of the first month of my first ARL cycle, and I was actually able to get drunk and I got a normal feeling hang over the next day. That was how I knew it was actually doing something beneficial for me since I felt like the shit for the entire month since starting. I'd say you can drink IMO, could be a good indicator of your baseline progress if you had an issue with alcohol before

As much as it sucks the hangover feeling after. I think alcohol tolerance is one of best barometers of progress lol. Alcohol tolerance is just stress tolerance. Body gets stressed by the alcohol and detox.

For me it’s usually second day after drinking. The day after is hangover, with what a lot of people experience “hangover fatigue” as day goes on. Day 2 is just waking up with bad chemical depression and fatigue, don’t want to do anyyyything. I was an idiot in the early to mid 2010s fighting this fatigue week after week hoping my pathetic hormonal treatments were working.

Anyways last year when I was at my best in February, I got shitfaced on a Saturday night. Sunday was typical hangover, by Sunday night great, Monday morning I was even better.

I only drink like Monthly or even less now, but I’m always excited to see how I do afterward.